He misses her, Rose. After seeing her dead for the first time and the watching her death right in front of him has him shook. When will he see her again?
He cries in his knees and elbows. Music in the distance playing. He starts to listen and he hears that it’s his band’s song ‘Destroyer’.
Suddenly Rose pixelates before him. “Hyungwonnie?” A soft gentle voice scared him and he froze. ‘That sounds like her voice. Am I dead?’ He thought to himself. He slowly rises his head. Rose stands there fragrantly and elegantly beautiful. Her cheeks raise with a gentle smile and reaches out her hand. “We’ve come to bring you home my love.” She whispers encouraging to take her hand. She tilts her head to welcome him. He slowly reaches toward her out reached hand. His fingers can feel her soft touch and his fingers glide down her hand and intertwines with hers. He pulls her toward him surprisingly fast and wraps his arms around her against her back. Her face snuggled in his shoulder. “I have missed you so fucking much, I almost thought to die.” He says in her ear with a choke at the end as he sniffs. He’s crying again.
“Baby, I’m not going anywhere. You have been having nightmares. This is just a dream....” she pushes him back not to much but just enough for him to look at her. She wraps left arm around his neck and places her other hand against his cheek gently and fragile as if he might break. He leans down to her tiptoed body and lies his lips upon hers. She deepens the kiss with a soft moan.
In the back ground you can hear “brother, we’re glad you’re alright but you need to wake up....stop PDA.” Joohoen whispered and made a ‘yuck’ sound.
“We’re all here? Hyungwon are you alright! We found something! You need to wake up!” Kihyun rushes over to Hyungwon and pulls him apart from Rose. “Dude!” Hyungwon argues.
“Hyungwon now!” Wonho yells in his face.
Hyungwon is confused and scared now. “I’m not dreaming. I have the watch that time—-“
The subway train shakes and rattles and sounds like it just going faster. The rest of them pixelated back to how they got on the subway with him. He’s scared and alone again. The watch now lies on the subway train floor. He looks at it shocked. He jumped to get it but before he could press the button his heart rate beat rapidly and he screamed “No!” Across the room that the sun shined right in his eyes. Tears falling from his eyes.
He looks around and sees his members and Rose screaming his name. Rose crying in his arms.
Pain fills his legs and his arms as he flinches in pain. He looks around wondering where he’s at. “Where am I?” He coughs and holds Rose’s hand tightly.
“Y-you saved me from a fatal car accident. I thought you were a goner.” Rose sobs into his shoulder.
“My man you’re in the hospital...you have been in a coma for a year now.” Changkyun whispers as if he can’t speak being choked up by hidden tears.
“Some man immediately took you the hospital before we could see what happened, but we know that you’re going to be ok now.”
Shownu says and puts a hand on his shoulder in support.
“I saved Rose from getting hit by a car?” Hyungwon asked and raised his eyebrows with tears in his eyes.
Rose nods and kisses his cheeks.
“Thank you! Thank you! I love you! I love you so much baby! I owe you the world!” She still sobs. Kihyun tries to calm her down and settle her down. She might be over whelming Hyungwon.
“Thank you guys for coming to Save me. I saw all of you including rose, standing in the subway by my side. Telling me to wake up. But there was a....” He looks at the corner of the bed on the nightstand. The watch that made him time-travel in the first place. The watch that saved his love of his life. With a note under the watch.
They all turn to where he looks and sees the watch that time travels the world for a price....
