Porch Light by Noah Kahan but it's Kaz thinking about Inej's return every night and hoping that she would come back, but never says anything because he wants her to be free while still being unable to move on
"i don't comment on ao3 because i don't wanna be annoying or weird" skill issue + you greatly underestimate the power dynamic here, writing multi paragraph comments is like feeding a bunch of deeply insane and possibly starved ducks at the park and watch them go completely mad over having received a piece of bread
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Started the translation of a fic i wrote almost two years ago!! It was previously in french but i wanted to try translating it ^^ (and i'm using this to rewrite some parts as well!)
The plot : After receiving a letter from his parents Regulus finds himself in a difficult situation and will have to make choices that will progressively make him drown.
If that's something that you think you would be interested it, don't hesitate to check the first chapter!
Only the first one is up at the moment but i'll post the seven others soon :)
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
I wrote another fic based on a noah kahan song :)
In this one, we follow Remus as he goes back to Wales for the first time after 15 years
If that's something you'd be interested in, don't hesitate to check the link ^^
(I wrote a warning in the notes of the fic but i'm gonna say that again here, this fic deals with grief (mostly implied) so be careful and take care of yourself <3)
Noah Kahan · Stick Season (We'll All Be Here Forever) · Song · 2023
I wrote somethingggg
It's not proof-read so i'll probably edit it a hundred time but yeah :)
TW for suicide attempt, SH (implied), abuse (implied)
All the parts in italics are from the song "call your mom" by noah kahan
'Call your mom' by Noah Kahan but it's actually Sirius on the phone with Regulus, still stuck in Grimmauld Place, begging him to stay alive just one more day and not give up
Stayed on the line with you the entire night
'Til you let it out and let it in
It's when regulus wakes up at the hospital after his attempt and the doctor says "your mom is here" and Euphemia shows up with a worried look in her eyes and outstretched arms for what will be his first mothely hug
Waiting room, no placе to stand
His greatest fears and wringing hands and thе loudest silence
It's when Regulus, after relapsing, tries to cancel the hangout with his friends because he feels ashamed and doesn't have the energy to go out but his friends show up and sit in silence with him in front of his favourite movie.
But, don't you cancel any plans
'Cause I won't let you get the chance to never make them
It's when Regulus lashes out on Euphemia after she checked up on him on a day he hasn't spoken a word, and, when instead of receiving the punch he was expecting, he's met with a warm hug and soothing words instead
Throw a punch, fall in love, give yourself a reason
It's when Regulus, during the New Year party, kisses James and feel like a small part of him heals
Throw a punch, fall in love, give yourself a reason
It's also when he finally accepts that what happened to him wasn't his fault, and finally accepts to see a therapist and take medication
Medicate, meditate, swear your soul to Jesus
i hope you enjoyed it :) i just got back to writing after a few months without doing it so i'm excited to post this !
