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I saw someone make one of Dean and it inspired me to make one of my beautiful Cas :33
was watching 2x01 with my roommate last night and she was joking like "lol how many times are they gonna have dean die or almost die for an episode"
i don’t at all support the idea that sam would’ve turned out normal if dean had just left him at stanford. sam, at all times, is one minor inconvenience away from summoning an eldritch horror. and having sex with it.
in MY gender-bent Supernatural where (pretty much) ONLY Sam, Dean, and Cas were gender-bent: Deanna would be very Fem presenting (in the same vein as Jo); still the same badass give-em-hell personality and dressing in a similar way as Dean except more of a fitted silhouette with more cropped style lower neckline tops as the base layer and low waisted fitted bootcut jeans on the bottom but with the same colour schemes and flannels and leather jacket (crucially John’s leather jacket from the early seasons) and utility boots as Dean (oh and season 1 Deans jewellery) but she’d have long hair and wear a bit of makeup (not too much as to avoid being labelled “high maintenance”, but enough that you could tell it’s there, I’m thinking shoplifted concealer/mascara/tinted lipgloss is the daily uniform and adding a red lip, black kohl eyeliner and one of those cheap eyeshadow quads that label where to place each shade on the eye when going to the bar to hustle or to troll for a hookup). Samantha on the other hand; would be the one with the short hair/pixie cut, no makeup and wear loose fitting more alternative “boy” clothing (think pretty much exactly like Sam’s outfits in season 1).
If John Winchester had daughters instead of sons he’d be pushing a veneer of Stereotypical Femininity on them to an extent (I don’t think he’d allow skirts and dresses and ‘girly’ colours such as pink, unless it was part of a ruse of course) as method of blending into society so people don’t look too close at who they are and what they’re up to (he’d probably also have some old fashioned ideals about girls appearances that play into this which bite Deanna in the ass but I’m not getting into that right now). He’d be the Drill Sargent he was in canon, training them up to be hard-living, stone-cold hunters in private (which again he would have very conflicting Thoughts on combat training girls considering who he was/his generation etc. but I digress), but that cover of his daughters, Deanna and Samantha, just being Typical Teenage Girls in a working class way that would perfectly blend into the often rural, working class, salt-of-the-earth places they frequent is not only very good cover because they Blend™️, but also useful in other ways such as monsters/other hunters/civilians (Schools, people they hustle, motel managers, police/child services, and many more) underestimating them (in both the ‘harmless little girl’ and the ‘Scoff you’re just a girl’ ways), and for John’s use as bait while hunting (in a ‘defenceless little thing all alone’ way when young which grows into pretty much honey-potting when older)(this one only applies to Deanna as it did only for Dean in canon).
Deanna, like Dean, would bend to her fathers expectations and mold herself around what she thinks would earn approval and validation not just from John but also from the people around her (hookups, people in school, etc) and it’d bite her in the ass with John as I previously said due to the fact that it’s what John expects but not what he respects (I have a lot more thoughts on this- this is just pretty much what it boils down to on a very basic level). As for Samantha I think she would buck that as much as she could, so just like how Sam first started to grow his hair long in part to spite John/expectations/rigidity of gender-roles (what makes a man; in their specific geographical location/social and economic class, in his fathers eyes etc), Samantha would cut hers short and dress more tomboy-ish for the same reasons, and just like in canon it’s not what John expects of her but he does begrudgingly respect it. I also hc her as only going by Sammy and she gets bitchy when people call her Sam or her full name just as a fun inverse of the show.
And as for Cas… she’d pretty much be Misha in a wig, a slightly more tailored version of Trenchcoat 1.0, a pencil skirt, pantyhose and sensible kitten heels.
Okay writing these tags I realised that in MY gender-bent Supernatural who stays their canon gender and who doesn’t is more complicated then just saying (pretty much) only Sam, Dean, and Cas are gender-bent… so I’m making a non-exhaustive list here so I can store it some place other than my brain:
Mary Winchester (née Campbell) is still Mary Winchester (née Campbell); Born to Deanna and Samuel Campbell, who still dies (for the first time) at the hands of a yellow-eyed demon (Azazel is still using male vessels, Fredric Lehne gives a great performance) on November 2 1983, kicking off the events of Supernatural.
