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[thehonkgirl]

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[r0sepetalsandhipb0nes]

I want to be thin again. I certainly wasn't th1nsp0 but I was und3rw3ight and I had a th1gh g4p and when I laid down, my r1bs and h1p b0nes stuck out. I was 5'6-5'7 and could fit into the youth L t-shirt that I wore in 6th grade.

And I want to st4rv3. I want the feeling of being empty and getting smaller and smaller every day. I want to watch the numbers drop, see the scale and the c4l0ri3 counts go down.

And then I want to faint and I want him to be there and I want him to worry and I want him to care. And it's stupid as fuck. He barely knows who I am.

And I want my parents to leave me the fuck alone and let me keep st4rv1ng. I want everyone to watch as I wither away and I want them to worry. I want someone to fucking care for a reason other than that it's expensive to pay for treatment so I need to not go back.

[thehonkgirl]

dios

[sknwannble]

Idk r€str1cr1n, having €d for me is like a silly little game, is like doing something illegal, having all these little secrets is so fun and addicting to me

[skeleton-apocalypse]

honestly my ed has made me feel so much better than i ever have these past few years. the excitement i feel when i see that number on the scale lower than the last time i was on it cannot beat anything. i love losing weight. i don’t think i’ll ever “recover” from this, because what i’m supposed to “recover” from has made me the happiest i ever was.

[cokezero-cals]

not 4norex!c, not recovered, but a secret third thing where i go through episodes of actively trying to be as underwe!ght as possible after periods of prolonged stress

[tentacleteapot]

"would you fuck your clone" = boring, who cares, the answer says nothing about you other than whether or not you're your own type

"would you fuck MY clone" = unexpected, high potential to cause a lot of 'why would you fuck my clone and not me?' drama, reasonable question to ask if you're a mad scientist

[foone]

What I do is invite them over for dinner and it turns out the evening's entertainment is watching my clone and their clone fuck, while we sit on the couch and sip wine.

[pillmillipedes]

slavoj žižek

[foone]

Hi I'm gonna block you now just to make sure you never explain what the fuck you meant by that because I do not want to know!

[lowpawly]

u gotta be careful reblogging posts cuz what if you see it drowned in water later

[chrissyjoshys]

[rainyydoves]

[agriocnemis]

[rainyydoves]

[butchifiedcatfish]

Oh wow! what a beaut! Time to reel her in!

[lowpawly]

What Are You Doinf To My Poast

[trekkiesagainstchastity]

[stuckinapril]

(girl who’s been really reaching her limit for months voice) I’m really reaching my fucking limit

[stuckinapril]

(girl who’s been saying it’s so over for months with no end in sight voice) it’s so over

[stuckinapril]

[stuckinapril]

#(girl who has been relentlessly Going Through It for a solid year) #im just going through it lately y'know?

[thehonkgirl]

me core

[morutesweetheart]

i can’t look at anything about you without crying

[femmenietzsche]

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Right, that’s pretty much what I’ve been saying.

[d897gyhaujfkedw7r9euwijkjfkdl]

[toboldlynerd]

[thehonkgirl]

diosss de una

[unempathize]

[killeverybodythere]

[vilea777]

sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

[dct239394cvvd098dffgggp]

your honor my client has dark brown eyes hes allowed to do practically anything under the sun. yes. by every law ever written exactly right your honor. yes he can approach the bench so you can take a better look once again