Liking Someone But Where Your Lifestyle is So Far Different That You Can Only Admire That Person from Afar
AMIEâS NEW LIMITED EDITION PS4 9/1/2018
I never get to finish this Blog Entry on 8/29 of 2018. Iâve just been so tired. As news keeps piling up, you keep playing catch-up. So itâs past 2 am on 9/1 of 2018 where Iâm trying to patch up what I didnât finish in this Blog that was originally posted 8/25 of 2018 and where I had resumed writing more stuff on 8/29 of 2018.
Amie was talking about KevJumba born 6/12 in her stream. I vaguely remember that. I track the news daily. (Thatâs what you do when you work for the âDaily Planet.â) So I kind of remember mention of KevJumba.
His sister is Kelly WU. Actress Kelly HU is born 2/13 like Amie and went to entertain troops in Iraq with Superman actor Dean Cain.
The Subconscious Mind of Amie has been shifting into overdrive hitting all the marks. Thereâs this scene in âChuckâ 1.7 âChuck vs. the Alma Materâ where Professor Fleming who was teaching the Subliminal courses at Stanford said that Chuck Bartowski responded to the subliminal messages in the testing.
Thatâs how it is with Amieâs Subconscious Mind. Sheâs been flagging all the terms. Obviously, the Conscious Mind of Amie has no clue about what sheâs talking about. However, Subconscious Amie that thinks independently of Conscious Amie has been subtly suggesting things to her.
Of course, itâs also with the help of the Subconscious Minds of other people that are on her stream that steered her toward talking about KevJumba.
Sadly, the more Amie exhibits Subconscious Behavior, the more I drift away from her even though I donât want to. Itâs just too overwhelming for someone who doesnât understand or know about the Subconscious Collective.
I had mentioned about the other Amy in this blog who was on Second Life who talked to a Psychic who told her that she was a powerful Sorceress in another life. That Amy became afraid of her powers and moved away from them. Amie, who has her ânormalâ life, is most likely not mentally and emotionally equipped to deal with the idea of the Subconscious Collective.
I said how my RLÂ âCrazy Ex-Girlfriendâ Rebecca with me as RL Filipino Josh align with the TV Show characters Rebecca and Filipino Josh because my Rebecca was born 3/4 like my classmate Josh Ferguson born 3/4 whose mother is Rebecca and wife is Rebekah.
When Amie was throwing a raffle for people who guess her correct PS4 ID of 44098, I had chosen 30468 because it is the birthday of my ex Rebecca who was born 3/4 of 1968. Amie didnât know that, but I knew what the numbers meant.
I had said that Iâm 40 Year Old Virgin with parents wed on 6/15 who lived near Long Lake, Washington where my ex is Rebecca born in 1968 with a dog named Coco. That aligns with 40 Year Old Virgin actor Steve Carell born 8/16 like Virgin singer Madonna and where his character Evan is born 6/15 on ARK Statehood whose wife in that movie is actress Lauren Graham who played Lorelei in the âGilmore Girlsâ born in 1968 with a dog named Coco renamed to Paul Anka.
Thatâs what computer code looks like.Â
More importantly, when you take Lauren Grahamâs birthday 3/16 and subtract it from my birthday as 5/29, it lands on 2/13 as Amieâs birthday.
Iâve known the calendar date 2/13 as a birthday all my life. My classmate Wendy was born 2/13 of 1976. She was the Chess Coachâs daughter, who was Drill Team Captain, and I was Chess Team Captain. So I naturally had a huge crush on her. Wendy is Ukrainian. She now has a husband and child.
Thatâs why when Amie said she had a crush on KevJumba born 6/12 as Man of Steel Day, thatâs the echo of who you liked back then.
Of course, I canât tell Amie any of this because she doesnât know any of my work and sheâll think Iâm just batsh*t crazy.
However, Iâm not making this Blog Entry invisible. Itâs important to helping improve the quality of life of future people like me who are discriminated against and ostracized from society.
It just makes me sad because it just means that my time is growing short. You canât hide anything from people, especially with the Internet. I use my full name. Eventually Amie or one of her friends will look up my name and research me finding this Blog.
You may wonder if Iâm worried about what Amie will think. Of course I do. Like any Nice Guy person, you really would want someone to like you. But I canât worry about that now because Iâm running out of time.Â
With each passing year, I realize Iâm running out of time. Iâm 43 years old. As you get older, your body starts to deteriorate. Iâve been doing this job where youâre pretty much on your own. Thereâs no medical or dental plan. With your aches and pains, you have to be very careful with your body. You feel your mortality. When you know youâre slowly deteriorating, urgency takes hold where you canât really worry about what other people are going to think about you.
Amie and others may wonder why I posted this Blog about her. Itâs because I donât know if I could get in a car accident and die tomorrow. If I die, then all this information and research I collected as my lifeâs work will die with me. So the lesser of the two evils is post this Blog talking about what I witnessed with Amie so that what I have witnessed and learned about this phenomenon can be examined and studied by future researchers.
But your just sucks big time.
People wonder why I do it. Itâs a Labor of Love. Originally, it started with trying to prove to my best friend Scott back in 2004 that I didnât go crazy. However, as time passed, I came to terms with how Scott most likely isnât coming back.
Thatâs why I took note of Amieâs comment when she said she couldnât understand why someone who she thought was going to be her best friend forever ghosted her and cut her off no longer wanting to talk to her anymore. I claim it was Subconscious Amie talking to me about how she knows about what happened with me and Scott.
To my best friend Scott, Iâm dead to him. I donât exist. He erased me from his life. When you work in the Psychic Field, youâre just an embarrassment to your friends and family. They donât want to tell people that they know you or are related to you.