John Winchester is still John Winchester, former marine and Vietnam War veteran, still pretty much a bastard and a part-time deadbeat since Mary’s death incoming rambling feel free to skip -> (there’s a lot of nuance in John’s character and people love to paint him as this flat evil character but I don’t think that’s true and that’s just not my view as someone who had a father VERY similar to him and has unpacked it in therapy after his death) (aka. Not a John shooter nor a John anti but a secret third thing: an objective outsider perspective capable of holding two conflicting truths; John loved his boys, John failed his boys. Also that John was a product of not just his time but also of his familial relationships (or lack thereof regarding Henry; who is still Henry in my GenBend AU but I’m going off on a tangent here), his formative experiences aka military training and service, his social and economic class, his lot in life aka his wife’s brutal murder at the hands of something supernatural and subsequent single fatherhood under unprecedented circumstances and what was probably unacknowledged and untreated depression and PTSD (and maybe bipolar disorder?), but at the end of the day he did not have the will?/desire?/resources? (Who’s to say?) to change and caused great harm to his children both physically and psychologically (and others, but mostly his children.) and as we all should know its impact over intent.)
Dean is Deanna Winchester (gender-bent, I have way too many thoughts and theories on how that would go in my gender-bent universe to list it here, i could write for hours on it I think, but in regards to how it’d affect whether other characters are gender-bent based on if Dean in canon had a romantic and/or sexual relationship with them, explicit or implied/queercoded, it’s safe to assume they will be gender-bent (with an exception of Jo, she stays female for plot and interpersonal dynamics reasons, I may explain more or save it for later) unless I say otherwise, because as with Dean, Deanna will also be a closeted/queercoded bisexual, but in MY universe she comes out and attempts to accept herself in order to be with Cas, and Deans more subtextual queer relations (Benny as Betty, Crowley aka Fergus Macleod as Crowley aka Fiona Macleod, Lee Webb as Leanne Webb who still goes by Lee, etc) are more explicitly said while still having Deanna hide the true nature of them from the people in her life)
Sam is Samantha Winchester (gender-bent, again way too many thoughts to list it here, one such thought is later in life Samantha discovers she’s a lesbian and enters into her first wlw relationship with Eileen Leahy (not gender-bent, I love Eileen and I love Shosanna Stern), every previous relationship/love interest was a man, including a gender-bent Jessica, Jayden Moore)
Castiel is Castiel (gender-bent); genderless by default like the rest of the angels, but like in canon through extended time spent in her vessel and her natural predisposition for deviating from angel programming she becomes attached/finds herself identifying as female (just as canon Castiel did as male). Castiel’s vessel is a woman named Jane Novak who is a gender-bent Jimmy, Jane’s husband is Anthony Novak, a gender-bent Amelia because as I said the Jesus freaks (Christian Fundamentalists) aren’t gonna abide a gay married couple, and her daughter is Claire Novak (not gender-bent for both I love Claire reasons and it results in interesting interpersonal relationships with Deanna and Cas and interesting plot potential reasons). As I said she looks like your quintessential 2000s Christian working mother, she dresses conservatively in a business casual ‘womanly’ way; white button down blouse, under the knee length black pencil skirt, pantyhose that match her skin tone, sensible kitten heels (‘she’s practical and pragmatic but she’s still a woman so it’s gotta have a bit of a heel duh’), a more tailored version of Trenchcoat 1.0 (keep all the length and general look of the Trenchcoat but cinch in the waist a little to highlight those womanly curves), that sort of thing. I picture her hair Mishas dark colour except it’s mid length and mostly done up in an unintentionally messy bun, the type of bun that you could tell was attempted to be neat and kempt but one way or another just ended up neither, it’s also crucial that she have the iconic Misha eyebags because they make sense, she’s a working mother and (traditional in the Christian sense) wife who most likely is quite harried.
Adam Milligan is still Adam Milligan; Born to Kate Milligan and John Winchester. I think the dynamics of how John treated Adam would be even more interesting if you add in the layer of ‘Only Son’ to the civilian/normal life/secret love child combo. And by interesting I mean it’d fuck with a female version of Dean and Sam’s head even more.
