Hey! Anti-willo-sunny, is now sunny-glitterz and my pinned post is revised slightly, but I didnât care enough to delete it and redo the entire thing, since nothing has really changed Iâm just not apart of the anti-willo-verse anymore.
I may or may not reveal my main blog, part of the reason I donât want to is harassment issues the other reason is because I have a very specific personality on my main blog and Iâm worried about upsetting someone (myself? Someone else? Who knows. I know itâs irrational) buttt I kinda donât want just that personality on it, so let me know if I should release my main because Iâd love some mutuals
Holy ramble, hereâs a TL;DR
Iâve rebranded from anti-willo-sunny to sunny-glitterz and I may or may not reveal my main blog
just added to my pinned to let u guys know that reblogging something does not mean i agree with everything that person says or believes, just that this particular post of theirs is good
AND A HAPPY DISABILITY PRIDE MONTH TO ME!!! I JUST GOT A DIAGNOSIS FINALLY!!! I CAN GET TREATMENT!!!
I got diagnosed with Hashimotoâs thyroiditis,
But my doctor is pretty sure I have AIG on top of this due to my incredibly low B12 and iron⊠so thatâs fun. Gotta go back to GI and go to rheumatology for the first time for more tests.
Links to studies about different presentations of DID, including different alter types, childhood and adolescent DID, and DID across different cultures.
General DID Presentations
Formation and Functions of Alter Personalities in Dissociative Identity Disorder: A Theoretical and Clinical Elaboration
Lived experiences of men with dissociative identity disorderÂ
The Phenomenology and Treatment of Extremely Complex MPDÂ
Symptom patterns in dissociative identity disorder patients and the general population
Differences Between Men and Women With Multiple Personality Disorder (not open access)Â
The clinical phenomenology of males with MPD: A report of 21 casesÂ
Analysis of demographic and clinical characteristics of patients with dissociative identity disorderÂ
Possession experiences in dissociative identity disorder: a preliminary study (not open access)Â
Alter Types
Therapeutic Hazards of Treating Child Alters as Real Children in Dissociative Identity DisorderÂ
Therapeutic Alliance with Abuser Alters in Dissociative Identity DisorderÂ
Internal self helpers of persons with multiple personality disorderÂ
Issues in consultation for treatments with distressed activated abuser/protector self-states in dissociative identity disorder (not open access)Â
Animal alters: case reports
Introjection and dissociative identity disorder: a case reportÂ
Introject and identity: Structural-interpersonal analysis and psychological assessment of multiple personality disorder (not open access)Â
Opposite-gender identity states in Dissociative Identity Disorder: psychodynamic insights into a subset of same-sex behavior and attractions (not open access)Â
Childhood & Adolescent DID
Outpatient Treatment of Dissociative Identity Disorder and Allied forms of Dissociative Disorder not Otherwise Specified in Children and AdolescentsÂ
Dissociative Identity Disorder Among Adolescents: Prevalence in a University Psychiatric Outpatient UnitÂ
The Scientific Status of Childhood Dissociative Identity Disorder: A Review of Published Research (not open access but you can find a PDF of it if you look it up on Google Scholar)Â
Child abuse and dissociative identity disorder/multiple personality disorder: the documentation of childhood maltreatment and the corroboration of symptomsÂ
Held in mind, out of awareness. Perspectives on the continuum of dissociated experience, culminating in dissociative identity disorder in children (not open access)Â
Dissociative disorders in children: Behavioral profiles and problems (not open access)Â
Diagnostic evaluation of the child with dissociative identity disorder/multiple personality disorderÂ
Clinical phenomenology of child and adolescent dissociative disordersÂ
Confirmation of childhood abuse in child and adolescent cases of multiple personality disorder and dissociative disorder not otherwise specifiedÂ
High psychiatric comorbidity in adolescents with dissociative disorders
Long-term outcome and prognosis of dissociative disorder with onset in childhood or adolescenceÂ
Treatment for childhood and adolescent dissociation: A systematic reviewÂ
Adolescent inpatients' history of abuse and dissociative identity disorder (not open access)Â
DID Across Cultures
Gender and Racial Variability of Dissociative Identity Disorder Symptoms in an International Sample
Prevalence of dissociative identity disorder among psychiatric outpatients in different cultural groups
