#hpd problems

[dpdpuppy]

I'm a disgusting slut. All I can think about is sex. I want to be normal.

[urnmom]

finding out you probably have / do have HPD really recontextualises every past relationship you've ever had. so many times have i just mistaken the euphoria i got from a new friend giving me attention to a crush. i havent had a normal crush in years so i completely mistook the feelings of validation for romantic interest and ended up dating so many people that weren't good for me at all. -🍞

[the-loner-stoner]

Me: I wanna do something like dye my hair or size up my spacers or something Neurotypical: no offence but it sounds like you want attention Me: ....yes you are finally understanding

[dpdpuppy]

I just want to be adored. I want to be treated like the god I am. Is that too much to ask? To simply be worshiped? I deserve it. I deserve the attention popular people get. I crave it .

[the-loner-stoner]

Me: Changing the way i walk, stand or sit because of course everybody is probably looking at me and I need to be perfect

[gillipop-plus]

bitches will be like "i don't need irl friends, ive got my internet friends!" and then explode from loneliness /m

it's me im bitches

[tashanwrites]

Come On

Being engaged, I'm trying to find that balance between having friends and having pawns/an audience. But I'm also trying to get away from the toxic people... So, really I'm just dying from silence and soaking up every ounce of attention I can get from Nathan and the cat, and going grocery shopping in promiscuous and controversial attire so people will look at me.

[bpdwhatever]

tfw someone else is getting more Attention and Validation than you and you're literally vibrating with rage but u have to be like "yes. this is.... fine. i am, happy? for them 😬"