#hfls

[jessicalprice]

you are not to shut your hand to your kinsperson in need

Image credit: Cottonbro Studios 

Just a reminder, if you’re Jewish and in financial distress:

Check whether there’s a Hebrew Free Loan Society in your area. 

HFLSs provide interest-free loans to Jews in need, for things like unemployment help, rent, medical care, etc. They usually adapt repayment terms on an individual basis, depending on your situation.

They differ depending on where you live, but here in Washington state, they provide:

Mini-loans of up to $1000 that don’t require a guarantor

General loans of up to $6000 with a guarantor

Loans of up to $7500 for education

I know that when you’re unemployed or going through financial hardship, it’s easy to do things like go off meds you should be on or not get medical care. I also know that evictions can absolutely wreck people.

Remember you’re not alone and you have a community who can help, even if you’re not a member of a synagogue. 

(Also, remember that JCCs and/or JFSs often have food banks. It’s okay to use them if you’re dealing with financial hardship. That’s what they’re there for.)

Here’s a list of agencies in the US and Canada.

And if you’re Jewish and doing well, consider donating! 

[sketcheydyslexic]

Before and after the boys and their y/n doodles!

(inspired by home for lost souls on my ao3)

[easylowcarbrecipes]

Sugar Free Berry Cheesecake Ice Blocks - easy healthy popsicles recipe

A super easy recipe for sugar free berry cheesecake ice blocks. The perfect healthy treat fro summer. Watch the quick cooking video to make these today.

Low carb and sugar free berry cheesecake ice blocks/posicles. They're colourful, healthy, filling and loved by adults and children alike. See how easy they are to make in your blender.

[sketcheydyslexic]

Songs I can only hear his voice when listening to (headcanons)

Fell papyrus: as the world caves in x cancer (clem turner cover)

1. He plays piano.

2. He has PTSD from the underground. Not just from the violence, but from how the violent magic would cause earthquakes in the underground caverns. So his world was literally caving in around him, as a guard he would try to save the people from the massive chunks of boulder falling from the ceiling, almost losing his own life multiple times.

He is captain of the gaurd because his undyne was crushed by one of the debris before he could reach her to save her.

His voice is rough but it can actually be kind of nice when he is trying to be really quiet. Or sing.

Swapfell sans: Other Father song (they might be giants)

He too can play piano.

in some fic’s he has the same power as gaster’s the ghost hands, he would use them to continue playing while he danced with you. Or to help him play it normally like they did in the movie (coraline)

The lyrics “when she comes along exploring, mom and I will never ever make it boring” can easily be replaced with “mutt and I will never ever make it boring”

He would play and sing for his significant other once he is comfortable with them, and maybe even sing about them.

Yeah that's all, thank you for coming to my ted talk. ✌️😚

[sketcheydyslexic]

hi hi, how are you? ^-^

could i request an Undertale matchup for the main 15 please?♡

[basic description]

163cm, enby (he/they), panromantic, INTP, blonde, blue/green eyes, chubby

[your soul colour]

my soul colour would be yellow (justice) i think, seeing as i like to believe i'm a fair person that values objectivity and logic more than feelings ^-^

[your hobbies/things you enjoy]

i sing a ton, and i write my own songs as well! i like pretty much everything creative honestly. i also love winter and ice skating, cold weather in general. fun fact, whenever it snows, my first reaction is to cry because it reminds me of when my dog used to pull me on my sleigh when it still snowed regularly ^-^

one more thing i adore is astronomy, and i'd like to study it!

(everything i own is purple, space or butterfly themed)

[best way to describe your personality]

that's a bit difficult, but i'll try ;^;

generally, i'm quiet, introverted, insecure, anxious and shy, yet i still manage to look somewhat cold. i do what i'm told, and try to gain as little attention as possible. i don't stand up for myself and i never ask for anything.

however, that's when i'm alone, or don't know someone well-

with others, i'm loud, outspoken, sarcastic and confident. i like making people laugh, and i've been told i can influence a room easily. i don't mind making fun of myself either, even though i act a bit over confident and prideful.

[things that make you, you]

strengths:

-good listener

-loyal

-pretty smart

-unbiased when needed

-calm when others aren't

-rarely impulsive

weaknesses:

-unemotional/arrogant appearence

-no filter, unintentionally hurtful

-can neither process nor articulate feelings

-heavy mood swings

-inability to take help

-dissociates when very anxious/stressed

-depression, anxiety, apd and adhd

[wants in  a partner]

patience. i'm difficult, i know i'm difficult, and i ruin my own life on a daily basis ;^; i'm really trying to fix it, i'm just struggling a bit. (sometimes i need to ask people to repeat things because i couldn't registrate it when they said it the first time, even though i looked straight at them)

apart from that, someone with the same humour as me ^-^ lots of sarcasm, dark jokes, odd memes, everything.

maybe someone that's the type of person you could ask to drive you to mcdonalds at 3am, stuff like that! also affectionate, i love hugs, cuddles, anything ;^;

[dealbreakers/pet peeves]

my love language is touch, because i'm terrible with emotions, so someone that doesn't enjoy being touched isn't going to work- neither is someone with a bad temper, judgy people or people that can't respect boundaries. that aside, i'm pretty open-

Hi, I'm well, and hope you are too!

