@waitingforthesunrise @wastedonthesebutterflies @waiting-down-the-hall-for-me @evermore-4-life @roselovesthestars @regulus-cannotswim @reyna-obsessed @trying-to-be-cool-abt-it @torifuckingspring @thranduillion @trashmeowcan @urgirlnextdoorr @iceeericeee @owocontroversy @peacozy @perpetualmess @amata-mybeloved @art-of-fools @dzikiemaliny @fish-ofishial123 @fire-but-ashes-too @fantasticcollectorkitten @glassdandelion @gayoticbeing @ghosts-station @80s-reject @hijabi-desi-bookworm @holdmyteaplease @that-multi-fandom-hijabi @judeisthedude @jewelledmoths @j-snapdragon @dandelions-fly-in-summer-skies @dontforgetaboutgeorgie @kosmicfeelings @kingofdandelions @larstinhuskie @literatureisdying @your-localjesus @xgirlidiotx @venusonmercury @brave-olive @nqds @mystickiwi486529 @my-mind-is-frozen @nerdy-girl3791 @astraeasparrow @aylin-hijabi @reminiscentreader @cinnamon-notes i tried to tag all of u so im so sorry if i missed anyone <3 i literally love you all so much <33
omg I love you too❤️😭 and @aloeverawrites, @desastreus, @yesireadbooks, @svnflowermoon, @a-had-matter, @firesmokeandashes, @full-on-sam, @albatris, @anonymousfoz, @alhyastarain and probably others, I just can't think of any more usernames, I'm so grateful for all of you and I love ya❤️
@anulithots @desastreus @voidismyhome @albatris @bluberimufim @squarebracket-trick @writernopal @holdmyteaplease @tea-and-mercury @leisoree @cabbojage @alhyastarain @yesireadbooks @frostedlemonwriter @sm-writes-chaos @firesmokeandashes @a-had-matter I love you too so much, and I'm happy I met you!!
@anonymousfoz @desastreus @steh-lar-uh-nuhs @intothefandomverse @firesmokeandashes @anulithots @alhyastarain @guessillcallitart @bassguitarinablackt-shirt @yesireadbooks and more ofc, but my brain can't remember. love you all!
OH. MY. GOD. THE NUGGET OF FRIENDSHIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@eepytgirl @leisoree @alhyastarain @clearcloudlesssky @dancinginsepia @serendipminie @gayoticbeing @the-moth-from-elsewhere @olive-riggzey @imslowlydisintegrating @lordcatwich @holdmyteaplease @a-portal-to-nowhere @a-k-oblackhat @enne-uni @sixthesnek @sneebl (and begrudgingly @sanestsexiestmsifan) +LITERALLY ALL MY MUTUALS I AM PASSING THE NUGGET OF FRIENDSHIP TO YOU!!!
nug get of frenShip (i luv nuggies) @mikubilliards and am @soraichihara uh and @fire-but-ashes-too @anonymousfoz u guys r cool and ofc back to u @bassguitarinablackt-shirt
"are you okay?" "how are you?" "how was your day?"
i want to fend off the questions, i want to lie and fake smile so they'll leave me alone
i want to cry, break down somewhere where nobody can judge me
i wanna cry on the poorly lit streets, only the trees and their leaves to witness my misery
i wanna cry curled up on my bed, buried under layers of blankets to replace the warmth of an embrace
i wanna cry on the bathroom, deep sobbings resonating between the mosaic walls, without fear of being heard
why do you ask so many questions? why won't you leave me alone?
why don't you let me cry myself to sleep, tears washing my sorrow away, screams to let out all of my pain?
why won't you let me express what was broken, let me be myself for a minute, leave me alone to process the emotions... the weight of expectations and the bitter sensation of failure consuming my sanity away; i just want to have a break. leave me be
Tagging: @origami-butterfly @that-one-cat-alternate @the-girl-lost-in-fandoms @moesasaur @just-live-your-dreamss @abookishnerdheree @tungaqq and anyone else who wants to join.
Rules: go to pinterest, search "[your name] core aesthetic" and create a moodboard from the first nine images. No need to mention your name!
tagged by @macabremoons thank you!!
i love this aesthetic so much and honestly? it represents me so nicely. i'm gently tagging @leisoree @dyrewrites @writing-with-melon @anonymousfoz @avi-why @antique-symbolism (no pressure if you've already done it or don't want to!) and open tag as always because i love seeing these on my dash! <3
@kaiarchives tagged me in this game that I haven't had the pleasure of seeing before, so that's exciting. The rules are: Answer the 15 questions and tag 15 of your mutuals.
