My Finger Can Transform. Guess Which One...?

She/Her | ShadowFreak | Disaster Demi | ANTI | DO NOT REPOST MY ART W/O PERMISSION! PLZ!! | I am becoming a more multi-fandom account, but I will still be posting Sonadow from time to time uwu| DA/TH: shadowfreak98 | Just a simple gal making her way thru the Interwebs

[shadowfreak98]

Money has been extremely tight. I haven't been able to completely fulfill my rent, and honestly, I am tired of my brother and roommate having to make up the difference for me. I would REALLY appreciate if the lot of you would consider buying from me. Big, little, it doesn't matter.

Please, feel free to dm me with questions or interest, I will be checking my tumblr more often.

PLEASE BE SURE YOU READ MY RULES. I WILL PROVIDE THEM BELOW TOO!

[[NSFW/Nude for ADULT (18+) buyers and characters ONLY!! If your character even LOOKS underage, I will refuse.]]

CAN DO:

Mild Violence / Gore Original Characters -oc x canon -oc x oc -crackships -ships Multi Fandom -will be in my style Multi Body Types Most Species/Creatures* NSFW / Nude* Robots/Androids/Transformers*

CAN'T/WON'T DO:

PROSHIPS DNI Anything Problematic Extreme Violence/Gore Older Characters (60+) Large Age Gaps Fetish Content Certain Fandoms Certain Species Art Trades

*For extra cost I Repeat: (NSFW/Nude for ADULT (18+) buyers and characters ONLY!!)

[nejishadow]

A lil drawover meme-y emote I did for @shadowfreak98 because she loves the dang happy ghasts

[shadowfreak98]

IT ME QAQ *Yes I am absolutely head over heels for my beautiful baby ghasts. I love each and every single one that the piglins hand off to me.

I have become the mom to all baby ghasts in my Minecraft realm. Soon I will have a cuteness army that will take over the entire server

[djuhnkeep]

Quick Tag Game: List five pieces of media that shaped your personality

Pet Shop Boys (Instigated a love for synthpop + queer-coded artists)

Lucky Star (The first 'otaku' anime I bought at 13)

Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy (Fostered an interest in atheism and secular existentialism)

The band Genesis (Peter Gabriel the english lit professor reincarnated as a rock star my beloved)

The Godfather (Idc if it's trendy to hate it, Part I and II are masterpieces of storytelling in my books)

I choose @sevendeadlyyamis @nejishadow @sapphiretumblerau @highwaystars @dartheberry

[nejishadow]

Sonic. The entire franchise, but Sonic X, Black Knight, and Unleashed were very big for little me. The entire reason k learned to draw.

Fruits Basket. So important to me. Momiji's little song plays in my head even 10+ years later. Influenced my fashion tastes.

Megaman. Mostly classic and X, but Zero is a big influence. I'm sure you can still spot some traits in my current art. Mighty No 9 gets to hang out here, too

Sailor Moon, but generally all magical girl anime. I adore magical girls and boys so much, they're great, the fashion and messages ouuuurgh. Also they're very queer hooray

Not sure whether VLD or Persona 3/4/5 deserves this slot. VLD definitely influenced a lot, but Persona. It grabbed me by the collar and tossed me into the deep end and 5 years later I'm still insufferable. They can share

Tagging @shadowfreak98 bc idk people, who do you think I am? An extrovert??

[shadowfreak98]

This is a really tough pick because pretty much all media I have ever consumed (and still consume to this day) have been great influences... They all make me proud of who I am. In a way, they keep me in check as well.

Transformers - "We all think we would be Orion Pax, but in actuality.... most of us would end up being D-16." On the contrary, I am confident I wouldn't. Optimus Prime / Peter Cullen is my hero. That is the leader I want to be. That is the person I hope I can be. I want to be someone who is strong enough to be gentle.

Sonic the Hedgehog - Every Sonic universe has taught me something bout being who you want to be, and following your heart... That is the biggest influence is that I do what I think is right, that's all.

Persona Series - This is a much more recent thing. Persona has taught me the importance of introspection. Persona 4 especially. It is because of this series that I have taken a hard look at myself, and accepted the uglier, more undesirable side of myself. I have found clarity and peace of mind in being more aware of my flaws rather than hiding from them or pretending they don't exist.

