#depreesed

[houstonxbreed]

I honestly feel like my whole 20s have been robbed from me. I’m 29 and I’m losing hope. I’ve been “strong” and “positive “since I’ve been diagnosed with muscular dystrophy at 10 years old. It’s hard to be positive when something affects your quality of life and there’s no breaks. I honestly don’t know what to do at this point. And unfortunately, most people don’t understand which I don’t expect them to. I’m just hoping for peace.😭😭🙇🏾‍♂️

[itskasi]

Rewatched Thunderbolts and can't stand how Bucky looks so damn depressed in the post credit scene. I really think that he and sam argued bad, like, really bad, the look on his face speaks for itself, just...damn.

[mentally-ill-red-head]

i don't think "normal" (that word is used loosely) people realize that i can't just stop my mind. i can't just think differently. i can't just make myself do something. i can't just make it stop. if I could, i would have done so already.

I have two voices (at least) at any given point in time, arguing with each other. the one that is the most scared, the one that has the most control, the one that understands that life is filled with hate and sadness, the one that wants to survive; that one, is usually the one that wins, and people don't seem to understand that. People don't seem to understand that the voice i want to not win- wins, because it knows what could happen if it loses.

[nerenaa]

I feel like screaming every time I see a well dressed girl in a random day when I look depressed and sad

[decayingrealityaime]

In my shitty country I work for the minimum wage cause there are no jobs and I struggle financially every month harder and harder and I’m so sick of this life. I’m so sick of surviving and not living. Sometimes I don’t have time to realise that I’m depressed and have bpd cause I’m too stressed about money. I’m sick of being broke and sick. I pray lately compulsive to die or to be saved.

[chicasinsentidosposts]

Creo que es desgastante para él estar conmigo, pero no lo dice.

[myeternalwish]

I would have given you peace of mind

I would have made you happy

I would have provided for you

I would have devoted my life to you

I opened up to you about my past and what my ex did to me and how she messed me up

I opened up to you that I struggle to trust

I opened up to you that I was fragile

I opened up to you that I was struggling with my feelings for you and I would wait until you was ready

My heart was screaming for me to trust you but you lied

My heart was screaming for you not to hurt me but you did

My heart was screaming for you to love me but you wouldn’t

My heart was screaming for you to love me but you couldn’t

[valeriangirl]

How it is to be me? It’s like a sinking ship, you want to help. But you know you can’t..