Itachi x Reader - Blissful Tsukuyomi (NSFW)
Genre: Smut, Romance, Sad
Warnings: Smut, NSFW, 18+, intimate sex
Fandom: Naruto
Words: ~4500
Notes: Written for Day 3 of the @konoblog-simps Anniversary Event!
I had been following their trail for month’s now, slowly catching up to them, winding my way through each small village they had passed. They were being discreet for the most part. As discreet as one could be wearing black cloaks with red clouds on them.
My mind recalled that night so long ago as I quietly trailed behind the heavily cloaked figures. The night the lord third had summoned me in secret, giving me a special mission to spy on the secret meeting he suspected between Danzo and Itachi.
I was only 15 at the time, not born from any special clan, but had exceled up the ranks beside Itachi into the Anbu black ops and my ability to sense chakra and conceal my own was unrivaled even by Itachi. He was my best friend, we were close, closer than friends should be. We had saved each other’s lives on multiple missions.
Outside missions he had been caring and gentle, his hand had held mine on walks through the training grounds and I had seen that same gentle nature reflected in the time he spent with Sasuke. The stark change in his behaviour as of recent had not been lost on me. I had confronted him several times, letting him know he could confide in me, to tell me what was wrong. But he had turned cold, growing distant, refusing to talk with me. Claiming, I shouldn’t get involved with him any longer.
What I had learned that night had changed my life forever. My face had been covered with an Anbu cat mask as I held my breath, I willed myself to become one with the shadows. Never revealing myself even as I heard the choices Danzo had presented Itachi with, let the Uchiha coup play out and have the entire clan slaughtered or commit the massacre himself and Sasuke would be spared. The meeting was nearing its’ end, and I had planned to quietly wait until they had left to report back to the third, determined to find a better solution, but I was never able to fulfill my mission. Before the end of the meeting, I had been found.
“You can come out now.” Danzo motioned to my position in the rafters and several seconds later Itachi had burst through the rafters, grabbing me and pinning me to the ground, his sharingan a bright red and his face emotionless. “Shall we see who his behind the mask.” Danzo said. Itachi had pulled me up and against him, I struggled against Itachi in an effort to escape without my identity being revealed, but Itachi pushed me to my knees, my arms behind my back, restraining me further.
Danzo lifted my mask up off my face and I glared at him with disgust. “y/n, I’m not surprised, you do have the best ability of the anbu when it comes to concealing your chakra, even Itachi didn’t know you were there, but nothing escapes me.” Danzo said turning around. My mission was a failure, I felt Itachi’s grip loosen on me and I turned my head to see his face. His eyes were wide with shock at the revelation of my identity.
“y/n,” he whispered.
“Itachi, please listen to me, there is another way” I pleaded.
He opened his mouth to respond “No.” he said his eyes filled with sadness. My shoulder’s slumped in defeat. He had made his choice and I knew that this was his only choice, he would never allow any harm to come to Sasuke.
“No doubt the third has sent you to spy on my actions,” Danzo cut in. “I am not surprised, he is too soft hearted to do what needs to be done.” Danzo paused. “However, you cannot be left alive, this matter is of the utmost importance, even if you are shinobi of Konoha.”
Itachi tensed behind me. My breath hitched as Danzo lone eye gazed at me. I glared back, I would not go down without a fight. “Itachi,” Danzo began
“may I make an amendment to our deal” Itachi cut in.
That night Danzo had heeded Itachi’s request to spare my life. The roots curse seal was placed upon my tongue forbidding me to ever speak of this encounter or the truth about Itachi’s mission. I had returned to the third showing him my seal. That fateful night of the massacre I could do nothing but watch from a distance, completely helpless, as Itachi fulfilled his mission.
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I hid in the branches of the trees 50 yards behind the pair that walked slowly along the path under the moonlight. I somehow needed to get Itachi alone, but since catching up to them the shark man known as Kisame hadn’t left Itachi’s side. Itachi’s head shifted slightly, and I saw his profile illuminated under the moonlight, a sliver of his bright red sharingan contrasting from beneath his dark bangs.
“shit!” I muttered, instantly aware of what had happened. My hands immediately whipped up to release the genjutsu I knew Itachi had cast. I shouldn’t have been surprised that his chakra sensing ability had exceeded mine since we last met. I released the jutsu just in time to avoid Kisame’s samehade blade splintering the branch I was on.
