#hpd feels

[urnmom]

finding out you probably have / do have HPD really recontextualises every past relationship you've ever had. so many times have i just mistaken the euphoria i got from a new friend giving me attention to a crush. i havent had a normal crush in years so i completely mistook the feelings of validation for romantic interest and ended up dating so many people that weren't good for me at all. -🍞

[hypersexualityfeels]

thsfw u have dpd and hpd so u want constant sexual attention and validation but only from one specific quite literally unattainable depended and ur literally crying from need and ur just shaking like How Abt I Just Die?

[pumpkinspicelexatte]

*sees someone else getting attention*

[thatantisocialbitch]

someone:wow, you have a shitty personality.

me, shuffling my deck of different personalities:

okay, pick a card

[wow-unrelatable]

Me: *does something to try and get attention and praise*

People: *don't give me attention or praise*

Me: ???????? :(:(:( you hate me?? Ok.. Me? Awful?? Yes :((((((( ???????

[avpdgirlfriend]

also getting mad when anyone besides me is getting more attention

[avpdgirlfriend]

wish i didn't get filled w intense jealousy and resentment at other people getting paid attention to intently/enthusiastically

[nemevex]

genuinely can’t tell if i want a relationship for true love and enjoyment or if i want one so i get known for the attention of being pretty and lovely and smart enough to get one