Winter Rose

I'm not just some token princess! xD

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Even on this #game, you're still leaving me for work. @kommanderkoopa 🤷🏻‍♀️😭😂❤️🏡 #AdorableHome #adorablehomegame #teamrymari https://www.instagram.com/p/B8WPM3OnbNu/?igshid=1x1w82l05fol1

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Just a quick stop to go #groceryshopping before I attempt to murder myself with house chores and might do a Disney cover later. Ryan and I are restarting our channels on our 3rd anniversary together. His gaming thing makes him happy and I'm supporting him all the way. P.S. Is it dangerous to put the edible goods with the bleach and detergent in one basket? Sorry. 🤣 #adultingsucks https://www.instagram.com/p/B8SrcfUHXI6/?igshid=1gz5qjzkx3g5b

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Hey #Philippines! Did you vote right? If so, this #comic is for you! Get to see the #final #Filipino version on our official Facebook, @TeamRyMariTV! https://www.instagram.com/p/BxaC0_VnMoS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=n15cx3zcvk01

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Yes guys. We just started uploading our #ParanormalVlogs and #projects! We're gonna tackle #UrbanLegends and different #HorrorStories around the world! Please check our first upload at YouTube, that's TeamRyMari TV and DM us your suggestions! Love you all! https://www.instagram.com/p/BtnmJRCHsyE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nte1lmjeb62n

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I swear I'm so gonna #marry you. Thank you for the times you make me feel #wonderful. It's not the #flowers you give but the #love you have for me when giving them to me. I love you baby, I'm sorry for the recent ups and downs. @kommanderkoopa #ldrgoals #ldr https://www.instagram.com/p/BqKB0yRHDHW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=sad0pti19kgf

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Don't forget to check this #transformation before the #spook of #Halloween ends! YouTube: @TeamRyMari #Sally #TheNightmareBeforeChristmas #Cosplay #Hair #Makeup #HalloweenTown https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpn9pp0njP8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1f87ofhtcyzl9

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Also remember: real beauty comes from within so be kind to everyone, but if someone threatens your happiness, always have the courage to defend what's you deserve. #queen #bffgoals @demetriusmeja @thedemetriusmejia https://www.instagram.com/p/BpOloVWgwOT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1m7zgi5zp66l9

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Okay, okay, I know! 😂 I never updated anyone that I was #collaborating with @StephenTheHawkKing to finish the #HeartbreakSongs I've been writing and I know we're supposed to announce this tomorrow but NO! I'm too excited so I'll say it now. We will be releasing a total of seven songs from my very own #album and yes, I sing apparently lol... It's all #heartbreaking and 100% for the #heartbroken or in pain of #heartbreak. I'm uploading the songs and lyrics to my YouTube channel: @TheDemiAndMariaShow so please subscribe! We're still debating if the future music videos will be on Ryan and mine's channel though (that's @TeamRyMari). So I hope you give us some time and listen. This is dedicated to the people in #pain as of the moment. As no one will #understands better than your fellow bitter gourd err... I mean girl lol... #MusicSavesLives #MusicAndArt #Sweet #BreakUp #Unappreciated https://www.instagram.com/p/BpAK-SIA78y/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3jh9v97vp4tx

