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If I was braver, I would have been a writer. I wouldn’t be crying right now about the deep exhaustion that everything else leaves me. I would have been a writer. I would have told stories, I would have been interesting. I would have been somewhere where work was hard but fun. Pragmatism, ambition, maybe those don’t belong in the heart of an artist. I never had the guts anyway. Tomorrows Monday. I might cure something. But I wish I was a writer
Chenford + We went from this: // To this: ❤️
My Roman Empire? The gradual change in the way that Tim looks at Lucy throughout the seasons🥲
And to think that this was the guy who was completely indifferent to her at the start...
I don’t understand how someone can read the bonus chapter and not DIE from the passion between Azriel and Elain.
I mean….
“Elain bit her lower lip, and it took every ounce of Azriel’s restraint to keep from putting his own teeth there.”
“”I should go” Elain said, but made no move to leave.”
“”Yes”, he said, his thumb sweeping in long strokes along the side of her throat.”
Are you freaking kidding me? How can anyone claim this isn’t end game material?
THIS IS CANON.
bellamy blake in every episode: earth skills
guilty as sin on sjms story… you know I stay winning
Tell me why the first time Elain meets the bat boys with Feyre, Az immediately becomes a source of comfort and reassurance for her in this tbh very awkward dinner. Her trying to make conversation with him at the table, his recognition of her nervousness and subsequent extension of politeness and kindness to her - she already recognised, from their first interactions that he was a source of comfort in the chaos. “…Elain, noticing Azriel’s ease as proof that things weren’t indeed about to go badly, offered one of her own as well.” (ACOMAF^)
And that has carried through throughout their story. When her world is crumbling, when she has her life taken from her, when she is overwhelmed with becoming a seer, he’s always there to pull her out. A comforting hand in her hand. Leading her to the garden. Truly listening to her seer vision ramblings. He was always paying attention to her too.
So yeah, a lot about them screams soulmates, screams best friendship, screams true love but I can’t get over the fact that when she met the bay boys for the first time, from her very first read on them, she singled him out. She recognised he was the one who could bring her peace in the storm. Azriel and Elain, ‘perhaps the only civilised ones here’ - is what Feyre says. And I think so many people miss that Az and Elain had a lot of the same instant connection as Nesta and Cassian, simply because it wasn’t loud and obvious. But that’s just not them. If you pay close enough attention, you realise that their moment is significant because it happened like THEM. Like Azriel and Elain. Quieter, subtler, but if you pay close enough attention, really freaking powerful.
Remember when Elain's smile caused Azriel's shadows to be lit up across the room?
Remember when Elain made Azriel tip his head back and laugh 🥰
Remember when Elain made Azriel blush🤭
Remember when Azriel stayed up with Elain until 3 AM just so they could talk about her garden?
Remember when Azriel left what he was doing and went to go see why Elain was laughing
Remember when Azriel cradled Elain in his arms, while blood dripped down on the ground from his shredded wings?
Remember when Azriel sunned his wings on full display with Elain sipping tea in the garden? ☀️☕️🌷
Remember when Azriel made everyone wait for Elain before eating 😊
Remember when Elain rose on her toes to kiss Azriel on the cheek... The chains forgotten...
Remember when Azriel took the dish of potatoes out of her hands carrying it to the table...
Remember when Azriel openly shared how it feels to fly with Elain, even though they had only just met?
remember when azriel figured out elain was a seer, and for the first time in her life, she was truly heard?
Remember when Azriel kept Elain’s gift on his nightstand, just to stare at it every night?
Remember when Elain gave Azriel offer and permission.
Remember when Elain read his decision and said
"Yes"?
Remember when a faint smile bloomed upon Azriel’s mouth as he noticed Elain’s fingers white-knuckled on that fork ?
