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pick a card readings : (divided into topics)

♡ self (awareness) based ♡

what am i manifesting?

how can i release my childhood trauma?

how can i improve my happiness with small changes?

what method could help you break your cycle of trauma/pain?

a note from your future self

10 things you should do to become the person you want to be in 2023

a love letter from yourself

♡ worldly based ♡

how can i improve my finances?

what kind of place should i move to?

♡ love based ♡

(singles) what kind of person am i attracting?

what kind of love would make me the happiest?

what feelings will you give your future partner when you kiss them for the first time?

how will it feel for you to fall in love?

what kind of romantic partner would suit you best?

what your subconscious mind secretly needs from your romantic relationships

what your subconscious mind secretly needs from your friendships

step by step process on how to improve your love life

how to upgrade your flirting game

what will your first-ever partner be like (if you've never been in a relationship before)?

how will your fs show you they love you?

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Pick a Card: How to attract love in your life? ❤️

Pile 1 > Pile 2 > Pile 3

Hey :p Welcome back to a new pick a pile love reading.

Today we're going to have a look at How can you attract love into your life. I'm going to look at where you're currently at, the things that work and the things that don't, practical steps you can take, and finally, the most probable outcome for the near future.*

*keep in mind that it's very hard with tarot to give a precise timeframe, which is why i say ''near future'', which might mean different things for different people. Also, the future is highly volatile and this might only be accurate for your present situation, and may be prone to shift if you make significant changes. As always, you are in control of your life so don't let a reading dictate what you should and should not do.

This is a general reading meant for multiple people so it might not resonates perfectly to your situation. Take what resonates and leave out the rest.

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PILE 1

Cards: 5 of Pentacles, the Sun, 5 of Cups, 9 of Cups, Strength, King of Cups, Ace of Cups, Page of Swords Reversed, the High Priestess, Ace of Swords, 8 of Cups, King of Pentacles, the Star, 5 of Wands, 4 of Cups, the Devil

You are currently trapped into a mindset of lack and feeling like you don't belong. You feel like there's something broken with you that stops you from getting the love that you long for. You believe that the warmth of love is being denied from you by outside circumstances and that you are unable to change that. Not the best place to be mentally and I highly empathize, I know how it feels…

What is blocking you is that you are spending a lot of mental and emotional energy feeling devastated for what you don't have. You may have known love in the past and you're idealizing that and feeling regrets over what you've lost. For some of you it might literally be because you wish you had this love back, but for others it could just be wishing for that sweet feeling again. It's also possible that, regardless of a past relationship or not, you are longing for a time in your past where things seemed more carefree and that you now feel somewhat broken. Feeling like things were so much more radiant and optimistic back then. I'm also getting that love might feel like the last thing in your life you need to feel fully accomplished and you're hyper focusing on that one thing, not seeing all the other good things going for you. There is this idea that you're waiting and waiting for the perfect occasion to show up while carrying these heavy feelings.

However, things are not fully bleak for you. You are extremely resilient and have spent a lot of time perfecting yourself. Despite your feelings of romantic lack, you keep working on yourself, be it your career, your passions and projects, or your own self. You keep things moving thinking that if love doesn't come, then at least you can make other areas of your life good. You're also able to set aside these heavy feelings in order to remain balanced. Like, you feel them, you're aware of them, but you don't let that submerge you and you keep living anyway. So you have what it takes to fix the issue, you just need to see it and start working on it.

Because the advice is that you need to release your defensiveness regarding love. I'm getting that you've learnt to be so firmly attached to this lack mentality and the failures you've experienced that it's making you shut down any possibility of romance. I'm seeing a pattern of starting to catch feelings and automatically cutting them off, distrusting them and retreating within yourself. I think this is a defense mechanism, which served its purpose for a long time but is now counterproductive. You may lack honesty with yourself and with potential partners because you fear showing your feelings, scared of getting hurt.

So it's natural that for what you need to embrace, a card of clarity and communication shows up. If you always hide how you feel to your love interest, most healthy people will not pursue you and instead back off not to bother you, since they think you are not interested. You must communicate how you feel and investigate the other person's wishes and feelings. There is also the need to be in tune with your own intuition and inner guidance, which seems to be muddied by your fears and unhealthy coping mechanisms. You must embrace tuning into yourself, where you will find the answer on what to do, because I really think you've go a strong personal guidance and you know who and what is good for you, and you can lean into and learn to trust that.

And it seems the practical steps you need to take at this present moment point at solving these issues first and foremost. You have unfinished emotional business that you need to leave behind. It's like it's cluttering your emotional life and there is no space for anything romantic to bloom. You need to make room for love in your heart by releasing these painful points we talked about earlier. The way to do that with the Star (feeling called to name the card so that you can look into it if you wish) is to embrace hope that things can indeed change for the better. Have faith that you can renew yourself and step into a new way of living. This card always reminds me of making a wish and believing it's going to come true, so have faith!

The near future cards point at you working on that. Breaking the chains that hold you down. It's a process that may look a little chaotic, and you'll go back and forth between not doing anything and pondering on what steps to take next, being indecisive, and then hastily trying out things in hope something is going to fit. I see that it's a learning process and you're going to need to find the right way to act. You are about to break those destructive patterns and make room for love to come into your life. I do not know when this is going to happen, but the work you'll be doing will make you happier and more balance so it's worth working toward for the sake of it. And all point at the fact that it's the best thing to do in your situation in order to attract love into your life.

PILE 2

Cards: 6 of Swords, 7 of Swords, King of Cups, the Lovers, the Magician, Knight of Swords, the Fool, 10 of Pentacles, King of Swords, King of Pentacles, Queen of Cups, the Hanged Man, Knight of Wands, the Sun, King of Wands, 5 of Pentacles, Knight of Pentacles, Temperance

It seems you're currently in a post breakup phase, leaving something behind and wondering what's coming next. (if that's not the case, then that's not the pile for you). There is a sense of sadness and worry, but also hope for the future even though it is very uncertain. I'm getting that it's something quite fresh which will explain the current situation.

For what is blocking you, it seems you've been rendered very distrustful of love, and may even have been either cheated on, or betrayed in some way by the person you love(d). You have a hard time processing these emotions and it's stopping you from truly moving on. It's like you became disillusioned and don't trust romance anymore. You may feel angry and revengeful, bitter, in all cases, and it's coloring your view of love. Part of you is still looking over your shoulder at what once was, whether it's with regret and nostalgia or on the contrary with bitterness.

For what is going for you, it seems that despite that you desire a new beginning, a fresh start of some kind. You want to make a new relationship happen, one that will satisfy you in all aspects and that will be in alignment with yourself. I'm also getting that you're tired of being taken for an fool, fed up with giving your heart freely to someone who will stomp on it. I also see that you're determined to approach that with very upfront communication, seeking to be clear on your needs and boundaries, and that you are done with tolerating bullshit. It's also sort of like you want to get out of your current painful situation as fast as possible by finding something new, which does show up as a good thing however I'm getting the need for nuance here as you could be rushing too much as a way to run away from your feelings or perhaps get back at your ex by showing you don't need them.

You need to release this past relationship. It shows up as something that seemed like it was heading towards long term commitment, which makes it all the more painful. However, if things turned out the way they did that's because it wasn't built on solid foundations, and may not have been a good thing for you had it not blown off anyway. I'm also getting that this past-person probably embodied pretty authoritative traits, in a pretty tyrannical way, and it's leaving you, again, distrustful of future connections (or even of the whole gender of your ex partner). I think it somewhat robbed you of your own agency, made you feel weak and powerless, and there is a need to reclaim that power (you got ALL 4 Kings).

Which is shown in the next section with what you need to embrace. The cards point at the need to pick yourself back up and work on yourself, your abundance and security, which may mean focusing on other areas of your life for a while as a way to look in a different direction. Your heart also requires some attention and it would be beneficial to practice some self care, whether that means taking care of yourself from an aesthetical point of view (beauty, fashion, etc) or from a more holistic point of view (diet, exercise, meditation, etc). Make yourself beautiful for yourself and it may help you lift yourself up and feel better about yourself. This will allow you to shift your perspective, however, it will require some time and you will need to dive into it and think about the issue. You must understand that there is nothing more you can do to fix this past situation, and that it's okay to take time to think and embrace that moment of stagnancy that will help you give yourself space to heal and move on.

The idea of finding your power and sense of agency back is again shown in the cards that talk about the practical steps you should take. I'm getting that in order to do that, you need to focus on what makes you passionate about life, what lights your fire up and makes you want to pour your energy in. There is also the need to chill a bit and do things that seem fun and unimportant. Get silly a little bit, go out and enjoy the sweetness of life. Not everything is about romantic love and not only is it okay to do other things, it's also something you deeply need at this present moment to feel better. In all cases, push yourself to create some movement in your life and don't stay locked in alone, wallowing over yourself. I'm also getting the need to focus on things that are pleasurable, for your body and yourself.

For the near future when it comes to romantic love, I unfortunately think that for some time at least, you may still be alone and struggling with that fact, thinking you've been left with nothing and having a hard time processing your loss. You may want to take some steps towards new connections, but doing so very slowly and holding back a lot, so there won't be much progress on that side for a while. The focus will be mostly on healing yourself and focusing on rebalancing your heart. Trying to find hope and faith in love again. This whole process takes time but is very important in order to help you find healthy love again.