Halo - Normally this would be higher up, but it hasn't really been an influence of my personality... rather of my desire for writing and story-telling as well as what further fueled my passion for drawing. My first real written fanfic was of Halo, and I was 8 years old. I created my own character and shenanigans from the mind of a child came forth... fast forward nearly 20 years later and I am still creating new stories / art for Halo and various other media I love. I don't plan on stopping either. It makes me very happy.

Rockman / Megaman - MMX was my favorite growing up as it was such a nice blend of light and dark. Classic and Zero were great, but neither struck the chord with me like X did. It was both inspiring but... real at the same time. What with the exhaustion of endless hate and violence, but the acceptance that there are many things worth fighting for.

I will tag @whitefirewillow to see what she says, and b/c I tagged her in the last tagging game <3

[wolfkinsanya]

do you consider yourself human?

yes

no

nuance

results

Voting ended onJan 6

[hate to be that guy but if you would consider reblogging for reach i would love to have a larger pool of data here]

[shadowfreak98]

Uhhhh... well I answered in the most non-human way possible.

I literally clicked "yes" without a shred of thought or hesitation. Just let my brain work on the most automatic of autopilots and gave no single shred of thought or debate on it...

my answer is still technically yes...

[shadowfreak98]

Sorry to bother you, but I was really curious to know if you'll be posting any details about your Harvey fanfic here in the future? And where are you posting it? I'm really interested in reading it. Thank you in advance, have a nice day! (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄)

I've written a page and a quarter of it so far. I've been a bit caught up with some things since starting it - commissions, work and family stuff (holidays, ya know). I'm also between fandoms too so my brain is split between fixations lol

For now, most of my stuff will be posted here and likely in the form of artwork rather than fanfic. I am actually working on another piece right now that I'll post here eventually.

BUT, I hope to eventually post the fic itself to AO3 and I'll make a post here if I ever get to that. QwQ

[shadowfreak98]

[thegleampt2fromtheglowpt22001]

I know it’s not hard to point out reactionaries hypocrisy when it comes to like safe spaces or hug boxes or whatever but genuinely how much of an echo chamber do you have to exist in for you to think this is a reasonable thing to say

[apisashla]

reblog if attacking fascism is really the hill you want to die on

[alpine-insurrection]

this is literally like one of the most justified and honorable hills you could die on??? lol??

[harostar]

[lilithtransrights]

Quick someone reply with the gif™️

[burnt-to-cynders]

[lilithtransrights]

[momusu-saval-deactivated2024010]

Always reblog this if you are cool

[shadowfreak98]

If I die, I know I'll die a decent human being for not being a POS. Rather be doing that than dwelling in my mother's basement in my degenerate echo chamber...

[nejishadow]

Request for @shadowfreak98! I put out a post for requests and nobody bit so she gets them all to herself lol.

A halfbody sketch is 3 USD, 5 if you want the color! https://ko-fi.com/nejishadowfreak

[shadowfreak98]

GO AND SUPPORT PLZ. They are currently out of a job and need MUNY!! QwQ

As am I too, so both of us would appreciate the support!~

Gotta pay rent and get some chrimmas gifts for the fam

[shadowfreak98]

I am working on a little fanfic while also working on a series of AUs and multiple other drawings... My ADHD is stretched to the limit here qwq BUT ANYWAYS.

Here is my new bloodmoney OC - "BLUE" aka Summer Fall

So, the general details on Summer / Harvey's story... which is stll in development, but here's the idea on them anyway.

BLUE is the codename she goes by while working for C.I.S.A. - a government organization centered on investigations around underground / cybercrimes involving the use of H.E.P. technology.

BLUE is a Simulation Operator - SimOps are "players" assigned to run and maintain the programs of H.E.P. victims to ensure that their digital consciousness remains stable and intact before returning them to their body.

She was assigned to the Harvington case to be both his operator and rehabilitation counselor. Throughout their story, Summer consistently cares for and reassures Harvey that things will return to normal and does everything in her power to help him through the grueling process.

BLUE even compromises her position several times for him by: - Modding the the program so that Harvey's digital avatar is restored, and provides him a more comfortable space to "live" within - Reveals her real name to him, and lets him see her through the computer monitor (which is generally prohibited due to security) - Gets into contact with Toby and pulls some strings to allow Harvey to see his son before being cleared to do so

Harvey and Summer become friends as she looks after him in the simulation. Even after he has finally returned to his body, she keeps in contact and provides him as much support as she can to help him get back on his feet. It is throughout this process that the two of them start to form feelings for one another.

