Hello, we are the Indecision System. We have many many other System names but our one constant is that we are indecisive.
Our theme will change but that System name will always remain.
We are 20 years old, and we generally prefer to not interact wirh those under 17 in private settings. Public spaces like tumblr interactions and discord servers are not considered private interactions. Dms are.
We are bodily intersex, that is as far as we will state in public spaces. Those close to us know slightly more information. We are also Celtic, most of our ties are to Alba (Scotland) but we also have ties to Cymru (Wales). We support any and all independence movements from ALL Celtic nations.
We have a LOT of introjects in the system, we are fictive heavy however a lot of our more sociable alters are factives. If you know us you'll know its mostly kpop alters and even more so that they are all Stray Kids factives (please save us we have so many I.Ns, Felixes, Hyunjins and HANs).
We rarely say whose posting on this account but we have plans to start doing so in the tags, we're also changing our URL from jam-session-col to anny--ol which is one of our Cymraeg names Annyol.
We have quite a few interests, we've been in fandom spaces since we were 11.
Dan and Phil, Stray Kids, Minecraft, Canine Behavioural Therapy, MHA, Gachiakuta, Undertale&Deltarune, FNAF, Sharks, Insects (specifically moths&butterflies), Psychology, Criminology, True Crime (from a psychology&criminology standpoint, I am NOT TCC), TMA&TMAGP, Dinosaurs, most Tim Burton films, Doctor Who, Good Omens, old children's TV&Film, makeup, MCR, Nintendo games (mainly animal crossing), Overwatch, Fanfiction, Sanrio, Collectible plush toys, Cooking&Baking, Banana Fish, Music Creation, Photography, Calico Critters/Sylvanian Family.
We are physically disabled and MSN/L2 autistic. We have personality disorder too and all of these affect how we interact with the world.
We utilise proxying with pk on discord as a method to help us fully determine who is fronting due to our headcount we cannot use typical "process of elimination" resources. We have found NONE that work for complex systems.
We block freely and we will block for something as petty as you saying something stupid once. We have tumblr notifications permanently muted and typically only check them a few times through the day. We're mostly active on discord.
We have a strict DNI, you MUST follow it. A DNI is a boundary, not a suggestion.
DNI: T.r.a.s.h, radqueers, pro/endos, anti-contradictory labels, pro-contact&pro-consent paras, "narc abuse" believers, transids, ramcoa deniers, 11093 and his friends, transmeds, terfs, tirfs, swerfs, intersexists, "did is rare only 1-5% of the population have it" people.
this is a boundary not an invitation. Most of the types of people on this list are already blocked by us.
We don't block tags because it for some reason stops us being able to block accounts from the timeline.
Those who claim to be neutral endo are on thin ice ONLY due to the fact that post who day theyre Neutral are just functionally pro endo. I know it is not all of you, I am friends with and following people who are ACTUALLY. If you are neutral and im following you, assume you fit into the category of not being functionally pro endo
Aggressively anti endo & strict DNI userboxes made using a template by @/astrivion
DNI box made by me
Dividers by @/feimingo
Banner is a meme we made in reference to an inside joke within our system
Once again making a post calling out the system (both anti and pro endo sides btw) community for their continued lack of checking their own ableist views and words.
Just a quick reminder that eyestrain and flash warnings save people's lives! They are non negotiable! An epileptic (or anyone with photophobia and photosensitivity) cannot avoid flashing or eyestrain posts if there are no warnings. Its not as simple as scrolling past it the way triggering vents are pretty simple to scroll past.
Please remember to make CLEAR flash and eyestrain warnings in your posts.
If you use a graphic that is eyestrainy (like a dni banner) consider changing it to something less eyestrain heavy!
Btw deleting comments about how your dni banner can cause even non photosensitive (ourself) epileptics to have a seizure then telling us to not comment anymore instead of "My bad" and putting a simple white outline or something on your banner text is ableist especially because youve already been told its a safety issue makes you incredibly ableist
Happy pride month to EVERYBODY. feel free to talk abt ur identities in the comments if u want. i use a lot of xenogenders and microlabels but primarily i am bi and transmasc. okay thats all
DID/OSDD/overall CDD ask game bc i love answering questions and am in a silly mood :))
This is like, half serious stuff, half silly goofy stuff so if ur using this ofc answer questions at ur own discretion. Also the use of the word "you" can be the collective or individual "you"! Answer how you want
👁 Was discovery a sudden or gradual thing for you? (eg. did it feel like everything came to light all at once, or did you slowly but surely notice and piece things together?)
🌕 Did you have any awareness of other alters before discovery? if so, how did you view them (e.g. "moods", ocs, imaginary friends, etc.)
🫧 Who fronts the most in day-to-day life? Do you have a host, a "main cast", everyone switching/fronting equally, etc.?
🍎 Does anyone have any very passionate/specific food/drink preferences (love or hate)?
☂️ Are you more overt or covert? Are there any alters who break this norm (are exceptionally good/bad at masking)?
🎭 What term(s) do you use for alters? (eg. alters, parts, identities, people, headmates, etc.) Feel free to share reasoning!
🎊 Is there a prominent gender among alters? How do you present your gender(s)?
🍃 How frequently do you switch? Is this frequency comfortable/manageable for you?
☁️ Do you have day-to-day amnesia? If yes, what does that feel/look like for you?
🌈 Any happy/"success" stories from opening up to people/reaching out for support you'd like to share?
🎲 Do you have any collective hobbies (activities everybody/almost everybody enjoys doing)?
💥 Do you have any physical symptoms related to dissociation/switching/etc.?
☄️ What symptom/aspect of the disorder is hardest to deal with in day-to-day life/something that's more irritating/difficult/complicated for you?