A Schema Therapy approach to complex dissociative disorder in a cross-cultural setting: a single case study
The Scope of Dissociative Disorders: An International Perspective
Structured interview data on 35 cases of dissociative identity disorder in Turkey (not open access)
Dissociative Identity Disorders in Korea: Two Recent Cases
Trauma and dissociation in a Chinese-American sample
Working with Chinese trauma survivors with dissociation: Lessons from two cases in Macao (not open access)
Current status of multiple personality disorder in India (not open access)
Multiple personality disorder - A case report from Northern India
Multiple personality disorder in the Netherlands: A clinical investigation of 71 patients
Dissociative disorders in black South Africans: A report on five cases
Dissociative disorders in Japan: A pilot study with the dissociative experience scale and a semi-structured interview
Multiple personality disorder in Puerto Rico: analysis of fifteen cases
I legit just saw a pro endo say that CDDs are dissociative disorders, not trauma disorders, so they âdonât require traumaâ (somewhat normal endo rhetoric) and then went on to say that the actual âtrauma versionâ of CDDs is.. PTSD. Lowkey implying that you donât have a CDD if you have trauma/PTSD?? Then had the balls to say âdo your own research"??
Just a reminder, but you do not need to âearnâ being tired.
Youâre allowed to be tired, even if you havenât âdoneâ anything and youâre allowed to be tired even if you did less than someone else.
Being tired is a normal thing your body does for a whole plethora of reasons, and is a basic bodily function. You donât need to âearnâ basic bodily functions, no matter what anyone else tells you.
As someone who deals with crushing fatigue pretty frequently due to a chronic illness, I love this and would like to add:
It is NEVER a waste of a day to rest. Never, ever. My therapist and I have talked about this and they always remind me that resting when needed is actually an investment of time, not a waste.
Take care out there - and combat the mind-fuck around rest and tiredness as much as you can!!!
This disability pride month, let's have more conversations about how the dissociative conditions that cause multiplicity are disabling. Let's talk about how that intersects with marginalization because growing up in poverty, growing up Black or Brown or Indigenous or Asian, growing up queer, growing up under patriarchy, growing up in organized religion can all be traumatizing. Let's talk about how in a world that is already so harsh, this disability makes it harder to survive financially, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually.
Multiplicity is a symptom of complex dissociative disorders, and cannot be separated from it. It cannot exist on its own. Thus, multiplicity, especially when untreated or early in recovery, is disabling. And there is nothing wrong with you for struggling, for being unable to complete your education, for being unable to work. The powers that be reward malice and cruelty and exploitation, and the things you experienced that caused your disorder are evidence of that. There is no shame in your inability to conform to structures that hurt you and people like you.
This disability pride month, know that you should be proud of yourself for living, no matter what stage of recovery or ability you are at.
Image IDs: first image is a red user box pin on Pinterest stating, âAnti endos are posersâ with the anarchist symbol on the left of the text. Second image is almost the exact same, but the text states âAnti endos are not punkâ /end ID
Ah, yes, Iâm a poser and not actually punk because Iâm against ableism, how mean of me. (/sarc)
sigh. that user box (base. not text obviously) is ours. they stole it, and slapped over text on it. Seriously dude? They cant even put in the effort to be wrong and orginal.
Reminder to my fellow systems that repeatedly exposing yourselves to r/syscringe or (pro)endo/willow/nontraumagenic posts CAN be a form of self-harm if it genuinely makes you upset/spiral after viewing. You đ«” yes you đ«” take a break if you need it. They don't deserve your time or mind. Take care of yourselves first above all discourse
Yes, i agree anon! All our followers (and non-followers), please make sure you are taking care of yourselves. Your mental health and physical wellbeing matters.
âImm an endo/willogenic system!!â Translating . . . . đđđ âim a little ableist who thinks that peoples suffering can be my identitiesâ
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