A near 2 years after the lawsuit, his divorce, and Choi Eun-mi's imprisonment, Harvey and Toby end up moving in with Summer in a nice apartment in the city where she works. However... this isn't the end of their story, but merely the start of the next chapter.

[shadowfreak98]

Chibi YCH #4

Lineart: $10 PayPal Flat Color: $20 PayPal Minimum Shading: $30 PayPal Detailed Shading: $40 PayPal

Rules Under the Cut :3

CAN DO:

Mild Violence / Gore

Original Characters -oc x canon -oc x oc -crackships -ships

Multi Fandom -will be in my style

Multi Body Types

Most Species/Creatures*

Robots/Androids/Transformers*

CAN'T/WON'T DO:

PROSHIPS DNI

Anything Problematic

Extreme Violence/Gore

Older Characters (60+)

Large Age Gaps

Fetish Content

Certain Fandoms

Certain Species

Art Trades

*For extra cost

Tomozuki for @nejishadow

[shadowfreak98]

Chibi YCH #3

Lineart: $10 PayPal Flat Color: $20 PayPal Minimum Shading: $30 PayPal Detailed Shading: $40 PayPal

Rules Under the Cut :3

CAN DO:

Mild Violence / Gore

Original Characters -oc x canon -oc x oc -crackships -ships

Multi Fandom -will be in my style

Multi Body Types

Most Species/Creatures*

Robots/Androids/Transformers* CAN'T/WON'T DO:

PROSHIPS DNI

Anything Problematic

Extreme Violence/Gore

Older Characters (60+)

Large Age Gaps

Fetish Content

Certain Fandoms

Certain Species

Art Trades *For extra cost

Minatoshi for @nejishadow

[shadowfreak98]

Chibi YCH #2

Lineart: $10 PayPal Flat Color: $20 PayPal Minimum Shading: $30 PayPal Detailed Shading: $40 PayPal

Rules Under the Cut :3

CAN DO:

Mild Violence / Gore

Original Characters -oc x canon -oc x oc -crackships -ships

Multi Fandom -will be in my style

Multi Body Types

Most Species/Creatures*

Robots/Androids/Transformers*

CAN'T/WON'T DO:

PROSHIPS DNI

Anything Problematic

Extreme Violence/Gore

Older Characters (60+)

Large Age Gaps

Fetish Content

Certain Fandoms

Certain Species

Art Trades

*For extra cost

Shumitsu for @nejishadow

[shadowfreak98]

Chibi YCH #1

Lineart: $10 PayPal Flat Color: $20 PayPal Minimum Shading: $30 PayPal Detailed Shading: $40 PayPal

Rules Under the Cut :3

CAN DO:

Mild Violence / Gore

Original Characters -oc x canon -oc x oc -crackships -ships

Multi Fandom -will be in my style

Multi Body Types

Most Species/Creatures*

Robots/Androids/Transformers*

CAN'T/WON'T DO:

PROSHIPS DNI

Anything Problematic

Extreme Violence/Gore

Older Characters (60+)

Large Age Gaps

Fetish Content

Certain Fandoms

Certain Species

Art Trades

*For extra cost

Bankita for @nejishadow

[shadowfreak98]

Has been such a long time since I have had someone buy an adopt. I had a lot of fun with these too!~ Seedrians are my favorite types of sonic characters to design!~

[[Details / Prices below. If you guys are interested in purchasing, plz feel free to DM me via Tumblr!~]]

All Customs are sold as Fullbody + Flat Color Designs

Human Customs

$30-50+

Sonic Customs

$25-40+

[Prices WILL vary depending on the complexities of the design. Clothes/Costumes, species, alt designs, etc.

The prices I have laid out are the BASE price of a simple character. I do reserve the right to deem what is complex and not complex to draw, so do keep this in mind qwq]

[shadowfreak98]

YCHs ARE OFFICIALLY BACK BABYYYYY!! Thank you to passage of emptiness for commissioning me!~

[[Link and Details below. If you guys are interested in purchasing, plz feel free to DM me via Tumblr!~]]

ONE SLOT REMAINS FOR THE OLD PRICING!~

Lineart: $8 PayPal Flat Color: $15 PayPal Minimum Shading: $30 PayPal Detailed Shading: $45 PayPal

NEW PRICING (this is what it will go up to when the last slot is sold!!)

