New post because I don’t wanna reboot the Wall-Of-Drama:
T, aka misterfoghatswildride. You have blocked me so I cannot directly interact with your post. You do not care about me. You did not ask how I was doing once during our brief interaction on discord yesterday. At that point I was obviously using backup accounts since, as I stated in my post, I WAS LITERALLY LOCKED OUT OF MY MAIN SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNTS. You assumed I had seen the “omg I hope you’re okay” message on tumblr, which was, strangely, preceded by the fact that you had not interacted with Rune in forever, with a screenshot included? I was obviously not seriously worried about Rune, just pissed at the fact that I had to keep being reminded of him. Why? BECAUSE SOMEONE HAD USED MY DISCORD ACCOUNT AND CHANGED A CHAT WITH HIM TO MY USERNAME FOR SOME FUCKING REASON.
However, the most telling thing throughout our brief interaction (also our only one-on-one conversation. Ever.) was the fact that you kept trying to insist that you knew Felix better than me. That you were in phone contact with him soon after the 911 call for Rune. That he asked for distance from discord because of everything that happened. That he asked you to spy in a discord group for him. He had not done any of those things. And you didn’t like it when I told you you were lying.
I was the one who originally received the screenshots. I’m the one who edited them at Felix’s request. I know so much about Rune’s discord because I BASICALLY SET IT UP FOR HIM. If someone got in, it was because I tried to tell him about basic security issues I knew could cause problems and he ignored them. A one dollar patron could access almost any channel. A one dollar patron could get in and see the WHOLE CHAT HISTORY. One patron could sign up for his Patreon, agree to pay any amount, access ALL HIS POSTS, then cancel without giving him a dime because he charges for the month PREVIOUS on the first of every month. And since he likes to hound people that miss payments (I know because he did that to me in October of 2018, when I had JUST LEFT MY ABUSIVE EX BOYFRIEND WITH ONLY WHAT I COULD CARRY), I knew that someone could just “leak” everything if he pissed someone off.
He’s lucky I have a better moral compass than that. And you are a piece of shit that is, for some unfathomable reason, still trying to suck up to me in order to claim Felix as your “oldest and dearest friend”. He does not like you. He does not talk about you. He hates thinking about you. So I do, for him. I watch and listen and judge. And you are not worthy of his time, so you’re stuck dealing with me. During our text conversation, you finally said I’ve been through a horrible time, but so had you! You tried to imply you had it worse, and then tried to claim you’re too old for this drama shit, but you don’t know the meaning of the word old. I was old at 3 years old when I suffered abuse that you would be horrified to know about even in a fictional setting.
I stopped talking with you because family members were checking in on my physical safety, and assuring me that other family members were safe from harm. And yet you still insisted that you cared about Felix and his health and well being. You didn’t care about anything other than your connection with him and the fact you didn’t know what I knew you were lying about. You barely read my post and panicked about irrelevant shit, even after I asked you to read it. Twice. You never once cared about me, when I had absolute strangers messaging me that what I had shared was horrifying, and asking if I was okay. You cared more about your own reputation than my physical, emotional, and mental well being. And I think Felix was totally justified in sharing what you had done to the world.