🦋 mothra 🦋

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Forever a Fur Mama 🐾🐾🐾

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Bug party

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Banksy Birthday 🫟 what an incredible and special experience with my husband. Being an artist there are a few who have truly inspired me, Banksy is one of them. @ssgtthomas3765

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I'll always be a horse girl 🐎

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The sky is a squigglin'

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Sometimes it takes reconnecting with the people you pushed away, because they know you best, to realize that you got this. 🥹🙏 We all miss you Lilly monster! 🫂💛

[taurzza]

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Rise and Shine 🌞🌻 the most beautiful sunrise after a night of storms (in my head) ⛈️ 🧠

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Nothin' like a family beach day ⛱️🌊🐚

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The Realist! 🪻

The family who stood by me thru it all. Grandparents! RIP 🙏

Loved and never judged.

Always fed me and gave big hugs.

I miss you all so very much!

I hope I make you proud,

as I face my demons

and learn to stand my ground.

For never letting the earth

or its people completely,

Diminish my worth

you help me see so clearly.

papa bernie, grammie, grandma jean, and grand daddy guth 💞

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HATE ME 🤬 (PTSD)

Bet you didn't know

This the hardest time of my life

And People don't like it

When you can't sleep through the night

How do you forgive

Yourself or anyone at all

When everything you do

Makes you feel like you'll fall

So hate me if

That's what you gotta do

I spent years confused

The loss came too soon

I miss my bestie bee

the only one who could understand

Why I spent years

Wanting to be approved by a man

Just to relax

Get my body to sleep

I gotta stay on time

Follow a nightly routine

Man this shit sucks

So fucking hard

Even my own husband's kiss

Leaves me feeling jarred

I blame y'all

for my fucked up brain

And the fact I may never

Be able to love again

Especially myself

Cause to you I matter least

I let you into my home

Welcomed you with a feast

I wanna feel alive

I deserve to be free

But these shackles around me

Are PTSD 🎤

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I love rap 'cause it's raw. A lot of people don't like raw because it challenges their reality! FACTS! #soberrapper #joynerlucas #eminem #logic #mentalillness #ptsd #adhd #bipolar #bitch #angry #writer #truth #fuckem

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💥plastic brainwash💥

My legs are thick

But my pants are thin

They keep telling me to loose weight

So that I can fit in

Fuck that

You can't put me in a box

Since the day I was born

I was fast like a fox

Now I use a wheelchair

And a cane sometimes

Bees in my brain

Still trying to rhyme

So pollinate my thoughts

This my fucking plot

And I'm the main character

And man words are hot

And fuck them

I am not elastic

I don't wanna be like them,

Fucking plastic

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Crazy dog 🪻💖 #skittlespridedog 🌈

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The fog fades as the sun rises. Reminding me that like the fog, my emotions will come and go differently with each coming day.

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One of my all time favorite pics of my dad and I. He has always been my rock as the waves of life have crashed into me. It doesn't take a ton of family to see how loved you are. Sometimes it's just a single person who stands with you in the thunderstorm. #hawaii #oahu #surfergirl #grateful