𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉 𝖔𝖋 𝖓𝖔𝖓𝖊

𝖑𝖚𝖗𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖎𝖓-𝖇𝖊𝖙𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖗𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖞 𝖆𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖉𝖘 ❥ 𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖗 𝕸𝖎𝖘𝖆𝖓𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖔𝖕𝖊 𝟐𝟏+ 𝖆𝖘𝖕𝖉 + 𝖓𝖕𝖉

[gurowo]

pissed off im living in a world with such misery i don’t fucking belong here

[imissyoubunny]

people talking about aspd and npd like we are some sort of urban legend DRIVESS ME CRAZZYYYY

girl i promise you im human. i wont evaporate when you look away. im not gonna haunt you. you can calm down its okay

[beetlepilled]

npd culture is oh you think im a bad person? *twirls my hair* nghh can you say that again? can you call me a monster again? *kick my feet and giggles* oh yeah i disgust you? *blushs hard and bites my lip* mhmm you really want me dead mhm?

[saturnvs]

i still know how to draw these two ... :'(

[thevampirenarc]

I wish the world weren't a coliseum and I weren't a gladiator. The crowd cheers and sings my praises, while everyone who steps foot in the ring is a threat I have to eliminate. I have to be better than them or I die.

[serpens-avaritiae]

For the briefest breath,

I drift into the echo of what might have been, had fate spun a gentler thread,

a world rewritten in bloodless ink, where mercy might've mattered. To me. To you.

But sweat carves down my brow, salt-stung eyes blinking me back to this red-soaked now.

I wipe the blood from my face, clearing space for more to come.

Impaled on my spear, a twisting barbwire kiss, the kind the gods reserve for those,

they no longer love.

My sweet, collateral damage, why does the scent of your fear curl so familiarly in my lungs, like incense burned in a temple,

I once called home?

[yungmirror-deactivated20190313]

[gurowo]

i am a creature that relies on risk taking behavior for enrichment

[serpens-avaritiae]

🩷🥺 please put your hands through the bars of my enclosure 🥺🩷

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

Questioning NPD culture is wondering if anger is all I'll truly ever have. It's all I've ever had, it's the only thing that truly stays with me. My only guaranteed companion. Everything else fades or could leave me any moment. But never anger. Anger is always there, just below the surface, waiting for a reason to come to the top and make me look fucking psychotic because I just threatened to jump out of the moving vehicle because I was so enraged.

Yeah, never mind. Anger is all I'm worthy of having.

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[aspdculture-is]

aspd culture is having elaborate plans on how to hurt people physically, but being too bored to actually do it bcuz you know it wouldn't give you that much adrenaline.

ASPD Culture is

[narcopathyfiles]

im also boring. i literally can’t be emotionally bothered or have the planning ability to put much effort. im just an asshole who’s oblivious to others and myself and don’t really care about it (only caring Enough to stay in others good graces but even then…). not that every shitty action of mine is an accident, though.

really only comes out full force or attempts at full blown Machiavellian when I’ve been triggered or it’s fixated on a specific person who fucked me over or repeatedly pushed their limits

i don’t really do the whole intensively scanning and picking apart others for their weaknesses, feel like that just happens without me realizing it. i could not be bothered to put that much energy into random people. i barely have energy for myself lol

i double guess as well because other pwaspd/npd on here seem much more intense, dogmatic and assiduous than i can ever bother to be.

damn thank god my people are out there 😭 i swear some of the posts in the tags make me almost jealous like? damn i wish i had this much interesting shit going on

i relate so much to everything you described that's literally the way i live. i just can't bother to go out of my way to fuck with others. sometimes even if they fuck with me first if it's not something i consider important i kinda just don't care. people reading and noticing weak spots is just kind of built in.

i don't know if it's something about the demographic that's on tumblr, or if we're both weird, or if it's really just the way some people talk? on reddit it looks like the "mundane" variety or narcissist or antisocial is pretty common. and i can relate to the more intense posts i see when i'm feeling something at the same level but when i'm There honestly my brain has mostly shut down the wording faculties. i've typed up rage induced rants and sometimes they're so nonsensical they snapped me out of it.

idk. putting this one in the tags. anyone who wants to chime in please do so

[aspd-culture]

aspd + szpd culture is being a chronic night owl in order to encounter the least amount of people possible. the insomnia doesn't help and my sleep schedule is permanently fucked, but at least I don't have to deal with other people at 2 AM.

aspd-culture-is

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

i feel like the cluster b experience can be summed up by MARINA songs, specifically from the Family Jewels and Electra Heart albums

[egotoxica]

Ok real shit does anyone else with npd get an ego boost from wearing perfume. Like yea i have a really expensive smelling perfume. Oh you're wearing bath and body works? Oh cool (ego boost).

And like i know that some people literally can only afford bath and body works like im not trying to be elitist but id be lying if i didnt say im gonna feel like royalty until someone better comes along.

[lonelyangelxx]

[autopsyfreak]

when hannibal lecter’s love for will graham was described as:

‘feeling a daily stab of hunger for you and finding nourishment at the very sight of you’

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

NPD culture is hating my giant ego. Ego is a bad, cheap imitation of self-esteem, and I deserve better than this useless shit. My giant ego means nothing when it falls apart like wet paper at one threat to it.

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[orchardthieve]

You’ve carried the title of a mother, but you’ve never truly worn it. You birthed me, yet you never saw me. I was a shadow to your endless chasing of something else, something that could never be me. Do you even remember my voice? Or is it drowned beneath the sound of your own excuses? You can’t be what you claim to be, because a mother protects, nurtures, loves. You don’t even know how to try.

I’ve grown under the weight of your absence, your cruelty, your hollow eyes. And now, the weight has broken me. You gave me life, but I will return the favour in reverse. I plan to unmake you, as you’ve unmade me. There’s no escape from what you’ve created, no forgiveness for what you’ve destroyed. I’ll ensure you understand, in those final breaths, that you were never a mother. Only a mistake.

This is not a plea for mercy. It’s a declaration.