Remember when elain called his scars beautiful and he blushed
Remember when Azriel got so upset his shadows were ready to strike when Nesta was being nasty to Elain
Remember when Azriel lost a snowball fight for which he was preparing for the entire year because he was so upset over Elain
Remember when Azriel created a necklace specifically for Elain? A year after he was physically uncomfortable with the thought of getting the sisters a gift? 🌹
Remember when Az said he pleasures himself to thoughts of Elain while staring at the present she gave him? 👀😳
Remember when Azriel could literally smell how badly Elain wanted him?
Remember when Azriel watched Elain from the window while she was gardening
Now this is a thread i can get behind
Remeber when Azriel wanted to tast her so bad that:
"𝘏𝘦'𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦 𝘪𝘵"
You know who else wondered why he wasn't mated to the woman he was in love with?
Rowan.
He wanted Aelin. For months and months, he wanted her and questioned what she wasn't destined for him.
Reminds you of anyone?
What if the Cauldron was wrong?
Why was Elain given to another?
Rowan was also torn up by these thoughts and questions, and they never left them. He desired Aelin, thought that he couldn't have her, thought that he already had a mate.
Azriel is just as torn up by his dilemma and he wants Elain regardless of their lack of bond, and her bond with Lucien.
History repeats itself.
Okay.
I only meant to make one SJM post cause Ik how certain girls like to tussle
But since the gwynriels and elucians decided to mess w me EVEN THO I SAID TO LOOK AWAY IF YOU GET EASILY TRIGGERED…
There is only one thing to do:
Talk more about why Elriel is not based in delusion — unlike some ships (not naming names, if you take offense that’s your mind questioning things)
Again, I am giving my PERSONAL OPINION. I even said at the end of my last post that I am not the author and I will love & respect whatever SJM does, which some of y’all can’t echo. That’s sad. This is a fictional world.
DISCLAIMER: if you’re easily triggered by elriel/elucian/gwynriel…l o o k a w a y
DISCLAIMER#2: I am unapologetic cause this is my page :)
Also, stop hitting my line with the “I wasn’t going to respond to this but…” or “you’re so anti…” like 1, if you weren’t going to respond, then don’t. It’s not that serious where the world is BEGGING for your opinion. And 2, I’m not anti anything, I’m pro-logic, again if that offends you then that’s a convo for you and you not you and me.
Now onto the main event…
Azriel
My mans is being dragged through the mud both in the books and online. We say we “love him” but are ignoring what he wants and babes, that’s Elain. If you don’t like her personally, that’s not how Az is feeling, that’s how YOURE feeling. Gwyn has one chapter (+1 sentence) of where I can even attempt to grasp at what Gwynriel’s quote as bible, but again, AZ AND ELAIN HAVE 3 BOOKS. Y’all are acting like Rhys in Az’s bonus chapter and if Rhys couldn’t make his stance acceptable, y’all definitely can’t.
Elain
Again, I say, if you do not like the lady pictured above, stop reading ACOTAR cause she ain’t going anywhere. To be so for real, I didn’t mind Elain at first, meaning I didn’t care whether or not she was included in any story whatsoever. But as I read ACOWAR and ACOFAS, I started realizing that there’s something so lovely about having a character who is innately good and wants/practices peace in a world of animosity and ugliness. She brings beauty in all areas of her life and I think that there’s nothing bad about being “boring” cause that just means your life ain’t a dang mess (*cough* *cough* everybody else in this book)
So here is where I debunk all the claims I have grown tired of ignoring:
• #1 - “He hadn’t gotten that far into his planning beyond the fantasies he’s pleasured himself to.”
(Picture credit: unknown) Get a good look cause that’s what he’s doing at night when he thinks about ELAIN. (It’s canon, so cry to yourself)
So, y’all really think you got us here, huh? So, my man Azriel blatantly admits to thinking of Elain when he wants to be intimate and y’all STILL want your girl to be with this man?
Ugh
Anyway, so Azriel hadn’t planned a relationship with Elain…OKAY???? Did you expect this man to have a map laid out about how he’s going to steal Lucien’s mate??? Do y’all even know Azriel? Like, be so for real rn.