Hyungwon has been your friend for years. You were taken aback when he told you that he wanted to be an idol and he was scouted when he was in a restaurant. He does have the looks and skills but you expected him to be a model rather than an idol. Nevertheless, you supported him in his decision. Unlike before, you can only meet for a few hours then he needs to get back to the company to train. Three years passed since he started training when you saw a new program in Mnet “No Mercy”. You were worried on Hyungwon’s fate. You know how much he wanted to debut. You felt relieved when his name was called on the last episode. You messaged him immediately expressing your happiness that he gets to debut. He replied the next day with a “thank you”. Even though he replied late, you tried to understand that maybe he was trying to cope with different emotions yesterday. After a few months, that’s when you realized that he’s been too busy that you haven’t met for months. While you were in the train station, you heard some girls talking about Monsta X’s first concert. You decided to attend it to at least see him. It’s the day of the concert and luckily, you were able to get a seat near the stage. The concert started and you were amazed by how they put their energy in every performance. Not to mention that Monbebes are also amazing. How can they shout almost every time? The whole time, you were only looking at Hyungwon. You can’t help but feel proud of his achievements. The powerful performances halted and they serenade Monbebes with “Blue Moon”. They were looking at some fans while singing until you made eye contact with Hyungwon. You noticed that he was surprised to see you in the concert. You simply smiled at him. After that, he never looked at you again. The concert was a blast. They bid goodbye to their fans and even before everything ended, you already went to the exit so you’ll avoid the possible “traffic” of fans going out. Before you can leave the venue, a staff came running towards you. “Excuse me, you’re Y/N, right?” “Ah, yes. Is there any problem?” “Oh, nothing. Hyungwon wants to see you backstage.” “Ahh, okay.” Then you followed her until you arrived in front of a door. You knocked and you heard someone say “come in”. You hesitated since it is obviously not Hyungwon’s voice. You opened the door and you saw seven men inside. You went inside and closed the door. Before you can even greet them, Hyungwon suddenly hugged you so tight. You hugged him back. Then you realized that he’s still covered with sweat. “Hyungwon-ah, you’re still covered with sweat.” He laughed and hugged you more tightly. “Ahh! Stop it. You know that I don’t like it.” He laughed again and pushed you a bit to have some distance. After you made an eye contact, he smiled at you and hugged you again. “Ahhh! What are you doing?!” He laughed AGAIN. “Sorry, I just got the urge to tease you.” “Everyone, this is Y/N, my bestfriend. Y/N, this is Monsta X.” You bowed to them and they also did the same. “So, why did you ask me to come here?”, you asked. “Huh? Do I need a reason? We haven’t met for like months.” “By the way, do you have anything to do after this? Let’s hang out”, he added. “Are you sure? I’m sure you really want to sleep right now.” The other men laughed because of what you said. “You really know Hyungwon”, Minhyuk said while laughing. You smiled back at them. “The thing is I really am sleepy. My energy’s drained after the concert”, you said to Hyungwon. “Then let’s just sleep together. Where should we do it?”, he asked. You heard some gasps and ‘omo’ coming from Monsta X. “Yah! Don’t say it like that. People will misunderstand”, you said to Hyungwon. “Well, I don’t know how to say it in other words”, he replied. “Just say sleepover”, you said while rolling your eyes. “Ah..” The manager happened to hear your conversation. “Hyungwon-ah, just to tell you that you’re not allowed to go outside with your friend tonight.” “Huh? Why?” “She’s a woman. I’m sure there are some fans who will probably stalk you if you go outside now. They might misinterpret your relationship.” “Ah, then can she stay at the dorm?” “What?”, you can’t help but be baffled by his suggestion. He asked the other members and they’re totally fine with it. You went inside the car and sat beside Hyungwon. You still can’t believe that you’re actually in the car of an idol group. The car arrived at the dormitory and you went inside with them. You had some small talk with the group but later on, the exhaustion kicked in and they all went inside their rooms and slept. “Y/N, let’s sleep in the living room. I’ll bring foams”, Hyungwon said. Hyungwon brought the foams and set them in the living room. “Hyungwon-ah, I don’t have anything to change into”, you said. “Ah, wait. You can use my clothes.” You changed into the t-shirt and pajama he lent to you but they looked oversized to you since he’s a lot taller than you. When you went to the living room, he’s already lying down. He looked at you and giggled seeing you with big clothes. He pat the space beside him to tell you to lay beside him. You lay down and