I fired several kunai with explosion tags on them in Ksame’s direction, my hands flew into a flurry of signs. I kicked off a tree, flying above the explosion smoke to land on a higher branch. Kisame burst through at the exact moment I had expected, and I released my fireball jutsu, the one Itachi had taught me when we realized that my chakra nature was the same as his. My fireball jutsu hit Kisame, setting him aflame, I watched as his body was encapsulated by the burning fire. All too quickly it turned into a sludge, and I knew it had been a replacement jutsu.
“Not good enough!” Kisame laughed as he swung his samehade down on me, I cursed jumping from the branch as quickly as I could, but not quick enough as the samehade narrowly sliced through my leg, creating shallow cuts along my lower calf, I screamed out in pain. I fell through the branches, but before I hit the ground, I felt a strong arm grab me roughly around the waist.
“Well, well, well, what do we have here.” Kisame’s voice lilted in my ear as he held me tightly around the waist, my back pressed against his side and my feet lifted off the ground against his tall stature. He smelled like sea salt and ocean breeze. “Itachi, look what I caught. A little leaf floated too far from home.” He teased in my ear as he stalked toward Itachi. I struggled against his hold. My arms were trapped to my sides against his tight grip. “Keep struggling darling it only feels better.” He said, I gasped in disgust. Looking toward Itachi, his blood red sharingan stared at me, his face showing no hint of recognition or emotion. I longed to see even a tiny trace of the old Itachi, the one I knew from years ago that held my hand on forest walks. “What should we do with her?” Kisame teased, grasping my cheeks in his large hand, forcing my head to his face, his golden beady eyes stared at mine and his razor sharp teeth stretched into a thin grin. “She’s an awfully cute little leaf.” He said tipping my head back and forth.
“Kisame…” came Itachi’s low voice
“What? Do you know this little leaf?” Kisame asked teasingly. “I’m not surprised, you seem about the same age. Childhood friends?” Kisame tilted my face toward Itachi. “Maybe an ex-lover?” I forced the blush that threatened to overtake me back down, we had only been 15 when Itachi had fulfilled his mission, but prior to that I hadn’t kept my affection for him a secret, and I thought that maybe we had a future. I was so naïve up until the night I learned the truth. I had carried the guilt of not being able to help Itachi or Sasuke these last 8 years with me. Training to get stronger in order to help lessen Itachi’s burdern.
When the third Hokage had passed away I knew the time had come to convince Itachi to come home. He didn’t need to stay with the Akatsuki any longer, he had done enough. I had left on my accord, hoping the 5th would understand my explanation when I returned.
My eyes fell downcast to avoid Itachi’s stare. I felt humiliated in this moment, struggling against someone who was obviously stronger than me in front of the person who I deeply cared for, but who didn’t seem to recognize me anymore.
“Kisame…” came Itachi’s low warning voice
“Alright, alright.” Kisame relented, “What do we do with her then?”
“Leave her to me. I’ll meet you at the rendezvous spot at dawn.”
“If you say so.” Kisame said throwing me forward towards Itachi. I quickly regained my footing, getting myself into a battle stance. “I’ll give you a tip little leaf, don’t look in his eyes, but maybe you already know that” Kisame said chuckling as he bounded up into the tree branches and away from us
“Itachi, I just want to talk” I said slowly and carefully, keeping my eyes on his feet. I knew how to fight an Uchiha, he had taught me himself. My early mistake had been a rookie one that had landed me in this position. The blood dripped down my leg and I pushed the pain to the side. Itachi didn’t move, “The third Hokage is de—"
“I’m aware” Itachi’s emotionless voice cut me off
“Then you have no reason to—"
His sudden movement toward me caught me off guard and I tensed in retaliation. Our kunai’s clashed, sparks illuminating in the surrounding darkness. I jumped back, doing a back flip to create more distance between us, my bad leg crumpling beneath me and I winced in pain. Itachi started towards me and I signed the earth symbols slamming my hand into the ground. A bronze dragon sprung forth from the ground below Itachi racing toward his location. Itachi’s hands flew to a flurry of signs and a fireball the size of a dragon’s head collided with the bronze dragon, a massive explosion ensued, covering the area in smoke and dust. Jumping out of the smoke into the trees, I felt a hand grasp me around the throat and slam me into the tree trunk.
I grasped at the arm that Itachi had on my throat, gasping for breath. I knew this could be the end of me but I had to try. Lifting my eyes to meet his I said, “itachi, please—” I was instantly thrown into the Tsukuyomi.
My heart raced knowing when I opened my eyes I would be subjected to indescribable torture, tears pricked at my eyes.