PILE 3

Cards: 9 of Cups, Queen of Swords, 7 of Pentacles, 6 of Cups, Ace of Wands, the Chariot, 4 of Swords, 4 of Pentacles, Page of Swords, 10 of Pentacles, the High Priestess, 7 of Cups, the Emperor, 6 of Wands, Justice, Ace of Pentacles, 8 of Pentacles, the Sun

You're currently in a phase where you feel ready for love. You've established a lot of things for yourself and you're in a satisfying place in life. Not perfect, nothing ever is, but you've grown a lot recently that's for sure. And when it comes to love, that's your wish and you're currently strongly waiting for the time to finally come to see that wish come true. It's the one thing that you desire the most at the moment and see it as a potential for great happiness.

For what's blocking you, I see that you are perhaps a tad too focused on observing that wish form, growing more and more impatient, and as a result getting a but tyrannical with your mind. Like, things don't go as fast as you want them to, so you second guess yourself and lot, get anxious and frustrated with yourself. There is a form of naivety here, as if you were not the most experienced in matters of love. It could also mean it's been a while you've been in a relationship and the memories of your past love are being triggered and coming back to the surface, making it hard to deal with them.

For things going for you, you've gotten a lot of action oriented cards, showing that you are determined and driven to see your wish come true. You don't want to wait anymore and are ready to make a move once the opportunity shows up. You trust that you are on the right path and are ready for things to pick up speed. However, this might make you get a bit restless when again the right opportunity or situation doesn't show up fast enough and it's a bit exhausting for you because you put a lot of pressure on yourself.

Another interesting message is one of getting out of hibernation in some way, which is shown in your past-to be released cards as well. It seems you used to have a tendency to hold onto your feelings and intentions, never making your desires and wants known, reacting by being very defensive and guarded, and i think you've not quite released that old pattern totally yet, but it's in progress. I think you still have a tendency to put a wall between you and your love interest by fear of getting hurt and you keep your cards close to your chest because you want to make the right move at the right time and you worry acting out of sync and ruining everything. This is making you a little too controlling and calculating and not in flow enough.

So it makes sense that one of the message of things to embrace has to do with getting in touch with your more intuitive side, as opposed to your analytical side. I think you still second guess yourself a lot despite knowing when a situation has potential and all this worry is making you go back and forth a lot and is causing tension. I think you need to embrace your desire for long lasting commitment, which for some reason you might be scared to accept, as if you thought wishing for it would mean being disappointed when you don't get it. You're so fearful of being disillusioned and not seeing reality clearly that you put everything into question and confuse yourself. You need to know that it's okay to not be able to read other people's intentions, you're not meant to. Things will get clearer as they progress. Also, it's okay to daydream about the love you desire, and you should do more of that. Explore things in the safe space that is your imagination and allow yourself to imagine what you want the future to be like.

For the practical steps to take, there is a need to show up confident and strong, taking the lead instead of waiting for the other person to make a move. You know yourself and your boundaries and you can say what you desire. There is also the need to come up fair and honest, so don't hide how you feel, don't hide what you want, but honor your loved person with the respect that come with being upfront. Also, to answer your worries, go there with the confidence of someone who act as if they won, and by that I mean don't expect things to go wrong before you even know if they will but instead pretend victory will be on your side, because even if you're not sure, why automatically assume you're going to get rejected when you don't really know?

For the near future, I didn't go too in detail about your situation because I wanted to leave the message open, but I think for some of you there's already a connection in the making, and you're soon going to be handed a new piece of the puzzle that will make you see things in a new perspective and make things progress further. What it is I do not know, but the cards point at a phase of focused progress where someone or both parties are working toward a common goal. Again I can't say what that puzzle piece is, but there is a strong idea of that new way of seeing the relationship, or experiencing the relationship, that leads to a path where you'll be working toward something for this connection.

Finally, I just wanted to point out that the bottom of the deck was the Sun so it seems this is an auspicious time for you, so don't get too hung up in what doesn't work exactly the way you want and enjoy the ride!!

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The decisions you’ve been making have been leading you to a beautiful new version of yourself, Bunny. If you’re part of my collective, there’s no doubt you’ve been actively taking the steps to better yourself, let’s learn more about the person you’re becoming through this pick-a-card reading. To pick a reading, don’t overthink it; choose the one that draws you in the most while considering the reading’s intent. Always use your discernment & take only what resonates.

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The person you’re becoming doesn’t back down in front of anything, Bunny. No obstacles can get the best of you because you’re more than determined, you’re destined. Your mindset will allow you to go forward no matter the tides. Nothing can take you down, because you’ve already gone through so many hurdles that you now know that challenges are nothing but lessons. Nothing is a setback, it’s always a push in the right direction. Time cannot be wasted when every experience is transmuted into knowledge.

You’ve basked in loneliness so much that you now know how to keep yourself company. Solitude used to be a fear but it’s now your strength. Paradoxically, being comfortable by yourself attracts more fame and recognition than you’ve ever experienced. Dharma expressed through beautiful loyal relationships is a result of your authentic way of leading your life. By being yourself, you’re attracting to you people who truly resonate with your frequency. And by not begging for anybody’s approval, you’re ensuring that no energy vampires can easily enter your life. You stand in your truth, no matter if people are by your side, like a true leader.

You’ve realized that you’re too creative and curious not to welcome adventure into your life. The person you’re becoming doesn’t play it safe, they go towards their dreams even if they seem risky. You’re accepting that the risk of growing old with deep regrets is scarier than your most frivolous goals. It’s giving you the courage to let go and take a leap of faith. You won’t be ignoring your soul impulses anymore, which you’ll easily differentiate from your ego’s.

You’re not going towards shallow things, you’ll be experiencing real-life accomplishments. Experiences that matter beyond society’s expectations or others’ opinions. Things that make you feel truly alive. It’s not about numbers, it’s not about material wealth. (Although with this new mindset you’re developing, anything superficial will be easily accessible to you.) It’s about aligning your earthly experience with your soul's true purpose. It's cheesy but you’re escaping the matrix in a way. If life’s a simulation, then you’re the programmer.

You may surprise yourself with the direction you’re going in next, Bunny. It’s in uncharted territories but you’ll see the path ahead clearly. The person you’re becoming does difficult things with ease because they allow the road to unfold in front of them instead of being controlling. You’ll be like a horse running in a field, mane in the wind, fur gleaming in the sun. You’ll seek travelling, the great outdoors and experiences that are both healing and energizing. Freedom will matter to you more than recognition. You’ll disconnect with the part of your ego that wants applause for the sake of validation.

In the past, you may have felt like you had to actively protect your mind from the limited beliefs of people around you. The person you’re becoming naturally tunes out opinions led by fear. You truly won’t give a fuck. There’s nothing forceful, aggressive, or defensive about it, you’ll just naturally be peaceful and unimpressed with low vibrational thoughts. Even when it comes to your own. Some negative things will pop into your mind at times, you’re still human, but it won’t impact your mood. You’re learning to let go and let intrusive thoughts pass.

You’re also learning to master communication. You’ve observed that oddly enough in some scenarios what we say can be more important than what we do, even if it doesn’t truly resonate with your personal morals. You’re learning to use your charisma to your advantage to access favourable treatment. The person you’re becoming gives compliments to the right person and cracks a joke at the best moment. You’re not manipulative okay, you’re just a witty Bunny with a goal in mind and a slick tongue! You’ll be careful about things like overly apologizing, prioritizing thanking others instead, and little things that ensure that you’re perceived in a way that’s advantageous to you. You’ll also learn not to overshare if it’s been an issue in the past. You’re becoming extremely attractive to others so you’ll master the art of politely rejecting people, ensuring that your boundaries aren’t crossed.

LA LOVE - Fergie & YG

Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius, Pisces

888, 555, 4, 99, 3

fur coat, sheep, greyhound, country side, farm, cottage, hammock, sand, sandcastle, sand dollar, beach, mockingjay, pigeon, lovebirds, pink quartz, clear quartz, cloudy quartz, amazonite, Aphrodite, Archangel Gabriel

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You’ll be the bubbliest version of yourself, Bunny! The person you’re becoming laughs daily, loves to be active and almost has a permanent smile on their face. You’re someone extremely intelligent and in the past your knowledge plagued you. You may have struggled with depression and eco-anxiety. Politics stole a part of your youth, you may have been a gloomy teenager, too aware of the atrocities of the world. However, you’re now accepting love to guide you instead of fear. It’s a rebirth, and you’ll feel like the child you weren’t able to be.

The person you’re becoming has a deep connection to their spirituality, but you’re doing it on your own terms. It’s been tiring for you to navigate the spiritual landscape in the age of social media, everybody having something to say, talking about rules they swear can’t be bent. You’ll understand that you’re the one who shapes your faith and what feels right to you is what truly matters. You may be attracted to more ancient spiritual practices, especially if you’re indigenous. You’ll learn more about the spiritual patterns found in different ancient cultures and it’ll fascinate you.

You were always interested in what was going on around the world, but you’re realizing that it was more from a socio-economic standpoint mainly led by the media. Now, you’re prioritizing learning about countries cultures and heritage. You’d rather learn about the politics that shaped a people through their art and culture than through sensationalized propaganda. This new way of keeping yourself informed and educated will allow you to learn about marginalized groups more positively and sustainably. It’ll greatly inspire you to develop your own artistic skills. You’ll develop a creative method that’s well-suited to your artistic persona. Your art will be a vessel to express repressed feelings of anger and fear, helping you release emotions you’ve been bearing for far too long.