he kept on touching your hair. You then proceeded by chatting about what happened in the months you haven’t met. “By the way, I have a younger brother now”, you said. “Huh? When?” “He was born five years ago.” “What?! You haven’t told me.” “Well, we only meet for a few minutes and I always forgot to tell it to you.” You brought out your phone and showed him a picture of your brother. “Isn’t he cute? The first word he learned to speak is ‘noona’ and not ‘omma’ or ‘appa’.” You laughed while remembering that moment. Hyungwon is just looking at you with a smile. “What’s his name?”, he asked. “Wooju.” He grabbed your phone and placed it behind him. “Yah, you shouldn’t grab someone’s phone just like that”, you said then you suddenly kept quiet when Hyungwon was simply looking at you. “We should do this frequently”, he said. “Well, you’re the busy one.” You just looked at each other for a few seconds when Hyungwon suddenly held your hand. “What are you doing?”, you asked. “I just want to hold your hand.” “Oh. Okay.” You just let him be because you held hands with him before. One thing is different though, the both of you are lying on bed. He just kept on staring to you and it felt burdensome. The atmosphere changed. You tried to chat to uplift the mood. “Do you want to meet Wooju?” “Hm?” “Umm, you should stop staring at me.” “Why?” “It’s burdensome.” Right then, he moved closer to you. “Yah, I just told you that it’s burdensome and now you even moved towards me.” “Why? I just want to.” Why is he acting like this? He brought your hand near his face and you felt his lips. You pulled your hand back. You can tell that you’re blushing hard. You can feel your heart beating fast. You’ve put a pillow in between you and him. You faced the other side while still feeling your heart beating fast. “Hey--” “Shhh! Let’s sleep.” You said while cutting him off. “Sorry”, he said in a low volume. You were already dozing off when your phone rang. You tried to reach for it when you realized that it was with Hyungwon. You faced his side and you saw him looking at the screen of your phone. “Minseok-oppa... Who is this?”, he asked. “He’s our new neighbor. Give me my phone.” “Wait. So he calls you this late?” “Do you talk to him all the time?” “And why does he call you at night?” “He’s a new neighbor but he already knows your number?” Hyungwon threw plenty of questions. “Wait! Give me my phone for a minute.” “No, answer my questions first.” Then the phone stopped ringing. “Great”, you said to yourself. “Yah! Answer my questions!” “Stop raising your voice. Everyone’s sleeping already.” Both of you sat. “Okay, he’s our new neighbor and he’s new to the city so I offered to help him if he encounter some trouble that’s why I gave him my number. For the past few weeks, he has been really nice to our family. He would always play with Wooju and he would always listen to my stories.” “Geez. Why do you have to tell your stories to him? You can just call me!” “You’re busy. I tried calling you before and you never answered that’s why I never called you again if I simply need someone to talk to.” “Just-- Just call me. I’ll answer it.” “Geez. Stop it. You’re busy.” “And why do you have to call him ‘oppa’?! You don’t even call me ‘oppa’ even though I’m older than you by 3 years.” “Because he’s older than me. I never called you ‘oppa’ because calling you by your name has become a habit already. Geez, why do I have to explain everything to you? You’re not even my boyfriend.” He pushed you down and now he’s on top of you. “Don’t talk to him anymore.” “Yah, s-stop it. W-what are you doing?”, you replied, completely surprised by his actions. “I said don’t talk to him anymore.” “Why? I’m having fun talking to him. And can you just stop?! He’s my only friend other than you.” Even with all the words you said, anyone can tell that you’re blushing so hard. “Can you just sleep? I know you’re tired.” Your phone rang again. “Get out of my way. Let me get my phone.” “No way. Let me sleep here.” And he lay on top of you. “Ah! You’re heavy”, you said while pushing him. You gave up and you can hear his breathing got slower. You can tell that he fell asleep. Why is he acting like this??? He is a bit childish but this is too much. Due to exhaustion, you can’t help but also fall asleep. You woke up with the sound of whispers. You also felt something heavy on top of you. You opened your eyes to see the other members whispering while looking at you. Minhyuk even took some pictures. “Good morning. Umm, what’s wrong?” You tried to stand up but can’t. That’s when you realized that Hyungwon’s sleeping on top of you. “Hyungwon-ah. Hyungwon-ah. Yah, wake up.” He opened his eyes and after looking at your face, he flopped down and hugged you. “15 more minutes...”, he said. Minhyuk gasped. Jooheon said his signature “oh my god”. “Just sleep beside me. You’re heavy.” “No way. You’re going to that ‘oppa’.” “Seriously, why are you acting like this? Stop it.” You looked at the other members. “Can you please lift him up? He’s seriously heavy.” “Ah yes.” They lift Hyungwon and let him sleep beside you. You stood