My Weight Loss Journey

Heaviest: 305 (01/2012) Lowest: 190 (04/2015) Current: 269.0 My journey after Graysan, my son who died. Battling depression, bad self image, and eating disorder.

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Burned the sheets my ex had his whore on. Ready to move on.(pictures on the fire too)

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Week 1 Nothing like going through a horrible break up to motivate you to want to get back at it again.

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abortion that late should 🚫❌

I did not know that in 7 states in America, you can carry out an abortion the day before you give birth (allows abortion at any time). That’s so fucking disgusting. And other states allow abortion up to 28 weeks. That’s not a ball of cells no more, that’s a damn baby. It’s good that abortion is legal but not the fucking late into the pregnancy 😷😷 nasty

[evilterf]

You do know the reason abortion is carried out that late in a pregnancy is because of fetal abnormalities, right? There’s no woman that stays pregnant for 8 months and then decides “Meh, I’m just gonna have an abortion instead.”

These women are not nasty, they are not evil, they are women who were so excited to welcome their little one into this world. They are women who had a nursery set up and baby clothes bought. They are women who excitedly waited for their due date, took belly photos and updated the world on how their pregnancy was coming along. They are the women who woke up one day and felt that their baby wasn’t moving anymore. They are the women that felt in their gut that something was terribly wrong, just to have their worst fears confirmed.

They are the women who went to a regular checkup to find out that their baby is severely deformed and won’t live outside the womb, or will but only for a few days and suffer terribly the whole time. They are the women who have to make a decision to not let their baby suffer.

Women having abortions that late are not women who just decided to get an abortion 8 months into pregnancy. While that is there right to do so, know that isn’t what happens. Know that that isn’t the reality.

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This is really upsetting to read but it is the truth, more people need to know this.

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Something like 90% of abortions are first trimester, which is so early that the medical terminology vacillates between “zygote” and “fetus”, and whatever the name, the thing’s the size of a pencil eraser and has 0% ability to survive outside of the womb.

The remainder are performed in the 2nd trimester, generally as a result of fetal abnormality or a severe congenital defect.

The vanishingly rare 3rd trimester abortions are generally for one of two reasons:

1) the life of the mother is in serious danger 2) the fetus is either dead or dying

So no. Women aren’t just bouncing on coat-hangers at 37 weeks for a giggle, they’re undertaking a serious medical procedure for a heartbreaking reason.

But nice try, jerk.

[reeddancer4filthyfairy]

This needs to be know. As a mother who found out at 21 weeks that my child had a fatal deformity I can understand those who choose to abort. I chose to keep my son as long as I could but for some carrying a child that dies at birth is hard. Neither is easy.

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August 25

Still on the grind. I had a few set back this month. I cheated on my diet. I skipped a few work outs. But I put that behind me and I am moving on. Finishing my second day of my isagenix cleanse and I feel great. Making my meal for tomorrow, not the healthiest but I will pair it with lots of veggies. Tired and sore but I didn’t give up. Looking forward to my next 30 days to see what I am capable of.

#watchmego

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September 7

Here I go again.

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August 25 Still on the grind. I had a few set back this month. I cheated on my diet. I skipped a few work outs. But I put that behind me and I am moving on. Finishing my second day of my isagenix cleanse and I feel great. Making my meal for tomorrow, not the healthiest but I will pair it with lots of veggies. Tired and sore but I didn't give up. Looking forward to my next 30 days to see what I am capable of. #watchmego

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August 25 I am so sore just from the last 2 days of doing 21 day fix. I love this feeling! There is nothing more satisfying than know I pushed myself to it's limits. Feeling sore = hard work done.

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August 24 So I workout in my classroom because when I get home I don't want to anything else. For me it's just easier. I do what I have to to be proactive in my weightloss. I also switched from T25 to 21 day fix. I like that the 21 day fix used weights. For me I get better and faster results when strength training is involved. Today was also day one of my cleanse, a coworker is doing it with me so I am not alone. Excited and ready for tomorrow. #watchmego

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August 23 I have had a bad couple of weeks. Starting my isagenix cleanse tomorrow.

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August 19 School is kicking my butt! I am tired but I am not giving up on my morning workouts. Last week was kinda a bust. I lost .6 pounds. I fell back into old habits and ate like I used to. I know where I made my mistake but I'm not going to let that stop me. I now know where my weakness is and I learn from it. I'm here for the long haul. #watchmego

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School!!!

I have been doing ok for the most part with keeping up with my work outs but remembering to log them here is where I am lacking. First day of school is tomorrow, read to move up in the world. School is rough, even for teachers.

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Almost School Time

August 11, 2016

I have been bad at posting my workouts. I have worked every morning this week but I have been so tired when I get home I just haven’t been posting them. I am actually make this post from my school, and it’s 8 o’clock lol But I am still hitting hard and loving every minute of it. I am really trying hard to make sure that I push myself harder than I did the day before. The only way I will see results is if I am always pushing myself to the max.

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August 7, 2016 In just a weeks time I lost 10 pounds! I am so proud and excited to see how far I can take this.

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August 5, 2016

Today was double duty for focus t25, lower focus and cardio. It was rough, getting though the cardio after my legs were shot. But i pushed though, I had to stop a few times but I never quit. Sunday is weigh in day. I can hardly wait to see what my new workout and meal plan.

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August 3, 2016 Last day of my cleanse, glad that's done. I did it, no cheating, and I even continued with my Focus T25 workout. Excited for real food tomorrow. I also read today that people who are on isagenix with 100 pounds or more to lose, can achieve that goal within 6 to 10 months if the use the 2 day cleanse and shake routine. My birthday is in April, I think I found my goal date. #watchmego