You’re evolving into someone who doesn’t crave validation from others but who values the goals they’ve set for themselves. You’ve realized that caring about how many eyes are on you is negatively affecting your performance. Nevertheless, you’ll make sure not to become too cocky and remain humble about your work. You’ll learn to stay in the spotlight while ignoring the stares. The person you’re evolving into doesn’t mind being judged because they don’t stop to listen to the whispers of the crowd. You’ll be admired by many but understood by few. Your artistic vision is revolutionary, it goes against what’s been done before in your area. You’re becoming someone that people love to talk about because you’re a symbol of hope and rebirth to the public.

You’re shifting into the most positive version of yourself. Your friends will describe you as the one who can always lift the troops. You could get into Taoism or develop a philosophy similar to Taoist principles. You’ll blossom into inner peace, accepting life as it is and making the best of every moment. You could also start incorporating breath work or developing any other technique that’ll help you with stress, because you’re growing into someone very serene. You may become a bit quieter than in the past, prioritizing listening over talking, as old souls full of wisdom often do.

It’s interesting how this new version of yourself is flamboyant and imaginative like a child but patient and modest like an older person. It’s like the product of a union between your inner child and your highest self, probably a result of all the inner work you’ve been doing. You’ve always been self-aware, even if you downplay it sometimes, so shadow work is something you’ve done naturally pretty much all of your life. You don’t necessarily need a pen and paper to write out prompts about how your childhood impacted you because you’ve spent years processing it and analyzing it mentally. You’re someone deeply intuitive but you’re also especially cognitively gifted. Coming to terms with how bright you are will help you evolve into the best version of yourself.

Your psychic gifts are heightening at an impressive rate but you may decide to keep it to yourself. This new version of who you are doesn’t need to tell everybody what they know and what they can see. I see you keeping your intuition and your spirituality hidden from the public. This will protect your spiritual practice and make you more comfortable to dabble in whatever feels right to you. You’re realizing that spirituality is a personal process and it doesn’t concern anybody what you’re doing at witching hour. I think you’ll find a way to do spells or manifest that will work incredibly well for you but you’ll know at your core that you’re meant to gatekeep it!

Fight song - Rachel Platten

Taurus, Scorpio, Leo, Aquarius

777, 6, 55, 88, 101, 28, 2

ouroboros, swan, duck, pink roses, lost jewelry, pyrite, yellow aventurine, yellow jasper, citrine, dandelion, pomeranian, gray sweatpants, ponytails, pearls, mermaids, naiads, Poseidon, Njord

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3 ‧₊˚ ♡

You’re walking into this new version of yourself proudly, Bunny, because you know how far you’ve come and how much you’re worth. Nobody will be able to deny it either. They’ll be astonished at how much pain you’ve transmuted and how much power you now hold. In the past, others wanted you to stay ignorant of how gifted you were because they knew that once you realized your potential it would be over for any of your competitors. Truth is, there’s no use in opposing you, because you’re the chosen one for your precise path. Success isn’t just a possibility for you, it’s your fate. It’s owed to you because you’ve walked your journey with compassion and love, killing your enemies with kindness and minding your own business.

The person you’re becoming cannot be fooled by anyone. You’ve seen all the tricks in the book. Some of it is street knowledge, some of it is more practical knowledge you’ve acquired through studies. You may have an interest in psychology and have read books that taught you how to recognize specific patterns of behaviour. One things for sure, nothing can escape your radar. Your capacity for analysis is admirable to your admirers but frightening to those who wish they were in your position. What’s funny is that you don’t mean to intimidate anybody; actually, you’re quite amicable. It’ll be immediately obvious to you who doesn’t mean you well because they’ll be so put off by your powerful discernment. Your surroundings will notice it as well and learn to point it out before you even say a word. You’ll be someone who educates your peers on dangerous personality types and red flags in relationships. You’ll be seen as a protector and you’ll be shielded by your community.

Although you’ll occupy a powerful position in your network, you won’t be seen as a strict authority figure. You’ll be seen as the ideal companion, the person you can lean on but who knows how to stand for themselves. Yes, you’ll be a leader but you’ll help people develop into the best version of themselves through their own means by highlighting the beauty you see in them. It won’t feel like a heavy burden to bear because it’s something you’re a natural at and it won’t come with added responsibilities. You advocate for people to advocate for themselves, helping them take their power back through example and encouraging words. You could find great success in posting motivational content on the internet or you may simply have an important role in your social circle, either way you’ll be seen as a guiding light.

You’re shifting into a version of yourself that greatly influences others, you’ll have to come to terms with people copying you or inadvertently starting trends. People love to adopt a way of talking similar to you, your entourage will often incorporate idioms you often use in their own vernacular. The way you adorn yourself will also be greatly inspiring to others, you’ll often get asked where you shop or what fashion movements speak to you. You’ll be someone who others want to be, but nobody will be able to copy your aura so it won’t matter to you at all. You have a special flair you’ve developed through getting to know yourself to your core. It’s deeply personal and it’s not something that can be recreated.

You’re attracting a lot of wealth and opportunities at the moment. You’re stepping into a reality where abundance is the default. It won’t be surprising to you to receive love and job offers left and right. Your manifestation mindset will be so powerful, it’ll feel like money and fame are obsessed with you. At times it may feel a bit overwhelming because you’ll constantly have choices to make but you’ll always choose the right option with your intuition. You’ll feel as if you found a loophole in the space-time continuum. You’ll be asking the Universe “Why am I so spoiled? Why do I always get everything I want?” and this gratitude mindset will attract more and more.

You’ll likely receive some specific manifestations before you think the time is right. Maybe you’ve been visualizing milestones happening in the next five years but it’s actually coming to you this year. Get ready for extreme wish fulfillment, you’ll be dumbfounded at how things can happen fast for you. You might even feel guilty because of how much you’ll receive. You’re highly favoured by the Universe but also the authority figures that cross your path in general. You’re the kind of person who lands the job of their dreams because they had a bright smile at their interview or because they bumped into a CEO at a coffee shop and complimented their bag. Bunny, you’re stepping into the luckiest version of yourself.

You’re also developing a sense of discipline with your self-care that is going to have you looking your best! You’ll become someone people can’t keep their eyes off and your scent will be addictive. You may start receiving weird compliments regarding your hygiene because you’ll look so neat and fresh. Others will look at you and instantly think that you have your life together because of so well put together you are. You’ll be well rested, active and confident. They’ll think that you’re the hottest one in the room and probably the happiest one as well, Bunny!

Wild Ones - Flo Rida & Sia

September - Earth, Wind & Fire

Aries, Cancer, Libra, Capricorn

9, 77, 222, 4, 24, 18, 12, 24, 33

chocolate hearts, chocker necklace, blackberry pie, strawberry jam, salmon, silver, brown purse, oversized leather jacket, pug, beagle, siamese cat, celebrity perfume, bangles, braids, violin, diamonds, violets, North Africa, Vishnu

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It took me a long time to believe in myself, and I still struggle sometimes in certain areas of life. But having that belief, that trust and confidence in yourself, can truly make a huge difference in your outlook and what you do in life! You don't have to be be unrealistically confident in things. But being able to move forward without self-criticism or doubts stopping you is huge, and you deserve that!

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"What Truth Are You Swallowing?"

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Hello my lovely people. I was very busy this month, nearly to the point of overwhelm, which made me wonder if I should continue with these monthly readings. We all suffer with some degree of self doubt and end up sabotaging ourselves due to it. Perfectionism seemed like a comfortable clutch growing up, but overtime it is crippling to hold on to.

While wondering if I should temporarily deactivate this blog, I felt a lump in my throat and was reminded of why I started it in the first place. Hence our theme today.

I truly hope you know how important you are to me; I honor your presence and interaction with this blog. You have no idea how much this sacred energy exchange means to me, after all I've been through, and I'll probably never be able to truly convey it. Just know that each and every one of you are loved, and that I'm always sending you love and light whenever one of my posts appear in your timeline. Please take care.

You can pick your pile by the image or by the keyword. This is a general timeless reading, trust your intuition and only takes what resonates with your current energy.

Pile 1 - Powerful | Pile 2 - Symbiosis | Pile 3 - Receptive

PS: this reading is a bit different from my usual, as in the reading is done by raw channeling instead of divided into topics.

Reading below the cut.

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Pile 1 - Powerful

There is a deep emotional truth here, my dear, that you have suppressed for so long it became emotional turmoil. You believe if you allow yourself to feel it, you'll be overwhelmed by it - like a wave that catches you by surprise and drags you to the depths.

This truth might be related to your perceived place in the world, your personal truth and the dissonance with the truth of others around you. At some point you sought collaboration, but was met with defensiveness, rejection, and even aggression. This might have instilled in you a sense that you cannot work with others, or do not work well with others - when in truth, you only tried to work with the wrong people.

Overall there's a need to look deeply inside yourself, it might be frightening like facing the void of a black hole, but you'll be positively surprise by the amount of life, joy and wonder you'll find inside yourself. You're not alone in your fear, nor your pain; others have gone through what you're going through. Seek advice or help from them. Avoiding the problem will only result in bigger issues to solve, know that the overwhelm is only temporary if you choose to deal with it now, rather than later.

Confirmation: Venus, Uranus, Leo.