up and stretched. You washed up and wore the clothes from yesterday. “Are you going already?”, Kihyun asked. “Yes. I have to see my brother in the kindergarten.” “Aren’t you going to say goodbye to Hyungwon?” “Just tell him that I already went. I don’t really know why but he’s been acting strangely.” “Ah, I see.” “Goodbye.” “Goodbye. Take care.” And you closed the door behind you. You went to fetch your younger brother in the kindergarten. You waited for like two hours in a nearby cafe as you were early. After waiting for hours, you went to the kindergarten to fetch him. “Noona!” “Wooju! Come here.” And he went for a hug. “Where were you yesterday?” “I have to go visit someone.” “Let’s go home”, he said. “Okay.” When you went outside, you saw a man with a noticeable height not to mention he’s wearing all black and a mask to cover his face. “Hyungwon? What are you doing here?”, you asked. “I want to talk.” “Oh, okay.” Then you both sat in the swings. “Noona, can I play with the other children?” “Sure.” You watched Wooju approached the other children. “Is that Wooju?”, Hyungwon asked. “Yes.” “So what do you want to talk about?”, you added. “Why did you leave without telling me?” Seriously? He went here to ask me this question? “You were sleeping.” “You told Kihyun that I was acting strange.” “You were last night and up until now.” “Now? Is this strange?” “It is. You can just call me if you just want to ask me this question.” “Why aren’t you looking at me?”, he asked. You didn’t realized that you were looking at your shoes the whole time. Should I tell him? “Hey.” “I’m getting weird”, you said. You can tell that he was confused. This time you looked at him. “My feelings towards you is getting weird...” “What do you mean weird? Do you hate me now? Is it because of what I did yesterday and this morning?”, he asked. “No. I-I like you. Not as a friend but as a lover.” “But... We’re friends...”, he said in a low volume. “I know. That’s why it’s weird.” You responded even though it hurts. “Hyungwon, I think that we shouldn’t meet for a while or even call each other. I need to forget these feelings. Maybe not seeing you would make it better.” “Okay...” You stood up and waved your hand to him. You called Wooju and you left the park. You haven’t seen Hyungwon for a month but your feeling’s still there. You’re now walking to Wooju’s kindergarten. You were asked by Minseok along with his fiancee and Wooju to have a dinner. As soon as you fetched Wooju, you saw Minseok waiting outside. You waved your hand to greet him. “Thank you for coming here”, you said to him. “No, it’s fine. Come, Yoora (his fiancee) is waiting in the car.” “Okay.” You were walking towards the car when someone pulled you. You saw him after a month. “Hyungwon?” “Come with me”, he said in a commanding tone. You tried to resist from his grip but you can’t. “Hyungwon! Let go!” You told him numerous times but with no response. “Y/N! Who is he?!”, Minseok said. “It’s okay. He’s a friend.” “Oh.” “Minseok-oppa. I’m really sorry. I hope we can join you for dinner next time.” “Okay, sure. I’ll tell Yoora.” And you just let Hyungwon dragged you. He brought you to the park where you last talked. He sat in the swing without saying anything. He’s obviously angry. “Hyungwon? Why... are you angry?” “Noona, can I play there?”, Wooju said while pointing at the slide. “Sure, go.” “Hey, why are you so angry?” “Is it because we haven’t met for a month? I already told you about it when we last met, right?” After a few seconds of silence, he spoke. “Is this how you’re going to forget your feelings to me? By hanging out with another man?” “Huh? Another man?” “Yes. That ‘Minseok-oppa’. So do you like him now?!” His words is slowly getting into your nerve. “Minseok-oppa invited me and Wooju to dinner that’s why we were with him.” “Dinner, huh? You’re eating dinner with him when you can’t even eat with me.” “Seriously something’s wrong with you. You’re acting too possessive and you don’t even own me.” “For your information, we were supposed to eat dinner with his fiancee. His fiancee! If that makes you better.” His angry face slowly faded. “Oh, he has a fiancee...” “I told you already. He’s an oppa because he’s simply older than me.” “Ah, I see.” Now, he’s looking at the ground. At this time, you’re the one who’s getting angry. “Hyungwon, remember our conversation? I told you not to appear before me until I’m okay. But here you are. Can you just stop appearing? I’ll definitely call you if everything’s okay.” “Okay...” His answer pissed you off. After storming at you like that, he’ll just end it with an ‘okay’ when you’re hurting just by looking at him. Tears suddenly escaped from your eyes. You tried to stop it by looking up. You felt his hands on yours. You pulled your hand away and stood up. “Don’t touch me. It seems like you can’t understand. I still have feelings for you but here you are, getting all possessive. Stop it already! It gives me hope and I know that I shouldn’t interpret it that way. I’m sure that you’ve fallen for a woman also and just imagine that she doesn’t like you back. That’s