Messed up person

[myeternalwish]

I would have given you peace of mind

I would have made you happy

I would have provided for you

I would have devoted my life to you

I opened up to you about my past and what my ex did to me and how she messed me up

I opened up to you that I struggle to trust

I opened up to you that I was fragile

I opened up to you that I was struggling with my feelings for you and I would wait until you was ready

My heart was screaming for me to trust you but you lied

My heart was screaming for you not to hurt me but you did

My heart was screaming for you to love me but you wouldn’t

My heart was screaming for you to love me but you couldn’t

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

Suddenly I don't want anyone to know me as deeply anymore, which is weird because I have always yearned for someone to understand my soul

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

Nothing hurts more than remembering how it felt before everything broke

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[surqrised]

“If you were happy before you knew someone, you can be happy after they’re gone.”

— Unknown

[quotefeeling]

“They start missing you when they fail to replace you.”

— Unknown

[surqrised]

“I think I’m afraid to be happy because whenever I get too happy, something bad always happens.”

— Charlie Brown

[wordx]

“In a sense, I'm the one who ruined me: I did it myself.”

— Haruki Murakami

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[jealous-bitch]

I’m feel like I’m nothing if I’m not your favorite.

[myeternalwish]

I still can’t stop thinking of the whole fucked up situation, what she said, what she did and the worse thing is she has probably completely forgotten about me already

[iheart2manythings]

Maybe I was just never made to have a healthy relationship

[ct-lambykins]

i am so incredibly sensitive its honestly quite pathetic

[ribbrn]

[monimh-adieksodos]

Always the ones you care turn up to disappoint you the most

[neglectedmutt]

why does there have to be the harshest unachievable rules and conditions for me to be loved but i will literally love someone else no matter what kind of abuse and torment they put me through

[talking-to-the-sun]

how am i supposed to trust you again when you’ve never apologised for what you did?

[quoteastic]

That's my problem, I think too much and I feel too deeply. What a dangerous combination.