Lineart: $15 PayPal Flat Color: $20 PayPal Minimum Shading: $25 PayPal Detailed Shading: $50 PayPal

[Copy+Paste the Link below if yer interested~]

https://www.deviantart.com/shadowfreak98/art/YCH-4-OPEN-PRICE-UPDATE-818387612

[alexfoundausername]

Tag game

Thank you so much for the tag @hongherbac ! I’m so honored~

Last song: My Love Mine All Mine by Mitski. I happened to have my sad playlist on. I usually like to have music playing in the background :3

Favorite color: Black ✨

Last TV show: Currently in the middle of watching season 2 of The Great Pretender :,) I can’t wait to read the comfort fics after I finish (y’all better have them ready)

Last movie: My partner is having me watch the World of Warcraft movie. I’m still in the middle of it (watching it in increments), and it’s really well animated and interesting.

Favorite flavor: The flavor of the ocean ✨ Salty, savory, and a hint of sweetness

Tea or coffee: Yes :3 I consume many cups of caffeine daily. I like to have all kinds of tea for different kinds of uses. But for a sweet treat, I like to make either matcha latte or mocha.

Last thing I googled: I think it was either Cthulhu or anglerfish 😭 I was doing research for a design that embodies the “primal fear of the ocean” (or just thalassophobia). So far, I think I’ve sketched out a solid design concept ^^ I just need to clean it up now and solidify it.

Looking forward to: Conveyor belt sushi! Ohhh I can’t wait… My partner and I have plans to go to Kura Sushi since we skipped last weekend to save money~

Relationship status: Partnered ✨

Current obsession: The horror BL that Fujimoto-sensei recommended! It’s highly conceptual and beautiful, and it spoke to my soul and sparks my curiosity. But I fear many people might take it at face value or not try to understand it because of how bizarre it is. It is called “I Want To Be Killed By Your Beautiful Self” written by Rokakouen and drawn by Yoshino Tsukasa. I’m currently studying the artstyle since I want to draw manga like that~

Tagging (only if u want to sjfjsjf): @funkynoshes @kiljoius @elreinodelpurgatorio @cariata @thehaikuman @catruru @bjarke569

[thehaikuman]

Omg a tag game! It's been quite some time since I last did one, though I'm always happy to be tagged by a moot 😌✨️

Last song: Stay Strong by NEFFEX ✊️

Favourite color: royal blue 💙

Last TV show: The Amazing Digital Circus 🎪

Last movie: Flow, the cat who was no longer afraid of water 🐈‍⬛️

Favourite flavour: I kind of have a sweet tooth so I'll pick sweet 🍬

Tea or coffee: Beat me up all you want but. None actually :p

Last thing I googled: Google traduction, as someone to whom english is their second language i tend to forget words easily 🌍

Current obsession: I can easily answer Tokyo Revengers, because it's the fourth time in two years I hyperfixate on it. For months 💥

I know @newobsessioneveryweek and @kitkatthekitkatkat love tag games, but if anyone else wants to join, consider yourself tagged as well :>

I'm also adding @paintsplash1712 and @tabunierka if you guys want to do it (don't feel forced to)

[paintsplash1712]

Thanks @thehaikuman I love these tagging games!

Last Song: Literally the whole K-Pop Demon Hunters ost, it just makes me happy

Favourite Colour: Turquoise & purple

Last TV Show: DandaDan. I'm loving season 2 and I can't wait for the next episode!

Last Movie: Literally watching The Incredibles right now. Absolute classic!

Favourite Flavour: Anything sweet. Chocolate or sweets (I have a problem 😅)

Tea or Coffee: I don't like either honestly though I do like the smell of coffee

Last Thing I Googled: Where to watch Spectacular Spider-man? Turns out nowhere I can watch lol

Current Obsession: Superman 2025. Its gotten me inspired again and I really want to see the film again. I've rewatched MAwS twice to fill the hole (it's great, go watch it!)

So for tagging I'll go for @eggs-can-draw @goldenjuniper @jordieeeee & @lordchinnychin

Also anyone who sees this post and wants to participate!