how painful it is to see you.” You felt someone tugging your sleeve. “Noona, what happened? Why are you crying?”, Wooju asked. You quickly wiped your tears away. “I’m okay. Something went to my eyes and it really hurts.” “Okay... But let’s go home.” “Shall we?” You carried him in your arms. You walked away. “Ah, noona. Aren’t we going to say goodbye to that hyung?” Facing him is the last thing that you want to do right now. “Goodbye, Hyungwon”, you said while looking at the ground. You saw his shoes getting closer to you. He lifted your chin. You looked at the side, trying not to make an eye contact. You’re getting teary again when suddenly, you felt his lips on yours. You’re eyes gotten bigger and you looked at him. “W-w-what d-d-d-o you think your doing???”, you said while blushing hard. He grabbed you on your waist and pulled you towards him. He planted his lips again, this time while looking at you. He pulled himself away. You just looked at him, not knowing what to do. “I’m sorry I got angry. I just felt jealous.” Jealous? “While we were not meeting, I realized that I’m actually inlove with you. I get angry when you’re with someone that’s why I always drive men away from you even when we were still in school. I also feel happy when you’re happy. The smile you had when you showed Wooju’s picture was beautiful but at that time, I simply thought that it is because you are my friend. I’m sorry you’re pained every time you see me. But I really do love you.” Wait, is he confessing? “Huh?”, the only word that got out of your mouth. “That’s the only thing you can say to me, after confessing to you?” “Ah. Sorry. It’s just that I can’t believe it. Are you doing this... out of pity?” “No. I really love you. How many times do I have to tell it to you? It’s quite embarrassing, you know?”, he said blushing. “I-I don’t know what to say.” “You still love me, right?”, he asked. “I-I do.” “Then we’re dating now?”, he added. He looked at you in the eyes. You nod. He hugged you tightly and kissed you on the forehead. “Noona, what did you just do with hyung?”, Wooju asked. You and Hyungwon were flustered by his question. “Ah, that was...”, you trail off. “Do you want to know about it?”, Hyungwon asked him with a grin on his face. Wooju nodded to his question. You lightly hit Hyungwon. “Are you stupid?”, you exclaimed. He held your hands and laughed a little. “Guess you have to call me ‘oppa’ now.” You smiled at him. “No way.” “Then should we sleep together again?”, he said with a grin. You blushed hard from what he said and elbowed him from embarrassment. Thank you for reading!
Gaping at the little stick in your hand, you blinked. You weren’t sure how you were going to tell Hoseok the news. You hadn’t really discussed children so far because being married itself was something he had just warmed up to. Sure, he liked kids you were aware, but you were taking baby steps ever since your wedding. When you skipped your period, you were a little concerned and decided to take a test.
You were glad you did.
Except now you had no idea how to break the news to Hoseok. He had left for the studio earlier in the morning, but not without a kiss on your cheek. Rinsing your hands off in the sink, you dropped the pregnancy test into a ziplock bag (not without feeling a little bit like a CSI agent). You changed out of your pajamas, grabbed your coat and headed straight to Hoseok’s studio. After years of working on creating and producing music for Starship, he had finally gotten a studio for himself and right now, you were glad for any privacy you could get. It felt too impersonal to tell your husband and light of your life that he was going to be a father by phone.
Reaching the studio, which was no more than two blocks away, you felt the anxiety build again. This was sweet and good Hoseok, but also Hoseok who at one point didn’t want to get married. Wasn’t having a baby with him a little too soon since you both had promised to take baby steps? You pursed your lips and wondered, if he didn’t want to have a baby, he would have discussed it with you, the two of you would have taken the necessary precautions to prevent a pregnancy.
The elevator ding-ed and the doors opened to the floor where Hoseok’s studio was. Walking over to the door, you knocked and waited. Getting no response, you let yourself in and headed over to the seat where Hoseok usually sat. Except you found him recording something inside the booth. He noticed you and shot you a puzzled look followed by a goofy smile before bobbing his head to the beat of the music playing in the headphones. You waved to grab his attention again as he looked up and you mimed talking. He pointed to the microphone asking you to tell him what you needed to say. You took a deep breath before picking up the device.
“I’m pregnant.”
You found it endearing, the way his eyes went round and wide as he gaped at you through the window. The sheaf of lyrics in his hand dropped as he just stared at you in shock and you weren’t sure exactly what this reaction meant. You picked the microphone up yet again.
“You can scream if you want.”
