#tw sysmeds

[sysventing]

its both so funny and so.. upsetting, to see anti-endos talk about being accepting. these people say how they wish the internet was more accepting, more kind, how they hate those that exclude people for their differences. and yet, i know they would never accept me, they hate me for my differences, seeing my existence as a lie and my words as a theft of theirs. theyve told me to my face how im not real, and they still act like its on everyone else for not being accepting. also i get why people call anti-endos "sysmeds" because oh my god they are just as exclusionary and dense as terfs sometimes, like no i am not claiming to have a disorder get that through ya brain, ive said that 6000 times already and you didnt listen even ONCE. >:/

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[psychotic-system-culture-is]

Psychotic system culture is having the system essentially become aware of itself every few months/years but then smth happens and the facets that front most often convince themselves they're faking or it's a delusion, then wondering why we're stuck in these cycles.

Please. We Know ADHD alone isn't this bad. We've been thru this like clockwork since the body was 17. We've been plural longer

But then fucking sysmeds (? is that the term? staunch exclusionists who act like nuance doesn't exist and are incredibly rude in presenting their "probably not wrong but certainly not applicable to everyone" theories) essentially convince us that this isn't actually systemhood, and everyone's too focused on fighting to post help or advice so we don't know what to do about it anyway.

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[suicidalseraphim]

what endogenic means:

(plain text: what endogenic means: )

anything plural that is non-traumagenic [plain text: non-traumagenic] (as in stressgenic, caused by neurodivergency, intentionally created, etc)

NON DISORDERED plurality (lack of amnesia, low/minimal dissociation, lack of distress or impairment from symptoms)

plurality of unknown origin (an alter that split without a known cause, or from a seemingly positive event)

any alters/plurality that DID NOT explicity form due to a traumatic event. that's it. a traumagenic system can have 1 endogenic alter. stress that is not explicitly traumatic forming an alter DOES COUNT as endogenic.

what endogenic DOES NOT mean:

(plain text: what endogenic DOES NOT mean: )

"I wish I had this disabling condition it'd be so cute!!" (endogenics respect that pw disordered plurality suffer from it, and would NOT wish suffering upon themselves or someone else) (this take pisses me off so bad because these bitches DO NOT know what they're talking about hating on "endos")

"all plurality is spiritual/positive" (see previous point)

a complex dissociative disorder can be willingly formed (you can not "will yourself" into a disorder)

"disordered plurality doesn't exist" or "all plurality is endogenic"

the idea of endogenic plurality is that, like MANY psychological states, plurality is a spectrum. you can have "weak" plurality (median), plurality that doesn't cause impairment or classify as "disordered" the same way you can feel depressed once in a while and not have a depressive disorder.

[collectively-solar]

Me when tumblr shows me (an aggressively pro non-disordered system) a “fuck non-disordered systems” post

[sensory-spam]

Thankk You Marsha For The Dialectic, But I Need You To Fuse || Plurality Cult

thank you for your attention everyone! now, stop being fucking insane

[attentionneedyqueen]

that tulpamancy system is why I get fakeclaimed

The reason you get fakeclaimed is because you’re objectively faking, and making a joke out of the whole thing.

No it's because people are ableist LMAO Like— do you GENUINELY think that fakeclaimers give a shit whether or not they're a tulpamancy system or not? They have a list of traits that are #bad and #unvalid and it doesn't matter what origin you have, if you're on it, you're on it!

Forgive me if I'm talking about my experiences of being a system in a positive/humourous way. I didn't know it was against the law! LOLLLLLLLL🩷🩷🩷🩷

[endo-memes]

[actuallymeculture]

i hate anti-endos so much im going to introject them all into my system /ij

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