A lot of people really donât know what itâs like to be treated like a subclass citizen. If you really want to know what itâs like, just tell everyone youâre Psychic. Just watch how many friends and family question your mental health and start pulling away from you. When people think youâre crazy, they distance themselves from you as a social leper treating you like you have an infectious disease they could catch.
It seems like I paint a really bleak picture, but thatâs how it is. Most people canât handle being isolated from society and living alone. I was groomed or conditioned to handle being alone for long periods of time. Iâve gone years without human contact because people donât make you feel welcome. While itâs true we can also project a negative vibe, people can be very intolerant It can affect relationships because friends and family may disapprove of you dating a Psychic.Â
I used to lea on my ex Rebecca. We were good together because any time i had troubles or problems in the Psychic Field, she was someone I could talk to. When we split, I no longer had someone I could talk to.
What hurt was that Rebecca had worked with me from 7/16 of 2011 to 3/28 of 2018. While itâs expected that most other people donât believe in any of this Psychic stuff, Rebecca had been around me for over 3 years and had seen enough eerie and weird Twilight Zone stuff to know that this stuff was real.
I graded Rebecca more harshly because she spent her time almost daily with me witnessing this stuff. With Aimee in Second Life back in 2013, I wasnât strict and didnât hold her to the same standards because she hadnât been around me long enough.
Itâs the same with Amie. I donât hold Amie accountable for anything because Iâve put a wall. I donât share any of this Psychic stuff with her. I just keep it to myself and only talk to Alexia.
Thatâs what itâs like for superheroe type people. We keep secrets. We canât really tell anyone about our secrets. The only people we can really confide in are other superheroes. Alexia/Natalie wears the Wonder Woman title so I can talk to her about this Psychic stuff.
Alexia has had Psychic episodes like predicting the night of when her brother got into a car accident. So Alexia has experienced eerie phenomenon and knows itâs real. You can relate better to people who do it.
With me having a Superman title and Alexia with a Wonder Woman title, thereâs that story line of how Wonder Woman and Superman were intimate and Lois Lane was somehow cut out of the picture. That would be Amie wearing the Lois Lane tag as âAmie Adamsâ because I cut her out of the Superman story line.
Maybe thatâs not fair to Amie by not giving her a chance to fulfill the role of Lois Lane, but itâs just hard opening up about your life. You have to tell someone about all your things you do. At least Alexia/Natalie is brought up to speed on everything.
Women think it would be great to have Superman as your boyfriend.
Superman is f*cking boring. If you watch the âSaturday Night Liveâ scene with Margot Kidder as Lois Lane, she tells Bill Murray in his Clark Kent alter ego (unaware Clark is Superman) how boring Superman is because heâs such a boy scout. Lois even says that Superman was a Virgin when they got married. Lois mentions how she was dating Hulk before she got together with Superman.
Superman is a doomed character. He represents a lot of Nice Guys. Nice guys are just that. Theyâre ânice.â But theyâre boring. Theyâre the safe and uninteresting people. Thatâs why thereâs this news circulating about how Asian guys (especially Japanese) are Virgins.
Women donât find Asian men attractive or viable partners. I should know being 43 years old. Iâm a Nice Guy. I dedicated the last 14 years of my life trying to prove research that would help show Earth is alive and that we should treat Her better.
However, in going on this foolâs errand, where has it gotten me?
Most of my family and friends from school think Iâm a whack job trying to go on this nutty crusade to prove that Earth is alive and can actually communicate with humans using a Planetary Binary Language.
Itâs been 14 years and look where thatâs gotten me. I gave the best years of my life to this foolish endeavor, and I donât have anything to show for it. I sacrificed my career and my love life for this.
What woman wants to be with someone like me?
Even if she could, she will go nuts being around someone like me always fussing and nitpicking when she does something wrong. I get upset when people mess with the Psychic Field and it ruins personal relationships.
I used to be very accommodating and giving toward Rebecca. What made it sad was that I was very nice and tried to do things for her because I always knew there would be times where I would get on her case for doing something that resulted in injury and death. I get mad when people get injured and killed as a result of negligence and ignorance.
I had hoped Rebecca would understand when I got mad at her that it wasnât personal. She understood for a while, but after years passed, she finally got tired of it.
What people donât see on my side is that I never get to do anything for myself. I always have to keep saving for that rainy day. I have to be nice to people because the time will come where Iâll catch them doing something bad that disrupted the Psychic Field and to protect the Planet I have to chew them out.
So Rebecca and I finally went our separate ways. I just had gotten tired of cleaning up after her and she had gotten tired of me as well. It was a very sad ending, but I have to say that I was relieved to finally be free of her and to get away from her.
After all the break-ups and reconciliations, I learned that I canât get along with any female from todayâs society who deesnât understand this stuff about the Psychic Field.Â
So your only option is to be alone for the rest of your Life.
Thatâs no good either because you need to be mentally well to perform this job. Youâre no good to anyone if youâre a whack job. Venting or talking to someone about these things helps. Superman may have been a God, but he needed Lois Lane as a mortal female who could keep him grounded and who could keep him in touch with his humanity.
When you isolate a person separating them from society, they become unwell. Thatâs why hanging out with Amie on her Facebook Stream was a nice way of doing something that doesnât have to be about the Psychic Field and where I can just be myself.
I can just revert to 19 year old Rod back in 1994 who was a ânormal personâ and way before the Psychic FIeld. Unfortunately, as I spend more time around Amie, she starts âleaking.â
More and more of my comments on her Facebook Stream are becoming cryptic and about Psychic stuff leaving her and her friends as moderators looking at each other wondering whatâs going on with me.
