No, I dont want to get healthy
But I also dont want to go to school
I also dont want to wake up
I also dont want to take these pills
I also dont want to answer every of your fckng questions
I also dont want to look in the mirror
I also dont want to eat anymore
I also dont want to shower myself
I also dont want to talk
I also dont want to take the tram
I also dont want to see anyone
I also dont want to study
I also dont want to stay clean
I also dont want to think positive
I also dont want to use my skills
I also dont want to open up
I also dont want to dress myself
I also dont want to gain more weight
I also dont want to question every of my thoughts, just because you said so
I also dont want to trust
I also dont want think
But I am still doing it every fckng day, and you never seem to recognize that. You ask me if I want, even if you know the answer.
I dont want to, but I have to
Why do you all just focussing on what I am not doing, instead of what I am doing?