1. Are you named after anyone?
No.
2. When was the last time you cried?
Last Sunday. I don't think it was for any particular reason, I just had a headache and was feeling down.
3. Do you have kids?
No.
4. What sports do you play/have played?
I played a bit of a football as a kid and a bit of volleyball for school. I also did range shooting in my tween years.
5. Do you use sarcasm?
Quite a lot. I've been trying to cut back and be a bit more genuine, but my habit for being sarcastic and my generally low moods have given me a bit of Resting Bitch Voice, so people don't always pick up on it.
6. What's the first thing you notice about people?
Facial shape I think. Before I learn someone's name I generally remember them by the shape of their jaw and cheeks.
7. What's your eye color?
Blue, but it's a kinda greyish blue.
8. Scary movies or Happy endings
I like scary movies with happy endings. Give me protagonists who face down with the worst of humanity or the nasties of the world and come out alive and swinging, if not a bit traumatized.
9. Any talents?
I'm told I have a way with words. In general I don't believe in talent in the "innate skill" way though.
10. Where were you born?
Oslo, Norway.
11. What are your hobbies?
Writing, reading, movies, video games (mostly strategy and roguelikes,) I used to sing in a choir and I kind of want to get back into that.
12. Do you have any pets?
No. Haven't really had the opportunity to, but I'd like to get a dog someday.
13. How tall are you?
178 cm, so... what, 5'10?
14. Favorite subject in school
Language and it's not close at all. Social Sciences as a second place I suppose.
15. Dream Job?
Author. Give me a way to live from writing and I'll churn out books at a brazen clip. It might drive me crazy, but it'll be worth it.
As for the tags: @frostedlemonwriter @shay-puppitty @longwuzhere @indigostudies @an-elegant-void @mjjune @marlenadutch @fire-but-ashes-too @meerawrites @sparrowrising @silverslipstream @floweryprosegarden @the-secondborn-of-seven @chishiio @a-had-matter
i think i did one with one of my OCs over here (please check it out im really proud of it eheh) but never done this for myself!
*cracks knuckles* here we goooo
are you named after anyone?
yes and no, i just so coincidentially happen to be named after my maternal great grandmother, tho it wasn't intended (at least, not that i know of)
when's the last time you cried?
a few nights ago after i woke up from a nightmare where i had a spider on my feet biting me. dont ask. i panicked.
do you have kids?
nope and i dont intend on having any.
do you use sarcasm?
every day. as much as i can. my beloved sarcasm <3
what's the first thing you notice about people?
not the first thing i notice probably, but the one i remember more vividly, is the voice. i have a sound memory (is that how you call it? i cant remember) so i do this thing sometimes when im bored where i say the same sentence in my head over and over, each time in a different person's voice.
what's your eye color?
very boring brown. my right eye has slightly more greenish tones in it tho.
scary movies or happy endings?
uhmmmmm nice question id also like to know. no idea, it varies from time to time, as long as it's good idc. (rewatching rw&rb for the second time atm hehe)(why did i notice just now that in the red room scene the portrait behind alex while he's waiting for henry is ALEXANDER HAMILTON??? my internal theatre kid is screaming)
any special talents?
I HAVE DOUBLE JOINTED FINGERS. MY THUMB CAN GO UP AND DOWN AND APPARENTLY ITS SCARY BUT ITS SO FUN. and i can bend my fingers more than normal.
i also have a very quick memory and can loop my tongue.
where were you born?
here where i live, in verona :)
what are your hobbies?
an infinite moltitude of things. too many to count.
painting, drawing, writing (duh), reading, doing absolutely nothing, crocheting, doing clay stuff, baking/cooking, making plans on how to jump out of a winfdow in case lessons get too boring, learning progressively concerning and detailed facts about literally anything, acting and watching musicals. that's all that comes to mind rn.
do you have any pets?
none sadly, i've wanted a cat for a very long time, then a rabbit, a hamster, a fish, etc. my parents were always either allergic or against having a pet so i never had one.
any sport you play/played?
im an aerialst! i do aerial silks and aerial hoop and i like to think im pretty good at it (modesty aside its probably the first sport i've ever really been great at so.. yeah.)
when i was little i tred volleyball (a disaster), gymnastics (again, a failure), swimming (not bad but i didn't like it that much), skiing (i only went on winter break tho, and i absolutely despised it, although i won a couple races) and... yeah that's all i've done more than a couple lessons at.
how tall are you?
