machinic erotics

basically a sex diary, 18+ only

[nobrashfestivity]

Kokei Kobayashi, Deyu, 1918

Tokyo National Museum Collection

[donniefrankdarko]

Elliott Smith

[sacredfaerie]

[suffer2dream]

[saintd0nna]

nonpenetrative sex

[homoidiotic]

Female Mimics International 1998

[pngblog]

[saintd0nna]

Only dudes i was friends with growing up was autistic loners who were sometimes also incels. This was mostly because I HATED straight dudes and gay guys did not fuck with my vibe for some reason. I think the gay boys could smell an aura of desparation coming from me, they could tell i wanted to be included in their world and they didnt want to let me in. Anyway this is a contributing factor to why i still identify as a transmasc dyke rather than a man i think.

[saintd0nna]

Tasks of the second half of 2026

- tell my mum about the past 5 years of taking testosterone and plans to get top surgery

- write 2nd zine (on nondualist meditation)

- legally change name 🕺🕺🕺

- apply to theological college masters degree

[saintd0nna]

Told my mum !

[saintd0nna]

So excited for my date tomorrow starting in the afternoon ending the next day hopefullyy

[dolfin]

maoomua

[turing-tested]

Sorry am on lsd. Shouldn't have told you 2 eat a sandwich. That is your decision not mine. Sorry

this ask is so awesome. my favorite part is I can't find the other ask they're apologizing for.

[avalonjoan]

Love that you’re making it clear exactly what physical demands this job has, but could you possibly, potentially, phrase it differently?

[sternfleck]

My resume

[deathdaydreamm]

Went to a fabric store yesterday and saw a sewing machine that did embroidery of photos and the example was of a newborn baby and it was so fucking insane looking I asked an employee if I could buy it and she looked at it and was like “oh my god eugh what the fuck… i think that’s my bosses grandkid….I think you should just take it” so I did

[deathdaydreamm]

[deathdaydreamm]

I love it so much you guys

[caspercryptid]

I hate what's happened to the word "triggered" because a lot of people are Not very good at realizing when they're having a PTSD response and end up lashing out at strangers on the internet about it and even when you recognize that this is happening to someone else there is not a lot of language that can allow you to compassionately make them aware of what's happening without sounding like you're accusing them of being irrational and flipping out over nothing

[cinturongazo]

im not using wojaks. get on my level

[saintd0nna]

i think i do fuck like a dyke ultimately. ive never slept with a man but i am doubtful that they are doing 3-4 hour sexathons