Amie is this nice break from having to work on making the videos for YouTube as visual aids to illustrate the point that my research really does work. Itâs been a long tiring road, and it was nice to just stop for a little bit and hang around Amie who is cheerful, funny, and energetic.
But for others, itâs mentally and emotionally draining when youâre around someone who is âweirdâ or starts talking about crazy stuff. That awkwardness creates strife that can stress a person out. That person who is causing that awkwardness becomes a âSocial Vampireâ or like a leech who is sucking the life or happiness out of you.
While thatâs not a polite thing to do to someone, nobody thinkgs about what itâs like for Superman and how lonely it is for the Man of Steel. Forget about who is or isnât a superhero. Put yourself in the shoes of a superhero and the burden that comes with it. But not onl that, they have to do it alone.
I can talk about how Iâve been doing Cryptology and Code-Breaking for the last 14 years and how I can stick it out because I remind myself that Iâm doing this for a good cause that will save billions of lives of people today and future generations, but it still doesnât change the fact that it was a lonely and sad road.
People may think Iâm nutty. But imagine what itâs like for me having to say this stuff or pass along what i transcribed from that Binary Code. Iâm stuck being the one who has to say all that stuff. People who donât take kindly to what was said take it out on the Messenger.
People say, âOh, wow, this is such a depressing Blog Entry. Itâs no wonder no one wants to be around you.âÂ
Well, sure. If youâre talking about 14 years of this daily with no end in sight, itâs going to eventually weigh down on any person no matter how optimistic they are or whatever principles serve as their motivation.
Itâs a thankless job and nobody cares if your emotional well has been drained after over 10 years of trying to find things to be happy about and what little joy you can scrounge up to keep yourself going.
People like my kooky sense of humor and weird puns, but itâs a byproduct of trying to find ways to cope with an extremely depressing life.
This original post was dated 8/25 of 2018 but I chickened out and made it private. I made it private in the event that Amie or any of her friends stumble across my Blog that is talking about the Psychic Field and things tied to her.
I was hoping that if I made it private I could linger a bit longer around Amie on her Discord Channel and not transform into this creepy individual who is hanging around her channel online.
However, things changed in the last 4 days because Amie has been exhibiting signs of being affected by the Psychic Field the same way the rest of my exes and love interests have been affected.
As Iâve said with my research, Earth is a Super Computer with an Electromagnetic Field Neural Network Hive Mind that interconnects people as 8 billion Planet-Size Wireless Device Brain Cells creating the Cumulative Consciousness of the Planet. Itâs the same configuration as your Electrical Field Neural Network Hive Mind interconnects your millions of brain cells creating your Cumulative Consciousness.
So your brain is really just a microscopic replica of Planet Earthâs Consciousness. If your mind was a Planet, then the millions of brain cells would be like the 8 billion people that reside on that Planet.
Now, if you take it a step further, imagine if all your brain cells were self-aware or sentient. They would build a community and be totally oblivious to the fact that they all come together to create a Super Consciousness that is your Mind. Your Consciousness would be like a God to them in the same way the Super Consciousness of Earth would be like a God to us.
I would be like a super smart Planet-Size Brain Cell of Planet Earth whose Conscious Mind figured out all of this. Thatâs different or unique from my Subconscious Mind. My Subconscious Mind is like the other 8 billion Subconscious Minds that are Worker Bees serving the Consciousness of the Planet as a Hive Mind Queen Bee.
One of the things that has surfaced on the game Fortnite that Amie has been playing on her Facebook Stream is this mysterious purple cube. Iâve been joking that itâs the Borg Cube from âStar Trekâ by Gene RODdenberry. His son is ROD RODenberry while Iâm ROD RODillon.
The Borg Queen in âStar Trekâ was able to command the Borg Collective through a form of Telepathy where all minds are linked. Thatâs the way the Consciousness of Planet Earth uses Her Electromagnetic Field to transmit instructions to all living things on the Planet as Her body as Worker Bees terraforming and shaping the Planet.
If you go up a level, the Consciousness of the Sun in our Solar System is also sentient. We use an Electrical Field Neural Network. Earth uses an Electromagnetic Field Neural Network. The Sun as a Consciousness uses an Heliosphere Neural Network.
Iâve said that the Female mirrors the Sun as a Woman:
Solar System = Womanâs Body
Science and Religion intersect when you infuse the Immaculate Conception theme into Human Reproduction where Earth is the Ovum of the Sun as a Woman and one human being was plucked from society as a Planet-Size Sperm fertilizing Earth as that Ovum of the Sun as a Woman.
Amie attended her sisterâs baby shower in Minnesota. So the sister got pregnant. Life springing forth from Amieâs sister through the newborn child is that point in time when the baby thinks independently of the mother in the womb.
This whole abortion theme is all tied to the argument of when exactly is the baby a living soul. Is it murder if you terminate an unborn fetus through abortion. This is a sticky subject, which I really donât want to get into on this Blog Entry.
AMIE'S SUBCONSCIOUS ACTIVITY AND JOHN WICK/CONSTANTINE
In my research dating back to 2004, Iâve become an expert on Subconscious Psychology.Â
Itâs the ability to read behavior that is emanating from the Subconscious Mind and not the Conscious Mind.
I always see this in people I start spending time around. Itâs because the Subconscious Mind of the person Iâm with knows that I know.
One of the things that Amie uses as a theme is Keanu Reeves as John Wick with the Wicked Wicks of the West. Keanu Reeves was also John Constantine. One of the scenes in the film âConstantineâ was where he says that once you cross over and see the other side, you canât âunseeâ it.
Itâs the same with Subconscious Minds of people that function independently of their Conscious Minds. Once youâre aware of their existence, you canât âunseeâ them.