“y/n” Itachi’s cool voice called out, “you can open your eyes.” His voice sounded soothing and warm, unlike earlier when it had only sounded cold and uncaring.
I slowly opened my eyes to see that we were in the training grounds near the bridge where we used to go for walks. I stood under a large tree, the leaves shading me from the bright sun, a gentle breeze blew shaking the leaves above me and rustling through my hair, the green grass was lush, and flowers grew along the tiny stream. Itachi stood only few feet away from me. It was nothing like what I had expected. All my prior experience with Itachi’s tsukyuomi had left the enemy shaken and traumatized, unable to fight any further. “I couldn’t allow us to talk in the real world, it’s possible Kisame wouldn’t have gone to far.” I understood now why he had attacked me when I had started talking. “y/n, why are you here? You shouldn’t be here.”
“Itachi, the third hokage was the last person you were reporting to on the movements of the Akatsuki, there is no reason for you to remain with them any longer.” I took a step closer to him, he seemed more like the old Itachi I knew from days past in this other world. I reached for his hand “You don’t need to carry this burden on your own anymore.” I looked into his black eyes.
He was silent for a moment, the wind blowing his long ponytail out to the side. His hand gently took mine into his and his other hand came up to my face, running his fingertips over my cheek “(y/n), you’ve grown into a beautiful kunoichi and a strong one.” he said. His eyes were somber as they looked into mine. “I remember the days before everything became twisted, when we used to walk through here.” he said quietly, his eyes gazing around the grounds. I listened quietly, having longed to just hear his voice again for so many years. “I was content in those days…with you.” his eyes came back to rest on mine. I felt my eyes fill with tears and I couldn’t stop myself, I reached out for him, hugging him around his waist, I knew he wasn’t going to come back. I could tell in the way he was talking. “Sasuke is with Orochimaru now, I need to stay with the Akatsuki to keep an eye on things. Sasuke will come looking for me soon.”
“You don’t deserve to be punished Itachi!” I said frantically, my words catching in my throat as I tried to hold back a sob, “Not by Sasuke, not by anyone!” I said pressing my face into his chest as tears fell down my face. My heart squeezed so tightly in my chest, it threatened to burst into a million pieces. I felt like it was breaking all over again.
Itachi pulled me away from his chest and lifted his hand to cup my face, wiping away the tears that fell down my cheeks to no avail “I wish I could have given you a future you deserved.” My hand gripped the arm that cupped my face, the tears still falling. I bit my lip looking into his eyes. I wanted to be selfish, I wanted to live some of that naïve future that I had held onto for so long. Shaking my head, my tears flew to the side, and I launched myself into him once more, grabbing fistfuls of his mesh shirt, pulling my face up towards him, I pressed my lips against his in a desperate kiss. Trying to convey that although he was choosing this path, that someone out there cared for him, that someone knew the truth, that I loved him.
Itachi’s form remained still as I released the kiss, I opened my eyes to look up into his, my lashes fluttering from the kiss. He looked down at me, his eyes seemed darker, but not malevolent. Suddenly his arms wrapped around my waist, pulling me back towards him, capturing my mouth with his. I wrapped my arms around his neck responding to the kiss with equal fervor. I held on like my life depended on it, relishing in the feeling of mouths moving against each other. I grasped at his ponytail releasing its hold allowing the dark locks to fall around us in a curtain. I ran my hands up the nape of his neck feeling the soft tresses in my hands. Itachi’s hands slid down the side of my body to rest on my hips, pulling me closer to him. I tilted my head to take in a quick breath, coming back in I felt my tongue clash against his teeth. I moaned, my head feeling dizzy. I was sinking into him and I never wanted to let go.
He pulled back, his eyes hooded “(y/n), when I felt you following behind us, I wished it had been anyone but you. I had resigned myself to the fact that I would never see you again.” His fingers rubbed small circles on my hip. “I had planned to knock you unconscious and let that be it. Seeing you now, how much you’ve grown, you’re more beautiful than I had dreamed…I’m not sure I can restrain myself much longer.”
“So don’t” I said breathily, slowly pushing the heavy Akatsuki cloak off his shoulders. “I don’t care if it’s an illusion, I just want to be with you how we never could.”
Itachi removed his arms from the cloak, letting it pool at his feet leaving him in his mesh shirt and black pants. His hands lowered to hook under my knees, lifting me up to wrap my legs around his hips. I pressed my lips to his temple leaving chaste kisses as he littered my exposed collar bone with small bites. He pushed us to the tree trunk, my jacket scraping along the bark. Searching for his lips again, I lifted his face to mine, and placed kisses along his closed eyes before reaching his mouth. His fingers gripped the front of my vest pulling the zipper down. Our mouths remained connected, the kiss becoming more heated, our tongues slipping over one another. I quickly shrugged out of the jacket dropping it to the ground, leaving me in my thin shirt and spandex shorts.