Idk about y’all but when I have a crush on someone, I’m not thinking about how to steal them from the rest of the world, I’m imagining kissing them or going on cute dates. Not how I’ll actually make it happen. And ik y’all do that too with your favorite celebrities so stop playing.
He has a crush. Can you let the man figure out if Elain even wants him to act on it before he plans a 12-step mission on making Lucien disappear forever?
Azriel doesn’t want to force his emotions on anyone (as seen with Mor) so of course he’s not going to act or plot without confirmation that the other person in the party wants that. I.E. why he hadnt tried anything with Mor in all the CENTURIES that he liked her.
So, yeah, consider that point invalid.
• #2 - Lucien is Elain’s mate
(PC: @shauna_the_author) *sigh* This one cannot be dubunked, unfortunately, because it is true. You got me here.
BUT
Elain is more likely to marry Nuala and Cerridwen before she spends the rest of her life with Lucien.
And it has nothing to do with Lucien. It really, really doesn’t. Elain simply doesn’t like him. Y’all were in my comments like “oh he didn’t really sell out Elain and Nesta, he didn’t know”. OKAY. But Elain literally says in ACOWAR that she knows Lucien as two things: Feyre’s friend and the MAN WHO SOLD THEM OUT TO HYBERN
Who cares if it isn’t true, that’s what Elain thinks and with her in mind, you can’t say that this bond means anything more to her than Lucien having some ownership of her which she doesn’t like at all. She even tells Graysen that she doesn’t care Lucien is her mate (“I belong to no one, but my heart belongs to you.”)
Whereas with Azriel, my girl is practically skipping into his arms; talking with him about her dream garden, getting him not one but two solstice gifts, almost-kissing him, recoiling at Cassian’s dagger but actively using Azriel’s…
Idk about y’all but if someone who was fated to be with me was acting this way with another girl, I’d drop him like a hot potatoe. AND AS LUCIEN SHOULD. He deserves someone who wants him, not someone who, as even Lucien said in ACOWAR when he was questioning if Elain was “worth it”, is shackled to him.
I harbor no ill will toward this dreamy man, but it ain’t gonna happen so do Elain a favor and lose her number, k?
• #3 - Sarah wouldn’t do the 3 brothers with 3 sisters, it’s too cliche
Write your own book then. Fan fiction is a thing. If the ONLY thing preventing you to see reason is the possibility of a cliche in a book about kingdoms and fairies and magic then your priorities are so out of shape I won’t even spend the time explaining it to you.
This is SARAH’s WORLD. If she wants to be cliche and have the three female protagonists end up with the three male protagonists then let her. Omg.
• #4 - That Gwynriel scene tho
(NOTE THE PICTURE) Oh, you mean the bonus chapter that featured thoughts about Elain? Not that one? Oh, then maybe you mean the other bonus chapter that featured thoughts about Elain? No? You mean the scene with Gwyn…hmmm
OH! You mean the 2 page conversation about training and why he couldn’t sleep (cause of Elain) and the subsequent regift of Elain’s present to Gwyn. Yeah, I know about that but why are we talking about it? Cause that means Az likes Gwyn? Huh?
That’s how delulu y’all sound. And if I hear another “you’re the ribbon Az”, one more time I’ll scream. THE RIBBON WAS ABOUT TRAINING NOT GWYN WANTING TO SLEEP WITH THE MAN. We are talking about the same girl who hadn’t left a library in god knows how long because of a sexual trauma and y’all are forcing her onto another man??
Gwyn was focused on coming into herself and mastering the ways of the Valkyrie. Nesta meant Gwyn found another obstacle in Az that she would have to overcome to become a Valkyrie. The only man Gwyn was concerned about was Cassian and that’s cause he was getting it on with Nesta. Again, be so for real right now.