The door of the recording booth flew open as Hoseok rushed out and picked you up in his arms and twirled you around.
“You’re going to be a mommy and I’m going to be a daddy!” he squealed as you grabbed onto his shoulders, thrown off by the sudden movement.
“Hoseok! The recording!”
“Screw the recording! We’re having a baby! In fact I will save it and play it to my child every birthday!” Hoseok yelled joyeously now squeezing you in a hug and planting kisses all over your face. You laughed at the ticklish feeling as you hugged him back.
Well, things did go well. You even had it on record.
Warnings: Strong language, sexual suggestiveness. (no actual smut scene yet)
word count: 2,489
“I don't think I have ever been so graphically threatened a day in my life,” Hoseok says clutching his heart.
Part 2: Eating out, and eating out. Because apparently there's a difference.
“Let's go for dinner tonight. As a first official date.” Hoseok says still seated across from you. He's been here watching you quietly as you finish assignments since your earlier conversation ended.
“Why? I already said I'd pretend to be your girlfriend.” You say. Apparently, it's a bit too loud for his liking. His eyes widen and he looks around to make sure no one heard before turning back to you with a too-sweet smile.
“To keep appearances.” He answers.
You sigh and close your book. “You've obviously never done something like this before so I'm gonna give you a little run down. Dinner with your girlfriend after the relationship was reported and not announced… not a good idea. Your fans will think you don't care, some of them may think you're rubbing it in, others might think you had the information leaked intentionally.
“Lay low for a couple of weeks. Small private dates that you tried to keep hidden but somehow were crashed. A half-assed disguise like a mask and a hat shows an attempt to keep things down low. People will find it admirable that you're still being considerate of your fans even in a relationship. Got it?”
“Yeah… I think so.” Hoseok says looking at you in disbelief.
“You coming here today was already a bit too much, but you can say you were worried about how I'd be feeling after the news broke. We’ll go on an ice cream date two days from now. Remember the mask and hat.”
“But no one will know it's us.”
“They'll know. I won't be wearing a disguise. And besides, anyone who wants more information on your hidden relationship will probably follow you from your apartment. The night after the ice cream date you'll sneak out to my house. ‘I really wanted to see her, it's been so tough away from her these past few days, blah blah blah’. Play it up. You're young and in love,” you finish and begin packing your bags. “You're walking me home today too. Kiss my cheek at the door and get the hell on. That's another thing, we should set some boundaries here.”
Hoseok rose an amused eyebrow at you, “We should?”
“Yes. Although I've agreed to this I won't be your little play thing. We should be strictly professional at all times.”
Hoseok laughs, “We both know I wouldn't have to pay you to be my play thing.”
You roll your eyes and flip him off. His eyes widen and he looks around. “Careful.” He says in a harsh whisper.
You finishing packing your things and raise from your seat. “C’mon. It's 9 o’clock.”
Your walk home was filled with conversation. Back and forth information sharing. You told him the basics about your family. You let him know your major and class schedule. Your hobbies, your neighbor, you told him everything. He knows more about you than people you've shared classes with for the past two years.
“This is it.” You say as your apartment comes into view.
“I'll walk you up,” Hoseok says.
“There's no need to.”
“I insist.”
“Well, I decline.”
He huffs his frustration, “Too bad.” He says and walks past you into the door for your apartment building.
You stare at his retreating figure in shock. Pouting, you follow behind him quietly. He has no clue where he's going, though. You smirk as he stops at the stairs confused on whether or not to take them or continue down the brightly lit hallway he's been walking down. You scoff and purposely bump his shoulder as you walk past. You can hear him suck his teeth from behind you but nonetheless, he follows closely.
Two flights of stairs later and you're finally on your floor. Hoseok is the quietest he's been since showing up at your school and you appreciate the silence. However, it's quickly broken.
“Miss lady, you got some splaining to do!” Your neighbor says as she walks out of her apartment. A lit cigarette is hanging from her lips as she pulls the string in her silk robe to tighten it. She looks from you to Hoseok and takes a long drag of her cigarette. “The fuck is he?” She squints before blowing out her smoke.
“He's a-” you start only to be interrupted.
“I'm her boyfriend.” Hoseok jumps in quickly.
Your neighbor laughs a bit, “So the Internet tells the truth sometimes? Here I am thinking they're slandering my baby girl’s good name.” She says as she pulls your head down to her shoulder and lightly strokes your head.
