Ranting about being visibly physically disabled
I wear an AFO leg brace for my drop foot, it's not to 'hide' my disability, it's to ensure that I don't drag my foot, causing severe pain, pressure, and falls. For my safety and improving my quality of life.
I don't do physical therapy so I can seem more normal by learning to jump and jog and go up stairs without a railing, I do it for the betterment of my physical health, if I needed to save a child from being kidnapped, if my little nephew was in danger.
I'm not getting a diagnosis of cerebral palsy so I feel validated, I'm doing it because of my physical therapist saying I definitely have spastic ataxic cerebral palsy and telling me I should get an MRI EEG and gait analysis so I can get support I need.
When I wear a wrist brace my my left hand at night, I don't do it to mask my arm contracture, I do it so I don't develop a hand contracture with my current spasticity.
The things I do to help my physical are not to hide it, it's to HELP it. I'm proud of my disabled self, I'm not trying to hide it. With my AFO brace the only gait visible left is my ataxic gait, which I can't physically change like my foot drop or spastic arm. I'm still disabled even with braces and splints and AFO's.












