something that idk if other people experience w adhd/rsd bc i dont see it talked abt much is how ur self image is affected by adhd/rsd and vice versa
like a couple days ago, if u had asked me how i feel abt myself, i wouldve said “i dont look exactly how i want to, but until i get there, i look ok!” and i wouldve meant it. at the same time, i felt generally loved and accepted by those around me.
today and yesterday, however, i literally feel like a blind sculptor made my body out of clay, having never seen a human body before and being unable to see what they’re doing. the finished product got an “eh, close enough” and was set off to live in the world. and of course now i feel incredibly isolated from my friends, judged by my family, and unwanted by everyone.
im not sure which one causes which, but they always seem to like work in sync and make my life awful and idk why they hate me so much but damn ://