It was rough for me to pick between Stretch, Axe, coffee and rus... But

You're matched with...

Mutt (Aka, Rus)!

This good boy adores cuddles, or any physical touch whatsoever. He is very foot in mouth when he likes somome or gets close to him, but he is supper fun to be around when he is comfortable with you!

Loyal is always a good thing, and to Mutt it's personally his favorite plus in a partner. Inside jokes give him life, he loves having inside jokes with his partner- it like another way of reminding him that he is so important and loved by someone that you both have something that only you two can share. He fronts in front of new people and in public too, maybe it's his anxiety or maybe it's just the way his underground was- either way, it's still something he will understand immediately if you change from loud and outgoing to stonefaced and observant.

Mini headcanons:

Mcdonald's at 3am? Yes. Yes he will. And it will be the best date ever.

He's a nervous mess until he gets comfortable around you and even then he is anxious.

He will bring a blanket to the 3am McDonald date so you guys can picnic and star gaze together.

It's best if you like physical affection because he will koala to you, not all the time of course.

He will try to do supper cute cliche romance things, he tries to show you how much he appreciated you in every way he can.

Random kisses or head pats will say him, it's a secret weapon only you can master.

Please do not let him cook, he will burn it and your house will smell like botulized charcoal.

You have problems? He does too, he understands that no one is perfect or consistent all the time. Talking to him will help him understand, and sometimes he knows that you just need to cuddle while upset instead of explaining everything just yet.

He dosen't know the meaning of healthy sleep schedule. Some days he sleeps at 5pm-2am sometimes it's 8am-9pm. He dosen't expect you to stay up with him, but he’d appreciate it if you do. He would also appreciate if you'd lure him to be so he could sleep instead of staying up all night, cuddles and back runs will have him out like a light in 4 minutes flat.

You know the ‘me and the boys, at 3am, looking for 🅱️E🅰️nS’ meme? Yeah, he bullied his brother with that meme everyday at 3am for weeks. He loves memes.

He is a hot mess, but has a miraculous way hiding it for the most part. Yes, he is responsible adult... Very responsible and knowing of what he is doing with his life.

[sketcheydyslexic]

Heyya! An update on HFLS- I got a bunch of important character info sheets done!

If you want to see some nify character design and development 👀👉👈

Classic sans:

Classic papyrus:

Blue (swap sans):

Stretch (swap pap):

Red (fell sans):

Edge (fell papyrus):

Milord (swapfell sans):

Mutt (swapfell pap):

Axe (horror sans):

Butch (horror sans):

[sketcheydyslexic]

Home for lost souls lore! : The Gasters.

So I'm thinking about posting a little (⚠️SPOILER‼️) home for lost souls lore, if you wanna see the rough draft Backstore ideas for my home for lost soul boys, check it put under the split! Keep in mind this is the REALLY rough idea for it, and things may change a little as it is written into the final version of home for lost souls.

Link to the fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/29164146

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

⚠️ Cw: there is mentions of child neglect, child abuse, and substance abuse.

how their (big brother) gaster treated them as children and why they don’t have a gaster anymore!

Classic’s:

-The classics gaster was nice if not a little too blunt from time to time and overworked himself constantly before falling into the core. I’m thinking that I’m going to have lil sans help gaster out in the lab a lot since he was a “gifted child” so he watched gaster be erased from his timeline badsicly. This papyrus kinda remembers gaster but it’s pretty rogue since he was little little. I’m thinking maybe around ~2 and sans was ~7 when gaster fell. Gaster was cold, distant and a workaholic but never mistreated the classic brothers, sans is haunted by the loss of his older brother, it's why he is so protective of papyrus.

Fell’s:

-The fells gaster was abusive, used drugs and was an alcholic. He would use working in the lab as a way to not have to deal with his younger siblings. The reason red has a gold tooth is because fell gaster knocked it out when he was trying to protect baby edge from getting his other eyelight damaged. (Gaster had been the one to give him his set of eye scars when he was only a baby.) fell papyrus was ~1 and fell sans was ~5. Here’s the thing though, when his gaster fell into the core, red didn’t care. He was kind of numb to death because he is desensitized to it from his uinverse. He was really kind of relieved when he saw gaster was gone since that meant no one was going to hurt them anymore, and all of gaster money+the house in Snowdin was assumed to be theirs to begin with now that everyone’s forgotten about fell gaster. Papyrus was far too young to ever remember their gaster without the trauma he cause him making him repress it, but he knows who gaster was and why no ones remembers him. Red vowed to judge whoever hurt his brother with an iron fist from then on.