They know âyou knowâ because your Subconscious Mind can read your thoughts. Your Subconscious Mind will know if you really do see the Subconscious Collective or not.
In the Psychic Field, you see people who cross over and see Occult stuff and they blot it out because itâs too much for them. So they turn a blind eye or pretend it doesnât exist.
For people who donât fully understand the Psychic Field or the science and mechanics behind the Subconscious Collective and how Earthâs Electromagnetic Field functions as a Wireless Network, that ignorance can make people forget.
In the movie âSuperman 2,â Lois Lane was having a meltdown trying to cope with the fact of knowing that Clark Kent was Superman. So Clark takes Lois Lane in his arms and kisses her. In the process of kissing her, he wipes her memory.
Personally, I never knew Superman had that ability. Though the old version of Superman before he was retconned for being too powerful had been given all kinds of bizarre powers and abilities to the point of it being ludicrous.
Until this thing about Subconscious Minds and the Subconscious Collective by Carl Jung goes mainstream, Amie is like Amy Adams as Lois Lane in the 2013 film âMan of Steelâ where she will have come across this stuff about Superman and will just blot it out of her memory and âforget.â
LINGERING A LITTLE BIT LONGER IN AMIEâS LIFE
I had really wanted to linger a bit longer in Amieâs life because sheâs a joy to watch and hang out with.
It was nice just being treated normally and not having to talk about the Psychic Field.
The Psychic Field is like a Religion. Not everyone believes in the same Religion. Once I get outed as being in the Psychic Field to Amie whether itâs because her friends tell her or Amie stumbles across this Blog talking about all this âweird stuff,â then the nature of the relationship changes.
Itâs no longer âfun Rodâ who make silly kooky comments on her stream.
I transform into âcreepy Rodâ whoâs been saying all those nutty things.
Sometimes we just want to be normal and treated normally. If you watch âSmallville,â Clark just wanted to be a normal person. He carried an awful burden and the weight of the world on his shoulders.
I wanted to just be able to hang around on Amieâs stream where I could just be âsilly Rod.â Itâs a Rod that doesnât have to worry about responsibility.
However, as I continue to watch Amie start manifesting Subconscious Brainwave Activity where sheâs acting out and doing things unbeknownst to the Conscious Mind of Amie, it complicates matters.
For example, Amie burnt her hand when she was trying to cook chicken about two days ago on 8/27 of 2018. She mentioned it on her stream. Then I saw her flash it again on her stream tonight on 8/29 of 2018..
It was right after I had posted about the song âWhite Weddingâ by Billy Idol that has the song lyrics âHey, little sister, whoâs your Superman?â
I had cited that the video vixen Perri Lister in the music video had a child with singer Billy Idol. They had a child together named Willem WOLF Broad. Amie was playing with Fortnite streamer Freya Fox. âSupergirlâ actor Tyler Hoechlin who plays Superman on the show is Bryce Fox and was Derek Hale in the TV Show âTeen Wolf."
That âB/Listerâ that Amie got on her hand actually means âP/Lister.â
The Subconscious Mind of Amie who knows all about my Psychic Research and what Iâve been doing steered Amie into burning herself to get a blister knowing Iâd figure out its symbolic meaning.
DONUT COUNTY VS. MYÂ âCRAZY EX-GIRLFRIENDâ
Amie is currently in Los Angeles. I was in Los Angeles working in the Entertainment Industry from 2003 to 2010. I crossed over into the Psychic Field in 2004.
On 8/28 of 2018, Amie was playing the video game Donut County on her stream because sheâs a fan of donuts. As usual, Iâm led to things. Amie brought the game Donut County to my attention.Â
When I began researching Donut County on Wikipedia, I learned that it was a game pitch from a parody account of Peter Molyneux born 5/5 like Superman actor Henry Cavill. Lois Lane is played by Amy Adams.
The Wikipedia entry goes on to say that a demo of the game was on October 2012 and the objective was to knock the Sun out of the sky by swallowing objects and regurgitating them back up.
Superman gets his powers from the Sun. Amie playing Fortnite with Freya Fox mirroring Superman actor Tyler Hoechline as Bryce Fox in â50 Shades Freedâ is the Subconscious Mind of Amie working with the Subconscious Mind of Freya Fox. Itâs because both Subconscious Minds of those people are aware of my work and that Iâm paying attention to Amieâs stream.
The game Donut County about a hole eating things up based off Peter Molyneux born 5/5 would align with that huge âsquare holeâ that formed on the Sun 5/5 of 2014 on Peter Molyneuxâs birthday.
The reason why I remember that date and the square hole is because I had just posted Jack Kerouacâs quote:
Hereâs to the crazy ones.
The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers.
The round pegs in the square holes.
The ones who see things differently.
Theyâre not fond of rules.
And they have no respect for the status quo.
You can praise them, disagree with them, quote them,
disbelieve them, glorify or vilify them.
About the only thing you canât do is ignore them.
Because they change things.
They invent. They imagine.
They heal. They explore. They create. They inspire.
They push the human race forward.
Maybe they have to be crazy.
How else can you stare at an empty canvas and see a work of art?
Or sit in silence and hear a song thatâs never been written?
Or gaze at a red planet and see a laboratory on wheels?
While some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius.
Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world,
are the ones who doâŚ
That was a really defining moment for me because it affirmed that the Sun really is alive and is aware of happens on the Planet. More importantly, the Sun was aware of me.Â
The Sun knew that I had posted the Jack Kerouac quote about square holes and formed a square hole on the surface of Her body to acknowledge what I said.