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Pile 2 - Symbiosis

You wished for this. A truth that would set you free, the clarity that would bring the answer to all of your problems. You just didn't expect it would cause such disruption in your life. You're not swallowing a truth, you're refusing to see it.

You are turning your back to the very thing you asked for. You're afraid of it for some reason; you're afraid of what it means, to you and to others, and to your life. You feel the need to run away and get as far from it as possible, but deep down you know there is no place to hide.

This is your truth, what sets you free is who you are, who you choose to be. Why are you running from it? Why do you fear what you want the most? You feel something is missing, but is not.

The feeling of lack is the absence of the fear that held you back, that kept you stuck into a lie you did not want to live anymore. Own your truth, stand in it like a bird under the sun after many days of rain.

Confirmation: 22:22, Taurus, Scorpio, the rune Sowilo, Zeus, Odin, Harry Potter or his scar, the letter S, the Sun.

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Pile 3 - Receptive

The world around us, as well as the people in them, is a reflection of who we are. That isn't to say that we are them, they're only reflections after all, and reflections can be morphed - distorted, made to look like something else entirely.

There are two sides to a coin, as to everything in life, but you're only looking at one. You're only seeing what you wish to see, hearing the words that confirm the bias that feeds your wounds or your illusions. You only want to swallow the truth that feels safe.

You need to understand that the most dangerous thing in life is safety. The most uncomfortable thing is comfort when it becomes too much - it stifles you, it drains you of life, it keeps you stuck in time.

You are refusing to swallow a truth that you need to keep moving; it's as if you are dehydrated, thirsty to the point of parchment, but you're rejecting the water that is being offered to you. If you put a lid in a boiling pot, it will explode at some point.

Confirmation: Virgo, Mercury, Saturn, the number 5.

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A few words to improve your self-esteem! 🍒🥀✨

Pile 1 Pile 2 Pile 3

Hello everyone, I'm back! 😊

You know, I was thinking about doing something like "How to improve your self-esteem?", but in the end I was a little unsure about it, so I decided to leave it as it is. Well, I hope it helps everyone in some way and that you like it. If so, please consider liking and following me. I'm open to feedback on my posts too! Thank you for stopping by, I really appreciate it! 🫂❤️

Pile 1

Dear pile 1, welcome! Well, I feel that you shine, shine in an almost magical way, it's as if your essence were something youthful and blessed by the divine, but at the same time it seems that you have an intense wisdom, or at least you were isolating yourself for a while in order to accumulate more knowledge. As if you were preparing for something in the future.

But what I think is that you've spent too much time alone, pile 1. How about going out with some friends? Going to talk or vent with them? Why not invite them for a walk, for example? Exercise is very good for your health in the right amount. Well, it's time for you to come out of your shell. I know you may have stayed in your room or at home for a long time, feeling a little defeated by life, pile 1, but it's time for you to devote time and care to yourself. Your body asks for this, it asks for sincerity with yourself. You have all the means to improve your situation, you just need to be more true to yourself, because there's no point in having all the materials for a project if you never really start it, it can even end up frustrating you sometimes. I don't like to be harsh with my words, but I feel that you need a little push to be able to value yourself more and see your full potential. Maybe all of this is hidden under a feeling of defeat, pile 1, but even with that feeling, you are still so much, you are still so much, as if it couldn't be written. It's as if you need a big hug from a close friend who says, "Come on, you know you're more than that!" And it's really hard to see our full potential when we're feeling a little down, but if it helps, believe my words: you are incredibly powerful and have more potential than you think. And you know all the knowledge you've gained so far? It's with you too, it's there.

Look at how much you've dedicated yourself to all of this, pile 1, it's incredible! But now I believe that, to improve your self-esteem, it would be better for you to get moving more. Even if you don't like going out into crowds, think of options that you like and that are more peaceful, such as walks, some light trails, going to a library, museums... How about some quieter fairs on subjects you like? This will help you get out of that downcast mood and see more options for new hobbies. For example: you went to an event, saw cosplayers, and now you want to do that too; you heard about pottery and now you do it in the gentle light of dawn! This is really cool because you are feeding yourself, pile 1, feeding little things that can bring you happiness and release those wonderful hormones that bring more peace and joy to life. Even if it involves a more radical hobby, that's okay, it will still do you good if it's in an area you like. All this extra care, this greater sincerity with yourself, may seem silly and simple, but it will propel you forward and, in the long run, when you look back, you will feel grateful for having chosen to look more at yourself at that moment, even letting other people take better care of you too, being there to offer you a helping hand or a friendly shoulder. Oh, it occurred to me that even if you don't have money, look for options that are free. Or even, in a few cases, maybe games that give you more adrenaline (I play some and sometimes get more stressed, but they are fun). So, pile 1, I believe that your self-esteem can improve if you go out a little more and are more true and sincere with yourself, especially if you are in a situation where you feel defeated by life. Take a better look around, aren't there better ways for you to take care of yourself? I think there may be something involving makeup, regardless of whether you are a man or a woman.

This could also be a new hobby; some people do makeup that is true art. If you've strayed from this, you should come back to it, because it's so beautiful! So I feel that's it, pile 1: don't isolate yourself anymore, you've studied enough, go out and have some fun. Please get some sun and drink more water, like actual water, not soda or anything like that. Look at yourself with more affection, you are amazing and absurdly beautiful, pile 1, so please take care of yourself, have more fun, and definitely drink more water. Your skin and your health will thank you very much. Try to regulate your sleep as well: don't sleep late during the day, try to keep your sleep at night. You may be feeling much more tired and lacking energy during the day because of this, pile 1. I hope things get better for you. See you next time! ❤️

Pile 2

Hello, pile 2! Welcome too! Well, here we go: you may be a person who is very connected to your family. And it may be that, at the moment, you are far away from them, and that makes you feel a little sad, actually, too sad. Especially if there is a great geographical distance that has prevented you from seeing them for some time. This may also be in relation to a partner, someone you miss, and this has kind of left you feeling down in the dumps. I think you may have thought you wouldn't miss them so much, but unfortunately this has shaken your self-esteem in a terrible way. Although family, partners, and friends are extremely important in our lives, it's also important to know how to deal with moments when we can't always be with them. This, in a healthy way, so we don't let ourselves sink and lose perhaps 100% of ourselves in this story. Because I'm sure these people love you even from afar, and you still love them. The holidays will come and you will get together. Don't worry, you will be together again, you will celebrate and feel genuinely happy while you are together. So try to focus on whatever you went there to do, okay? Whether it's working, studying, giving a lecture... get up, take a nice shower that leaves you smelling good for miles, put on your best clothes, and do your best.

They will be proud of you. Besides, pile 2, you are incredibly passionate. Like, people may think that being with you is the best thing they could have in life, the most satisfying thing, as if they had found their ideal partner, and at the same time someone with whom they can celebrate anything. It's as if you're too charming, like the main character in a movie that was a huge success, and now the rest of us mere mortals are trying to get a little bit of your attention. Even though you're not a shallow person, on the contrary, I think you're very kind to everyone, so people are like, "Okay, does pile 2 have any flaws?" Of course, we all have flaws, right? But people seem to think about it because they think you're too good. That's why they seem to fall in love: they see in you this kind and gentle way of treating everyone, this dedication of body and soul to your relationships and your dreams and work. But it seems that you yourself don't see it, pile 2! It seems that you don't believe you have all this potential. I feel like you do all this so naturally that you don't even notice it, as if to say, "Oops, look how wonderful I am!" Seriously, there are a lot of jerks in the world; being someone who treats others so well is wonderful. Congratulations!

So, pile 2, I feel that sometimes you think you're not enough, that you're not giving enough, that something is missing to achieve all this happiness. But you don't realize that you're already doing it. Don't dwell on it or lament in your mind, much less carry burdens that aren't yours. Because, let's put it this way: if you had a role, you're playing it very well. You may even receive compliments on what an incredible person you are to those you love, but you still doubt it. You need to take off those blinders and look at yourself clearly. This will help you love yourself more, understand yourself more. Understand that the way you love and show that love is enough. Nothing is missing. There's no need to sink, my dear pile 2. You have so much potential that, if you wanted to, you could even conquer the world (and, please, if you do, let me be your minister of economy 😅). So look at yourself with respect too, for the person you are. I would just tell you to ease up on the drinking a little, because it may be making you a little depressed at times. When you drink too much, you end up feeling bad. Grape juice would be better, don't you think? Anyway, pile 2, I believe that to improve your self-esteem, it would be better, first, to focus on your feelings, on the way you offer your love, and to accept that, to respect that. Also, focus on your goals. Of course, you can always go out and have fun with friends, and you seem to enjoy that. Don't blame yourself for enjoying yourself; in the end, you always fulfill your commitments. And, of course, you can always call your family, friends, or partners when you miss them. You'll see each other soon, so don't drown in loneliness. You are very loved and have people rooting for you, pile 2.