Bobby Singer is still Bobby Singer; even though I’d love to see Babs (Barbara) Singer have a pseudo-mother relationship with Deanna and Samantha, I think it’d heal too much of their Dead Mother Trauma too early on in a universe where Mary is still their mother and she still died in 1983, which would take away a lot of the emotional beats (existing in normal canon and potential in a gender-bent Deanna and Samantha universe, imagine the mummy issues a female Sam and Dean would have about their Dead Mother growing up and as adults) and lessen some of the motivation, for Deanna and Samantha at least, to go along with John’s all encompassing, all consuming avenge-your-mothers-memory plan to kill Yellow Eyes. Considering the surviving parent is John and he’s still their father with whom they have a pretty complicated and pretty shitty relationship, I think Bobby needs to be the healthy mirror for that and be the pseudo-father relationship, so he stays Bobby. Also as I said in the tags above it’s a delight imagining Deanna getting her first period when John dropped her and Samantha off with Bobby one time when they were kids and Bobby fumbling and bumbling in an earnest old man way trying to remember everything he learned about menstruation and period products from Karen when she was still alive (hint: it wasn’t much) to teach Deanna and support her in his gruff pat on the back way (And when Samantha gets her first period and goes to Deanna, Deanna jokes “well at least you didn’t have to tell Bobby you were riding the red river for the first time like I did”), and just the potential of that slightly awkward and bumbling but still gruff and earnest Bobby-like support in other circumstances where Deanna and Samantha are experiencing girlhood milestones. Crucially Bobby doesn’t fall into the gender stereotypes trap with them either, he encourages them to be who they wanna be and do what they wanna do not based on if it is a ‘girl’ thing or not, just based on if they wanna do it, like he still teaches Deanna all she wants to know about cars and lets her run wild fixing up the junkers in the scrapyard, and still lets Samantha run roughshod through his library and archives but he also brings them along on HIS manicures and pedicures and sits them down to watch Tori Spelling in 90210 and Tori & Dean (all things he does secretly in actual SPN, he’s just open about it and shares it with them in MY GenBend SPN), he just wants them to be happy and true to themselves.
in MY gender-bent Supernatural where (pretty much) ONLY Sam, Dean, and Cas were gender-bent: Deanna would be very Fem presenting (in the same vein as Jo); still the same badass give-em-hell personality and dressing in a similar way as Dean except more of a fitted silhouette with more cropped style lower neckline tops as the base layer and low waisted fitted bootcut jeans on the bottom but with the same colour schemes and flannels and leather jacket (crucially John’s leather jacket from the early seasons) and utility boots as Dean (oh and season 1 Deans jewellery) but she’d have long hair and wear a bit of makeup (not too much as to avoid being labelled “high maintenance”, but enough that you could tell it’s there, I’m thinking shoplifted concealer/mascara/tinted lipgloss is the daily uniform and adding a red lip, black kohl eyeliner and one of those cheap eyeshadow quads that label where to place each shade on the eye when going to the bar to hustle or to troll for a hookup). Samantha on the other hand; would be the one with the short hair/pixie cut, no makeup and wear loose fitting more alternative “boy” clothing (think pretty much exactly like Sam’s outfits in season 1).
If John Winchester had daughters instead of sons he’d be pushing a veneer of Stereotypical Femininity on them to an extent (I don’t think he’d allow skirts and dresses and ‘girly’ colours such as pink, unless it was part of a ruse of course) as method of blending into society so people don’t look too close at who they are and what they’re up to (he’d probably also have some old fashioned ideals about girls appearances that play into this which bite Deanna in the ass but I’m not getting into that right now). He’d be the Drill Sargent he was in canon, training them up to be hard-living, stone-cold hunters in private (which again he would have very conflicting Thoughts on combat training girls considering who he was/his generation etc. but I digress), but that cover of his daughters, Deanna and Samantha, just being Typical Teenage Girls in a working class blue collar way that would perfectly blend into the often rural, blue collar working class , salt-of-the-earth places they frequent is not only very good cover because they Blend™️, but also useful in other ways such as monsters/other hunters/civilians (Schools, people they hustle, motel managers, police/child services, and many more) underestimating them (in both the ‘harmless little girl’ and the ‘Scoff you’re just a girl’ ways), and for John’s use as bait while hunting (in a ‘defenceless little thing all alone’ way when young which grows into pretty much honey-potting when older)(this one only applies to Deanna as it did only for Dean in canon).