When you see how Superman gets his powers from the Sun and the Sun makes a square hole on Her body on 5/5 of 2014 on the birthday of Superman actor Henry Cavill, thatâs a huge honor.
Now, most people today wonât believe what I just wrote.
Maybe no one will ever believe it, but it doesnât really matter what other people think does it?
What matters is that the Sun is alive âto meâ and that was a message just to me. It acknowledged my Superman Title. Iâm Filipino and Philippine Independence Day on 6/12 is Man of Steel Day.
Superman would be Asian and Amie would align with Amy Adams as Lois Lane. I couldnât tell Amie that Tyler Hoechlin as Superman on âTeen Wolfâ aligns with my high school mascot as the Wolf. That would just confuse Amie even more.
You can bet Amieâs friends and moderators on her stream who are looking out for her making sure sheâs safe wonât be too thrilled about the idea of some âweirdoâ online posting claims that heâs Superman.
This brings us back to why I fall into depression.
âYOUâRE BEAUTIFULâ BY JAMES BLUNT
As I was watching all this stuff unfold tonight with Amieâs stream where she was hitting all the stuff with her Subconscious Mind acknowledging this, I saw it as the end because once she finds out about all this, sheâll move away.
The song âYouâre Beautifulâ by James Blunt came to mind about the guy that saw this female with another man on a subway and how their eyes met for a brief moment. In that fleeting moment, the singer things about the life the two could have had if theyâd been together but that it was not meant to be.
Thatâs what itâs like when you live in the Psychic Field. It gets lonely because youâre different from everyone else. You see someone you like, but you know thereâs very little chance you two will ever get together because your Psychic lifestyle is a whole other world.
If you think about the story of Superman who was like a God, itâs a lonely life. Superman is different from everyone else. He has to go around saving people and then return home after a long day to no one. Thatâs why Lois Lane was an important part of Supermanâs life. Lois kept Superman connected to his humanity.
I had said that I have been working in the Psychic Field for a really long time. Ever since 2004 and being on Social Media, Iâve watched high school classmates ghost and unfriend me.
I was watching Amieâs Discord channel. She made mention of how someone who she thought sheâd be friends with forever ghosted her and unfriended her without giving an answer as to why that person no longer wants to be friends with Amie.
That was one of the first incidents I spotted of Amieâs Subconscious Mind and where she was slowly getting drawn into the Psychic Field. My best friend Scott ghosted me and deleted me out of his life when I crossed over into the Psychic Field. Scott has erased me from his life. He blocked me on Facebook. I know because Scottâs Facebook page shows up as a suggested friend on my momâs Facebook account but not on mine.
I watch all these people who I really wanted to stay friends with ostracize me and distance themselves from me.
A lot of people talk about discrimination in this day and age, but if you really want to know what itâs like to be treated like an outsider, go around and tell everyone youâre Psychic.
Although Amie is really pretty. So if Amie told people sheâs Psychic, she wouldnât run into that problem of being shunned because of the âHow I Met Your Motherâ Crazy Hot Scale.
âIf youâre this crazy, you have to be this hot.â
One of the reasons why a lot of celebrities are eccentric (crazy) is because their wealth affords them that leeway. People put up with a celebrityâs crazy behavior because theyâre rich.
If youâre not rich or attractive, people have little or no tolerance for your craziness. Since Iâm just a guy who is not wealthy or rich, few people have very little patience or tolerance for my âcraziness.â
Although, itâs said thereâs a fine line between genius and insanity.
For what people perceive as crazy could be the mind of a genius. While some people may think Iâm just being batsh*t crazy when I say Earthâs Electromagnetic Field Neural Network Hive Mind means the Planet is alive, I may actually be one of the smartest people youâve ever met. Or at least someone who had keen enough perception to recognize Earth was alive and had the configuration of a human brain.
AIMEE NELSON PLAYED CLARINET
I was helping my parents clean out the garage since they moved to a new house and I ran across my old clarinet that I had used from 4th Grade to 11th Grade. They had boxed it up in the garage.
When the movers took everything from my parentsâ house, it was packed away. I had no idea where it was until now. Iâve been saying that the Associated Press Feed mirrors whatever Iâm doing.
News for 8/29 of 2018 reported that the Florida Marlins are allowing fans to bring musical instruments to the park.
Unfortunately, I lost the news link for it and because itâs late I havenât been able to retrieve it to complete this.
AMY ADAMS AS REBECCA INÂ âSMALLVILLEâ
One of the other themes that is surfacing is actress Amy Adams played Rebecca in âSmallville.â Rebecca is the number one name that pops up in the 2013 film âMan of Steel.â There was even an actress named Rebecca Steel Roven. Superman is the Man of Steel.
If Filipino Josh is the object of affection of Rebecca in âCrazy Ex-Girlfriendâ with Filipino Josh and Philippine Independence Day is 6/12 as Man of STeel Day, then thatâs the mirror image of the Superman film having Rebecca as the most common name.
It said though in Wikipedia that Amy Adams and Henry Cavill as Superman didnât seem to have very good on-screen chemistry. Amie as âAmie Adamsâ would run parallel to that where she doesnât have as good on-screen chemistry with me wearing Superman tags.
The other problem is that you want someone to like you for you and not because of who you are and what you do.
People would think wearing a Superman title is great. However, itâs not. As you watch how people treat you thinking youâre weird and when they donât know you represent Superman or an iconic figure, people show their true colors.
If people know youâre famous or wear a Superman title, theyâll treat you nicely. However, itâs not because they like you as a person but because youâre famous, wealthy, or you have something they want.
Being Virgin, thatâs not good. When youâre Virgin and you know females wouldnât get with you because theyâre not attracted you, then you know that theyâre being fake when they suddenly take interest in you because they know youâre Superman.