I refuse to acknowledge this point until the opposing ships acknowledge the 3 books (+ ACOFAS) of build up between Elain and Azriel.
• #5 - Elain doesn’t belong in the Night Court
This is the last point I’ll mention cause I actually feel bad for dogging the Gwynriels like this, but it had to be done. (Elucians get a pass bc at least their ship is based in evidence)
Elain doesn’t belong in the Night Court, okay, yeah Cassian said that the colors drown her out, I’ll give you that.
But Elain doesn’t know where she belongs anymore, just like Azriel has said about himself. She’s still figuring herself out and what she wants, so it’s okay she looks odd at times or feels at times out of place. Azriel keeps his shadows out 24/7 for the same reason. He doesn’t let anyone past the front he puts on unless he knows it’s safe to. They’re both figuring out how to live their best lives in their current lives.
I’ve heard Dusk Court theories and others but I won’t even repeat those (even tho they’re so good and you should definitely look into them). They just need to find their place in this world (and Cassian was right, Elain DOES NOT BELONG in the Hewn City).
Just like how Nesta didn’t believe she belonged in the Inner Circle, I believe there’s a place for Elain and Azriel where they can be themselves. They just need to find it I.E. their book.
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Okay, that’s enough slaying of my enemies for one post. Again, this is just my opinion/theories and at the end of the day I’ll be happy with whatever Mrs. Maas gives us as long as she gives us something.
Act correctly or else I’ll be back.
I feel like the people who still perpetuate this fake rivalry between the Archeron sisters are stuck on the first book and that's it. They're like that one annoying ex who hasn't been able to move on even though it's been years since the break up😂
it still absolutely baffles me that people can’t love more than one fictional character at a time. Like I’m sorry, but I do in fact love all of the Archeron sisters and it’s not because I think any or all of them are perfect / have never done anything wrong 🤷♀️
I love it when people try to downplay Azriel saving Elain by mentioning that he's saved other people before as if it's a valid argument.
We don't love the scene simply because it was him that rescued her. We love it because of the details throughout the rescue.
Azriel was the one to notice her disappearance. Not Feyre or Nesta.
Although Cassian was the one to bring up her rescue, he said that "We'll get her back." Indicating a group of them going together, not just Cassian alone. Azriel was the one to say that he'll get her back himself.
It's mentioned repeatedly how furious Azriel is.
The parallel between Elriel and Rowaelin - Both women not believing that their men came for them + devouring the sight of them.
Azriel, weak and in pain, let go of Briar but kept Elain in his arms till Rhysand had to come and take her so he'd finally let go.
Azriel's priority is taking off Elain's chains even though she's in a much better condition meanwhile he's critically hurt.
Elain. Kissing. His. Cheek.
(Art by @/sad_knight_art for @/azriel_elain)
guys i just… i need to explain this.
part of what makes me obsessed with azriel IS the fact that he loves elain. Like, him choosing the cinnamon roll curly-haired girl that everyone overlooks… it says something about him. It speaks to how tenderhearted he is… what he treasures… what he wants his soul to be knit with. It reveals a softness and a beautiful edge that just isn’t there with other *cough cough* ships.
because Azriel loving a girl who’s a little delulu and a little strange… a girl who’s shy and quiet and a sweetheart… it makes me love him. It shows how he’s a kitten.
And it makes me love her too. That she’d ignore a prince and choose a bastard warrior who’s melted into shadow and darkness… seeing him for who he really is… thinking his scars are beautiful. It’s just too much. Like before that garden scene, I would have never guessed that Azriel would tolerate a girl talking his head off about flowerbed blueprints. But Elain never doubts herself around him. She never feels silly or dumb or invisible. He sees her. And she sees him. just… sees him. In a way no one else does.
#THIS
“This was a mistake”
Elain and Azriel - A Court of Thorns and Roses
Artist: @/astro_lart
Crying
romance was born when Azriel carried the potatoes that is all.
