Kyrie

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[sugusoko]

perhaps controversial but this is my final assignments for kitty puppy au

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

It's so fucking unfair being a victim of SA, especially if you were a child when it occurred. The realization of that trauma came much later in my life, and I hate that I can never feel normal ever again. I'm always going to have to tell any sexual partner about it to make sure I can feel more comfortable, but in doing that, I'll be uncomfortable. I just wish I didn't have to worry about that, it fucks with your relationship with sex in general and its just sick and twisted. It was my stepdad who had raised me since before I was 1, and I fully consider him my dad, then and now. It's horrible. I hope other people can understand this. idk. I'm only 18.

[themoonandmyman]

I just had the most vivid vision come to me like the oracle of Delphi and it’s Shane and Hayden going to do that little head bonk except they’re saying goodbye after a dinner and they’re decidedly not at the rink or wearing helmets and both of them are a second too late curbing their natural reflexes and just straight up bonk each other really hard on the noggin and both go ‘ow fuck ow’. Ilya is watching from the car lovingly wondering if Hayden’s idiocy is infectious.

[chubby-cry-baby]

ilya bothering tf out of shane when he says he likes anyone or anything:

“hayden’s my best friend” “i thought i was your best friend” [canon]

“i like running” “i thought you liked me”

“jesus this cake is everything” “i thought i was your everything”

“oh i love this movie” “i thought you loved me”

“i think dynamic stretching is my favourite exercise” “i thought i was your favourite exercise”

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

Oh my god he's so me I do this 24/7

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

I don't think I've ever been so enthralled in a media as much as Heated Rivalry (the marauders fandom is probably an exception but bc it doesn't rly have canon content it's a bit different) like I've literally never rewatched a show if my family wasn't making me and I rewatched Heated Rivalry and I read Heated Rivalry ff like every day in practically every situation

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

Sometimes I really wonder if me not being able to be good in romantic relationships or healthy in them, or just being a competent partner is because my parents have never had a single fully healthy relationship in their life, even outside of each other

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

Now hear me out on this: Shane and Ilya edited to You Snuck Your Way Right Into My heart from Phineas and Ferb. What inspired this was the part where it goes "I put up barriers // To shield my emotions // A wall that you could never break apart" however I think the entire song is so them, if anyone edits this I'll be entirely grateful, I'm super obsessed with heated rivalry atm

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

"Wasn't shoving my dick in between 2 buns and called it a hotdog"- my friend

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

Being in love is so embarrassing because why am I blushing and smiling just at the sight of your face from a stupid angle or the sound of your voice 😣

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

Being demisexual makes me feel like I'm not asexual enough to call myself that and it's so frustrating, like yes I do feel sexual attraction and am quite freaky but not like a normal person would. My relationship with sexual things might seem simple from a small look at it but it's so much more complex. There's a lot of things I'll simply never be able to fully understand because of my demisexuality. I won't ever be able to be able to enjoy a one night stand or something like a normal person would because that's not how my brain works. I'm not sure if anyways does think being demi is the same as being allo but it just pisses me off that it's even a possibility. Being demi I will say is easier for me than when I thought I was fully ace because it does make me feel more 'normal', obviously everyone is normal despite thier identity. More for me since I'm an SA victim it makes me feel more normal to be able to experience sexual things and sexual attraction in a like casual way. I get really upset whenever something isn't going how I want it to sexually, such as like I suddenly feel I don't want to do anything anymore or my body isn't giving any cues of me being sexually attracted because it just reminds me that no matter what my relationship with sex is never going to just be normal. Anyways my like every six month rant on Tumblr over I guess

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

I think the worst thing about being in my first actually healthy well rounded relationship is feeling like I'm now the one causing literally every issue. Sometimes I do actually cause issues just bc of my past experiences and overthinking and it's just so sucky 😔

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

My partner is playing Silksong and he keeps talking about how they're stealing people's clothes to give to other who need it. Among just being overall frustrated by the game, he really amuses me

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

You ever feel like too much and never enough at the same damn time somehow

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

Having a nerdy British boyfriend is him having you, an American who has never been into Minecraft that much watch mumbo jumbo's videos together while on call

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

Mental health do not be healthing lately ｡･ﾟ･(ﾉ∀`)･ﾟ･｡

[theredcuyo]

IF THE P4 REMAKE DOESN'T LET US DATE YOSUKE IM GOING TO SEEK BLOOD ATLUS

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

Being sick and ovulating is actually just so annoying. Like this seems counterproductive

[sellingmysoultopjoandmarauders]

Currently facing this same issue again and now I'm like just why do I get sick so much? This seems unfair