For lonely Virgins, thatâs the curse or the burden. Itâs to be alone and where you donât have anybody.
Thatâs why I can only look at Subconscious Amie who is âon the other sideâ but not here in the real world. Conscious Amie thinks independently of Subconscious Amie. Her Subconscious self may know my secret identity and stuff that I do to have earned the Superman title. However, to Conscious Amie, Iâm just one of those guys on her stream.
Itâs not like there ever could have been any future because the Psychic is so different. People may see me as nice and funny in a social setting, but Iâm a pain to live with.
Rebecca couldnât stand being with me because the Psychic Field was always harsh on her with her screw-ups. Rebecca had a lot of bad habits. She was always getting into trouble. When Rebecca couldnât stand being in trouble all the time with things sheâd do, she stopped telling me what she was doing and began hiding things because she realized that whenever Iâm kept in the dark about stuff and it doesnât cross my field of vision, it doesnât become bad.
Itâs like that theme âItâs legal as long as you donât get caught.â
So Rebecca began keeping things from me. However, when Iâd accidentally find out about whatever she was hiding, it would cause an explosion in the Psychic Field. Weâre talking about stuff that causes physical injury and death.
I would get mad at Rebecca for springing stuff on me because I hate surprises. I literally cannot be around people who lie or are deceitful around me. Not just because of the principle of the matter, but because whatever information Iâm told will get input into the database.
ORIGINAL 8/25/2018 BLOG ENTRY
There has so much that has happened since my last post dated 5/25 of 2018. One of the problems of not keeping up with your Blog is that news passes you by. Stuff that you wanted to comment on doesnât get posted.
5/25 of 2018 was where my family had spent 3 weeks since our move from 5/4 of 2018 from Washington State.
Itâs 8/25 of 2018 and exactly 3 months later. Hurricane Lane hit Hawaii pouring 31 inches of rain.
My mother is born 12/8 like Teri Hatcher as Lois Lane
My stepdad is from Hawaii
My Aunt Julia is born 3/1 as 31 for the 31 inches of rain
We moved into a new house 8/16 of 2018. The paperwork for the house was signed 8/15 of 2018 on the birthday of Ben Affleck who was seen getting Jack in the Box with Playboy Playmate Shauna Sexton. My parentsâ new house is right next to Jack in the Box.
Thereâs a news article I could post to verify this was in the news, but I just donât have the energy right now to do it.
I had to help my parents clean out the packing paper and cardboard boxes from their move. So I borrowed my stepdadâs truck and drove it to the Dump Site today filled with trash bags. There was a news article today about body parts discovered in the Bronx in trash bags.
Iâve been saying that news aligns with whatever Iâm doing every 24 hours because of my research with Earthâs Electromagnetic Field as a PA System.
SUPERMAN AND AMY ADAMS AS LOIS LANE
Iâve been saying that Philippine Independence Day falls on 6/12, which is Man of Steel Day.
Back in 2013, I really liked this female named Aimee on Second Life. Her last name was Miller and that was when the TV Show âWe Are the Millersâ with Will Arnett was in syndication.
We had a falling out over the Psychic Field. Aimee had seen a Psychic who said that Aimee was a powerful Sorceress in another life. She was from GA and been in Los Angeles for a while. She almost died from a drug overdose.
Aimee didnât want to be part of the Psychic Field anymore and she split off from me around October 2016. Thatâs when the Gatlinburg Fire hit. I was still in communication with Rebecca. She and her mother had taken a drive up to Gatlinburg when the fire happened. The city of Gatlinburg had something similar to the Seattle Space Needle in Washington State.
When Aimee and I clashed, that was when Paul Walker died in his car accident. I tried to talk to Aimee about how itâs difficult to be romantically involved with a Psychic because the powers of the Psychic start to intertwine with the person the Psychic is affectionate with.
If a Psychic isnât careful, they start granting permissions to the love interest. Whatever the love interest thinks, feels, or desires will get projected through the Psychic.
In its best light, itâs a beautiful manifestation of love as art. At its worst, all the negative emotions like jealousy, rage, and anger can create terrible things.
Thatâs why as a Psychic, I canât be around people who are habitual liars. Some white lies are alright. But when youâre around someone who is manipulating you and information for selfish purposes to confuse or confound a Psychic who relies on Truth and Facts, you can confuse a Psychic where he wonât be able to tell whatâs real or not anymore.
Now, thereâs a new Amie who surfaced in my life about 3 weeks ago. It was an accident where she was streaming Fortnite and I had liked her page and forgot all about it.
Out of curiosity, I clicked on it and learned about Fortnite. I usually donât do Player vs. Player (PvP). I played World of WarCraft (WoW) and would only do Player vs. Environment (PvE). However, watching Amie play was fascinating.
Amie says she began streaming on Facebook around April 2018. If thatâs true, I wouldnât have seen it because I was helping my parents move out of their house end of April. I helped them move their furniture down to California early May. So any streaming that Amie did wouldâve been missed. Perhaps she did stream a few times on Facebook, but I donât really pay much attention to that.
It turned out that running into Amie wasnât a coincidence. The game Fortnite uses Llamas. My Aunt Julia, whoâs my momâs cousin, has RL Llamas. The house that my parents moved into belonging to my Auntie Julia had a Llama Topiary.
The neighbor Greg who lived across from Auntie Juliaâs house was the one who told us that the bush I had trimmed was a Llama. I had no idea that big overgrown bush was supposed to be a Llama else I wouldâve tried to clean it up.
PAST EX-GIRLFRIEND PROBLEMS
After having worked in the Psychic Field since 2004, a lot of things are no longer coincidence for me. Itâs all staged or planned.
