It’s been about a week since this happened, but I suck really bad at posting so I’m only writing it now😭.
That morning, I woke up, wandered around for a few minutes, and then went back to lay down. For the past few days before that, I had been meditating, trying out different methods and affirmations. While meditating, especially when I was slightly tired but relaxed, I kept affirming that shifting could happen easily, even as I slept. I made sure to not just affirm robotically, but to FEEL like what I’m saying is possible.
So that morning, I laid down, played a subliminal that I often listen to (which I’ll link at the end of the post), and just let myself relax. I focused on simply being in the shift. I remember paying attention to my sense of touch, telling myself that the sheets I felt weren’t my usual ones but they were sheets from a bed in another reality. I visualized myself melting into the bed (morbid I know) and begun to feel like I was fading away…
Next thing I know, I opened my eyes to a fancy hotel room. It felt so normal that it took me a second to digest that I was no longer in my cr bedroom. I felt my skin, I saw my reflection in the mirror, same face as usual. I took a long shower, got dressed, and nothing felt off at all. Literally all the usual.
I left the hotel room and went downstairs. That’s when things changed. The downstairs area was like a party—lights, music, people chatting and dancing with each other. I tried to enjoy myself, eating and drinking with the other people around. I’m not sure if I was just overwhelmed by the lights, drinking, and forcing myself to talk to other people so soon, but I gradually felt like I was losing control of the experience. Eventually, I shifted back.
I’d say I was only there for a few hours, maybe 3-4??? Overall, it was a pretty good experience after not attempting to shift for months.
