#mathias helvar

[grishaverse-only]

nobody respects kaz as much as mathias does and that's just so fucking funny to me. he literally thinks kaz is a god and can do anything. He just comes to the conclusion that nothing he can do will kill Kaz brekker so he gets weared down into eventually helping him He's so afraid and impressed by him at the same time that despite being deathly afraid of grisha, he thinks Kaz Brekker is a kind of demon that not even the Druskelle are taught to deal with.

[hiddenvioletsgrow]

mourning mathias so much on this re-read...my poor sweet boy

[bookworm254]

sometimes, family is a convict with a thirst for revenge, a sharpshooter who can't walk away from a wager, a runaway with a privileged past, a spy known as the Wraith, a Heartrender using her magic to survive the slams and a thief with a gift for unlikely escapes

[m-4-rigold]

Nina zenik would scream red wine supernova every time it was played. Matthias Helvar would not know half of the words used.

[indigolagooncauldron]

If I had a nickel everytime a blond character dies a tragic death that will haunt me. I'd have for nickels, which is a lot pls stop putting me in deepresion.

[queerbookbitch]

Need everyone to wholeheartedly and completely hear me out on this; butchfemme Helnik.

yes yes yes

and they live.

no more tragic gays on my watch

WAIT WHAT IF MATTHIAS TRANSITIONS AFTER LEAVING THE DRUSKELLE (because they were almost certainly transphobic) AND EVERYTHING IS THE SAME AS IN THE BOOK EXCEPT MATTHIAS'S PRONOUNS(I feel like this would be like mid crooked kingdom)

[queerbookbitch]

SOC MUSICAL AU: Killer Queen by Mad Tsai sounds like a song that’d be in that musical. Like, just imagine it’s sung to Matthias by the other boys playing older drüskelle, “warning” him about Grisha by telling him a tale about a very specific Heartrender.

omg its literally her song

hold on I need to add this to my helnik playlist immediately

[yurias-vi]

"I...There is no one I want more; there is nothing I want more than to be overwhelmed by you."

-Mathias Helvar to Nina Zenik.