Deanna, like Dean, would bend to her fathers expectations and mold herself around what she thinks would earn approval and validation not just from John but also from the people around her (hookups, people in school, etc) and it’d bite her in the ass with John as I previously said due to the fact that it’s what John expects but not what he respects (I have a lot more thoughts on this- this is just pretty much what it boils down to on a very basic level). As for Samantha I think she would buck that as much as she could, so just like how Sam first started to grow his hair long in part to spite John/expectations/rigidity of gender-roles (what makes a man; in their specific geographical location/social and economic class, in his fathers eyes etc), Samantha would cut hers short and dress more tomboy-ish for the same reasons, and just like in canon it’s not what John expects of her but he does begrudgingly respect it. I also hc her as only going by Sammy and she gets bitchy when people call her Sam or her full name just as a fun inverse of the show.
And as for Cas… she’d pretty much be Misha in a wig, a slightly more tailored version of Trenchcoat 1.0, a pencil skirt, pantyhose and sensible kitten heels.
He's out!!!!!!
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I do not have twitter, my Instagram is a personal one and has no fandom content aside from following a few actors in order to sticky beak their outfits and what they’re up to when they show up on my feed (I do not look at their comments section at all for sanity’s sake), and I don’t go on tumblr all that often and when I do it’s not just for fandom purposes (this is a side blog) and as for the fandom content on my feed, I’ve curated it down to people grounded in reality, with rational and (as much as one can be) unbiased takes when talking on serious topics, who often flex their critical thinking muscles and always respect the boundaries of the real people involved, so I’m very often just out of the loop when some “scandal” or discourse happens unless it is big enough that it is the topic of mainstream conversation or the actors address it themselves or through the snippets that make it through my tumblr feed which are mostly just a rational takes in response to some batshit thing they have seen about it so I rarely know what the fucks going on because it’s like a game of telephone or something but Jesus Christ yet another round of people outside my social media bubble once again dogpiling Hudson Williams for no good reason has come to my attention through some recommended tumblr posts discussing it and a few users I follow talking about it in vague snippets.
People need to get a fucking grip in this new age of overactivity online/more of people’s lives being lived online. I swear obsessive parasocialism (and just parasocialism in general tbh) needs to added to the DSM as a symptom of some kind of episodic maladaptive personality disorder and people showing signs of it beyond their teenage years need to have interventions staged and be referred to psychologists, and teenagers who show signs of it need to be monitored to be made sure it’s done in a way that is just the standard teenage idol phase and not a sign of something more insidious. People need connection and they obviously aren’t getting it for some reason or another if they project it onto celebrities, the parasocialism is either a byproduct of not getting that connection irl or through mutual relationships online not dominated by the devotion to these celebrities; or as the cause for them not getting that connection as they expend so much time and brain power on maintaining these one-sided parasocial relationships and have become off-putting rabid stans so divorced from reality who people just don’t want to engage or build meaningful relationships with.
Celebrities are not your friends, you don’t know them and they don’t know you (even if you have met/interacted with them once or twice I guarantee they have forgotten your existence, and if they say they remember you 9 times out 10 they are lying to spare your feelings), you don’t have any sort of relationship with them, you do not have any sort of say over what they do and say and who they have relationships with or not (romantically, platonically or otherwise), they do not owe you anything except basic human decency and (especially for the ultra wealthy ones) to pay their fair share in society and ideally using their huge platforms for social good, nor do you owe them anything beyond basic human decency and the reasonable expectation of privacy. It is deranged and unhealthy to be creating fictional scenarios/personalities in your head that you then project onto these people and if they step a foot out of that which you’ve projected onto them or they get in the way of a made up fantasy/scenario/personality you’ve developed for a different celebrity, you attack them for it and then continue to attack them at every single opportunity, create accounts dedicated to hating them and tearing them down, are straight up just fucking bigoted and hateful toward them or people around them, are so quick to give them lashings and blow up their entire lives and careers for small missteps and mistakes that aren’t even substantiated or proven to have happened or are just shit you learn from on your journey of growing up/being a human being.