Iâm usually drawn to people who have Psychic Energy. You just canât help being attracted to other people who have that power. I was attracted to Amieâs high energy.
Amie would joke about how sheâs the Wicked Wicks of the West. Somehow there was some mix-up where I thought Amie practices WitchCraft. I made a joke on her Facebook Stream about the âLion, the Witch, and the Wardrobeâ because Amieâs a Cosplayer with a Wardrobe.
She has people she plays Fortnite with. Her team is Doctor Strange, Aunt Man, and Hulk.I didnât tell her that sheâs actually part of a duo where sheâs Aunt Man and Iâm WA-ESP meaning Washington State Extra Sensory Perception or a âWashington Psychic.â Together, weâre Aunt Man and WA-ESP, which was out in theaters.
Amie had gotten pulled over on 7/30 of 2018, which is the birthday of actress Gina Rodriguez who plays âJane the Virginâ set in Florida and who went to Holy Trinity Church. Iâm Virgin Rod with an Aunt named Florida who went to Holy Trinity Church.
I didnât tell Amie any of this. I kept it quiet. You just donât share Psychic stuff with people. Thatâs why it becomes problematic working in the Psychic Field and where you know all this stuff about someone but you have to keep your mouth shut.
While itâs true that my Psychic Blog isnât a secret and set public where Amie or any of her friends could come across it, I donât tell Amie about it. However, I donât set my Blog private either because that makes it look sly or sneaky.
Itâs sad in the sense having a secret crush on someone, but you canât do much about it because:
Sheâll reject you for being strange believing in Psychic stuff
Even if she did like you, being romantically involved with a Psychic is hard
Thatâs why Rebecca and I had a falling out. I had said that Rebecca is my RLÂ âCrazy Ex-Girlfriendâ where the characters Rebecca and Filipino Josh are about my RL Rebecca and where Iâm the RL Filipino Josh. My Rebecca was born 3/4 and my classmate Josh Ferguson was born 3/4 and has a mother named Rebecca and a wife named Rebekah.
Rebecca couldnât handle being romantically involved with me because whatever she said or did would get broadcast through my Psychic Abilities and pushed through the news feed.
Itâs like having a Microphone shoved in your face that picks up everything. If youâre doing something questionable or suspect, itâs going to get blurted out across the plane and picked up by the Public Eye of the Media. I used to chew Rebecca out when she would get careless.
I told Rebecca that weâre Psychic Celebrities. If we were just regular people, we wouldnât have TV Shows about us. People around the world tune into us because they want to know what weâre doing just like people watching the Kardashians.
Rebecca couldnât handle it. Sheâd make matters worse when sheâd go behind my back and cheat on me with another guy. Even if I didnât know, the Psychic Microphone was still tethered to her. So whatever she was thinking and doing and the guy she was with as her lover in close proximity of that same microphone would start vomiting it all over the news. So Iâd get mad at her.
Even if Amie was even remotely interested in me, she (like most women) are not mentally and emotionally equipped to handle that kind of publicity and having that public eye scrutinizing your every move.
Thatâs why Non-Psychics only date Non-Psychics and Psychics and Witches only date their own kind.
THE OTHER AMY VS. AMIEâS MOTHER
The day I realized that all this was staged regarding Amie was when I was on her Facebook Stream and she said that her mother was tuned into her Facebook Stream.
Her mother is listed as âMary Yuâ and I joked that the motherâs favorite song should be âI Think I Want to Mary Yuâ by Bruno Mars.
Bruno Mars is actually Brew No Mars or Witchâs Brew No Male. It means Witch Female or Female Witch. Amie is a Female Witch (whether she realizes it or not).
I was so sorely tempted to click on the link for Amieâs mother on Facebook and ask if the mother, Amie, or anyone in their family has ever exhibited abilities tied to WitchCraft or the Psychic Field.
However, I didnât because then Amieâs mother would go to Amie asking, âHey, whoâs this person named Rod asking about WitchCraft?â
Thatâs one way to creep a female out.
In fact, I felt really bad poking around the Facebook page of Amieâs mother that was just laying all out there. However, I found what I needed to know.
Iâve said that Earth is aliveÂ
I said that the other Amy is from GA
T = 20th Letter = XX in Roman Numerals = Female DNA
Pan(T)ea = Pan(GA)ea when Female = Georgia
It means that when Amy is from GA and Female, then Amieâs last name Pantea is the same as Pangaea.
If Earth is alive as a land mass, then Amieâs family name Pantea is the Land Mass Pangaea. So Amieâs family name reinforces my claim that Earth is alive because it fiddled with her family name.
2003 MAKE-UP ARTIST AMY MA
I actually knew about Amie and her mother from 2003. When I was working in Los Angeles in the Entertainment Industry, we were working on film projects and I hired Kristyâs friend to serve as a make-up artist.
Kristyâs friend was named âAmy Ma.â
Amy is for Amie and the âMaâ Symbol is for Amieâs mother as âMary Yu.â This all happened back in 2003. In fact, it was one year before I crossed over into the Psychic Field in 2004.
This is important because it shows that I didnât tamper with anything. I was already shown this stuff way before i started dabbling in the Psychic Field.
I like Amy Ma, but things went into a tailspin financially. I had hired her for $100 for the day as Make-Up Artist and when things went belly up where I filed for Chapter 11 Bankruptcy, Amy didnât receive her check for $100.00. I remember getting an E-mail from her inquiring about payment.
I had to write her a personal check for $100.00. I didnât mind, but it was just sad because people hate you when you go bankrupt. I had a lot of people who didnât get paid on my film crew that were livid with me. Even though it was someone else who had caused a mutiny on the film set stealing the production out from under me ruining me financially back in 2003, Iâm the one who got blamed because I was President of the film company.