Swap’s:

-The swaps are the ones I’ve been kinda indecisive on. While blue is older he is only older by about 2 or 3 years compared to the others. So when swap papyrus was ~3 swap sans was ~5. So swap papyrus has a pretty good memory of gaster but he Doesn’t remember the way that their gaster just disowned them and tried to forget they exists like sans does since sans was old enough to figure out Swap gasters manipulation and mistreatment. Swap gaster was actually a really terrible person to them and left them In very bad situations that swap had to try and deal with himself like how lil swap pap would keep getting sick because they were living in such and awful rundown house without a proper guardian. That’s where the honey comes in actually, blue found out that honey had good effects/healing property’s on humans and decided to try it out when he found a bottle of it that was still good in the dump! It went from sans putting it in papyrus’s soup to just giving stretch spoon fulls when they didn’t have any food left to put it in. swap sans watched gaster fall into the core, but he did so with a smile. He knew gaster would trip over the machines stray wire, he saw it before anything bad happened- he would had said something, if gaster would have any listed to him any other time but he was always told to keep silent in gaster presence while he was working, that it gave faster a headache to even hear him speak... so he kept quiet. blue never told stretch anything about the wrongs faster did, even when stretch started to try and fix the machine to get their older brother back. He ignored the machine and gasters disappearance, and focused on now that they were finally able to afford real food and medicine for his frequently sick brother... but stretch didn’t really get sick anymore. Not with the improved home situation blue managed to throw together with what he had from gasters death. since stretch didn’t ask, he never said anything about knowing of gaster- so stretch just let it linger in his head that blue didn’t know about gaster like everyone else had forgotten. This is where Stretchand the others started having the image of Blue being far younger in their heads.

Swapfell’s:

-The swapfells gaster was pretty well a mix of the swap and fells gaster. Minipulative, physical and verbally abusive, an alcholic, but instead of drugs swapfell gaster had a thing for bringing home prostitutes without care of the young children in the house. (their scars didn’t come from their gaster). Sf sans was about ~5 when sf paps was born. When sf paps was about 4, Sans (9) would go to make sure their gaster was alive from time to time in the lab, but the last time he saw gaster he hadn’t come to make sure he was okay- sans was going to threaten gaster and let him know that if he didn’t start taking care of papyrus and him that he would report him to the Queen (who takes family very serious, ironically). They got into an argument and when gaster wasnt paying attention he slipped and was hanging off the edge of the core, ready to fall in but hanging on my the very wire attached the the machine that tripped him. Sans could have helped gaster, but instead young sans pried gasters hands off the wire and let him be erased. The exp he gained from participating in his older brothers death was also removed after a few short seconds, gone like most of everything related to the vile man. Sans would forever remember what he did though. Papyrus knows what happed to gaster too, but wasn’t told that sans had sped up the process a little. He couldn’t tell because sans hadn’t gained any exp or lv. His HoPe raised a little though, now that they had money and owned the place they lived in. swapfell sans get into the royal guard pretty easy by lying about his age, and ditching the striped a lot earlier than he should have- of course this made him a target for adult monsters, but with his new military training in session... No one would touch the royal guard who seemed to be on the queens good side. Milord promised to take good care of his beloved younger brother, and he made good on the promise with the world he was in, except that papyrus would try and help the humans get by the Queen and guards, and then being labeled as a traitor and charged with treason and human smuggling, the Queen would have taken the tole on both of papyrus’s eyelights. leaving him almost fully blind- but sans had taken place for half of his punishment, smooth talking the Queen with wispers of family and how he should have been more observant the humans when his brother was taking the to her as he knew they would manipulate him into turning against the Queen. It worked, and that’s why they having matching scars, but on opposite sides! Sans lost a lot with papyrus’s empathy problem, and went down many ranks in a split second that he had to work hard to climb back up. It also plays a lil role in why mutt acts like.. well a dog to sans. This also is why if they go back to their underground, and the Queen finds out mutt was helping chara- he will be sentenced to death.. so they can’t really go back to their universe. It would be all the more merciful for classic sans to kill them instead.

Horror’s:

-info on the horror’s gaster isn't going to be released jussst yet.

[sketcheydyslexic]

You guys don't understand this yet but once post chapter 3 of home for lost souls, you will. I posted in my stretch and sneak peak for hfls that it would be out tonight, but we will see.

LOOK AT HIS CUBBY SHEEKS oh my gosh. Cutie 🥺 his stuffs his face with marshmallows. This isn't as cleaned up I would like but it was just for fun when I had an hour break.