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This was the absolute weirdest way to wake up today let me tell you…I haven’t even listened to that song in a while…it was like the singing followed me out of the dream… . #birthday #turning30 #themountaingoats #neverquitefree #ionlylistentothemountaingoats #queercomic #queerartist #ftmartist #ftmart #ftm #transart #lgbtq #lgbt #ipodpro #ipodprocreate https://www.instagram.com/p/CNdJObQBWH1/?igshid=1tob1u4svou4l
Unspoken shift
Have you ever looked around you and realised that the dynamic of your social circle has changed? Mortgages, dogs, engagements, babies. It just happened, overnight, without warning. Then, have you ever looked at your feet and questioned why yours are stuck in the mud and they are wiggling their toes in the sand?
It doesn’t matter, in your early twenties. It’s a level playing field. You are all trying to find your way, supporting each other through the madness, until something shifts and you are left behind in the mud.
Happy Birthday to me!
It’s my birthday tomorrow 🥳🥳🥳
Another shot from the self portrait session I was playing with the other day! Capturing the last weeks of my 20's and reusing these gorgeous jewels from @borntosparkleperth which I decided needed a chance to shine closer up. #mermaidlook #mermaidlife #selfportrait #turning30 #blackandwhite https://www.instagram.com/p/B11oLc3BRCo/?igshid=4wm3qp0oo8a2
I turn 30 in an hour and a half.
I’m really struggling with it.
As much as I fancy myself a feminist - I feel like I’ve failed because I’m no where near close to having a sustainable relationship. (And it doesn’t have anything to do with society. It’s something that I WANT. I WANT a husband. I WANT to have children).
As much as I consider myself a competent person - I feel like I could be doing so much more with my life and my career.
As lucky as I know I am to have the steady income that I have at the age that I have - I see other people my age buying beautiful homes and taking amazing trips and I can’t help but feel like I have nothing to show for my work.
And on top of all of that - I’ve had 10 out of 20 people flake out on my birthday plans within the last 24 hours. And I know as I get older - the relationships I have with my friends will only become more tenuous and fleeting.
When I was a kid, I used to think it was so silly when my parents’ friends would fret about their age. I couldn’t understand why they cared about a number. I never saw them as a number. And now that I am an adult I understand...
It doesn’t have anything to do with the number.
It doesn’t have anything to do with the wrinkles, or the back problems, or the grey hair, or the extra pounds that you just can’t get rid of.
It’s the mourning of the loss of the life that you dreamed for yourself... that with every flip of the calendar page seems to become more and more impossible to achieve.
The number and the wrinkles and the grey hair - they’re just symbols of that.
Goodbye August and hello September! Where did August go?all that time spent wishing August would arrive and it's come & gone in a flash! Lots of things to look forward to this month from new fitness goals,weight goals,as well as turning the big 30 🥂🎁🎉🎊
Kobe Beef #kobebeef #dinner #hbd #turning30 #postworkoutmeal (at Anjin)
