#depression problems

[victusinveritas]

[avenallway]

part of me wants to think if i get bad enough they'll realize that i'm not well and start actually trying to help me. the other 99% of me knows this is purely a pipe dream and that nobody who can help me will listen or care

[youregoingtoloveme]

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i didn't mean to give up. i forget, and i get tired, and i hit rock bottom with a thud. i like to do so much i don't do anymore. i am floating in an ocean of possibility, and i drown under the pressure, and i never wash ashore.

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[freakfuckknifelife]

And now my emotions have been turned off … yay…

[old-fashioned-achibi-doll]

Sunday, February 16th, will be the last day I wait for a message from you. It is your final chance to show that you care about what we have built.

If there is no contact, then so be it, as per your will. I surrender.

[kendalluchoarts]

Devon Smith the depressive problem child

[starbeltconstellation]

So sorry to anyone who is reading my Star Wars fic, Rewrite the Stars, and is waiting for a new chapter.

I’ve been a little depressed lately, and it’s been affecting my writing speed because of exhaustion. Lol. It’s very frustrating. 🙃🙃😭

I’m 75% done with the next chapter, but it probably won’t be completely done for two to three more days.

I also lost my streak of getting a chapter out each week too! 😭 So that’s disappointing.

So sorry to all of my reader ducklings. 💔

[abubblingcandle]

Come up with a new tactic to get myself to clean the hovel that is my apartment ... working class guilt!

I've booked a cleaner for next week and the apartment is way too messy and dirty for me to expect a cleaner to do all of it. So I need to clean!