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Warning! Long post ahead. You know what they say. It's the #LittleThings that count. Who would refuse #flowers? I'm a big fan myself. But him sitting there trying to #draw for me because he can feel I'm raging #jealous deep within, that's sweeter than any expensive rose in a box. These days I have been really #insecured because he was a person who paid more effort on his #PreviousRelationship. Being the last of them (hopefully, God please don't take him away, I know I asked You for him, he was your immediate response but I'm gonna die if you took him back), I can fully understand that he's not giving his 100% in me anymore because he's scared it'll end up the same way. What I'm really feeling sad about it though, even if I try to broaden my understanding, is I'm pretty sure he knows I #trust him already (despite the difficulty of trusting anyone because I've been fooled more than once) and that I'm risking it all, to hell if this is my last relationship or not but I'm giving 100%, don't care if it #hurts me later. But he still couldn't #risk it. I mean, I know you're scared but I wanna know you feel it's worth it to risk it with me. #PlayingSafe isn't really feeling the whole wonder of #love, in my opinion. I think when you already know you can trust someone, then let's give it all we got. I can't blame him for the #fear, I was scared to be with him the first time. Even if my heart screams his name. But I'm really hoping he understands that it isn't easy always trying to say okay, trying to accept that I'll never have the same #privilege as his first love because he's scared. Well I still won't say #ILoveYou unless I mean it. I hope I'm not the only one who feels like I'm an indirect victim of a broken relationship in the person I love's past. P.S. to the "woman" who WAS a part of his life ONCE: Stay away from my man. That's not how a woman is supposed to act, only female dogs do that. You know he's taken and you're asking him to #kiss you, sending him your "tired" #photos wearing #sexy clothing flashing your chest... Tsk, tsk. I'm cool with you guys talking like #MaturedPeople, but #KnowYourLimits like a #grownup. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo-bs5vg7pu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=193n8n7h4affd

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The big #realization hahahah... You guys we're uploading a whole new #webseries on our #blogs and it would involve a lot of these! 😂 #SoCalledGurus™ is spreading #GoodAndEvil #revelations about #love, #friendship and #life! Special thanks of course to my love, @kommanderkoopa who keeps inspiring me to chase my #dreams, as well as the other members of Team RyMari who does the research and advice I'm delivering to yours truly. ❤ Follow more of us here: Facebook: @TeamRyMari YouTube: @TeamRyMari Snapchat: @TeamRyMarie (with an E for some reason) For arts and literature though, look here: DeviantArt: @LimeyAndTheCrimp Wattpad: @LimeyAndTheCrimp Tumblr: @LimeyAndTheCrimp https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo4P3QMg_qf/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=76r8odv2m7t6

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Done with my #CosplayAttempt™ for #Sally from #TheNightmareBeforeChristmas! Be with me as I #transform into the #ragdoll loved by everyone! #HappyHalloween everyone! #makeuptransformation #makeup #cosplay #TimBurton #Disney #SallysSong https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn2MSZAgXRH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=f25hp0hho8xn

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Anyone wishing this was real? 😂 Follow Ryan and I on DeviantArt! www.deviantart.com/teamrymari #AnakinSkywalker #PadmeAmidala #LukeSkywalker #LeiaOrgana #art #artist #ongoing #SkywalkerFamily #WhatCouldHaveBeen #DigitalArt #amateur #passion #StarWars #StarWarsFanArt #FanArt #family

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Super late upload! I thought I lost this photo and I needed to rummage through my wardrobe to find this aargh! 😂 #Cosplaying as #QueenElsa with the beautiful @micolebarrios as #PrincessAnna of Arendelle. ❤😘 #disney #disneyprincess #cosplay #cosplayers #toycon #frozen #Elsa #Anna #instastory #sisters #DreamClub #princess #queen

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To the one who came just in time to stop me from ending my life a year ago... You were exactly what I needed, what I always prayed for. Thank you for the things you do, and the things you didn't do. For showing me I'm capable and for not comparing me to anyone else. The past may be dreadful, leaving me scars forever. But you made me believe in everything again. *sniff* Can't help but cry typing this. I'm just so lucky someone actually believed in me after two people who said they did. P.S. So it turns out I can draw. You're right. 😂😂 #Marvel #Spiderman #superheroes #superhero #art #doodle #scribble #sketch #fanart #amateur #artist #illustrator #comics #nerd #disney #ldrgoals #ldr

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To the only one who actually believe in me. I love you. @kommanderkoopa

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We have two images of ourselves existing in this world. The portrait that people painted of us and the portrait of how we painted ourselves.

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#WorkOfArt. I'm not even talking about the #painting. 😘😍 I know it's random, but I love you, @kommanderkoopa forever and ever and longer than that! #ldrgoals