Warnings: mentions of cheating, ANGST, feels throwing things mention of a knife, MONOMA! he's a warning we hate hiM, extreme anger, bad depressive episode mentions taking medication and breaking things aka dishes underlying symptoms of bpd I'm not a medical expert I'm just going off my own feelings for BPD.
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THE SONGS USED ARE BREAKIN' DISHES BY RIHANNA AND A FEW LYRICS FROM FIGURE YOU OUT BY VOILA ALL CREDITS TO THEM
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Everyone knew not to fuck with you and that you had a temper worse than Katsuki's so it was no surprise when not only were you prescribed anti-psychotics to keep you regulated you were doing great no episodes of wanting to kill anyone and your quirk was reliant on your mood so when you get angry it could cause a catastrophe now what caused you to snap it was the fact that your boyfriend Monoma had been out since 3:30 in the morning all month and it wasn't for work or friends so you had a pretty good feeling that he was cheating on you. You were currently sitting in your shared living room in the dark texting your best friend Katsuki.
“Hey, you awake?” your shaky fingers type out waiting to see if he’ll respond a few minutes go passed and a chat bubble pops up “T’ch yeah what’s up fireball? Why you up rn anyway?”
You smile at the nickname he gave you and type back “he’s been gone since 3:30 been comin' home lately at 3:30” Kastuki already knows what you're talking about he sighs as he makes fast typing making sure your ok “You alright?” his message lights up your screen “ I'm super cool, I've been a fool now I aint trippin I aint twisted I aint demented, huh well just a lil bit ” you type back your anger rising close to splitting your resolve katsukis eyes go wide as he reads your message he knew your signs of you about to split he rushed and threw on his sweats and grabbed his car keys and texted you “ stay put I'm coming over and no arguing with me about it ” he presses send as he pulls out of his driveway you typed back “ better hurry before I start breakin’ dishes up in here and soaking his clothes in bleach and light that shit on fire I aint gonna stop till I see police lights!”
As katsuki reads your message he starts speeding as for you, you switch to go text Monoma “I don't know who you think I am I'm on flame don't come home I’m killin’ time you know bleachin’ your clothes I’m roastin’ marshmallows on the fire and what I’m burrin’ is your attire I'm gettin’ restless I'm gettin’ tested I’m looking 'round for somethin’ else to throw how about the dishes I aint gonna stop till I see police lights I don't know who you think I am but I really don't give a damn right now you cheating piece of shit ima fight a man tonight don't try me!”
you press send walking over to your kitchen cabinet grabbing anything and everything glass and start throwing not caring what broke and if you got hurt doing it your anger was way out of control at this point if it wasn't for katsuki hearing you throwing stuff and angrily talking to yourself and laughing out of pure hatred he would have been hit in the face with a very heavy vase he saw glass all over and you weren't wearing any shoes he knows he should be worried about the destruction you're creating but he could care less he always hated your boyfriend katsuki knew he could treat you better he just wants you to be ok he knows after you punch Monoma in his stupid face you'll feel better
“ And I can't believe he's always out every night and never checks in, is he cheatin’? Man, I don't know I'm lookin’ ‘round for somethin’ else to throw!” you scream as Katsuki goes to your shared bedroom with Monoma he finds all your clothes and a duffle bag you use for missions and starts to pack your stuff he hears the door close and goes to see if you left cus that would be really bad if you did but no it was Monoma and you had him pressed against the wall with your largest kitchen knife held against his throat while he was blabbering nonsense clearly scared katsuki almost laughed at the look on your boyfriends face.
“ y/n l-lets talk about this you d-don't wanna do this!” Monoma said his tone a pitch higher than usual “What do you know about what I want you cheating asshole ” Monoma’s face pales you laugh “Yeah that's what I thought” Katsuki was slowly approaching you to try to take the kife out of your hand but you already knew what he was gonna do so you stabbed in in the wall right next to Monoma’s head he whimpered while closing his eyes only for you to punch him square in the gut and as he lowers himself to the floor you whisper in his ear
“you're lucky I don't chop your dick off because we both know id do it too if katsuki wasn't here, so today is your lucky day don't thank me” You push his head against the wall with a punch to his face leaving him there unconscious. You walk over to katsuki wiping your tears “Let's get the fuck outta here” You walk to your closet and grab all your clothes leaving them in a pile for katsuki to pack while you grabbed all your bathroom things and anything else important you walk over to katsuki your eyes no longer filled with anger and now filled with tears and sadness.
“Oh what am I gonna do Suki?” you say barely above a whisper katsuki cups your face and presses your foreheads together whispering back “You’ll come live with me fireball and we’ll figure everything out I promise you're finally safe with me” you weakly smile at the nickname he calls you falling beautifully off his lips and you wanna kiss him so badly but you don’t yet “ill show you I’m the right guy to figure you out I could treat you so much better I've known you forever and I love you but right nows not the time I'm gonna help you heal yourself get you feeling like yourself again before anything else now where are your meds I know you haven't been taking them love” katsuki kisses your forehead and walks over to look under your bathroom sink finding all your meds and putting them in the bag you sat on the bed zoned out due to stress and processing what katsuki said.
katsuki finds your shoes and slips them on after making sure you don’t have any glass in your feet he slings the bag over his shoulder and lifts you princess-style so you don't trip on anything on the way out he carries you down the stairs of your home unlocks his car puts you in his passenger seat and buckles you throwing your bag of stuff in his back seat heading to his home once he gets you inside takes your shoes off.
Your depression after an episode can be pretty bad so he ran you a bath, helped you wash your hair, and helped you get dressed in some of his clothes for now, fed you to make sure you ate with your meds he let you curl up in his bed and pass out while you slept he put your clothes up so you didn't have to deal with it yourself these next few weeks were gonna be hard on the both of you but all he cared about was if you were safe and healing. He brushed your hair out of your face and kissed your forehead you shuffled and curled up into his chest he smiled down at you pulling you closer this is just the start of something wonderful.
anyone cant swallow pills no matter what size? like throat wont do like wont let pass properly. can take smallest pill ever and stuck just that weird bit at back lil down area even if jug drink dont work when need pills need eat something so actually goes down
Why am I expected to make up euphemisms for my medicine around children?? I’m deadass serious. What would it be so horrible about saying “it’s a special plant used to make adult medicine. It’s not really safe for little kid bodies, like a lot of other medicines. But it can help grown-ups in a lot of different ways.”
Legitimately tell me what would be so bad about that
Crowdfunding solutions: people who take a lot of meds (like 6 to 7 AM and PM and odd ones thought the day) what systems do you have in place to make sure you don't forget or double dose?
Someone supervises when I put my Amazon and PM meds into my pill box to make sure they're the right dosage
But I have short term/ad hoc meds that I also take and I keep forgetting to take them or take them twice
I've got literally 16 alarms on my phone to remind me when I should take a med, but even that isn't foolproof - if I don't take the med right then, I forget it
Or I take it, then think I forgot it and take it again
Has anyone got any tips, tricks or organisational help for remembering that you took that med when you should have, and for not double dosing by mistake?
