#dpd vent

[aromantic-yandere]

them: "I'll always care about you :)"

me: *shows signs of mental illness*

them:

[spiritwoodsystem]

everyone knows fight or flight responses but what about one where you keel over like a kicked dog and give up on your own feelings so people you dont even like dont hate you

[alicemaggot]

“One day you’ll have your own house.” Um no I won’t? I’ll stay here til I die? I’m too dependent to leave?

[aliceinwonderland3572]

All my past relationships i become heavily dependent on them to the point of my entire mood and stability depends on how they treat me and then end because they become distant and I begin to devalue them so I become distant too. I wish I could love normally. They probably become distant because I’m too overbearing

[nervousinpurgatory]

relieved when alone because i have no one around to disappoint but also scared because what if something happens and i have no one around to help me and save me

[hachiko-heartstrings]

& i can't quite forget you / if i still remember what you did to me / but i'm slowly letting go / & i only remember / so i can't give you another opportunity. - シーシー

[literally-love-sick]

they’re ignoring me they’re ignoring me they Must be ignoring me i must have done something wrong whatever i did im sorry please

[chiloser]

one of the things that make me so fucking frustrated with having dpd is when i KNOW i can do something else while waiting for my depended goes online, but for some fucking reason i get so paranoid and agitated without a clear reason over it

that i just

can't do anything