🌼 What symptom/aspect of this disorder actually doesn't bother you/is actually helpful/you're grateful for?
💡 What's one thing that you do to help ground yourself?
⭐️ Are you usually aware of who's fronting? How do you figure out who's fronting when you don't know/can't tell?
🦉 Is there anything you wish you could make everybody instantly know/understand about CDD's?
👓 Are there any characters you feel really "seen" by (whether they're meant to be a representation of a CDD or not)?
🎸 Are there any songs/albums/artists that you feel "seen" by (whether they're meant to be a representation of a CDD or not)?
note: this ask game is made and intended for those w DID/OSDD/p-DID/etc. please only use this if this applies to you :))
If you are a pro endo or someone who is “neutral” but only ever reblogs pro endo rhetoric and you follow me I will assume you are going to screenshot my posts to send to some fucked up harassment hate campaign or that you simply do not understand / respect the tumblr tagging system.
On EVERY SINGLE POST of mine (apart from reblogs but even then it’s clear I reblog anti endo accounts come on guys) has anti endo, endos dni and pro endos dni tags on it. If you FOLLOW ME I will just block you. If your profile says you’re “neutral” I will be pedantic and count up how much of you system content is just reblogging pro endo ableist rhetoric. If you are not equally positive of / critical of BOTH SIDES you are not neutral.
Had someone follow me today who claims to be neutral but most of their reblogs are pro endogenic bullshit.
TLDR; if you’re pro/endo or endo “neutral” and you follow me I will straight up assume the worst about you okay? Okay.
Guys…you know I’m anti endo right? That I don’t fucking want pro endos to follow me right? We understand this right? You’ve read my fucking tags right?
I do truly think that a huge portion of the anti endo community has a really bad fucking issue with their own internalised ableism and it shows by the way they refer to other people pro/endo or not.
This is not me saying I stand with endos no fuck that I hate those guys too.
What I’m saying is you have to stop using things like delusional, psychotic, mentally challenged, intellectually challenged etc etc as fucking insults because THATS ABLEISM.
Just because you can’t be ableist to endos on the basis of them being systems does not mean your words are automatically void of ableist content.
"RAMCOA & OEA isn't real; it's fake or exaggerated for attention online. We'd see a lot more cases if it was."
Except you do see us.
We're on the front page of your favorite porn site. We're the tweaking homeless person you pretend not to look at on the street. We're your favorite political talking point. We're the infant in the emergency room screaming from a pain they can't comprehend. We're the black lines in classified files you make jokes about. We're buried in the backyards of farmhouses that have long since returned to nature. We're the ones who sold you drugs in high school. We're the classmate you bullied for growling and barking like an animal. We're the product of a $200 billion industry. We're the blood on your favorite politician's hands. We're alive and dead and existing as fragmented states in between.
You just refuse to look too closely because it makes you uncomfortable.
Day 30 -> What’s one last thing you feel should be written about after answering all of that? Talk about whatever you want.
This one is being written before I’ve actually answered all the questions but I’ve read them all and I really just want to say that some of these questions should not have been in something where people were encouraged to answer them publicly and that the multiple who wrote them was not educated on system safety on the internet.
I also want to say that there are a few questions that are also using completely the wrong language for what the question actually means.
I’m unsure if it’s because these questions were posted in like 2020-2022 and some of the language was just what was used back then but I do not think that same excuse can be used for questions like “tell us about your gatekeeper(s), persecutor(s) and protector(s)” or “tell us about your littles” those questions are…I feel saying predatory is a little extreme but they are definitely really really weird to ask.
I understand that because I am a person I have free will and don’t need to answer those questions but I’ve included them because I was able to use them as a very critical moment to teach people about safety on the internet surrounding your alters.
If you are someone who is considering answering these questions please no you DO NOT need to answer probing questions like the ones above. You can keep that information private you will not receive any consequences for wanting to keep your system private.
If by chance the author of those questions sees this post I do want to know what your current stance on those types of questions is. Because in 2026 the almost majority consensus is that those questions are REALLY WEIRD and REALLY INVASIVE.
I think if this was going to be done again the questions need to be revised, I may find a system ask game with questions and answer those in this same format to show you how easy it is to curate questions that are not weird and invasive
working on a huuuuuuge post of how really dangerous and shitty the biggest people in the endo community are (siw, collective of eden and sas) please send anything you have of them since i know there is so fucking much, ik the most about eden but not to much of sas and i dont have much things showing what sophie did/still does except recent things, so if you got anything send it!! i wanna put a light on how the community is STILL shitty and targetting minors or how it never changed from the hate group and all these people really show it so do their supporters!!
(if you are any of these people i mentioned btw please dont harass me!! already dealt with eden harassing me on our system blog it was so embarrassing on their part.)
Until I am presented with evidence that doesn’t contain the words (or words similar to) “if we disregard everything we know about dissociative identity disorder…” I will not believe that there have been ACTUAL SCIENTIFIC STUDIES into endogenic systems. Any “science” I’ve seen has either been created by scientists who…aren’t in psychology, were disgraced / had no license at the time of their “research”, had no actual PHD or started with a statement like “if we disregard everything we know about dissociative identity disorder”
Gang idk how many more times people can debunk the “proof” endos give us until they finally shut the fuck up.
And NO Colin fucking Ross is NOT a source of “proof”. He is a disgusting fucking man who wanted his patients to kill themselves so he could run an experiment to test a stupid fucking death light theory. He tried to convince at least one patient she was programmed SO THAT HE COULD TRIGGER THE PROGRAMMED RESPONSE FOR HIS BENEFIT. He also thought he could fucking shoot lasers out of his eyes. I’m not surprised endos dick ride him you guys wouldn’t know abuse red flags if they hit you in the fucking face.
