If you want angst, maybe in the middle of having sex Lucifer moans Lilith's name. Making Adam think Lucifer never loved him and is only using him for sex. Making all the pain from Eden and Earth come up again, making Adam close off from everyone.
Lucifer had no idea it was an issue, Adam didn't yell at him or anything, so it should have been fine.
And shit gets dark with Adam before Lucifer finds put what's going on and talks to him.
He's the sin of Pride, he doesn't notice when someone else is hurting, especially I'd it's because of something he did.
Feel free to go dark with this. My heart craves it 😉
I'm going to make this my own because Lu can NOT be that stupid to know it wasn't a problem lol
Lucifer doesn't even know why he said it, it just kind of slipped out and the look in Adams eyes was a cross between fiery anger and deep sorrow.
Lucifer cringed but did what he was told, Adam rolled over and started getting dressed.
Adam: Oh, now you know my name.
Adams heart felt so heavy, how the fuck could Lucifer have said her name during sex!? Sadness and anger swirled in his chest he needed to go.
Adam: You have a hand, finish yourself and think of her since she's already on your mind.
He got up, his clothes haphazardly on his body. His voice conveyed more hurt than anger. Did Lucifer even fucking love him anymore? Or at all for that matter?
The door slammed leaving Lucifer alone, he sighed he really fucked up this time.
Adam went to his old room and slammed his door and locked it. He threw himself on the bed and cried his eyes out.
There was a soft knock on his door.
Adam: Oh...... Come in.....
Angel came in and sat down on his bed: What's the matter? You're slamming doors like you get paid to do it.
Adam told him what happened as he cried, Angel held him and just let him get his feelings out.
Angel: The fuck is wrong with him?
Adam: I don't know...... He.... What if he doesn't love me?
Angel: ..... I think he does love you, he's just really fucking stupid.
They stayed up the rest of the night and drank a little bit until Adam fell asleep.
He avoided Lucifer for a while, he knew they would have to talk about it but he didn't want to because he didn't know what the fuck would happen.
Would they break up? Did it even bother Lucifer like it bothered him? Each passing day he wanted to die a little more.
Lucifer came into the kitchen where Angel was eating some jello: Have you seen Adam?
Angel: Oh, so you do know his name.
Lucifer sighed: He fucking told you?
Angel: I'm his best bitch, of course he did. How the fuck could you do that to him? You should thank your short ass he didn't break up with you.
Lucifer: ..... He's that upset?
Angel: Lucifer, if Husk moaned someone's name other than mine during sex I'd cut his cock off, feed it to him, and leave him in the dust. Especially if it's a hot ex! What's the matter with you?
Lucifer: It was an accident! I don't even know why I said it okay? Where is he?
Angel: ..... His room. I hope you have Chapstick because you're gonna be kissing his ass for a while.
Lucifer walked off and summoned a bouquet of sunflowers. He teleported into Adams room, it was mostly dark in the room with Adam on the bed.
Adam flinched he hadn't heard his voice in a while: Get out.
Lucifer: No, we need to talk about this.
Adam turned over and glared: And you thought I'd want sunflowers? Why don't you give them to your true love.
Lucifer sighed and placed them on the desk: I didn't mean it Adam, it was an accident.
Adam teared up: Do you still love her?
Lucifer: No! I love you! I always I have I told you this.
Adam: You have no idea what this has done to me Lucifer. I've tried so fucking hard to be who you want me to be but you're still thinking of her! And during sex of all the times.
Lucifer sighed: I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said it.
Adam: No you shouldn't have, do you have any idea how bad that hurt my fucking feelings? How bad I wanted to die? How the fuck would you like it if I moaned Michael's name?
Lucifer: I didn't know it was that bad....
Adam: I love you so much and that fucking hurt me to my God damn core. Especially after everything.
Lucifer: It won't happen again I fucking promise.
Adam: You better forget her fucking name.
Adam gave a tiny smile: Cheeky.
They hugged each other, Lucifer wiped his tears away.