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Accurate.

Pregnancy is just a constant state of wondering what it was you’ve forgotten.

Being in an abusive relationship means questioning and over-analyzing everything you say, do or think. Knowing that there very much is a right and wrong thing to everything you do, determined by some unspoken rule you’re just inherently supposed to know. Knowing that NOT making a decisions means being teased for being “indecisive” or “helpless”-- why can’t you just be a goddamn adult and make a decision for yourself for once? Even if you DO do the right thing-- something that was correct before-- it might be the wrong day, or they might be in the wrong mood-- something you somehow should have known-- which brings on their inevitable wrath. Ultimately, even if you always try to do the “right thing”, you WILL end up making a mistake, which means living every moment of your life in a suspended state of anxiety. This is a horrible way to live, and sometimes it seems like the only relief on the horizon is the sweet kiss of death. Many times people ask, “Why didn’t she just leave him?” To that, I say: when a person lives everyday-- every minute-- fearing the unknown lurking just around the corner, inciting an unknown of huge proportions is a terror like no other.

#depressing quotes #depressing thoughts #abuse #abuse survivor #depressing side of tumblr #abusive relationship #suicide

#Nihilism #Depression #Depressing posts #The Onion #Mental illness #life is meaningless #Bipolar #Same #This is me #My life

Period: ::pokes head in cracked door:: Period: ::whispers:: hey. Me: Oh hey, period! You’re right on time! Happy menstra– Period: ::disappears::

Two days later…

Me: ::starts putting stuff away:: Me:…I guess he’s not coming back– Period: ::door flies open:: Period: BOOM MUTHAFUCKA!! Period: ::destroys living room::

Me: ::looks around living room:: Me: ::sigh:: I hate you so much… Period: FEELINGS MUTUAL BITCH!

#period jokes #period #menstruation #humor #funny #depressing quotes #i hate my period #being a woman sucks #uterus #lady problems

thepigeongazette

The IBS Fake-out.

Me: ::jumps up:: OH NO. Me: diarrheadiarrheadiarrhea Me: ::runs to bathroom while clinching anus, knocking down every thing in her path:: Me: ::plops down on toilet:: ....NOTHING. Colon: lol. Naw, I'm just playin.

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Goddamn, just do it already.

#just do it #why aren't you doing it #wtf is wrong with you #they're stupid af #inspirational quotes #follow your dreams #uninspirational quotes #depressing quotes #funny #funny pics #humor

lizzy-bennet

Deleted Tosche Station scene from A New Hope

brendanadkins

leupagus

OK I have like mutliple questions

a) who dis

2) why does he look like mustacheod Mads Mikkelson

III) what is happen

?) ARE THEY BOYFRIENDS?????

ohgodshesloose

AHEM! *dons his lore cape*

This is Biggs Darklighter, Luke’s best buddy growing up on Tatooine. There was a big chunk of story cut from A New Hope where Luke looks up at the sky, sees the Star Destroyer and Princess Leia’s ship shooting at each other in orbit, and jumps in his landspeeder to tell his friends like an excited puppy.

He arrives at Tosche Station (from the infamous line “But I was gonna go to Tosche Station to pick up some power converters!”) and is surprised to find Biggs there, who had just gotten his certification from the Imperial Academy (mentioned in the line “That’s what you said when Biggs and Tank left” when Luke was trying to coax Uncle Owen into applying). Luke drags everyone outside to look but by that time the two ships have stopped shooting, so they write it off as Excitable Dumbass Luke getting his dumb hopes up again and go back inside.

It’s worth noting that Biggs takes the first look through Luke’s binoculars and says it’s probably just a freighter refueling. Having been to the Imperial Academy he’d know damn well what a Star Destroyer looks like and that having one in orbit over Tatooine means Srs Bsns is afoot. But he doesn’t mention this and lies, probably in an effort to keep Luke from going “ZOMG ADVENTURE!” and trying to get involved.

When everyone else inside, Biggs and Luke go for a walk and Biggs lets Luke in on a secret: he and a bunch of other Academy grads are going to mutiny and defect to the Rebel Alliance the first chance they get. Luke basically goes “GEE WHIZ!” and Biggs shuts him up. He explains that this is stupidly dangerous and is going to make him a wanted man if he survives, so this is the last time the two are probably ever going to see each other. Luke still doesn’t Get It yet and is mostly envious of all the excitement and adventure Biggs is about to embark on.

Fast forward past: Luke discovering real and innocent people get murdered by the Empire (courtesy of Uncle Owen & Aunt Beru’s smoking remains), finding out that dashing rogues can really just be selfish, trigger-happy assholes thanks to Han Solo, and watching the man who opened his eyes to a bigger universe get killed by the monster who Luke thinks murdered his father. His boyish naivety has taken quite the beating. But as he gears up to help attack the Death Star, who should he run into but his best buddy Biggs! How bad can war be when your best friend is at your side?

… oh.

Biggs gave his life to protect Luke, physically blocking Vader from shooting his best friend for as long as he possibly could. Between that, the reassuring words of Obi-Wan, and the timely return of Han (who Chewie threatened to tear the arms off of if they didn’t go back), Luke learned a critical truth: the universe was a lot darker than he ever realized, but no matter what there is always hope.