quinn (they/them)

mid 20's •°• latine •°• MDT •°• current familial f/o is lance and veronica •°• current romantic f/o is Keith •°• current fixation is Voltron •°• not pr* ship

[quinni-shippi]

Welcome To My Cringe

Hello! Good to see you! my name is Quinn and here's my blog!

Table of Contents

📕 My Boundaries, Read First!

📒 About Me

📗 F/O’s and S/I’s

📚 Commission and Art Trade Info

Extra Links

None, yet!

[13ag21k]

What if I was a lonely brooding man but my features softened as I stared at you adoringly?

[queens-castle-of-men]

7 🤍11 🤍17 Happy 9 years with this amazing man I love him!!

[quinni-shippi]

CONGRATULATIONS!!!

[quinni-shippi]

I had a dream that I got to kiss Keith and play with his hair and cuddle him and

miss him already 😭

He was so happy to be kissed and cuddled and having his hair played like he was just so happy

[quinni-shippi]

"Oh I'm only joking about your f/o's being violent and hateful towards you" bru 🫩

"the joke is that it's violence! And that violence is wrong!" Do you watch beheading videos for fun?

"I said it's a joke so it is a joke!" I had nightmares and panic attacks about some who said that same thing for years but yeah let's be quirky 🤪

Block @ selfshipperaffirmations before you have to see them on your feed

(also if you find that shit funny please unfollow cuz we can't be friends)

[kosmogrl]

[quinni-shippi]

Vent post again, yipee (tw for body image, ed, food, etc. I'm in the trenches)

Classmate: "Quinn's can't fit in the computer, they're too big!"

Instructor: "Don't say that, girls don't like being called "the big one" haha"

It was only 2 ish minutes of talking about me but it felt like an agonizing eternity.

The big one. In front of the entire class. Does everyone think of me as the big one?? Am I really that big?? Is that the one thing people think about me??? Is that what people remember me as??? God I wish I could just disappear. Please stop looking at me.

I was having such a good day, too. After over a month of sleeping on a couch I finally got a new mattress, bedframe, and my own space to sleep in. But now all I can think of is how my weight shifts in the bed. How the mattress sinks when I'm in it. The way my body moves around while getting comfortable. How much space I take just laying there. Every other moment that my body was put in front of a classroom to discuss.

The worst part is that it was a joke. If he was genuinely being rude it would be easier to say "ok whatever I'm not listening anymore" but it wasn't real. It was just a joke and I shouldn't be taking it so seriously.

All I can think of is how to fix it. And every time since highschool that I've tried losing the weight I ended up back in my old ed habits. Sometimes it feels like so long as I lose weight it wouldn't matter if it came back. Ruining my teeth and my stomach and my body again wouldn't matter cuz maybe then people would stop calling me the big one. And with everything in my life changing so rapidly, my disordered thoughts have been creeping up more and more and this moment felt like the universe telling me to go back.

I still managed to eat dinner. I had some dessert, too. I know I'm so much healthier now than in highschool but it's still hard sometimes. I think Keith would be proud of me. He was actually my main f/o through highschool when everything developed. He'd be happy that I'm choosing to take care of myself instead of letting it get to me even though it's hard. I just wish it wasn't so hard.

[our-queer-experience]

[hyzenthrae]

you are required to be and act anti-racist

[hyzenthrae]

thinking and hoping you're not racist isn't enough. i am talking specifically and especially to white trans people whose political ideology and differing axis of oppression makes them feel immune to racially motivated missteps and behaviors

[hyzenthrae]

and im suggesting firmly and with pain in my heart that apologies must start and end with "i'm so sorry to have done this. i recognize what was done and will work to do better." and at no point must your apology be accepted in order to continue a working relationship/comradeship/solidarity, at no point does your continued ":( i just feel so bad" matter to me or any other person of color

you have to process your feelings about doing a racism separate from the persons or people you did the racism to. you do not offload the labor to the affronted. you do not assert what your "intent" was repeatedly or ask for help from the hurt

[quinni-shippi]

Ha ha! Look- nvm

Goofy laugh meets resting bitch face (I still love him and his angst)

[cupiidzbow]

happy Juneteenth to my fellow black selfshippers especially my fellow black American selfshippers!! 😘your happiness and indulgence is always so valuable and important, I wish for that joy to be present in your life everyday. You mean the world and your loves will always make sure of that!!! 🧡❤️💛🤎

[quinni-shippi]

1 and 12 for the ask game for whoever youd like!

I'll do this one w/Keith! Also I totally forgot this was in my drafts for a hot second, my bad 🫥🫥🫥

1. How did your f/o and s/i meet? Where did they meet?

So Quinn and Keith, like just about everyone else, met at the Galaxy Garrison. However, they never really ""met"" till the night the group rescued Shiro from the Garrison quarantine. All through their time at the Garrison, it was quick run-ins and class teamwork drills. There is one big difference though: Quinn knew Keith, but Keith didn't know Quinn.

Similar to Lance, Keith had a very one sided relationship with him. However, instead of a rivalry, it was a crush. Only Hunk knew about it at the time.

12. What leads them to f/o?

Got a little personal with this one, but alas, what is a self insert without the self?

Keith grows to see Quinn for who they are, and they definitely appreciate that. Similar to my experiences of being autistic, Quinn isn't always taken seriously. Moments of my life where people put more energy telling me that they don't think I can do something rather than trying to help me. Where people see only black and white; either I can do everything and am entirely independent or I can't do anything at all and shouldn't bother trying. It feels like their view on me being autistic is never nuanced.

I feel like Keith sees it differently. He acknowledges Quinn's disabilities, but that doesn't change how he treats them, but how he accommodates them. If Quinn gets overwhelmed, Keith is a stable voice of reason rather than just assuming they aren't capable. Keith sees them do impressive things but understands that them excelling in one thing doesn't mean they can't/aren't allowed to struggle anywhere else. He also isn't one to separate autism and who Quinn is. It's not an accessory they have, but rather a big part of who they are and how they process and interact with the world. If Quinn wasn't autistic, then they wouldn't be Quinn

Thanks for coming to my TedTalk

[quinni-shippi]

Working on my refs for absolutely no reason in particular and realized I didn’t have a post season 8 design despite almost exclusively drawing post s8 Keith

Fixed it! I like how Keith looks at me 🥴🥰

[loveridden1999]

[nightlight-selfships]

Imagine your f/o sharing something with you. Their food, a blanket, some sort of song they love. It's their way of showing they trust you, a way of expressing their appreciation for you.

[quinni-shippi]

Vent art 🥲

Had a ptsd episode at work 30 minutes into my shift. Was there for another 3 hours trying to get someone in to cover. Other server stayed 2 hrs past her shift to make up for my incompetence. The looks everyone gave me of annoyance and hate or of pity. Everyone words sounded like water and every time I stepped onto the floor it all came back. I had no way of telling my coworkers what was happening. I hate that I just broke down like that. The embarrassment of running and crying for hours in front of customers. I know everyone is over my shit but I can’t control it.

After getting home I just wanted to be in Keith’s arms. Just letting all the shame go in a hug. Just to feel safe.

[quinni-shippi]

Look at his pretty eyes!!

I could only dream about being this pretty smh 😤😭 oh my god he just beautiful

Like ik your fictional but please go on a date with me 🙏🙏🙏