You laugh and twist out of her grip.
“Hey, you ungrateful little shit. You get a boyfriend and suddenly my affection isn’t enough?!” She smirks and places her cigarette back to her lips.
“Of course it's enough, Mary.” You say playfully pouting.
“Yeah yeah yeah, you kiss ass.” She pulls the bud from her lips again and laughs. “Well, I was going to ask if it's true, but I can see it is. That bullshit stalker story you gave me yesterday. You could've just said the dick was too good to walk away at 9 last night.” She smirks.
“Jeez, Mary. That's disgusting.” You huff and fold your arms.
“Excuse me?” Hoseok says looking quite offended. “You weren't saying it was disgusting last night.”
Mary laughs, “You've played it up too much. I can tell you two haven't done anything” She winks. “Anyway, take care of her. She's a fucking angel and if you break her heart, I'll shove your balls up through your asshole and make them come out of your mouth. Got it?” Mary asks pointing her cigarette in his direction. She takes another drag before throwing it down and stomping to put it out. Before she even receives an answer, she's walking back into her apartment. The door slams behind her and fills the once quiet hallway with a loud bang.
“I don't think I have ever been so graphically threatened a day in my life,” Hoseok says clutching his heart.
You laugh and enter the code to get into your apartment.
“1-2-3-4? Are you kidding me? You need to change your code.” Hoseok reprimands you.
“It's easy to remember.” You shrug.
“Yeah, it's also easy to guess.” He rolls his eyes. “Change it to today’s date. Our official first day.”
“No.” You answer with an eye roll of your own.
You walk in and turn to face him. “Smile on your way out.”
“Give me something to smile about.” He smirks.
You stare at him blankly for a moment, “That's actually not a bad idea.” You note and swipe two fingers across your lipstick stained lips. The pigments transfer to your fingers easily and you roughly wipe your fingers across Hoseok's lips.
“Jeez!” He sputters and jumps away from you.
You smirk and close the door in his face.
“Why ice cream?” Hoseok asks as he picks a small bit up on the small spoon in his hand.
“Because it’s delicious.” You answer with your mouth full. “It also gives you a reason to drop your mask every now and then.”
Hoseok scrunches his nose, “Careful before it melts and falls from your mouth.”
You close your mouth and swallow the melting contents. Hoseok laughs and grabs a napkin.
“You’re a terribly messy eater.” He says wiping at your face. You pout and smack his hands away. With a roll of his eyes, he’s dropping the napkin and scooping at his own ice cream.
He’s kind of just playing with it and for some reason, it pisses you off.
“If you’re not gonna eat it then just give it to me.” You huff.
Hoseok looks at up at you through his lashes but doesn’t say anything. He drops his mask and brings the spoon to his lips.
It’s quiet between you two for awhile. Neither one of you really feels the need to talk. What can be said at this point? It was like that on the way to the ice cream shop as well. He’d slung his arm around you and smiled but other than that you guys weren’t really talking. It was a bit awkward. You played your role nonetheless. After a few minutes of silence passed you thought about how anyone watching this scene would think you two are total strangers. You are, but as far as most of the world is concerned you’ve been dating for four months already.
You wordlessly take your spoon and dig into Hoseok’s ice cream. He looks at you confused as you plop the spoon in your mouth.
“Did you want the ice cream that bad?” He asks.
You roll your eyes, “Take some of mine.” You say and offer him the bowl. He hesitates but takes some anyway. “It’s good right?”
He shrugs, “I just like plain vanilla.”
“That’s so boring.” You scoff.
“Isn’t it?” He laughs. “I’m not that interesting.”
“The guy who needs a fake girlfriend for 6 months is saying he isn’t interesting?”
He laughs again, “Hard to believe, right?”
It’s quiet again for awhile. You two go on eating your separate ice creams and looking aimlessly out of the window.
“Hey, how come you never asked why?” Hoseok suddenly questions.
“Why what?” You say as you place another spoonful of ice cream in your mouth.
“Why I needed to lie.”
You shrug, “It wasn’t my business.”
He scoffs, “You’re involved in a lie but it’s not your business?”
“Look you’re paying me to keep my mouth shut, the less I know the better. Right?” You ask looking at him expectantly. He says nothing and drops his head back to his bowl of ice cream. You look at him a bit longer before doing the same, “Besides,” You start and gain his attention.
“Besides, what?” He asks.
