[saltwombat88]

Weird things my mental illness convinces me of :

I'm only crying to get attention. Despite the fact that I'm crying alone in my bedroom and nobody knows.

[sunflower-cane]

👏CHRONIC 👏MIGRAINES👏ARE👏A REAL👏 DISABILITY👏

[saltwombat88]

Me: wow these new antidepressants are really working!

Me the next week: nevermind :)

[saltwombat88]

It's almost 3am. I have college in the morning. I need to turn my game off but lately its the only thing I find joy in.

[saltwombat88]

*realising all the characters I hate are really similar to me*

Huh?...ohhhhh....

[afewregretsmaybe]

Emergency room doctor: so how are you feeling?

Me, desperate to please everyone I meet: great! how are you?

[saltwombat88]

*watches one episode of a show*

Me: wow. Yes. I love it. Let me join every group on Facebook related to this, follow tags and make a Pinterest board. Nice.

[youngchronicpain]

them: you sound awful

me: I feel awful! thank you for noticing

[youngchronicpain]

me: "I want to make more friends!"

also me: can't respond to messages because I can't think of a good enough response that sounds Normal™

[ofstarsandvibranium]

Reblog with whatever tag first shows up when you type "I just want".

[saltwombat88]

*me trying to sleep*

My heart: boom boom, boom boom, BOOM BOOM, boom boom.

Bitch are you okay???

[saltwombat88]

Made my cat into an animal crossing villager. BTW the little brown area is his chin not mouth (only just realised it looks this way 😭)

[saltwombat88]

On the one hand, watching familiar movies or shows help me sleep.

However it also entails me performing the entire script as a one woman show.

[saltwombat88]

It's 04:38 and I'm lying in bed trying not to cry. I feel so guilty about a situation I realistically shouldn't feel guilty about. But I spend half my life feeling guilty. I hate making decisions because if it goes wrong I feel like it's my fault. And I don't know what to do. I will feel guilty either way which makes it even harder. I'm just so tired.

[saltwombat88]

Reading back on messages I don't realise how snappy I can be. Or how I can come across as quite snarky. So now I'm really sad because I have never realised it and I'm not doing it on purpose. Can't stop thinking how many people have thought I'm being mean when I don't mean to be. Including my boyfriend :(

[saltwombat88]

I miss being asked "is Pepsi alright?"

[saltwombat88]

Two characters interact a few times in a show:

Me: wow, I hope they get married