1,60. short. i think.. 5.2? i use the metric system sorry haha
what's your favourite subject?
uhhhh probably history... yeah. it's the only subject that the more you go into it the more interesting it gets, and it doesnt really grow harder like maths you know.
what's your dream job?
definetly acting. the idea of telling stories by becoming part of the story feels so amazing to me.
the ultimate-dream™️ is acting in a film/series based on a book. the fact that someone views and pictures you as a fictional character, as a character people read about, and talked about... best thing ever.
that's it! thank you so much for reading this far :D
Nuh-uh~ My name is an inspiration from bits and pieces gathered from the internet. My real name, though, is a reference to a landmark in the country I spend the summer in.
2. When was the last time you cried?
25th september, 2023. I was exhausted, broken; and overall frustrated with my sister and my family's treatment towards my sickness (I had a pretty bad cold last week).
3. Do you have kids?
I'm 17.
That said, I've "adopted" some kids on the internet. I choose my internet family with utmost care, even more than my close friends.
4. What sports do you play/have played?
I did judo, swimming, ballet, volleyball and baseball. By far, the last was my favorite.
5. Do you use sarcasm?
You'll rarely see me using sarcasm. Truth, in my eyes, is something I should always aim to have as a virtue; thus I always try to keep my promises.
6. What's the first thing you notice about people?
Their aura. Is this person happy? Sad? Angry? Can I see through their facial expressions? I struggle at remembering names or faces- I lead more by colors and attitude. Nonverbal cues are my way of understanding a person, even if I do not realize most of the time I'm picking on these.
7. What's your eye color?
Chocolate.
8. Scary movies or Happy endings
Happy endings... I believe in the good of this world, and that everything happens for a reason. So I like seeing happy endings.
9. Any talents?
I've a very strong empathy and intuition, which I support by being logical at the same time. I'm always drawing connections and trying to understand the core or essence of anything and anyone.
10. Where were you born?
Madrid, Spain.
11. What are your hobbies?
Writing- creating imaginary worlds of people that feel real and believable; as well as graphic design, learning new languages, helping others, and just about anything creative.
12. Do you have any pets?
I had a black cat, called Neo. He passed away at 15 years old (he was adopted by my parents before I was born).
13. How tall are you?
165cm or 5'4 in american measurements.
14. Favorite subject in school
Graphic design... I would enjoy having creative writing, but that was not an option for my subjects.
15. Dream Job?
I've always wanted to be a psychologist.
Tags: @bassguitarinablackt-shirt @holdmyteaplease (oh you're already tagged, mb) @mikubilliards (hi brenda!) @soraichihara (are u interested on these???) @firesmokeandashes @anonymousfoz and open tag!
My name is totally random, it just sound good so I use it. My irl name though, ehh from nowhere ig... cuz it's common af.
2. When was the last time you cried?
uhh... yesterday. Yeh...
3. Do you have kids?
me 18, so nope.
4. Do sports do you play/have player?
Me have played football, basketball, swimming, running (idk if this count as a sport, and I didn't make it that far so...)
5. Do you use sarcasm?
nope
6. What's the first thing you noticed about people?
Vibe check, see what do they offer as their first impression.
7. What's your eyes color?
As dark as the night can be
8. Scary movies or happy ending?
Uhh... can I cheat and say scary movies with happy ending? No? okay fine, happy ending cuz me want to have happy ending irl too.
9. Any talents?
Uhh, I don't think so, at least I don't see one in me.
10. Where were you born?
Hanoi, Vietnam
11. What are your hobbies?
Reading, watching movies, learning new languages, pretty normal stuff...
12. Do you have any pets?
I wish...
13. How tall are you?
Haven't measure for a long time now, but the last time I measure it was 170cm, but I think I got shorter...
14. Favorite subject in school?
Anything science related tbh, I love exploring how everything work, at least until there's calculating and formulas added to the subject. I just want to understand how it work, not calculate how long it takes to do what it's supposed to do.
15. Dream job?
For now, software developer.
Tags: @alhyastarain, @alhyastarain, @alhyastarain with @alhyastarain and @alhyastarain and @alhyastarain (sorry for mass pings, me only know u :P )