“I just figured it had something to do with the girl that ran out before I ran in.” You answer and go on eating the treat that’s quickly melting in front of you.
“Stay for 30 minutes.” You tell Hoseok the next night.
He’s at your house like you two had discussed at the library. The ice cream date had gone over like you’d predicted. Portal sites posted articles about your small date with tons of pictures connected. They’d caught moments of Hoseok smiling and the small scene you’d given when you stole a little of his ice cream.
“How did you know everything would go so smoothly… that all of that would happen?” Hoseok questions as he plops down on the first chair he finds.
You shrug, “I read a lot.”
“You read? Am I supposed to believe that? Hey… you’ve done something like this before, haven’t you?” He asks wagging an accusatory finger at your back.
“If I had, don’t you think they’d reference my ex in all of the articles being put out?”
He frowns and drops his finger. You’ve got a point. They’d pulled information about you from thin air. Had you ever dated a celebrity before, he would’ve known about it by now. But it still makes no sense. How are you so knowledgeable on every move he needs to make? So far, he hasn’t received any negative backlash for the scandal. People called him a sweet boyfriend for checking up on you the day the news broke and they gushed over the pictures of the ice cream date.
‘We all knew Wonho oppa would make a great boyfriend.’
‘They’re such a well-matched couple.’
‘I hate to say but they look very good together.’
‘She seems like an okay person.’
You’d even managed to save your own face in the public eye. No one had anything negative to say about you. They all sympathized with how hard it must’ve been to keep the relationship a secret. There were a few angry people but they were far outshined by the supportive ones.
You decided not to consult the internet much for the next 6 months. For the sake of your own self-confidence. How brutal fans could be when their idols have confirmed dating is no secret, and you didn’t need to see someone pointing out flaws you already know exist.
You and Hoseok use the 30 minutes to quietly watch television. IT moves quickly and soon he’s getting up to leave.
“How often do you eat out?” You quickly ask. You have to plan outings and dates for the next 6 months, and knowing his usual habits could help quite a bit.
“Eat out, or eat out?” He says with a wiggle of his eyebrow.
Confusion is written clear across your face as you stare at him, “You just said the same thing twice.”
“Yeah, but-” He starts but stops to look at you with his own confused expression. “Hey, are you a virgin?” He quickly asks.
“No.” You answer with a roll of your eyes.
“Then how do you not pick up on all my innuendos?”
You clear your throat, “Ahhh. I get what you were saying now. I meant the nonsexual one.
The confused look is still on his face. “Has no one ever...?” He leaves the question hanging.
“That’s not really important.”
He laughs and quickly drops his shoes and coat. “Want me to?” He asks as he drops a knee onto your bed and begins to crawl toward you. He connects his eyes with yours as he moves forward
You swallow quickly and avert your eyes. “No.”
He laughs, “It’s okay if you do.” He says and rests one of his hands on your ankle.
“If you come any closer I’ll kick you square in the balls.” You threaten and close your eyes tight. A hand sits purchase on your thigh and a very nervous you lets out a squeak before swinging your foot up.
“Fucking hell!” You hear Hoseok groan and open your eyes. Both of his hands move to cup his lower region and he falls from your bed to the floor with a loud thump. “ I was fucking kidding!” He calls.
Your eyes open wide in shock. You jump to the floor and hesitantly pat at his shoulders, “Oh my gosh, I didn’t mean to actually kick you!” You say in a bit of a panic.
“Shit!” Hoseok groans again rolling from side to side.
What the hell just happened?
Part 2 FIN.
A/N: It was sort of just a filler chapter. You might still like Hoseok now but you'll start hating him soon enough. And what do you guys think about Mary? With such an introverted character I figured someone loud and outspoken would compliment them well. Anywho, hope you enjoyed. :)
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Dating an idol can mean so many things. Missing a lot of dates, anniversaries, birthdays, holidays, and so much more. Soobin was always supportive of Shownu’s dream becoming an idol, but things got too hectic and she felt alone. One big decision changes everything.
Hey guys!! This is my FIRST post since I’ve had this account. All the other post are just reposts from others. I decided to start posting fanfics on here to see if there are any interested readers out there. It may not be the best but I hope you guys still enjoy it. This Shownu fanfic is going to be a series. I was thinking of making it a one shot kind of thing but why not just give you guys a series instead. I hope you guys enjoy it!! -Karrie