Honestly I don’t know where I’m going with all of this but I just needed to vent and articulate some of my thoughts but I guess what I’m trying to say is people are fucked in the head these days and it really is them dang phones lol if this post ever reaches someone who needs a reality check over ANY celebrity whether it’s one they idolise to the point of untouchable deity who they must defend at all cost; or one they loathe for petty/immature parasocial reasons to the point of toxicity and obsessive hate, then hopefully this gave them a good one.
Lazarus Rising in the style of The Evil Dead
Was going through my dvds today and… I’m gonna need Crave Canada to release Heated Rivalry s1 on dvd with bonus features and bloopers and even a cheeky cast and director episode commentary w international shipping STAT
Okay so I was just thinking what’s the probability that Chuck just straight up fucking died after being left stranded and human in the wilderness by Sam and Dean in 15.19 Inherit the Earth.
Where were those woods in canon anyway? cause it seemed pretty far away from civilisation from aerial view from what I remember, and the guy was human now with no food or drinking water. Not to mention the possibility of bears (???) or other man eating animals (???) in those woods.
Anyway it’s infinitely funny to me the idea of Dean making a point to spare Chucks life trying to live up to Cas’ view of him and then imagining like a cut away scene where chuck just gets mauled to death by a bear or spends a week slowly dying of dehydration while trying to find his way out of some wilderness.
Just retired Hollanov going to react poorly in opposite directions. Ilya is going to make big claims about never exercising again then discover after a week his regular weights and cardio routine were a major pillar in standing up his mental health since he was a child.
Shane on the other hand is going to claim there's no reason for his exercise and diet regime to change, then realise without hockey there's no point. One morning he's just going to roll over and tell Ilya he wants to try cocaine.
I feel like sometimes zoomers do not quite appreciate that Hunter kissed Kip on the ice only two years after gay marriage was declared a right in all 50 states. Shane and Ilya were competing for their first time when the entire state of California declared gay marriage unconstitutional
now i'm imagining a world wherein shane and ilya are the kind of famous where they get asked to do guest tv spots and ilya does a cameo in one of the muppet movies and the gag is that he's fucking miss piggy. and kermit walks into her dressing room and ilya's just wrestling with this puppet. you know the way they do in muppet media when there's no puppeteer and they're just pretending to be attacked by the muppet. miss piggy is obviously wearing a muppet-sized rozanov jersey. the musical number ilya appears in is a dr. teeth & the electric mayhem rendition of rasputin by boney m. ilya gets the cold shoulder from kermit the whole time he's there and then halfway through the show kermit is suddenly wearing a muppet sized hollander jersey and a muppet sized gold olympic medal and pulling three muppet sized stanley cups around in a little red wagon. ilya goes home and says to shane "the frog is a fucking asshole" and shane's like "you know he's not real right like there was a guy under the floor with rods making him walk around" and ilya's like what the fuck ever man he was still rude as shit. not sure how else shane could be involved yet but i know there's a fisting joke to be made here. bear with me
general audience: which one is the top and which one is the bottom?
me and my mutuals: which one is the michael sword?
I get how the idea started but I really do think Shane does watch porn and also knows what BDSM and subspace is. Maybe not when he was 19 and winging it but in his twenties? He definitely knows. He's the research guy. He's the Knower. He's gonna keep thinking about it until it makes sense. And Ilya is no idiot either. It's fine if you enjoy un negotiated bdsm but I don't see a reason why they wouldn't figure out some parts at some point.
ppl running with the joke that Shane doesnt watch porn and making it a headcannon is in my opinion very much because ppl think porn = bad, and Shane is the good boy, poster child who can’t do any wrong (he certainly tries to be/has the expectations put upon him , but cmon nobody is, although ppl seem to forget this), but porn isn’t inherently bad and consuming it isn’t a bad thing/doesn’t make you a bad person or some kind of deviant. it’s very revealing to the puritanical nature of ppl these days and their attitudes toward sex/sex work. Also it seems people think kink is something that’s either you don’t do it or you go whole hog and it takes over your sex life, like ppl can dip their toes into it on occasion and then other times have completely vanilla, loved up emotional missionary. It’s not either/or ppl!!