[eggs-can-draw]

Hiiiiiii!!! Thanks for the tag! ;D This looks like sm fun omg,, I totally didn’t almost forget,,

Last Song: Deep sigh. Spoken For on loop baybeeee

Favorite color: Red!

Last TV Show: Soul Eater!!! I’ve been watching with my lovely lovely gf :] don’t ask when the last time we watched was ok

Last Movie: K-pop Demon Huntersss shits peak. Ask me in a few days and it’ll be ponyou tho

Favorite Flavor: Sweet Sweet Sweet!!! I’m a sucker for almost anything sweet. Especially chocolate,,

Tea or Coffee: Coffee for me, coffee for me!!! (unless it’s Arizona green then had it OVER PLEASE)

Last Thing I Googled: Charadriidae

Current Obsession: Would you like to spend a moment to talk about our Lord and Savior Metaphor Refantazio can we talk about metaphor refantazio I’d love to talk about metaphor refantazio I am normal and regular I promise

Tags tags tags tags uh @yinvestigator @irldragonart @elendsessor @tiniestbun @splinteredthoughts @nejishadow and uhhhhh anyone else who wants to lol, No pressure ofc

[nejishadow]

Last Song: Yves V & Ilkay Sencan - Not So Bad

Favorite color: Orange

Last TV Show: Honestly couldn't tell you the last time I watched a show that aired on TV / wasn't stream exclusive. The Fruits Basket reboot probaby, like 2 years ago.

Last Movie: Sonic the Hedgehog 3

Favorite Flavor: Fruit and/or chocolate, probably. Strawberry in particular

Tea or Coffee: Neither. Tea upsets my stomach and I don't like coffee

Last Thing I Googled: On my laptop - persona 3 new year's eve (needed for fic ref). On my phone - image translator (was trying to find the one I use for a discord convo)

Current Obsession: My stupid losers that I don't need to name, you know who they are. What else would I put here?

She's not going to do it bc she doesnt look at her notifications (yeah I'm calling you out) but I'll tag @shadowfreak98

[shadowfreak98]

Last Song: Anti-Hero - Taylor Swift / Miss Melancholy - Evan Fong (Tay was before I started writing this, and the second is as I am writing this. I counted both. You can't stop me lol)

Favorite color: Blue

Last TV Show: Transformers Earthspark (yes I and my brother are aware that Season 2 sucks. We're not there yet, plz no spoilers or warnings.)

Last Movie: Resident Evil Damnation

Favorite Flavor: Oof this is always a tough one for me. I always flip flop between fruity flavors and chocolate. However, I am also a sucker for coffee / jamoca flavored stuff too uwu

Tea or Coffee: Coffee - particularly ice or blended coffees (Dutch Bros ftw baybeeee)

Last Thing I Googled: On my laptop - Round Table Pizza (for a job application). On my phone - Leon S. Kennedy (he is my current hyperfix right now, so I look at pictures/gifs of him for a serotonin boost as well as drawing refs *sob*)

Current Obsession: Leon S. Kennedy / Resident Evil. I bought Leon in Dead by Daylight, made convinced my brother buy the remake, and revived a couple of old RE OCs from years ago for my bro and I.

I keep talking and ranting about my beautiful twink/twunk to Neji, and I think they're sick of it. Is that gonna stop me? Not likely... Definitely not... Nope... qwq

I tag my buddy @whitefirewillow bc I think she will have fun with this. I just hope she sees it uwu

I did in fact see this Neji, so HA. and. HA! (love you~ lol)

[shadowfreak98]

COMMISSIONS OPEN! [Details + Link below!]

This is my take on a cogless Hot Rod from TF ONE.

NOTE: This is for the TF One Swap AU I have been drawing. Hot Rod [aka R O D I M U S S S . . . ] is basically Jetta Prime's B-127. Why? Because Roddy is my BOI! I FUCKING LOVE HOT ROD!

and YOU should too. Ya heathens. /pj

Bust Commissions/YCH: [OPEN] by shadowfreak98 on DeviantArt

PRICES Lineart: $5.00 PayPal

Flat Color: $10.00 PayPal

Minimum Shading: $15.00 PayPal

Detailed (Cell) Shading: $25.00 PayPal

Detailed (Soft) Shading: $30.00 PayPal

DM me if yer interested~

[shadowfreak98]

I uh... misclicked. I didn't mean to reblog immediately I was literally just trying to look at something... but have Hot Rod again I suppose.