Want to curl into your side.
And wordlessly ask "can I be myself with you?"
And know. There's no need for answers or even questions.
And I'd spill myself all over you - in colors, notions and concepts that cannot be grasped by words. As if my words were hands that could not hold the hot, glowing coal that is meaning without immediately jerking back and dropping it.
You’re glowing. A lighthouse in a stormy sea that I must approach carefully yet want to crash into with abandon.
Want to open up my sickly sweet, disgusting insides - reflecting the light of your soul in a sticky sheen.
I want to bleed all over you with my syrupy blood and feed you my sweet heart, its juices gushing past your lips, down your cheeks. Deeply saturated and soft and firm, like an oversized pomegranate seed.
I can just be me. And I am nothing more than everything - confined in a physical form.
Far away from you. But close. So close. On your tongue. In your eyes. Nestled comfortably inside of your mind.
I'll live there for a bit. Rest there for a while. I'll be myself. If it's alright.