Try to improve your diet too, by eating more vegetables and fruits. Our diet is essential for our bodies and for us to feel better. I don't know why, but I thought that maybe you were craving a meal that only your mother or someone in your family knows how to make... I hope you get to see them so you can eat well! Anyway, I hope you're doing well. All the best things in life to you, pile 2. See you next time! ❤️

Pile 3

Dear pile 3, welcome! First, I wanted to say something... pile 3, don't cry, make money! 😂 I'm joking, okay? It just came to me while I was taking out the cards. I've been smiling since I started packing them, even though they're kind of sad, like, you got an 8 of swords, pile 3! 🥲 But anyway, let's go. You may like money a lot (who doesn't, right?), but for you it may be something you really value, the kind you like to have constantly and always find a way to get a little more. It could be extra income somewhere, somehow... but I feel that, as long as it doesn't interfere with your routine, you can plan well and find a way to fit it in without getting too tired from another job, other than the one you already have, for example. I feel that you may be unemployed, and this may have left you feeling very down, the kind of person who stays awake thinking about what to do, how to improve this situation. But because you think and plan a lot, you end up getting confused in your own head, not knowing where to start.

But come on: you are ignoring your potential to grow, and this can really help your self-esteem. Right now, you're confused, a little lost, unable to see clearly the potential you have to mature and develop. But this process requires daily care for yourself. It's not quick, but it brings results. It's that "slow and steady" approach that will show you that it's worth it. You just need to take the first step. Go for it. Why are you afraid of this opportunity, pile 3? What's so scary about it? You, afraid? I know it's difficult, and that we don't always look our best, nor do we need to all the time. But maybe this confusion is preventing you from seeing how you can take a leap in your growth, and how you can improve your self-esteem even more if you allow yourself to experience this evolution. Perhaps some female figure has told you many times that you weren't good enough in various areas of your life. This ended up being internalized, messing with your mind and holding you back. But look: running away from it will only distance you further and may cause you to lose something that would bring you immense victory. Whether it's ignoring a job opportunity you think you're not ready for or repressing your own feelings, it's time to let go of that weight and move toward your maximum potential.

Remember that you can plan better than anyone else, but you need to put all that accumulated fatigue and confusing thoughts aside. You are already attractive, but I feel that in a year's time you will be even more so. A kind of sexy apple vibe, but loaded with wisdom, something more complete, more mature? As if this period of maturation has taken you to another level. Financially, I also see a lot of improvement, so keep looking for opportunities and consider accepting the one you don't feel so sure about, you will do very well in it. You will be more than satisfied, pile 3. Your self-esteem can grow a lot if you stop running away from your evolution, your learning process, and allow yourself to be more than you imagine. Honestly, I don't see much about love here, but rather about stability, mainly with yourself, seeking to get your head in order and organize your thoughts better.

Oh, and there's one more thing: you need to cut back a little on chocolate and sweets. It's okay to eat a sweet treat every now and then (I love them too 🫂), but too much isn't healthy. So, pile 3, go for it (not the sweets)! Allow yourself to live this process. It won't be as confusing and depressing as you think. On the contrary: you will discover the true lion or lioness that exists within you. Anyway, I hope things get better, pile 3. Thank you very much and see you next time! ❤️

Well, I wanted to get something off my chest. I tried to post this several times and it just wouldn't work! It was very frustrating, I didn't know what to do, but thankfully I managed to do it. I'm sorry, I don't think it turned out very well 🥲

Well, I hope to improve in the next ones. I hope it helped you in some way. I hope everyone is doing well. Thank you very much for reading this far! The dividers I used belong to @dollywons. She does an incredible job! And the photos were taken from Pinterest!

See you next time, everyone! 💜

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stay sexy ;)

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PAC reading - how your luck is changing for the better

hello hello! i hope you're well. i thought this would be a lovely reminder that things are always changing, no matter how dire they may feel. pick whichever adorable kitty you feel drawn to; you may be drawn to more than one and that's perfectly fine, as this is a general reading. happy jupiter day, angel <3

pile one

your cards: knight of cups + justice + queen of pentacles

you are embracing routine and measured effort, rather than impulsivity, and it's leading to a more stable day to day. you have had to learn that mundanity is how you actually make progress, and you're beginning to see just how soothing and necessary it is to go about things patiently. you're finding interest and enjoying "grandma hobbies" like knitting and appreciating how meditative things like cleaning and washing dishes can be, and it's making daily life feel much lighter. there's a sense that you're acknowledging more how these things are grounding in ways you overlooked before, when you still chased excitement and needed to be stimulated by everything you do. there's a huge sense of really appreciating how older relatives and even passed on loved ones lived simply, and even feeling connected to them through this. some of you may have turned 25 recently and things are just clicking that previously felt boring. i do see that a younger version of you would've been disappointed at this being how your luck is improving, but you've reached a stage where you value stability and being grounded.

pile two

your cards: ten of cups + two of cups + four of cups

you are inching closer to finding the belonging and love you yearn for. more than romantic love, you're finding people who really resonate with you and are just as willing and eager to form reciprocal relationships. there's a huge sense of unison, of a love that you've waited patiently for. it comes after a time of solitude, and you're being encouraged to trust your instincts and go all in. you are learning that the only way to forge strong relationships is to be yourself from the jump, and that mind games get you nowhere; you being disappointed when you show up authentically and lovingly doesn't mean you've done the wrong thing. people who are genuinely keen on building companionship cannot be scared away by openness, and it's never an actual loss. this is not to say it doesn't feel awful when rejection or disappointment happens, but that you are accepting that (as trite as it sounds) what is really meant to be in your life will remain, specifically if you show up honestly. love is seeking you and you are being encouraged to be open, don't let fear of rejection make you stifle yourself.

pile three

your cards: the chariot + page of pentacles + three of wands

an opportunity to improve your home life and financial stability is rapidly approaching, and it feels like a long time coming. what comes to mind is finally receiving a job offer after several applications that have been slowly chipping at your confidence. you are receiving a chance to not only earn money, but to grow your skills. it will be challenging to approach this as a beginner, with how much you've been let down, but you're more capable than you think. you're being encouraged to see past rejections and flops as impersonal; they are not a reflection of your worth or what you're deserving and undeserving of, so embrace this new opportunity earnestly. it's safe to have your hopes up, they won't be dashed. go into this with the trust and belief that not only are you good enough and capable, but that you're deserving of lucky breaks.

[dailyeffectiveprayer]

I’m closer than your fear wants you to believe. —God

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Diana Ross at her wedding, 1986

[dissolvingangel774]

belief?

here i am writing about this again beacuse my inbox is full of the same question: 'how can i get myself to believe?' or 'do i have to believe?' both are real and both work.

your subconcious doesnt need your belief and this is why: kids believe stuff they hear repeatedly, propaganda works, phobias can form from repeated exposure, confidence can grow from repreated self-talks. so, repitition creates familiarity, familiarity creates acceptance, acceptance BECOMES belief, belief changes your self-concept, and THEN the 3D shifts. you CAN robotically affirm in a mindless, numb state and have it show up. but it can be slower DEPENDING ON THE PERSON because it has to break through OLD programming. (old thoughts and such)

actually believing your desires/taking them as absolute truth works through identity, then embodiment, then INSTANT alignment. if you truly believe something, your emotional responses, self-image, and subconcious EXPECTATIONS instantly shift. it is an EASIER fact for you to accept, so your entire nervous system and body accept it as truth FASTER, thus changing the world around you. you SKIP the part where you have to saturate your mind, and REPEAT statements to GET yourself to believe it becasue YOU ALREADY DO. so you arent just saying its true, you're ACTING like a person that already has it because you fully believe that it's yours. but this path can be a little harder for some because HOW CAN YOU BELIEVE SOMETHING THAT ISNT IN THE PHYSICAL 3D YET? that is unnatural to the human mind idc what you say. most humans rely on real physical evidence before they believe something. i will make a post on how to believe stuff easier, i just wanted to make this post to clarify the ways belief is talked about in this community.

ULTIMATELY:: the subconcious does not need your belief,, only your repeated attention or phrase. BUT belief speeds the process up.

[dombunnyem0]

Girl dinner.

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PAC : (18+) WHAT IS YOUR FUTURE SPOUSE LIKE AS A LOVER ?

Reblog or lemme know in comments which one you chose 😁😁😁😁😁

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Pick a card from the Pile above and LET'S DIVE RIGHT IN , cuz this reading is LONG .

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PILE 1 - GOTH BADDIES ONLY 💀🕯️

Cards: Ace of Pentacles, Tower, Death

Theme Song: “Bones” – MS MR or “I Am” – FKA Twigs

💲 Inheritance wealth: Ace of Pentacles + Tower + Death = Old money meets old soul. They're the "my grandma died and left me this creepy estate, wanna live in it with me?" type. Loves spoiling you like it’s their sole purpose on Earth. Not in a flashy “look what I bought” way, but in a devotional, quiet luxury way. Silk sheets, custom lingerie, fresh flowers every morning type vibe.

💪 Emotional resilience: Tower + Death? This baddie has been through shit. Your breakdowns don’t scare them. In fact, they feel closer to you in your chaos. They’re the type to calmly light a cigarette while you throw shit across the room, then say, “Feel better, baby?” and pour you wine.

❤️ Romantic AF: Passionate, obsessive, possibly a little too intense (but we love that here). When they love, it’s with their whole being. Your pain becomes their pain, your joy is their religion. They probably stare at you like you’re some cursed angel they prayed for in another life.

💌 They See Love as Rebirth (Death Card Energy):

You're not just a partner—you’re their chance at starting over. You're the phoenix to their ashes. Loving you pulls them out of whatever inner darkness they’ve carried for years. It’s not always smooth—Tower means they’ve had to wreck themselves to be worthy of this love. You're the catalyst for their transformation, and they welcome it.

