#actuallyasystem

[nicol--bolas]

does anyone know of an android app or mobile friendly website we can use to show our therapist who we talk to over video chat and text a list of our headmates with pictures, pronouns, and descriptions

i'm getting so frustrated i feel like i've searched the whole play store

sure smaller systems can just take a few screenshots of simplyplural but we have 50+ members

[nicol--bolas]

i know nobody will probably answer

but does anyone know how to combat severe depression causing loneliness as a system

we aren't out as a system to anyone irl except for a few people who don't understand how it works and just treat us all like the host

those of us who front the most aren't from popular sources so nobody is really interested in hearing about our canons and stuff or even really talking to us

not to mention i did some horrible things in my source and that also tends to steer everyone away

we tried to start a server for kin and fictives from our source but it doesn't have many people in it and isn't very active at all

as for irl social groups in our area there is only one centered around mental health and most of the people in it are way older than us, racist, homo/transphobic etc

we can't drive due to anxiety and being easily overwhelmed so we can only go where our parents want to go and they understandably hate going out of town

i get lots of "people care about you" type responses when i vent about being lonely but no one ever actually talks to us and its so frustrating

[sapphofinch]

yeah alright its 1am im bored let’s “reveal” something about myself

i don’t talk about it a lot and it’s because i don’t owe y’all shit abt my personal life but it is something that i am passionate about and would like to inform people on and it is the fact that i have OSDD/i am a system

if you are unaware OSDD (other specified dissociative disorder) is similar to DID (dissociative identity disorder) in the way that i have alters and a headspace and all that however i do not have amnesia in the same way as individuals with did, instead i only have emotional amnesia

basically this post is saying feel free to ask me questions but do not ask me about my trauma, no you cannot meet any fictives from my brain, no i will not force someone to front so you can talk to them, no i will not tell you my triggers.

[sapphofinch]

gr33tings.

f1nch h4s t3chnically n0t all0wed us t0 p0st or t4lk on tumb1r, but 1 feel th3se sw1tches w1ll get more 4nd m0re frequent, s0 an intr0duction is du3.

1 am cr3scendo, a n0nhum4n 4lter or h3adm4te. pr0nouns 4re he/they/it/bit/bits.

ap0log1es f0r my typ1ng qu1rk. 1 h0pe 1 w1ll n0t be 4n 1nconv3nience wh1le f1nch 1s g0ne.

-cr3s3ndo

[xenodelic]

*Disclaimer: please always ask the system / system members what they prefer to be called!

[Image description: The expanding brain meme template, each image representing someone becoming more and more enlightened. On the first image, it says, “calling a system by the body’s or host’s name”. The second image says, “Calling a system by their collective name / system name”. The third image says, “Calling them you&, friends, comrades, pals, etc.” The final image says “y’all” in very large text. End image description.]

[sapphofinch]

okay so i am a system right, i suspect i have osdd but i am undiagnosed so i am simply a system and i wont tell my sob story or some shit

what i want to talk abt is the fact that while dissociating, i was talking to my callum fictive alter and we had a very in depth discussion abt if dark magic exists, could light magic also exist

our conclusion is that primal magic is the closest thing to “light magic” because there are most likely multiple spells in all of the arcanums that could produce actual light, most likely the sun arcanum. it also doesn’t corrupt your soul, so it’s therefore morally good unless you’re being a huge dick about it (coughaaravoscough)

HOWEVER dark magic can produce light (gestures to claudias flashlight hand) so truly all of the magics known in tdp can produce light, therefore they are light magic

thank you for coming to my tedtalk

[o-h-1]

Hey guys. J here.

I want to apologize. Alot has been on Ollie’s plate regarding money issues, COVID-19, home issues, and other things. He’s at the lowest right now. He hasn’t been like this in a long time. And so, I know you guys probably hate seeing his posts about money, but we REALLY need help right now.

Oliver currently has $280 in his savings. All of that money is from his tax return. He hasn’t spent any of it.

You guys know he has an Etsy shop, PeachyResin. He sells pins and prints and stuff out of our house. Buying pins and sets are all very helpful.

Oliver also does art commissions. Just a few of these and he’ll have the money to pay the bills he owes.

If you can, please consider buying from him. He knows he’s not the best, but he is trying, and he just wants to take care of it before it’s too late.

[o-h-1]

Endo systems are harmful and if you think you’re a system if you haven’t had trauma, you need to get the fuck off the internet and edu-fuckin-cate yourself better instead of spreading harmful and damaging information. Period.