Introduction (Version August 2025)
Age: 18 | born in April 2007
Gender: binary transmale 🏳️⚧️♂️ (out since September 2018 | Name legally changed since February 2025)
Where I'm from: Austria 🇦🇹
Which languages I speak: English 🇬🇧 & German 🇩🇪
(higher end of LSN / H-LSN) autism 🧩
Eye nystagmus 👀 (A condition which causes 24/7 involuntary eye movements. I have 30% of normal vision because of it)
(I don't know if I still fit the criteria for anxiety disorder and ocd but I still have symptoms of it)
I live at a group home for mentally ill people since April the 4th 2025. From 25th April 2024 to 4th April 2025 I lived at a care home for intellectual disabled people but it wasn't a long term solution because I'm not intellectually disabled. From Monday to Thursday, I'm usually at a daycenter for 4 hours each day.
There are some issues at the new care home but I see it in a positive way. I see it as a motivation to reach my goal. My goal is the become more independent and mentaly stable to become it for semi independent living and living without a legal guardian. My independence and mental health improvement significantly in the last to months.
Why you will find old videos or messages from me where I said I'm MSN 🧩♿️ :
For relatively long time I thought I would be MSN autistic because I thought I couldn't do things I can do in reality. I developed like a MSN autistic person due to a good meant behaviour of my mom. She didn't animate me to be independent to reduce stress and at my first care home I thought it would be good for me to not do IADLS and get help with some ADLS to reduce stress and I also thought I couldn't to the tasks enough to stay healthy. Due to the new care home which animates me to be independent I realised that I'm LSN autistic. But it's not sure if I really was MSN at some point on my life or not.
I often say I was MSN because it's much easier/shorter than explaining this whole story and I also share a lot of experiences with MSN people due to living like that for the biggest part of my life.
My special connection to the topic military 🪖🎖🔫 :
I have a special connection to the topic military and military music 🎵🪖 . The topic military gives me motivation and military music also gives me motivation and can keep me calm / calm me down because military music is a kind of music which is slow and does not suddenly get faster or louder.
For me the topic military also has a spiritual aspect I feel like my soul was made to be in a soldier's body. I know I can't become a soldier but this imagination is really helpful. It hFelps me to stay motivated and be independent.
Information: People are allowed to asked me questions but I decide what I answer especially by some questions about the topic military music I feel unsafe to answer them.
- My special interest are the topics military 🪖 and disability ♿️
- I like it to go into the woods 🌲🌲🌲
- I have a comfort item called Nilschwein. He is a plushie pig but he looks a bit like an hippo. Nilpferd means hippo in German and Schwein means pig in German.
I post about me gaining independence and mental stability but please keep in mind most higher support needs autistics never will reach the things I reach and that's okay and the experiences of higher support needs autistics also should be included ln the autism community.
I make much less posts than I used to due to engaging with the topic military, going into the woods and doing IADLS.
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