Every time people write huntrix completely cut ties with Celine and hating her without any second thoughts after the movie something in me dies.
So, you're telling me that Zoey wouldn't understand how it feels to be torn between opposite sides that demand different things from you and are making you choose while you just cannot choose because these things are equally parts of you and you cannot bring yourself to tear one of them away completely?
You're telling me Mira wouldn't understand how it feels when the whole world you knew is breaking around you and you have to choose a path you never considered you'd have to be on or to be forced on a role you have never meant to perform? That she wouldn't understand how much things you can fuck up like this?
You're telling me Rumi wouldn't understand what it's like to try and keep things under control when this control is slipping between your fingers and you're making every stupid decision possible to hold onto this control as long as you can?
You're telling me they will be able to understand fucking demons making deals for their own benefit when pressed to the edge but wouldn't understand a woman who did everything to protect people of the world making mistakes along the way?
I'm just saying as a gay person I'd fully understand why Rumi would cut ties with someone who doesn't love all of them I'm just saying I heard the words "I didn't know it was a child like you" and had to pause the fucking movie to cry about my grandparents not being able to live a queer grandchild and saying the same shit. M.just saying if Rumi said I never want to speak to her again not till she puts the work in maybe never. I'd understand and support her.
I'm saying
Your parent figure not being able to love you for who you are. And only Loving the image of you they created in their head. Eats at you a way that most people do not and should not ever know.
And Celine for sure had a Glorious future image of the perfect Rumi free of all the parts celine didn't like in Rumi that was kind of a big part of the story. Cover up this part of you I don't like. Be scared to show people they will hate you ...
I assure you as a person who lived that childhood
"cover up they won't understand" translated directly to"cover up I don't understand you"
"that part of you will go away soon." Is actually "If that part doesn't go away I will."
All this weird you should love her she raised you shit makes me sick to my core. And is why I can't stomach the huntrix fandom on Tumblr.
