That lawsuit is even shown in âCrazy Ex-Girlfriendâ when they go to the LA Courthouse. The actress Rebecca Smith mirrors my RL crazy ex-girlfriend with the same name.
I had mentioned about the Superhero Themes to Amie about Doctor Strange, Aunt Maâam, and Hulk. Though I never let on that itâs because of the Superhero Software Programs that Iâve been running.
Sometimes I wonder if Iâm being deceitful in a bad way. But what am I supposed to tell Amie?
âOh, by the way, do you know there are some actual Superheroes RL?â
Amie is Chinese. Our South Kitsap High School alumni is author Jamie Ford who contributed stories to the book âSecret Identities: Asian-American Superhero Anthology.â Amie, being Asian, would be one of those Superheroines. She just doesnât know it.
Was I wrong in not telling her this stuff?
Some people do have a right to know, but sometimes their ignorance is for their own protection. Life is already hard enough without having it sprung on you that youâre a superhero.
If Amy Adams plays Lois Lane who works for the Dailiy Planet where a Planet is a Land Mass, then that would be why Amieâs last name Pantea means Pangaea where Amie works for a Land Mass Publication or the Daily Planet.
Iâm Filipino and Philippine Independence Day is Man of Steel Day. So you see this poignant affirmation of how Superman was âsmittenâ with Lois Lane as âAmyâ or âAmie.â
Actor John Ritter is born 9/11 like Superman actor Tyler Hoechlin. His wife was Amy Yasbeck. Yasbeck actually means âNot As Beck(Y).â Iâd align with John Ritter born 9/11 as Tyler Hoechlin as Superman. Amie would be Amy â(Y)as/Beck(...).â
Itâs talking about Computer Code and Cryptology where you can unscramble peopleâs names.
On a side note, Iâve said that the Associated Press mirrors whatever Iâm doing every 24 hours. I appreciated seeing reference to â3â˛s Company.â John Ritter was on that show.
Thatâs the news mirroring me.
MARGOT KIDDERâS DEATH 5/14 OF 2018
People may think I have an overactive imagination regarding Amie, but Lois Lane actress Margot Kidder acknowledged Amie and me with my Superman Symbol.
Amie said on her Facebook Stream that sheâs born 2/13
CA = 3rd 1st letters = 3/1
Margot Kidder - Amie = California
Itâs where Lois Lane actress Margot Kidder knows my âsecret identityâ as Superman and that Iâd be smitten with Amie as Amy Adams as Lois Lane.
But hereâs the problem with being Superman and why I claim Superman never let Lois Lane know that Clark Kent was his alter ego.
When Lois Lane would fawn all over Superman thinking how wonderful the Man of Steel was, she was in love with the Legendary Superhero.
Superman is like the Celebrity.
Clark Kent is the real person.
Clark wouldnât want to be with Lois if Lois was only interested in him because heâs the Man of Steel.Â
I said Iâm Virgin. One of the worst thing you could ever experience as a Virgin is not being loved for who you are as a person and only because you had money, wealth, or power.
Virgins are romantics. They want the whole package. They want True Love. They want the fairy tale.
Right now, a lot of people think Iâm crazy as a Psychic.Â
I pointed out the original 1933 Superman was Psychic
The song âKryptoniteâ by 3 Doors Down sings âIf I go CRAZY, will you still call me Superman?â
The song âSupermanâ by Five for Fighting sings âI may be disturbed but wonât you concede even heroes have the right ot dreamâ
The song âSupermanâ also sings âIâm not crazy... or anythingâ
You sell these things talking about mental illness tied to the Man of Steel. To think youâre Superman really is crazy.
Margot Kidder was said to have gone crazy. If youâre Lois Lane in love with Superman whoâs seen as crazy, then that mental illness would be linked to you.
WIZARD OF OZ AND SEATTLE AS THE EMERALD CITY
One of the things about being a Washington Psychic is that Seattle is the Emerald City.Â
The story of the Wizard of Oz is that ti was a little man hidden behind a curtain. People saw this booming voice that was coming out of a speaker but it was really just a tiny little man.
I had said that Washington Statehood on 11/11 translates to the name Jorel as Supermanâs father.
Basically, this Blog Entry is just finding a new way to reinforce the authenticity of my Superman title. However, it still makes me sad because Iâd trade a Superman title for a chance at love.
If you look at Superman as a man, Lois Lane kept him grounded and in touch with reality. Lois was his link to his Humanity. Without his Humanity, Superman was pretty much a God. When youâre God, itâs easy to become detached and apathetic toward the needs of humans.
A life without love is a very lonely life. How much more lonely is it for Superman with no one to lay his shoulder on. Everyone relies on Superman to save the day and carry this immense burden.Â
However, nobody ever really thinks about what Superman needs when he comes home weary from a long day of fighting Evil and and facing terrible horrors to keep people safe. Even Superman needs someone to tell his troubles to and a shoulder to lay his head on.
I wish I could come up with a better ending for this Blog but itâs 11:46 pm PST and Iâm really tired. Itâs been a really long day.
It wouldâve been nice to have a Lois Lane to come home to, but even that is a joke.
I had said that my mother was born 12/8 like actress Teri Hatcher as Lois Lane.Â
So I guess you could argue that my wish to be with Lois Lane was already granted with my own mother. Isnât that how it usually turns out?Â
A guy marries his wife who eventually just turns into his own mother.
All that can really be said about this Blog if it is to be believed and if people ever do realize that the stories I mentioned in here were true is that once upon a time there was a guy who really liked a girl named Amie.