I couldn’t tell if it was the cool gentle breeze that caused my nipples to harden beneath my shirt or the feel of his hands ghosting down the side of my ribs. His hand came up to cup my breast and his thumb rubbed over the center, I released the kiss in a gasp, throwing my head back as the pleasure shot through me like an electric shock. His lips ghosted over my neck to my ear as his fingers rubbed over the sensitive nub again. “You’re so sensitive” his warm breath whispered in my ear. I moaned in pleasure and moved my hips against his, still wrapped around his frame. He stilled, dipping his head down to rest against my chest and groaned. I ground my hips against his again, feeling the bulge in his pants against my thigh. “Y/n,” he breathed, his fingers slipping below my shirt.
Itachi lowered me to the lush grass, I removed my mesh shirt, allowing my exposed chest to meet the cool air. Itachi settled himself between my legs on his knees. He sat up to remove his shirt. The sunlight filtered through the rustling leaves above, scattering sunlight across his chest and abdomen. He was beautiful. I reached out to touch him, but he grasped my wrist, placing it beside my head. He bent over me, his hair falling over his shoulder to caress my skin. His free hand trailed down the side of my neck over my collarbone to lightly touch my breast, a small whimper escaped me.
Every touch felt like tiny shocks of pleasure. His every move was slow and sensual. I felt like we had been laying there for hours and my body was overstimulated. Itachi lowered his body to cover the length of mine and kissed his way down my chest before finally allowing his mouth to cover the hardened nipple “Aah, Itachi!” I breathed out, gripping his shoulder with my free hand. “Itachi, please, go faster!” I begged.
“No,” he said gently biting at the oversensitive nipple, “I want to remember every moment of this”. His left hand pinched the hardened peak as his tongue and mouth continued to suck at my right nipple. The heat in my core grew with every pass of his tongue. I moaned, attempting to rub my thighs together to ease the ache that had settled there. “Itachi, please,” I moaned, desperate for contact in my lower region. I lifted my hips and felt his bulge press against my center to steady my movements, but it only added more pleasure
His hand skimmed down my side and slipped into my spandex shorts and past my underwear straight to my core. His deft fingers finding my center easily as they slipped along my opening. “Itachi!” I screamed as his fingers slid slowly over my wetness and then up to press against my clit.
Itachi groaned “y/n, you feel amazing.” He said, sliding his finger along the length of my inner lips, but never allowing them to enter. His finger came back up to circle around my clit at the same time his mouth closed over my breast again, tracing circles around my nipple with his tongue. I squirmed, how long had it been? My mind couldn’t decipher time anymore.
“Itachi please… I want you!” I begged again, fighting against the grip he held on my wrist. Releasing my wrist, he moved his way down my stomach leaving kisses along my navel, my fingers reached for him, but he was just out of my reach. Removing his fingers form my core, he gripped the edges of the spandex shorts and in one fell swoop they were quickly removed and placed with the rest of the discarded items.
I moaned as the cool air drifted over my naked body, he placed one hand on my knee spreading my legs wider and returned his hand to my wet core, spreading the slick wetness along my sensitive opening. “I love how wet you are,” he said observing how his fingers slid easily across my inner lips. I blushed as he stared so intently. Without warning he thrust two long fingers inside me, a silent scream left my lips as my mouth parted. I could feel the heat in my core building as more wetness leaked out of me dripping down my inner thighs. The intimate sounds meeting my ears each time his fingers pushed back inside.
My eyes were tightly shut, and my hands were gripping the grass. My entire body felt like it was on fire, suddenly his fingers left me, and I looked down just before his tongue met my core. I released a loud moan at the feel of his tongue pushing inside me. “you’re as sweet as honey,” he said before delving in again and swirling his tongue around my swollen clit.
“Itachi!” I breathed heavily, my head was reeling, I could barely concentrate. I felt like I might pass out, but in this other world I knew that was impossible. Itachi’s tongue ran along my length, dipping into my hole and licking up the new wetness before sliding back up to apply pressure to my clit. I was going insane. “Itachi, I want to touch you.” I breathed out, my fingers itching to grip something other than the grass at my sides.
