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thee-butcherbirds

Why are the ppl in this community (CDD) and . I guess in the pro self diagnosing community in general, so adamant on getting diagnoses before calling themself (person with Disorder/Disability) / using tags related to (Disorder/Disability) - like I feel like you guys don't actually get what the pro self diagnosis community thinks about self diagnosing.

Like. Idk it's 5qm and I'm tired so I apologize if this make no sense but ??? Like???? You guys, despite claiming to be pro self diagnosis, are STILL holding a medical diagnosis on a pedestal ??? That's BAD, actually???????

I get a lot of people are nervous about calling themselves systems and using the tags but if you're ACTIVELY seeking out a diagnosis then you're sure you have the thing, you can do that shit???? That's literally what self diagnosis IS, when you're SURE you have XYZ but you can't get a medical diagnosis so you "diagnose" yourself! You have the thing, you DONT have to avoid using the cdd tags !!! Guys !!!! Hello!!!!

bloodonvalentine

idfk if this is considered a hot take or not, but can we like stop acting like dormancy and final fusion are literally the end of the world???

i get that it's an emotional topic for some people or wtv, but don't say that ur "pro recovery" and then get pissy when someone has final fusion as their end goal

and also censoring talks about dormancy is just so fucking weird to me??? like it's normal. it's normal to have parts go dormant. acting like it's not only makes ppl feel more ashamed and horrible. bffr bro

god i fucking hate blacklists and unnecessary censoring. grow up

uranuses

To those who have never experienced cult abuse:

Don't fucking name your Tumblr community/Discord server/group chat/whatever "[character/fandom] cult". It's not cute, funny, cool, or edgy.

If you haven't named your own online space anything like this, DO NOT join these spaces and get in on the "joke" of acting like it's a cult.

If the space does not explicitly have "cult" in the name, and members still jokingly call the group a cult at all, cut that shit out.

ramblesofakio

If you don’t believe RAMCOA/TBMC is a genuine thing, please block me

I’m tired of seeing people post about how “it doesn’t exist” and say that “ramcoa doesn’t exist but the trauma does.” It’s irritating to be told what I went through doesn’t exist and does exist at the same time.

It’s important to hear survivors and to be able to understand that this shit happens and still does. Cults, trafficking rings, etc. they all happen. Just because you think that someone can’t force a system doesn’t mean it’s not possible. Do you know how much trauma that someone faces within shit like that? How easy it is for someone to see that there’s so much dissociation and use it against them?

I’m tired of so many people thinking that ramcoa survivors aren’t real. We are, we exist.

If you don’t believe it, please block me.

anti-willo-valerie

"OEA elitism"

You sound like the Anti-Semites that deny RAMCOA

didhaver

"RAMCOA & OEA isn't real; it's fake or exaggerated for attention online. We'd see a lot more cases if it was."

Except you do see us.

We're on the front page of your favorite porn site. We're the tweaking homeless person you pretend not to look at on the street. We're your favorite political talking point. We're the infant in the emergency room screaming from a pain they can't comprehend. We're the black lines in classified files you make jokes about. We're buried in the backyards of farmhouses that have long since returned to nature. We're the ones who sold you drugs in high school. We're the classmate you bullied for growling and barking like an animal. We're the product of a $200 billion industry. We're the blood on your favorite politician's hands. We're alive and dead and existing as fragmented states in between.

You just refuse to look too closely because it makes you uncomfortable.

anti-willo-solivan

if you are not a RAMCOA/OEA survivor, you do not get to insert yourself into those conversations and tell victims they're being "elitists". talking about how bad our trauma was doesn't automatically mean we're competing in some secret trauma olympics or saying we're better than other victims of standard abuse. Oh, and here's the definition of elitism.

"ELITISM: the belief or attitude that a select group of individuals—those with exceptional wealth, intellect, power, or specialized education—deserve more authority, influence, or privileges than the rest of society."

Genuinely I don't care if I lose followers or get blocked over this but, I need to say this.

I don't care if systems see themselves as separate people.

If it's genuinely helping them get better, helps them cope, and helps them feel better about being a system then who should I care??

I also don't care if systems see themselves as one person! Again, if it helps them feel better, and helps their recovery then go for it!

If something that you are doing makes you feel better then go ahead, if it's seeing your headmates as separate or the same person or anything of the sort!

What matters is you're recovering, and that's what matters the most. I know systems all share the same brain and such, but I genuinely don't care how a system views themselves.

I advocate for functional multiplicity and final fusion both! Both are valid!! I love anyone and everyone who wants these things!!

Love from all of us at the circus!!

#actually did #did community #did osdd #did system #endos do not interact #ossdid #endos dni #ramcoa system #ramcoa safe #endos arent valid #endos are ableist #endos fuck off #willos dni #non traumagenic dni

thirteenthdistrict

"My grandchild is perfectly normal" Your grandchild's neurons have their own individual names and pronouns.

fiirstaid

stop trying to convince pwdid/osdd that formed because of oea that they're willogenic

thesicksys

systems with did, you are loved.

systems with osdd, you are loved.

systems with p-did/di-dd, you are loved.

systems with low amnesia, you are loved.

systems with high amnesia, you are loved.

systems with differing alters, you are loved.

systems with alters that don't differ much, you are loved.

systems with nonhuman alter, you are loved.

nonhuman systems, you are loved.

