I cannot emphasize enough that the reason Lumen is so hated in the Dexter fandom is because people hate realistic portrayals of trauma. They don't like the ugly side of it nor do they know how to handle or respond to it.
I'm just so tired of how the fandom treats her and forgets literally everything she went through, they just have this romanticized version of how an abuse victim should act.
Funny enough today I said this in a server and some guy proved my point by calling her annoying and saying she was acting stupid, plus tried to kill the guy who was helping her. He even had the nerve to say 'I know actual abuse victims, they act nothing like her' which is such a disgusting thing to say. It goes onto this idea of how an abuse victim should act or what is the acceptable way.
Everyone copes and responds to trauma differently in their own way.
and when i say that sam and castiel's friendship is so fucking underrated when they're two of the most similar and parallel characters in all of supernatural what then
when i say that sam and castiel are both believers in the ends justifying the means, that both of them don't seek power, but gravitate towards leadership and authority because they are visionaries and believe in a higher, greater purpose and the potential for a future—
when i say that sam and castiel both seek redemption in parallel arcs, but sam's is driven by a personal, intimate need to purify himself, to prove himself worthy of salvation to himself and to dean, but castiel seeks atonement in divine sense, in the way that only an angel can because he believes that there is inherent celestial righteousness that he must realign himself with
Warnings: Language, mentions of death, crime scene depictions, smut, fingering, oral f receiving
Summary: It's your and Dexter`s one year anniversary and he wants to celebrate with you.
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Working at Miami Metro made you so fucking happy. You loved forensic biology, and most of all you loved Dexter Morgan. Today was your one-year anniversary, and even though you knew you were celebrating together later, he brought you a present to work.
“I got you something. I hope you like it.” He smiled eagerly.
You opened his gift. Inside was a beautiful new textbook on Forensic Biology. The brand new edition you had been wanting to buy for yourself.
“Thank you. This is really thoughtful. I love it.” You smiled back at him.
Before you had time to get your morning coffee, you both got the call to head to a crime scene in coconut grove.
You and Dexter arrive on scene with forensic kits in hand and access the crime scene. The house was small, but clearly well maintained. In the middle of the living room was a woman in her 30s, her head lying 5 feet next to her body. There were passive stains pooled around the wound. Nearly all of her blood on the floor. You collected evidence and headed back to the lab.
“Did you see the cast off patterns on the walls by the body?” Dexter asked you inquisitively.
“Yes I noticed them.” You said.
“She was struck at least 3 times before decapitation.” He remarked.
“I found traces of semen on the body it looks like we may be dealing with a sexual assault case.” You replied.
You went to the lab to run a polymerase chain reaction test. You then came back and shared your results with Dexter.
“Do you have the electropherogram showing the DNA sequencing?” Dexter asked politely.
You handed it to him.
He looked at the short tandem repeats and came to his conclusion.
“It looks like the DNA profile is in CODIS.” He said.
“I also ran hair from the scene under the stereoscopic microscope and it matches the same DNA profile.” You replied.
“Do we let the cops handle this one so we can celebrate our anniversary?” You asked hoping.
“I think we deserve a break.” He said.
You patiently went about the work day until 6:00 rolled around. Finally it was time to go home. You were ready to have Dexter all to yourself. You walked in the door and he decided to start making dinner for you. He lit candles, turned on your favorite music and made it all about you. You ate dinner together happily.
He turned to you and said “I wanna give you something special for our anniversary baby.”
He got under the table and got on his knees. He slowly unbuttoned your jeans and pulled them down. Teasing your pussy with his fingers, feeling the wetness start to grow in your panties. He pulled your panties off slowly and gently. He started working on your clit with his fingers in small circular motions. Teasing you until you think you might come. He slips a finger into your entrance and starts pumping in and out until you feel an orgasm wash over you. But he's not done with you yet.
“Please, I want to come again.” you beg him.
“Only if you promise to be my good girl.” He says.
“Yes I promise.” You practically scream.
He pulls his hand away and moves in with his mouth. He traces tiny circles with his tongue. Teasing your clit and building your orgasm. You feel the heat building in your core. He keeps licking and sucking until it's all too much and you come on his face.
You think the reason why Demon Dean wasn't shown with Cas until they had him restrained was because he would be way too horny for Cas, and even Demon Dean knows not to touch THAT while he's wild and free
I think about that sometimes
I think he would've been too unhinged
Anyways I had iced coffee last night, tasted like ass
warnings: mentions of death, murder, crime scene depictions, light smut, oral f receiving
summary: You work with Dexter at Miami Metro. You're hopelessly in love and you know all about his secret hobby.
