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They didn’t break me they replaced me
There is a kind of damage that doesn’t look like pain It looks like a life that never quite feels like yours
You wake up in routines you don’t remember choosing You answer to names you don’t feel connected to You chase versions of success that feel strangely hollow
And one day you realize
Somewhere along the way you stopped being the author of your own life
Not because you were weak Because you were taught to be useful agreeable impressive easy
You were praised for disappearing Rewarded for obedience Loved when you mirrored what others wanted to see
So you became legible You became safe You became everything except yourself
And that is the deepest kind of theft
Not of your body Not of your time But of your first voice
The one you had before you learned how to perform
I am not here to heal what was stolen I am here to take myself back
This is not a comeback It is a retrieval
And I am done living as the understudy in my own story
I Wrote Myself Back Into This Body out now
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I don’t want you back. I want the version of me that didn’t hesitate before loving, didn’t flinch before jumping, didn’t overthink the cost of feeling everything all at once.
Funny how missing someone turns into missing yourself. That’s the real betrayal, I think.
Anyway, I’m fine. Dangerously so 💔😈
clarity can feel brutal.
I Don’t Miss the Girl Who…
I don’t miss the girl who let people yell at her like it was normal. Who took shots of vodka before brushing her teeth. Who mistook chaos for connection and jealousy for love and thought it was romantic to feel sick over someone.
I don’t miss the way she swallowed her own voice just to stay likable. She was louder back then — more expressive, more magnetic — but it wasn’t honesty, it was performance.
I don’t miss how small she felt in her own skin. How she’d wrap herself in self-loathing like it was earned. How she’d make herself the problem because it was easier than admitting someone didn’t love her well.
I’m proud of her for surviving. But I’m prouder of me now — for trying to leave all that behind.
Sometimes the Loudest Wins Are the Emptiest Full story → https://youtu.be/WK8H8BVAMuE More stories → https://www.youtube.com/@OnceUponRevenge Forgiveness isn’t something you owe. And closure doesn’t always come from them. Sometimes, it comes from within.
The version of you who holds boundaries, speaks her truth, and moves through fear like a forest witch? She’s not a fantasy. You know the one I mean. The version of you who says no without guilt. Who moves through discomfort with softness and strength. Who walks into a room and doesn’t shrink. She doesn’t apologise for being “too much.” She doesn’t ask for permission. She doesn’t need approval to follow her knowing. And maybe she feels far away right now. Maybe you’ve been shapeshifting to keep the peace. Maybe you’ve been nodding along when your whole body says nope. But love… she’s not a fantasy. She’s already in you. She’s just under some layers. Conditioning. Exhaustion. Self-abandonment masked as “being nice.” 🪄 Return to the Power Within is an audio activation to help you peel back those layers and meet yourself again. Not the pretend-you. Not the over-functioning-you. The real one. The powerful one. The one who doesn’t flinch. 🎧 You + headphones + 16 minutes of magic a journal prompt that will hit you exactly where you need it. It’s yours for 49 DKK (about £5). No performance. No pressure. Just a quiet, rebellious YES. ✨ Link to get it, love:
You’re not lazy. You’re just overdue for a reunion with your own power. You don’t need to be fixed. You don’t need another mindset hack. You don’t need someone telling you to “just believe in yourself.” You’re not broken, love. You’re burned out from pretending you’re fine. From softening your voice. From second-guessing your truth. From holding space for everyone but you. And honestly? I’ve been there. It’s lonely. And it makes your own magic feel really far away. But it’s not gone. It’s just waiting. Waiting for you to stop outsourcing your power. To come home. To root back into the version of you who doesn’t flinch when things get uncomfortable. 🪄 Return to the Power Within is a 16-minute audio activation & a journal prompt companion created for mornings like this — when you feel like a soggy sponge instead of a sovereign being. It’s not a “pep talk.” It’s a reckoning. A quiet spell. A walk back into your own wild truth. 🎧 You, your headphones, a part of you that’s been waiting for this. It’s 49 DKK (about £5), and it’s ready when you are. ✨ Link, love:
You don’t need to feel confident. You just need to stop abandoning yourself. You don’t have to hype yourself up. You don’t have to shout affirmations or strut like a boss (unless you want to - then YES please). But confidence? It’s not a mood. It’s a moment of remembering: "I’m allowed to take up space. Even right now. Even like this." This is for the version of you who: 🖤 keeps saying “it’s fine” when it’s very much not 🖤 shrinks in rooms that don’t feel safe 🖤 doubts her magic when no one’s watching You don’t need to force anything. You just need to meet yourself - the real you. The one who’s calm and unstoppable. The one who never really left… just got really good at pretending. 🪄 Return to the Power Within is my 16-minute audio activation + journal companion for rebels, sensitives, misfits, and quiet witches who are done disappearing. It’s a barefoot spell. A reckoning. A homecoming. And it’s yours for 49 DKK (about £5). 🎧 Pop in your headphones. 🖋️ Journal the truth that rises. 🌿 Reclaim the version of you who stays - especially when things get real. ✨ Get the Activation here, love:
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