#vent incoming

[darrencriss-is-superior]

I wish I was a boy :(((

[nariarts]

[link-posting]

The lawyer finally called at like 8:15. Its my first time talking to him directly and I immediately disliked him lmao

[traumatoonz]

[trygamer45]

I feel so angry right now because a college essay that had a bare minimum of 750 words that was Worth 200 points was graded a 0 by my English professor! She knows I have a disability because I explained that to her and I don't know if she's using that against me.

[womp-womp-waa]

Aiden and Ben were moving.

None of them really knew where, but they know that this hangout would be the last time they see eachother. It felt unreal, the simple fact of how none of them knew the next time they'll be able to meet. Maybe in a month, maybe in a year.

The hangout was fun, it was like all of their other hangouts. It was like nothing was wrong, like nothings going to change. At the end was when the tears started to flow. The cousins were leaving early in the morning, so none of them would get a chance to say goodbye.

Ashlyn despised physical contact with people. She hated the way it made her skin crawl and how people would do it without asking her first. But this time, she clung onto Aiden almost as if she let go he would disappear. As embarrassing as it is to admit, she was crying. They all were. They knew that the group would never be the same again, not without their presence. The group will no longer be complete.

After they all said their goodbyes, Ashlyn stayed up in her room, not saying a word. They were really gone. No more of Aiden's bad jokes and no more of Ben's baking. Sobs shook her body, as the realization finally set in.

They were gone and she's never felt more alone

[xxrandom1girlxxxx]

Life is killing me

Me if I keep thinking about his ex who is still into him 𓆩♱𓆪

[theereina]

I've never known stability and safety a day in my life and that pisses me off.

Loads of Unhealed Childhood Trauma

Molested By 2 DIFFERENT Family Members As a Child With No Justice

Emotionally Immature Parents

Childhood Poverty

Covert Narcissistic Mother (Financial, Emotional, Physical Abuse)

Absent Manipulative Father (Emotional Abuse)

Manipulative, Unstable Stepfather (Financial, Emotional Abuse)

Unmedicated Mentally Ill , Violent Older Sister

Multiple Concurrent Autoimmune Diseases

Untreated and Neglected Mental Illnesses

Undiagnosed and Mistreated Physical Illnesses

Childhood Medical Neglect

Multiple Su*cide Attempts Before The Age of 12

This is just what I can remember right now.

*I was never going to post this draft, but I finally got to confront one of my abusers today.