okay i need to rant cause i'm stuck in the bed with this kid and he's driving me fucking crazy
i am so tired of my brother. he's nasty, doesn't shower unless told, doesn't wash his hands after pissing sometimes, and I'M the annoying room for just saying he needs to be hygienic.
he's constantly making noise. we've been sharing this room which is cool but he's always on the phone with his friend asking ME to turn the tv down (which is never loud) as if they aren't screaming and laughing most the fucking day
he's just a shitty dude overall. he can have nice moments and we don't argue all the time but he knows how to lie and manipulate. it doesn't work on me cause i truly stop caring about him for a bit when he pisses me off too much (asshole behavior i know. don't care at this point though i've been dealing with this for years)
and then today he wouldn't stop harassing me while i was on the computer. he has it all day so since it's like 2am i get on it, right? and i'm reading. minding my business when he keeps trying to look at the screen and ask questions. i ask him to stop and give me space. he sits on the bed behind the computer and stares. i ask him to move. ha asks why. i say that i need space, and he basically disregards that in favor of annoying me
i switch tabs and he's like "oh lol you switched tabs" like that's not what you do on a computer
or i sigh at him for it and he says he's not doing anything
i told him to stop harassing me and he said that i don't know what the word means. he doesn't know the difference between you're, and your.
then i eventually turn off the computer and he says im being dramatic. i dont think so
i lay down and he starts harassing me asking me to scoot back. there's stuff against the wall that has fallen onto me before so i tell him there's literally no space and he keeps insisting. he says he can't move up or he'll fall it's like.. a king size bed. dude. we're only but so big
then he calls me selfish for not moving and claims that i'm doing this cause im mad. there's lit no space
then he starts farting ! i don't give a shit if everyone does it. get tf up and move if you're in a bed with someone that's gross
then he kept asking me to put my airpods in when. my barely turned up phone made noise. he's been making noise all weekend.
then he got mad at me for my nails clacking the screen. dude.
i think he's asleep now (thank fucking god) but i leave on friday so ive just gotta deal until then.
just to put this into perspective he's 13 and im 15. we usually don't fight physically but he is stronger than me. he's choked me and threatened to kill me once last october and i told our dad and i feel like the only reason he doesn't try anything else is cause he'd get into big big trouble
but i am fine!! i dont live full time with him and i know for a fact he's got some mental issue that needs to get checked out. this is the only two weeks out of the whole year ive visited him. i think he's coming over my mom's for thanksgiving and christmas but there i can just lock my door and relax
