Simm @persimmonbread - Tumblr Blog

honestly? being in a void between hyperfixations is such a weird feeling, like I can feel my brain searching for something to grab onto but nothing seems good enough so I just sit there and wait for some random obsession to hit me out of nowhere so my brain won’t feel like a dry sponge anymore

#rb tag #i genuinely and completely seriously feel incomplete without a fixation. i feel like a shell of myself.#i can't express unabashed joy and endlessly consume the beautiful works other people have put out — fanfic or visual art or anything else #and i can't produce any of my own. it's like scooping handfuls of dry powder without closing the gaps.#i want to hold it. i want to keep it. i want to build a sandcastle. but nothing. it drains.#... anyway i'm kind of halfway between this and not this at the moment. it's a little maddening. i feel the sparks but it won't ignite.#but i just gotta ride it out. my brain will stick to something. gotta keep truckin'.#i'm okay btw! not a vent just amazing to me this is a universal feeling. glad we aren't alone out there lol

madscientistreaction

oh arthur

#rb tag #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #oh my GOD we need a thing where folks just draw their specific arthur because #the love i feel for him is. embarassing frankly #i have heartache. i am experiencing heartburn #op i love your boy!!! your sweetheart!!!! i love him!!!!#i also love just the framing and vibe of this honestly #feels almost like a photo taken with flash? but with western vibes.#the deer antlers.... sobs #his funky chaps/pants i'm gonna cry #arthur ily you arthur #this is madness i fear but i walk forward willingly <3 #i'm obsessed personally with always keeping my tamagotchi-chapter-2-pre-TB arthur at the 'perfect' weight.#and like. clean. but still camping outdoors. brushin' his horse and eating seasoned meat and all his cores full <3 #i'll draw him one day i swear #<- all of this is referring to a tag on the original post abt how this is specifically op's arthur btw.

eggdrawsthings

a duet in a galaxy far, far away

eggdrawsthings

close up on the lads :)

#rb tag #the mandalorian #din djarin #grogu #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA—#listen to me #i #uh #okay no just listen. my heart. you have it. it floats in the air with the frogs and cannot be touched by gravity #a little!!! house!!! on the space-outskirts!!!#pond for frogs!!! sitting by the door and watching his baby play!!!#oh god when i think about them too long it makes my temples hurt #there's so much softness in this piece and i want to cry thank you <3

attckher

#rb tag #arcane #viktor arcane #jayce talis #the RICHNESS you paint with. oh my god.#like it feels so... full?? the textures??#i get this craving sometimes when i'm painting with gouache or something. a feeling that only painterly styles elicit yk?#also i'm obsessed with jayce's expression here. just the right amount of exaggeration...#between s2 jayce and arthur morgan and trial 3 kazui (plus like. two other cowboys) my type venn diagram is a circle i'm afraid...#long hair and Sad with a capital s. that's a vibe.#(sorry cooper bald is fine too)#and ofc how can we not mention how hard vik is killing it on that horse #the motion is so delicious. ugh. the SHAPES. the painting. wispy but tangible. incredible as always.#i love art so much

oh. when they said milgram trial three was going to be super hell... they meant it

#as a resident kazui enjoyer #but also a deep angst adorer #his new look JIVES with me #however #NOOOOOOOOOOOOO OH MY GOD #milgram #milgram project #shidou mappi and haruka fans i am SO SORRY #milgram spoilers

i've been unwell and offline so i binged the entire fallout show on a whim, and my personal silly little fallout s2 headcanon is that the ghoul (cooper) will start losing articles of his gunslinger get-up throughout the season.

bc as much as the outfit kicks ass (i LOVE a gunslinger! do not get it twisted!) imagine he ends up in just the really tarnished cowboy get-up from episode one if/when he starts defrosting a little. returning to humanity after so long playing a character yk? ( . _ .)

also pulling for janey cryotube survival. bc like. IMAGINE the cathartic angst. thank you that is all <3

#fallout show #fallout prime #cooper howard #the ghoul #it could also be cathartic angst if he finds out she lived like a long life in the good vault or whatever #but like. man. the worst ending would be if her vault got fucked up or something ;; if it ended up getting broken or attacked :(#i like tragic cowboys. arthur is a track record for me #sigh #i also think there's uh. a good chance he might die. just a feeling. don't wanna bet on it bc sad but i have a feeling.#fallout

allthingswhumpyandangsty

#rb tag #oh sad fictional characters with Impossible Burdens and a warped sense of self...#oh sad fictional character who looks away from mirrors with an inherent disdain...#i wanna hug THEM though. i like the comfort part of hurt/comfort...#and heavy angst. but shhh.#this is arthur morgan. to me.#he needed sleep. rest. a VACATION.

brothermoth

Arthur being shit-his-pants scared of alligators is so fucking funny. The yoink Everglades guy is the only power that could perhaps best Arthur in a battle of wills

#rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #rb tag #i can't remember off the top of my head but i swear the only thing he fears are grizzlies and gators #like he's even scared of baby ones. which is fair i would be too #but i am not Arthur Morgan #he IS Arthur Morgan #i love that he kicks alligators before skinning them as if checking they're dead

gameplaymen

ARTHUR MORGAN in Red Dead Redemption 2 (2018) ↳ 29/?

#arthur morgan #red dead redemption 2 #rdr2 #rb tag #his little head dip where his eyes hide under his hat is my favorite arthur animation thing #he's so. everything.#he's precious i care for him deeply. look at that smile.#what's happening in this scene. god i need to play the game again. or i'm sleep deprived #its probably that one.

ayesopod

journal page for johnny too yayy

#rdr2 #john marston #red dead redemption 2 #red dead redemption #rdr #rb tag #i aspire to this kind of journal filling #i mean of course this is just. SO satisfying to look at #but also because of all the art styles included here #the simplistic ones have clean and satisfying shapes #and then theres just. Realistic John sitting at the top #its cluttered but in a way that feels comforting and for someone who struggles a lot with empty space #(and fear of ruining pages)#its just. very good for the soul #love your art OP it brings much joy

thirtysixsavefiles

few things more humbling than the realization that you really do write the same fic(s) over and over again

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thehappyfangirl

Someone mentioned on another tumblr post about how nobody complained that Agatha Christie wrote ANOTHER book about murder.

Write your story. Write it again. And again.

sashaforthewin

Okay but do you understand the TREASURE TROVE of reading a fic you enjoy and then looking at the author's page and discovering they have written multiple just like it?! That is the ultimate score!