They’d probably say something like:

“Before you, I didn’t believe I could have peace. I didn’t even think I deserved it.”

🖤 Shadow Side (Lowkey Hot Tho):

Possessive in a silent, unnerving way. Not loud jealousy—more like "don’t worry, they won’t bother you again" type energy. This person doesn’t ask people to respect your relationship—they command it with their aura. There’s a dangerous softness to them. You’re the only one allowed to see the parts that tremble.

🌹 Sex & Intimacy:

Worships your body like a ritual. Every. Single. Time.

Their love language is skin-on-skin, hands-on-thighs, let-me-memorize-you kind of touch. Might also be into darker, emotionally-charged intimacy—tears, vulnerability, full surrender. They crave your soul as much as your body.

🧿 Spooky Twin Flame Vibes:

Honestly? There’s probably a fated feeling to this love. Tower + Death could imply you meet after a major personal upheaval—breakup, loss, ego death. They don’t save you, but they arrive just as you realize you’re ready to rebuild. It’s magnetic. Unnerving. Soul-recognizing. There’s no going back after them.

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PILE 2 - THE SWEETHEART SOFT BOY 🐶🌸

Cards: Ace of Wands, Ace of Swords, The World

Theme Song: “illicit affairs” (but make it soft and wholesome) OR “Sweet” by Cigarettes After Sex.

The World 🌍 Card:

You NAILED it. This man is beloved. Like… dogs smile at him. Babies love him. Aunties wanna feed him. Strangers say, “you remind me of someone I used to love.” He doesn’t even TRY to be charming. He just is.

But plot twist? He literally only has eyes for you. You’re the one person who knocks him speechless — and you’ll catch him staring at you in a room full of people with that soft little “I can’t believe I get to love you” smile.

Pet name KING 👑:

Not the cringe basic ones. No. He finds pet names that suit your soul. He’d call you something soft and a little weird like "Moonpetal" and you'd cry from the sincerity.

Voice & Verbal Love:

YESSS Ace of Swords = mental clarity, words as love, truth as romance. And Ace of Wands = passion + initiative. He speaks with intention. Doesn’t talk much unless it means something.

His compliments feel like spells. Think:

“When you laugh like that… it’s like the whole world feels safe again.”

or

“You don’t even realize how sacred you are to me, do you?”

Whispers + Touch:

Whispering sweet nothings while stroking your arm? That’s his religion. Touch isn’t just affection to him—it’s grounding. He wants you to feel loved every second you're in his orbit.

And the fact that he’d kiss your temple absentmindedly while reading?? (Ugh 😩 Gonna go scream into a pillow)

🔥 Ace of Wands = Sweet Boy, Spicy Soul 😏:

He may seem like a calm breeze, but baby... under that softness? Fire. Passionate. Wants to worship your body slowly.

He might shyly ask if he can touch you here or there, but once you give him the green light? He’s creative. A freak in lover’s clothing. You WILL blush. You WILL thank god.

Think: He holds your hand in public, and holds your hips in private.

Candlelight + jazz vinyl + soft hands = instant puddle.

💭 His Mindset on Love (The World again):

This man sees love as a life purpose. A journey. He’s probably the type who journaled about his dream partner as a teen.

He’s lived, he’s learned, he’s healed—and he’s not here to play. He’s the kind of man who says things like:

“Loving you is the only thing I’ve ever been completely sure of.”

🥲🥲🥲

🌍 World Card Bonus Layer:

He could be from a different culture or country than you. Or he’s super internationally educated. This could explain the multilingual smooth-ass compliments. Think French, Spanish, or some romantic-sounding native dialect that he uses just to say “you’re mine.” 🥵

🎁 Surprise Game Is Weak (Adorably So):

He literally sucks at lying. Ace of Swords cuts through BS instantly. So when he’s planning a surprise picnic, he’s like:

“You should wear that dress you love… I mean, just in case… hypothetically… if we were maybe going somewhere… for no reason… at 3 PM…”

You: “So you planned something?”

Him: 😳🥺 “Yes. But please act surprised. I worked really hard.”

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🛡️ PILE 3 : THE KNIGHT IN SHINING "I ALREADY FIXED IT" ARMOR ⚔️💍

Cards: Magician, 2 of Pentacles, King of Cups

Theme Song: “You Are The Reason” – Calum Scott (but heavier and more feral)

Magician + 2 of Pentacles = Ultimate Manifesto Daddy :

He literally does it all. And not in a show-offy “look how cool I am” way — no, no, it’s deeper. He lives to create ease for you.

His energy is:

“My job is to make your life smoother, safer, and softer—so you can finally rest.”

He’ll go to war outside the home so you can have peace inside it.

King of Cups = Gentle Giant Core:

Emotionally intelligent, not reactive. The man feels deeply, but doesn’t crumble. His love is calm, sturdy, and all-encompassing. He doesn’t need control to be stable. He is the stability.

Think: Massive arms that hold you like you're fragile glass, even though you’re feral AF.

He’d hold space for your meltdowns like:

“Let it out. I’m not going anywhere.”

Dad jokes + weighted hugs + soft discipline:

The man is funny. He laughs big. He teases you with the confidence of a man who knows he’s got your heart wrapped up tight. But he’s never cruel.

This is someone who could crack a “you snore like a baby dragon” joke and then tuck you in with the gentlest kiss on your forehead.

🛠️ Magician = Man of Many Skills:

This man might lowkey be mystical about how he knows your needs before you say them. He’s the:

“I packed a hoodie for you. It’s gonna get cold tonight.”

“I stocked your favorite snacks in the car just in case.”

“You seemed low this week so I cleared my Friday. No work. Just you” type of man.

He’s not guessing—he’s attuned. Your energy = his compass.

💡 2 of Pentacles = Master Juggler :

He’s always balancing something—but never at your expense.

He doesn’t treat you like a burden or “one more thing to deal with.” You’re his reason.

And even when he’s drowning in work, you’ll still find:

A fresh bouquet on your desk

A handwritten note in your lunchbox

A fully planned weekend getaway (because “you looked tired, baby”)

👑 King of Cups = Old School Chivalry + Deep Respect :

He doesn’t just love you—he honors you.

He opens doors, carries bags, pays attention. But not because he thinks you're weak—because he sees you as worthy of reverence.

He calls you “my lady”, half-jokingly, but it always sends shivers.

And the way he respects your autonomy? INSANE.

“You don’t owe me softness. You don’t owe me access. I’m just here to earn your trust, every damn day.”

🔥 SEXUALLY?

Oh honey.

It’s slow. Deep. Worshipful.

He loves making you feel safe enough to fully unravel.

Whispers like:

“You don’t have to hide here.”

“Let me show you how it feels to be adored.”

And he does not finish unless you do first. Periodt.

🔮 CHANNELLED BONUS VIBES:

He smells like cedarwood, cinnamon, and clean laundry.

His phone wallpaper is you sleeping on his chest (he took it secretly).

He cries exactly once a year and only in front of you.

He talks to babies and animals in a gentle silly voice but refuses to admit it.

Has been secretly learning how to massage because “you said your back’s been tight lately”.

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🕷️ PILE 4: THE DARK PRINCE. THE DOM. THE DANGER. 🔥🖤

Cards: The Hierophant, The Hanged Man, The Devil

Theme Song: “Earned It” by The Weeknd x “Control” by Halsey x “Gangsta” by Kehlani

Alternate title: “He’s not a red flag, he’s a fcking bloodbath and you’re diving in headfirst.”

Power-Like… beyond billionaire energy:

He doesn’t own a company. He owns governments.

This is the man who calls the shots behind the curtain. When things go wrong globally, he already planned the fix—and the chaos.

He is the grey in morally grey.

He’ll destroy an empire just because they disrespected your name once.

Obsessive but Controlled:

He doesn’t act crazy. But he feels crazy. For you. And he hides it so well, it makes it even scarier.Everyone else? “Sir.” You? “What do you need, baby?” (As he drops to his knees.)

Surveillance King:

This man is the reason your phone autocorrects to “Where are you?” when you type “W.”

Cameras? Tracked.

Your safety? Non-negotiable.

You think you’re sneaky? He knew you were craving bubble tea 2.7 minutes before you did. He had it delivered to your exact location with a note: “Don’t run from me. You won’t get far.” 😘

Sex? Bestie. He wrote the BDSM manifesto:

The Hierophant is the teacher. The Devil is the forbidden. The Hanged Man is the suspension and surrender. This man will tie you up in silk ropes and whisper philosophy in your ear while you beg for mercy. He won’t raise his voice. He doesn’t need to. His gaze alone is a command.

🔥 The Hierophant = Cult Leader Vibes... But Make It Daddy:

He’s got followers. Worshippers. People who would die for him. But you? You’re not part of the cult.

You’re the only person he would break his own rules for.

He’s the definition of control—but you’re his chaos. His temptation. His weak spot.

“The world can burn. You’re the only one I’d burn with.”

🪢 The Hanged Man = Devotion Through Sacrifice:

This man would give it all up for you. His power. His name. His empire. He’d drop it all—if you asked. But only you. He doesn’t fall in love often. In fact, you might be the only person to have ever seen him bend. And it’s a holy fucking moment when he does.

🐍 The Devil = Obsession, Desire, Taboo - Let’s be clear:

He’s possessive.

He’s intense.

He knows it.

And he loves how it scares you a little.

He’ll push your limits. Not to break you—but to remind you who owns you.