RAMCOA/OEA/TBMC/Programmed systems, you are loved.

systems who used to be endo/pro endo, you are loved.

systems who used to be harmful, you are loved.

diagnosed systems, you are loved.

self diagnosed systems, you are loved.

suspected systems, you are loved.

undiagnosed systems, you are loved.

systems who don't remember their trauma, you are loved.

systems who remember their trauma, you are loved.

queer systems, you are loved.

systems who use xenogender/neopronouns, you are loved.

systems who use parts terminology, you are loved.

systems who use alters terminology, you are loved.

systems who use headmates terminology, you are loved.

systems who use any term to replace parts, you are loved.

systems who like to be treated as multiple, you are loved.

systems who like to be treated as one person, you are loved.

systems who want final fusion, you are loved.

systems who want functional multiplicity, you are loved.

systems who are still in an abusive situation, you are loved.

systems that have multiple/comorbid disorders, you are loved.

systems who are neurodivergent, you are loved.

polyfragmented systems, you are loved.

systems with a high headcount, you are loved.

systems with a low headcount, you are loved.

systems who have a headspace, you are loved.

systems who don't have a headspace, you are loved.

systems who use plural, you are loved.

systems who don't use plural, you are loved.

systems, you are loved.

cdd-positivity

tw; mentions of ramcoa/oea, programming, death threats, fakeclaiming, nazis, fascists, ramcoa/oea denial

watching some of the AWV blogs deactivate because of #them is saddening and further proves my belief that endos and their supporters are nothing but a harmful, miserable hate group.

you're telling me these losergenics can get away with:

telling minors and young adults to kill themselves, or advocating for them to die in general.

encouraging and inciting harassment towards a group of vulnerable minors and young adults, purposefully antagonizing them until they break.

spreading false information, especially used to coerce or manipulate easily susceptible and vulnerable people who are desperate for a community despite the dangers.

denying RAMCOA/OEA survivors and programmed systems' traumas, calling it an "antisemitic conspiracy theory," which is a popular talking point on r/FDC.

denying trauma survivors trauma in general, especially pwCDDs, or even telling a trauma survivor that they deserved it.

using contradictory talking points throughout their whole community. they can't seem to settle on whether "plural" is all-inclusive/all-encompassing or excludes pwCDDs, or they can't decide on whether endos don't claim to have CDDs or endos can have CDDs.

promote harmful, anti-recovery behavior and ideals to disabled people, especially thought is BPD, Bipolar Disorder, or even a TBI.

threatening to sexually harass anyone who "dares to go against them."

deciding to respond to "fakeclaiming" by fakeclaiming real, authentic systems that are anti-endo.

tells victims of an oppressed group to "get over" the hate group they originate from and rebranded from to avoid the consequences of their actions.

praise a widely discredited psychiatrist who abused multiple of his patients, but then turns around and shuns anti-endos who agree with the theory of structural dissociation because one author lost his license for abusing a singular patient. ( they both suck and both deserve to lose their licenses. )

disregard the existence of people with P-DID, replacing them with bullshit "medians" to be more inclusive of their roleplay.

created derogatory words, possibly even slurs, to target a group of traumatized people. ( "traumascum" based on truscum, "traumoid" based on moid and foid, "sysmed" based on transmed. )

undermining the oppression and generational trauma of real, protected groups by watering down words like "nazi", "ableist", "racist", "bigot", and "fascist." to refer to anti-endos.

sexualizing children. ( a certain person in wonderland. )

misusing "endophobia" to describe their "oppression", which originally was used to refer to internalized racism and colorism. ( i grew up suffering with it. i'm better now. )

purposefully attempting to trigger or induce paranoia into a community of mentally vulnerable people, especially when they're trying to attempt to trigger a programmed system's programs ( even worse when they actually succeed. )

equating the horrific trauma of RAMCOA/OEA and programming to "willos". ( dpmo. )

and there's many more, but my fingers are locking up on me.

is this the "safe space" they advertise? the "all-accepting" and "all-inclusive" community they run?

these are the people i'm supposed to allow in my spaces, or else i'm a "nazi"? they don't even acknowledge the real systems in their community until those systems come to their defense. it's conditional support.

i hope every AWV blog that has deactivated, or even just taking a break, stays safe. you guys are a fucking JOY to be around, and it sucks that it got to this point.

anti-willo-pantalone

We were just scrolling through the anti-endo tag for a bit, as you do, and saw this point brought up so I'm going to add my opinions to it.

For us, we prefer talking about the system as if we're all different people that happen to be in one body. We've seen the take that, by doing this, we're stunting our recovery, but I have to disagree.

We've never fully felt "whole" so by referring to ourselves as "parts of a whole" we would just be lying. What "whole" is there to be a part of? There is no "machine" for the "cogs" to turn in. I could continue this metaphor, but you get the point.

It helps us function better by referring to ourselves as separate. And if we're getting by, then why should it matter what language we use to do so? We've found what works for us, and we plan to keep using it.

theoriginalcatfan

Mental health advocates when someone has a disorder that is relatively harder to romanticize

anti-willo-l

sysfreak-official

being normal about introjects doesnt just mean being normal about introjects from popular media that act exactly like their source

being normal about introjects means being normal about niche introjects that get really excited when someone knows their source

being normal about introjects means being normal about introjects that want nothing to do with their source and prefer to be seen as sourceless

being normal about introjects means being normal about introjects that know every little detail about their source media and source character

being normal about introjects means being normal about introjects that dont know anything about their source media or source character

being normal about introjects mean being normal about introjects of real people even if theyre introjects of someone the system knows personally

being normal about introjects means being normal about introjects that are sourced from abusers, whether theyre causing harm or not

systems cannot control who or what their alters pull traits or aspects of identity from. alters cannot control the way they think or the way they view themselves, let alone how or why they form in the first place. if youre going to preach about "being normal to introjects" then you need to include ALL introjects. even the ones sourced from a media you dont like. even the ones sourced from a real person you dont like. your support and advocacy towards an aspect of a pwCDDs life and disorder should not be conditional based on shit systems cant control. that makes you a performative piece of shit

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