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You and Dexter had been working together for a year. You were starting to really enjoy it. You loved Miami Metro, you loved your job. You felt like you were doing something important being a forensic toxicologist. Your work and Dexter`s went hand in hand in the forensics world and you relied on him for help with a lot of cases. You had also been dating for 6 months, and god he worshipped you.
Today was just like any other day as you got the call to head to a crime scene. You arrived on time with your kit and met everyone on scene. You began to access the crime scene. You proceeded as you always do, put on your PPE, and helped Masuka bag and process everything. Dexter started to photograph the body of a woman in her mid 20s with severe blunt force trauma to the head. She had heavy bruising all over her face and neck, as well as passive stains pooled around the head injury. Livor Mortis had set in as you could tell by the purplish color of her lower body. You estimated the time of death to be approximately 4 hours ago. There were textbooks at the scene that led you to believe she was a student at University of Miami. There were broken objects everywhere, including picture frames of her and her friends you quickly noticed. You finished your work at the crime scene quickly, and headed back to the lab. When you got to the lab Dexter approached you.
“Did you see the feathering on that swipe pattern on the doorframe?” he asked.
“I did.” you said.
“I just did my toxicology report.” you told him.
“She had an NPS in her system. Specifically trace amounts of methoxetamine.” you said.
“She put up a fight. While on a dissociative substance.” He replied.
“I looked into this guy. He's killed four other college students in the last year. All women who are in the process of applying for citizenship.” you could see anger in his eyes. You knew what he was going to say next. You beat him to it.
“We should do something about it.” you told him. Your eyes lit up at the thought.
“We`ll stake out his place tonight to make sure he`s exactly who we think he is.” he told you. You nodded.
You and Dexter left work together like you always do, and went to stake out the killer's house.
As you and Dexter learned from his background check, he was a single white man in his 40s who lived alone and worked as an office aide at USCIS, which handled citizenship applications.
“Lets go around back and pick the lock in case any of the neighbors have cameras.” Dexter commented.
You agreed. You were careful not to park anywhere close to the house, Dexter dressed in his signature outfit, and you wore all black to blend in. You had also made sure this man wouldn’t be home tonight.
You safely got inside the house and looked around. The place was a mess. You and Dexter continued to investigate until you came across a locked desk drawer. Dexter immediately picked the lock.
Inside you found women`s necklaces. You and Dexter looked at each other for a moment in silence.
You spoke first. “Trophies. They have to be.”
“This is it. He fits the code.” You told him with a fire in your eyes.
“We’ll grab him on his way home tonight. We need some time to prepare the kill room.” Dexter told you.
The house across the street was currently vacant and you agreed it would be the perfect place for a kill room. You both set it up quickly but meticulously, and waited for him to return home.
He arrived within the hour, and you and Dexter were already lying in wait. You were waiting for him inside his house, just inside the front entrance. Dexter had the M99 ready and you waited patiently. He walked in the door stumbling. Clearly coming from a bar or social event. You were glad this would be even easier. He walked into the entrance where you were waiting and stumbled right into Dexter.
“What the Fu…” He couldn`t finish his sentence. He was already on the ground.
Dexter grabbed the man and followed his ritual to the letter. Sooner than later he was wrapped in plastic and on the table. You knew what came next.
Dexter woke him up. He was startled.
“Where am I? Who the fuck are you? And who the fuck is she?” he spat.
“We know what you`ve been up to.” He said.
“You need to look at the monstrous things you`ve done to these innocent women.” you motioned to the photos of the girls on the walls.
His eyes lingered on the photos. “They didn`t belong here.” He said harshly.
Before he could say anything else, Dexter plunged the knife deep into his chest.
You watched the blood spill down his body, but before you had a chance to take it all in Dexters mouth crashed down on yours.
His hands were in your hair, then slowly exploring your body. He pushed you up against the wall.
“Pants off. Now.” He commanded. You immediately obeyed.
Your pants fell to the floor, and he got on his knees. He started with his hands. Nice and slow teasing your clit in little circles. You could feel the heat rising in your core, you loved it when he got this way with you especially after a kill. You could feel him speeding up but still teasing you, just the way you liked it. Until it was all too much. You felt the first orgasm wash over you.
“One more please.” you begged him.
That was all he needed to hear. You felt his mouth tracing circles on your clit exactly like you wanted. You came almost instantly.
He stood up and kissed you. You could taste yourself on him.
Dean calling Castiel "Cas" after only having really talked to him for like 30 minutes, says so much about their relationship.
Also that he does this in front of Sam, while Cas isn't even there. Sam hasn't even met Cas yet and only knows about him because of what Dean has told him.