“Say it. Say who you belong to.”

“You’re mine. Not just tonight. Always.”

And the gag is?

It’s not just sex.

It’s loyalty.

It's protection.

It’s “I would destroy heaven if they took you from me” vibes.

📞 WHO IS THIS MAN?

Wears black silk button-downs and never undoes more than 2 buttons.

Smells like bergamot, leather, and secrets.

Speaks 4 languages, only uses the softest one when he’s talking dirty.

Once gave you a 7-digit bank transfer because you looked stressed.

Will call you “my girl/boy/love/doll/angel” while plotting someone’s assassination.

Touches you like he’s been starving for centuries and you’re the last meal.

Stalked your Pinterest board just to recreate your dream bedroom without asking.

꒷꒦ ꒷꒦ ꒷꒦ ꒷꒦ ꒷꒦꒷꒦ ꒷꒦ ꒷꒦ ꒷꒦ ꒷꒦꒷꒦ ꒷꒦ ꒷꒦ ꒷

[rationales]

[galene-gothic]

𝖸𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗌𝗈𝗎𝗅

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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 1 ꒱

(Mostly explicit messages)

So recently, you’ve been feeling horny all the time. Like, I’m literally getting that you feel horny even after you’ve orgasmed. Your body gets turned on without any external stimuli and you start feeling knots in your thighs, making you crave a release. Maybe for most people, even short orgasms cut it but for you even average length ones don’t seem to do it. If your orgasms are short or average length, you might be too sensitive to masturbate right away but you aren’t satisfied and crave a longer, and more satisfying one. You want your orgasms to be something that you experience for a longer time and ones that you experience with your entire body. Right now, you seem to be learning a lot about your own sexuality. I’m so sorry but I’m not getting any other messages except sexual ones here. Your soul is likely a very sexual one? Another thing is that no matter who you are, your nipples are extremely sensitive. They’re so sensitive that many of you may be scared of touching them yourselves. Even if you do touch them, the mere idea of pressing onto them makes you feel tingly all over but in an uncomfortable manner. However, here’s the interesting thing, you may not know it yet but you would really enjoy nipple play of some sort. It does not have to be something too extravagant, could literally just be the other person sucking your tits while touching you. Many of you might not finger yourself and might simply just rub your clit. Even if you do finger yourself, the clit is very important to you. This is not how I was intending this reading to go, I’m not sure what’s going on because this is supposed to be a soul reading and I was expecting anything but this. However, I’m just rolling with it because sexual pleasure seems to be very important to you 😭. I’m trying to look into something that’s not about sex, masturbation and orgasms but I’m not getting anything yet. I think that unless I finish whatever the spirit and your soul is trying to get through to you, I won’t be able to tap into anything else about your soul. So well, you liked to be talked through it and be taught things. You also want your sexual partner to learn from you and to press your pleasure points. Your clit is very important to you. You likely can’t imagine sex without the clit being involved in some way. Maybe sometimes you’d be fine with it but on most days and nights, you prefer being rubbed and licked down there, devoured actually. You want to see your partner pussy drunk. I’m getting a certain image in my mind, you want your future spouse to be unwilling to move their head from in between your legs even when you tug at their hair, try to pull them away, try to push them away or cry out. You want them to be addicted to eating you out almost, you want them to get lost during it. You also have a thing for seeing their tongue work its magic down there. It might sound gross to some of you and you might not admit it but you find the idea of kisses after oral really hot, and if you don’t, you will find it hot when it’s actually happening. You seem to like the tongue a lot so you might naturally like kissing when doing it. I believe that right now you crave to be able to take more care of yourself physically and sexually. You already are but it’s almost like you’re insatiable.

Some of you might have a roommate, might sleep with your sister or mother, or something like that causing you to not have enough privacy but even so, you manage to find ways to indulge in that pleasure in whatever way you can and whenever you can. However, there’s a desire to experience pleasure in a very grounded manner, more times than you usually do in a day and feel, and indulge in the sensation of being blissed out, and warm in your thighs, feet, genitals and stomach. You may want to have the time, space and privacy to edge for a long time and experience a long orgasm that feels very whole, and spreads throughout the body rather than just stays in the genital area. At your core, you’re someone who wants to learn and teach others, and have a respectful reputation. There’s something about wanting to work with others and naturally being cooperative as long as there’s a shared vision. Your soul is currently craving genuineness, self care and being taken care of. You want to nurture and receive the same nurturing back. You desire stability, security and assets of some sort, possibly land or gold. You’re also desiring a physical glow up and to be grounded enough to remain humble. You want to be someone who doesn’t break character easily and is self assured because you’re grounded rather than having a prideful self assurance that’s more fiery in nature. You want the best of the best for your soul. That’s what your soul craves and for that, you want to become the best of the best too. You’re someone who is more long term oriented and values things like ethics, values, morality, stability and commitment. Which is why despite wanting to be touched and experience orgasms, you settle for ‘self care’ because you don’t want to give your body away to just anyone. You hold yourself to really high regard to do something like that. Your soul craves to be more mature and to progress in life, and career. Also, to be in domestic and secure environments. Your soul wants you to take care of yourself from within. “Working out is not enough if you’re not watching your diet.” Not my words, that’s just what I heard. The vibe that I keep on getting is the queen of ants or bees who is looked after and not only everyone is set on taking care of her but also she’s the first priority. Like, if there’s danger, they move her to the safest spot. That’s what you want except that you’re human and you genuinely desire to nurture too. You’re either already very independent but because you closed off in the past, you’re learning how to be giving and nurturing, I don’t think this part ever left you but you still want to experience it to the fullest or you’re giving and nurturing learning how to be more independent, or you’re all three giving, independent and nurturing but because you know your worth, you’re not willing to give it away to just anyone but you’re able to do so to people who need it but you’re still genuinely fine with being alone and you’re self sufficient too. For example, underprivileged children or old people who are living in this world of capitalism and inflation. The third one is what your soul desires to be like. You want to be independent, nurturing and giving but fine with being by yourself, and in fact, content with being as such. Right now, you’re learning about your sexual nature and desires. Majority of the reading was simply about your sex drive so well, I’ll leave you to take care of yourself. I hope that you liked it. Thank you for reading, much love and take care.

⊹ ! ೀ Pile 2 ꒱

You’re someone who can be pretty in friendships and that’s because you mostly feel unwelcome or disconnected from groups of people. Even if they’re welcoming, you don’t feel that connection with them. Even so, you are able to appreciate people for who they are and connections for welcoming you even if you don’t feel that synergy with them. So you have two sides, one side of you is overindulgent in socialising while the other is more of a loner. You’re someone who may start disconnecting from a group overtime. Like when you first meet them, you might really vibe with them because you’ve experienced being left out so you try to include everybody but as time starts passing by, you start leaning into yourself and withdrawing. You seem to have dealt with gossip, falling out with friends, friends affecting you negatively, people misunderstanding you, excluding you or you yourself feeling like an outcast. Also, other people preferring someone else over you. You have dealt with betrayal in friendships and romance, specifically being left for or replaced by someone else. Your soul is desiring travelling and experiencing things that make you feel young, and alive i.e. adventure! For example, stargazing, camping, travelling to different places with different conditions like beaches, mountains, cities, etc. Also, some of you might have a decision to make. You might currently be contemplating leaving something or someone. Your soul knows deep down that you deserve better than this and it’s leaning towards you leaving. For some reason, if you make the decision to leave, it has to be sudden, almost impulsive but something that you don’t look back from. You might have a lot of memories with this situation or person (could be multiple people too), or even if that’s not the case, some level of familiarity is what is stopping you from letting go. You are being told to leave. For some of you, you’ve already left. If this is a person, i’m picking up on them making you feel like an option or choosing someone else over you, or something like that? The vibe that I’m getting here is more platonic than romantic but it could be a friendship that borders on romance i.e. basically someone who sucks you dry by taking all the benefits of a romantic relationship but choosing others over you. Hell, you might not even be treated like an option. There are many different situations coming through here. Some of you may be dealing with friends having turned against you and leaving you out. Some of you may be dealing with mistreatment at school, university or work and might be contemplating leaving. The common theme is that there are two paths here and your soul craves to let go, and seek more, to discover that the grass is greener on the other side. However, some of you have already made this decision, possibly even a long time ago and are craving to progress further.

Your soul craves to experience life in a pure and passionate way, by travelling, achieving your goals and being in environments, and with people who appreciate you, share similar visions and don’t make you feel bad. You have dealt with feeling like you’re not worth committing to, that others always have someone else they prefer over you, being treated as if you don’t have feelings, being treated as not even an option, being treated as an emotional punching bag, being used for your emotional labour, having friends turn against you, getting humiliated and mocked by acquaintances, etc. If you have left and let go already, all of you are different stages. Some of you may still be haunted by the emotions of the past if it’s still fresh, some of you have grown a lot and have found more emotional stability, and understand that it’s good that things are not the same but you still want more growth, passion and experiences in your life. All of you are headed towards growth. If you’re struggling with leaving, I’ve gotta tell you that the grass is in fact greener on the other side. You might have to walk for a bit in order to get to where the grass is green but you need to get there, that’s the only good decision that you can make for yourself in this situation. Currently, you’re learning how to let go of familiar people if they betray or hurt you no matter how long you’ve known them for. Physically for those of you who haven’t left yet and mentally for those of you who have. Many of you have made significant progress in this process of leaving, letting go and doing better. You might think about the past but it’s not something you want to ever go back to and for the most part, you have let go of many emotions that you felt back then because you’ve significantly matured and are craving something different, something more. When you look back, you understand that you deserved better than that so many of you do not even acknowledge them as people you cared about. You seem to have understood that you were taken advantage of and because you deserved, and do deserve better, you have removed yourself from those situations of the past, acting as though they never even happened and you have a resolve to make sure to never repeat history again. It’s not even denial or avoidance, it’s just that you have grown so much that you don’t identify with that version of yourself anymore. If you haven’t left yet, this is what’s awaiting you when you leave. You’re going to become someone who is not willing to and doesn’t feel the need to help everyone, and does not care about familiarity or memories and focuses on what people are doing in the present instead. Also, you’ll not think of the past as something grand when it comes to other people, you’re going to think of it as grand when it comes to you because it will have made you who you are and you’ll be proud of how you used to be too.

