#idealize

[asteroidgalore]

The Lilith Asteroids symbolize different aspects of the dark goddess Lilith.

H21 is the Worldly Lilith, full circle Lilith. Forming a protective circle is to not let anyone or anything attack your essence. A protective circle of friends, family, or anything else. “Layers of protection.”

1181 is Domesticated Lilith/demon spawning Lilith.

H58 is Vengeance Lilith. This Lilith is known as the anti-mother. In my viewpoint, she is the highest level of or extreme perversion. There is controversy on the internet of this one being raped, abused, or whatever, and I believe that the “collective” of women conspired or plotted against this one because of her very nature to take her power and “send her to hell,” in a sense. Hell is a place no one wants to go, especially the anti-mother. Hell is a place in your head where the perversion that is her nature is not pleasureful.

H12 is a carbon copy of the Black Moon Lilith. It’s always the same. This one is the star, it’s not the liar.

H13 is High Occultism Lilith. She has a focus on all things esoteric and loves to learn and discover new things.

High Occultism Lilith, Asteroid No. H13 Domesticated Lilith,Asteroid No. 1181 Vengeance Lilith,Asteroid No. H58

[esilher]

Collaborative December klaine challenge 2023 between @esilher and @mynonah

"Last Christmas was just PERFECT!"

"Oh, Honey... are you serious?"

"I hope this year will be the same."

"God, you're serious!"

"Of course I am."

"You always idealize even our craziest memories..."

"That's not true."

"...and I love you so much for that."

[klaineadvent]

[heartpetal]

The first person to love me must be me

I'm giving you love,

but I dont feel it back.

I'm giving you strength

even if I don't have enough for myself.

I've tried to make you understand

but I can't get mad

it's all my fault for expecting others to do what I do for them.

So take your empty promises and go far away

You wish I was your doll,  I wish I didn't care

I'm healing my heart, we're becoming friends

I only need myself, not a fake friend.

[daydreamingmoonchildsworld]

daydreamingmoonchildworld's diary

I idealized love so much that now I'm afraid to fall for someone.

[mvaljean525]

Where there’s blood, there are birds.

After the war, many of the men’s faces are missing parts: an eye, a nose, a mouth.

One doctor uses a man’s own rib to construct a new jaw.

They call him the-man-who-fixes-faces.

A body might stay whole in the trench, but who can resist looking up, sometimes, at the birds?

You get out alive, maybe, but your face wears forever the look of what’s lost.

The-man-who-fixes-faces might give you something like a face.

Now all you see are faces turning away.

A bullet wounds in a straight line, but shrapnel is feathery: it picks up dirt.

The birds, it’s easy to forget, are filthy; a little bird in the blood can kill you.

A square within a circle, the golden ratio, symmetry, they say, makes a face beautiful.

Birds have two eyes, two legs, and two wings, but the soldier’s face is half here, half in the air.

Mirrors can be psychologically damaging to birds.

Birds are territorial.

Birds keep going back to the fountain to check on that one bird beneath the water.

In the park near the hospital, the-man-who-fixes-faces paints some of the benches blue.

The blue benches are for the men whose faces are unrecognizable.

I’ve seen a bird attack a window.

If you don’t want to see a man healing, look up at the sky.

Why is the sky blue?

Symmetry: a line drawn from the sun through the zenith to the “anti-sun.”

Like shrapnel, light scatters.

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On Beauty

Beth Bachmann

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Graphic - Fernando Botero (B.1932)

[hellishbpd]

legit all I can think and talk about is my fp and so it sucks when I'm around someone who doesn't know about my fp and I have to just constantly resist the urge to talk about him. I'm so obsessed it's unhealthy