Removing himself from between my thighs, Itachi stood to remove his black pants, revealing his hard cock. I gasped at its length as he settled between my legs, is long cock resting against the inside of my thigh. Sitting up, I ached to touch it and reached out to grip his smooth cock in my hand. Pulling me into his lap, his fingers returned to my core, gently pushing into me as I stroked his cock. Our mouths found each other again as we pleasured one another. I rubbed the tip of his cock, spreading the precum along his length. I tightened my grip and began to stroke him harder. A deep groan hummed in his throat as he pressed my cheek to his lips, wrapping an arm around my waist pulling me closer. “Itachi, let me—” I said as I tried to move down him. “No,” his grip on my waist tightened “this is all for you.” He said removing his fingers from my aching core.
I removed my hand from his cock placing both hands on his shoulders as he guided his cock to my slick opening. Slowly rubbing the tip along my entrance, coating it in my wetness, before pushing the tip in. I watched the head of his cock disappear before reappearing covered in my juices. I moaned at the sight “y/n, look at me” he said. My eyes went to his, searching his coal- coloured orbs, “I love you” he said as he pushed his length up inside of me. My lips pressed to his, moaning into his mouth as his cock stretched inside of me. Letting go of the kiss I released short breathy pants, his dark eyes focused on mine, his face contorting in pleasure as he bottomed out in me. My walls squeezed around him, feeling stretched and full. “You’re so tight,” Itachi moaned out “relax,” he said kissing my temple. I forced myself to take a deep breath and gripped his shoulder blades as he started to move against me.
Our bodies were flush against each other, his hot breath leaving puffs against my neck as he slowly rocked into me. “I’ve thought of you on so many sleepless night,” he whispered against my ear. My ear tingled at the feel of his breath and his words, sending waves of pleasure straight to my core. My walls throbbed around him, causing him to moan and bite the junction of my neck and shoulder.
Grabbing my legs he pushed me back into the grass, my legs wrapped around his waist once more, bringing every thrust of his deeper into me. “Itachi, I’ve missed you so much!” I said, searching for his mouth. I kissed him hard, drowning in the feeling of our heated bodies melding together. Itachi’s pace quickened, pounding into me, hard on every thrust. Our pants were coming quicker now. “Itachi, I’m almost right there!” I gripped his shoulder blades.
“y/n, cum with me,” The coil in my belly tightened as Itachi’s thrusts rubbed against my clit, creating pleasurable friction. I was so close, I threw my head back, scratching at Itachi’s back “y/n, I’m gonna cum.” Itachi moaned, his hips thrusting so fast. My coil was wound so tight, my pussy began to throb, reaching for the ultimate pleasure. “y/n, hurry please cum, I’m at my limit.” Itachi begged, his head buried against my neck as he maintained his relentless pace
“Itachi, kiss me!” I yelled. His mouth found mine, just as my orgasm came hard and fast, my walls contracting against Itachi’s cock. Immediately I felt his cock twitch and release his warm cum inside of me. It felt like a lifetime that we revelled in the feeling of our joint orgasm washing over us simultaneously. Before Itachi began slowly moving again, he gave a few more lazily drawn out thrusts, my overstimulated body twitching at every move, before he pulled his cock out.
Exhausted and scared of him disappearing I gripped him to me and laid my head on his chest as we laid on the lush grass under the tree. My eyes began to heavily droop and I knew it was his doing, through the Tsukuyomi. I gripped him harder, I didn’t want him to disappear. “Itachi, please, I love you” I begged, fighting against the forced sleep that threatened to overtake me.
“y/n, I have always and will always love you,” were the last words I heard him speak before I drifted off into a peaceful sleep.
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“So you did know her.” Kisame’s voice reached him, coming out from behind the tree as Itachi finished bandaging you wound. Itachi remained silent. “You didn’t kill her and you’re bandaging her wound…must have been someone pretty special.”
Itachi remained silent for a moment, examining your peaceful face as he had sent you into a deep slumber before releasing the tsukyomi. “Just an old acquaintance, nothing more, she deserves at least this from me.”
Kisame sighed, hauling samehade over his shoulder, “Out of all the rogue ninja, I had to get stuck with the one who still has feelings for his ex-girlfriend.”
Itachi ignored Kisame and examined your face one last time, the sharingan swirling slowly. “Let’s go,” he said turning to Kisame.
“whatever you say boss.”
I lifted heavily lidded eyes open just a crack, still fighting the drowsy state of mind to see the softly billowing cloaks of the red clouds contrasting against the silhouette of the morning sky. My eyes slowly drifted closed once more, fading back to the memory of the blissful Tsukuyomi.