You’re not going to be happy about having been used but you’re going to appreciate how innocent you were, how loving you were, your own willingness to do and try until the end. There’s going to be a feeling of you not having lost anything while the other parties lost the best. You’re currently maturing and letting go of the past no matter who you are. Even if you have accepted that you deserved better and have stopped acknowledging your past, it’s something that you think about, and are still letting go of. You’ve forgiven the past especially yourself but you know that you deserved better so you’ll never forgive the people who did what they did and let them have access to you again. There’s something about leaving the home and adulting, it might happen within the next three years at most for many of you. You’ve already started adulting though and it has matured you significantly. You don’t mind weakening connections and even leaving them behind completely because you have experienced really bad things in the past, and have been stuck in the past and nostalgia in the past, and you even tried until the end, seeming desperate so you have outgrown that and know that nothing good is going to come out by trying too hard unless the other person is actively making sure to get somewhere with you as well. You seem to be healing trauma regarding your younger self i.e. childhood, school days, innocent connections like the first loves, etc. You see the past for what it was, the good and the bad, and so you do not idealise it but you do not exactly hate it either, it’s sorta bittersweet, many parts of it but you’re at peace to have grown into who you’ve grown into but you just want something new, fresh, different, familiar but mature. You want to share a close and comfortable connection with people, and share a natural bond that makes them feel familiar to you but you want more than what you’ve experienced, you want something real and won’t engage with them if they repeat patterns of the past for you because you’ve outgrown them. If not, you’re in the process of doing so. You’ve only become more pure over time. Your capacity to love has become more innocent but more mature at the same time so you may not consider things of the past to be ‘love’ as per se. You acknowledge what you’ve given but you don’t identify with your past self who put up with so much bullshit. You desire more and want better for yourself. In the past, you seem to have had lost your sense of fun and adventure due to experiences, and people depleting you. Instead, you were playing small and sticking with them out of familiarity but you’ve gotten your passion and curiosity back, and want to go from there, grow from there. I hope that the reading gave you clarity. Thank you for reading, much love and take care.

⊹ ! ೀ Pile 3 ꒱

On the soul level, you’re someone goal oriented who’s supposed to pursue your goals unabashedly and unapologetically even if it means upsetting or hurting others. However, despite this sort of drive and approach to your goals, you are a very soft person. You seem to lack assertiveness and do not even know how to fight back verbally. I wouldn’t be surprised if you didn’t even react. What seems to have happened is, you were very driven and ambitious growing up but somewhere along the way you lost focus, and lost your way. You became directionless and reckless, and developed almost like an inferiority complex. You’ve always low-key had one because you seem to have contradictory traits and two of those traits that contradict each other are inferiority, submissiveness, inability to speak up and lack of assertiveness, and extreme ambition, drive and a sharp ass tongue. It might sound impossible for both these sides to exist within the same person but they do exist within you. Let me put it like this, your soul is more action oriented than a talker. However, some of you fell victim to a ‘talker’ not realising that most people are not action oriented like you? This is not the case for most of you. So, because your soul is action oriented, when you were younger, you were self assured and more focused on getting things done than standing up for yourself, it caused you to have a more submissive side and image but on the inside, you’re the most driven person ever with a lot of aggressiveness and assertiveness, it’s just that it manifests differently. One example that I can give you that I believe all of you are going to relate with is that you can get very annoyed, impulsive, sharp with words or tone and firm when you’re bothered while you’re completing a task or doing your work. You hate distractions and want to be left alone during such times. You lack assertiveness but you’re action oriented and that’s how you assert yourself. You might run your mouth or did so when you were younger and excited, in regard to your vision, ideas, endeavours because you had the end goal in mind but standing up for yourself aggressively through words, that’s not really you. I feel like the main thing with you is that you struggle with aggressiveness and assertiveness with acquaintances, and those who you’re not close to but when you’re comfortable enough with someone or know them well enough, you know exactly what to say in order to hit a nerve. This is what I meant when I called you ‘sharp tongued’ earlier. When you lost your sense of direction and forgot yourself, you had no real purpose so it led to your confidence and self assuredness disappearing, and your inferiority complex getting stronger. When you were still driven, you didn’t really have an inferiority complex in an extreme way but it was more like, you knew that certain people had certain things in life and skills that you didn’t have, and because you weren’t much of a talker in an assertive manner.

It was something that intrigued you plus you were simply just curious about life because you were young. However, because you were doing your best and had a drive, a purpose in life, you didn’t feel as inferior internally but when you got distracted and lost your direction, your energy that was not well directed just ended up feeding into your inferiority complex. Also another thing that I’m getting that not all of you are going to resonate with is that you would be great at handling conflicts with your fists. You’re calm and seem almost submissive on the outside but internally very passionate and driven, and this drive translates to you needing a lot of physical release which means ‘orgasms’ xD. However, if you get back to finding direction and being yourself (many of you already have), you’re going to become self serving and self assured. You’re going to become someone whose actions are pretty unpredictable because you have opposing and contradictory character traits. You have a rude side to you too. It’s very interesting how many different sides you possess. A good trait that you possess is that you separate your ambitions from your personal life. For example, if your friend wants something you too want, you won’t hesitate to go get it and it’s not like you feel hostile towards them, it’s just that you are going after your goals with your own hard work and efficiency. Your soul is desiring one on one connections right now. There’s a craving to find true love, romantically and even platonically. You want to have a friendship in which you are so close that others don’t even stand a chance to come in between. A friendship so fulfilling that romance is not even a need but you’re also craving romance, you want mutual love that is full of respect and joy. You want to have connections in which people have your best interests at heart. You want to be with someone with whom you’re a unit, a team. One in which you mutually respect and even appreciate, and adore each other’s differences. You want connections that are open and honest, and everyone takes part with equal effort. The most important part of what I’m stating is ‘mutuality’, you need this kind of connection to be mutual, that’s what you crave. You value loyalty and think that consideration is the highest form of love, you consider those you love and you want them to understand that your go getter nature is not meant to threaten them. In the past, due to this go getter nature of yours, you may have failed to consider other people or even if you did, they didn’t see past all the times that you didn’t. It seems to be more of an ego thing for them. For example, you both wanted the same position and you got it then you both wanted to be friends with the same person, and you got it and then you both wanted the same guy but out of respect and loyalty, you decided not to engage with him but he grew to like you despite your lack of engagement.

It leads to others misunderstanding and growing aggressive towards you so you want a connection in which you’re understood, and are able to work with the other person’s best interests at heart because I won’t lie, I understand why your actions have been perceived as selfish in the past. You’re just goal motivated and oriented, it’s not malicious intent but just the fact that you go and get what you want. However, another side of you is that despite being this way, you’re extremely considerate in connections i.e. one on one ones in which you trust and feel a sense of loyalty towards the other person. Everyone who sees you as selfish would have done the same thing as you if they got the opportunity to. They were people who you felt like were competitive with you too whether they admitted it or not so you do not need to feel bad. You want to have connections in which you’d consider the other person and they’d consider you. You have a desire for intimacy and depth one on one connections, both romantic and platonic ones. You value quality over quantity. So you’d be fine if you simply had one life long friend and one life long lover, in fact, that’s what you crave, that’s what you want. You may hold connections to be sacred and want to experience divinity in the form of connections. Some of you fell victim in some sort of one on one connection to someone who knew how to talk a really good game and was incredibly manipulative but were a bum action wise at least to you, but you weren’t able to tell at that time because you were so action oriented that you assumed that everyone was. You seem to have either learned or are learning the lesson to recognise those who keep people around for person needs and in order to boost their ego. You are developing silent power or are growing a realisation of the fact that your power is in the way you’re not asserting yourself outwardly but have a steady heart with a strong drive, a controlled mind and are action oriented. You have struggled with overthinking and a hyper active brain, you still might but most of you have learned how to tame it or are doing so right now. You demand and expect respect from others, and are a quiet thinker who does not express all their thoughts or are learning how to be. You seem to have been acquainted with your inner truth and that’s helping you find power in who you truly are. Like, you may be understanding that you don’t have to stand up for yourself verbally if mistreated or disrespected, instead you can just remove yourself from such an environment and focus on your own life, and goals. You think that that’s a power because there are people who will stand up for themselves verbally but will continue staying in that environment, not removing themselves from such cheap people and situations but you’re not like that. You may not react but you know how to respond through follow through actions. I hope that the reading was enjoyable and offered you some sort of direction. Thank you so much for reading, much love and take care.