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IT IS SO EXISTENTIALLY DISTRESSING TO SEE NO COLOR VARIATION OF RAPIDASH IT GENUINELY IS!!!!! IT FUCKING MAKES ME FEEL SICK ITS SO DISTRESSING!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOUR UNIVERSES WHAT SICKNESS DO YOUR UNIVERSES HAVE
It fucking scares me
this is going to sound absolutely weird, but I want to see c!wilbur have a breakdown. like, over the course of his character, I don’t think we’ve once see him be honest, or let down whatever walls he puts up around himself entirely.
he says he never cared about l’manburg (personally at least) but we know that he cried himself to sleep during his presidency and drive himself into depression believing he was a bad leader. he yelled and cried and sang for that country, but it wasn’t personal? you stared wistfully at your old home for 10 seconds but it wasn’t personal? you’re not afraid of death but you refuse to go in tommy’s basement? you think you support dream but you refuse to acknowledge what he actually did to tommy in exile?
this feels an awful lot like him saying he didn’t care about niki, and then offering his life up for her five minutes later, is all I’m saying.
but anyway, I want to see him have a breakdown. a full on ‘oh god oh fuck I’ve been caught and there’s nothing I can do’ breakdown. a classic ‘I just failed a test I thought I did well on and now I’m crying in my bedroom’ moment, if you will. I want to see how he is behind closed doors.
because wilbur has so many personas he hides behind, so many lies he tells to stop himself from getting hurt. he never really reveals much beyond what we can see in a few moments, or in actions he doesn’t think about before doing. he has never once truly confided in someone, not like characters like tommy have, and I’m so curious to see what an unmasked wilbur would be like. I want to know what he’s like, and I think the most direct way is just gonna be through a straight moment of panic or fear, or realizing he can’t lie to someone.
so yeah. c!wilbur have a breakdown and finally show us what the fuck is goin on in that head of yours. please.
I had a mental breakdown.
That was it. That was the entire dream. Just me, in public, having a mental breakdown.
Feel like Ferb sometimes has these mini breakdowns that result in him doing stuff like shave off his hair or slit his eyebrows without thinking it through first
Dysphoria culture is thinking you are cis because you get a boner and kind of like it, and then go in a shower and break down
Dysphoric culture is!
Also, if you had a breakdown about it you’re probably not cis. Either way liking that experience is just biology and says nothing about your gender.
someone should uhhh yknow, check up on sketchpad?
//Guys I swear I've been trying to do this episode for like 5+ days now and I have not been able to make it look good. I've had like 7 attempts and now I just decided to finalize it bc it still looks bad HJKSDWJKDM OSRRY
//Also feel free to comment anything you noticed, theories, or find interesting!! I absolutely love to hear people's opinions on my works.
//Sorry if the formatting is weird for you guys, the editor's been changed on PC! I'll have to fix it on my phone later if it's bad.
I've been mostly working on music lately but I'm going to try uploading at least two or three times a week on this blog again!
ASK STATES:
All teachers: OPEN
Doi: CLOSED
EMOTIONAL STATES:
Tony: 6/10 - Tired, annoyed, bored.
Sketch: 3/10 - Grumpy, upset.
Colin: 1/10 - Overstimulated, crowded, panicking.
So I wrote a poem mid-breakdown to cope.
It’s called
The Colours of Everyday
questioning culture is having a small breakdown every time someone asks about your pronouns and/or sexuality
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